Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc… be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc… name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses 🙂
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons 🙂
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light

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The main aspect of this new technique is giving the client guidance on how they can achieve their goals and find balance unlike a traditional reading which is just predictive.
This will offer guidance from Spirit in regards to things like career, love, money, mental health etc….
I believe I am the first to offer this kind of reading.

In the course of doing so Spirit will show you the future and you can have with the predictions being far more accurate than me trying to pull them out of the ether.
You will learn more about your journey this way as there will be no fear on my part of getting the connection with Spirit wrong.

The sooner people realize Spirit are conscious energy and not physical beings to describe in detail the better the connection will be.
You will be able to learn so much from them if you just listen to the messages rather than look for evidence they are there.

If your having life issues, depression, worried about anything or just want to connect to Spirit and the Universe please come book a reading and let me show you how to follow your compass to perfect balance and peace in your life.

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You will NOT be disappointed. I will work my ass off helping guide you with all the knowledge of the Universe behind me.

My students and I are on an incredible journey together and one day soon I’ll have more of me to go around but I want to spread Spirits hot sticky love all over the globe and show people how a reading should be done.
Spirit can change your life. You never need to be unhappy, lost or disconnected again if you listen to Spirit.

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Why I rant.

I know a lot of you know I’m passionate about what I am. But maybe I haven’t explained why I am so defensive of the truth and why I feel this needs to educate people on what Spirit really are.

Now I know I can only speak from my own perspective as I was born with this gift and was blessed to have parents who encouraged out gifts but I also know as with my ex husband who had no inclination before, now in his learning and being with me it has opened his own gifts up and he too now lives the same why I do. Not because I got him to, but because he learned himself by watching me. You can too. We all have gifts and you know I say that but you also know I say it doesn’t mean everyone should be allowed to use them. Only the truly dedicated to this way of life will want to learn what I am, will want to learn what Spirit are.

I’m talking to you. My faithful readers, who maybe are going through a hard time at the moment, or feel your needing more answers than you’re getting off the universe. If I explain to you why I am so passionate about Spirit, maybe you’ll want to reach out to Spirit and have a better life also.

You don’t need a Guru or Mystic or Healer to show you how to do this. It’s within you and it’s free. As I keep saying. I only charge for readings.

Okay… have you ever had a best friend who no matter what, tells it like it is? If your acting a fool or being inappropriate they pull you up and say ‘Oi snap out of it’? That’s Spirit with me. Have you ever had a best friend who when you’re at your lowest ebb and your sad and heart-broken they do everything they can to make your day a little less sad? That is Spirit.

People seem to think Spirit are these dead wandering lost souls who haunt buildings and frighten us in our houses but in fact they really are JUST US ONLY DEAD. They have more empathy than a trillion Empaths combined. They love us more than a mother loves her children. They have the most amazing sense of humours, they are charming and caring and kind. They are all the best things about being and none of the bad stuff. Our perception of them is so wrong and I think this is why I’ve always stood out from other people and why my society suits me so well. Because we educate ourselves to understand it. Most of the people in my society are of the Science or Educational background anyway but then I came along and met my teacher turned my world upside down. The story of how we met is true but fantastical at the same time.

I was on holiday with my so-called best friend who had gotten drunk one night and attacked me. I had to fly home, I wasn’t going to continue the friendship and was sitting by the pool waiting on the bus to come and take me to the Airport when this little tiny Australian woman poked her head over the fence and asked me if I would like a cup of tea. We were in a Queensland holiday apartment and I must admit I was glad to get out of the sun.

I sat down inside her apartment in the air conditioning and the first thing to come out of her mouth was ‘You and I were brought together for a reason and I know this because an Arab man told me he was bringing you to me’ I was stunned, I wasn’t sure if I had walked into the apartment of a fruit loop or raging Christian fanatic lol But she said to me ‘Who’s the Arab?’ and I said ‘My Dad’ and then she explained who she was. Pauline Braddon world-renowned Psychic. I didn’t know who she was right away but I do now after seeing all the news clippings of her work in the US and UK and Australia.

Anyway to cut a long story short, we exchanged contact details and a year later she literally turned up on my doorstep in New Zealand. She stayed with me for 4 months and that’s why my life changed. She had been instructed by The Council and her society to find me. She answered all my questions about Spirit and my gift, everything made sense, finally someone who thought the same way I did.

She asked me a trillion questions and spent every single day testing my gift. From guessing heads or tails on coins I couldn’t see (Which I later turned into a drinking game lol hahahaha) to doing on the spot readings for the highest members of the Society over the phone. She was 74 and about 2 feet tall (okay she was about 5’5) and she was a hard task master. We would get up early and eat then away we would go with the lessons.

I was like the Psychic Karate Kid or something but then it actually became a big deal. I then got asked to join the society after my elders questioned me and she gave me the name of Spirit Child and they do treat me like a baby and I’m nearly 43 lol

She then woke up one day and took a taxi to the airport and I never saw or heard from her again. I don’t even know if she’s alive now. I have a signed letter from her saying I was successfully trained in the areas of this and this. I would hope if she had passed away she would have come to see me. She had an amazing life as an Intuitive Clairvoyant and I witnessed so much of it myself when I took her for interviews on the radio and such.

Pauline made me know for sure it was okay to have an intimate relationship with Spirit. After she left my whole world was opened right up. I always had an intimate relationship with Spirit but being raised catholic it had been drummed into me that Spirit were bad and talking to them was Satanic and while my parents made it not scary there was always a part of my catholic faith that made me think ‘If I’m wrong I’m going to hell’.

Pauline made me see that this wasn’t the case at all. Even if she believed in God and I don’t she still set me on the course for my incredible path.

Because this being loved us unconditionally. This is when I started changing the whole dynamic of my relationship with The Dead and it in turn changed my life. It become the most exciting times of my life. Like falling in love with someone all over again. Seeing them in a new way for the first time.

I had a direct link with these all-knowing beings and I wasn’t going to pass on asking them questions. About the Bible, Religion, Humanity, Our Planet, The Universe and my life and the answers they gave are the ones I pass on to you guys.

Secondhand knowledge is never as correct as first hand knowledge is the point I’m trying to make. Am I wrong? Are Mystics and New Age people right? Well Spirit say ‘It doesn’t matter what you believe in, just that you believe and as long as you don’t hurt anyone or take profit from your faith then you believe in whatever you want to’ If you want to worship God by dancing naked and singing nursery rhymes as long as you’re not taking money for it and you’re not hurting anyone then so be it. If it makes you happy then practice away. It’s not how you practice your faith, it’s just that you do it at all. That’s why I say I don’t have a religion, I have a  faith and my faith is stronger by a country mile than any religion I ever had.

But in gaining this personal insight and thus gaining a best friend in the dead, I have been given so much more than I could ever possible give anyone in this life time even though I try.

While Mystics and New Age believers talk about having Balance with the Universe and using the earth to heal etc…it’s a very expensive thing to be practicing and that just isn’t what Spirit are about. They don’t begrudge anyone making money or being rich but it’s how you make the money and what you do with it that bothers them.

Ripping them off for profit is a No No and unfortunately this New Age Mystic stuff is expensive and multi billion pound industry. Besides when your wealthy you’re in a better position to do good with it and I’ve always said if I won the lottery apart from sorting my family in NZ out I would travel the world in a camper van looking for charitable causes Spirit drew me to in order to help them.

But I don’t use Spirit to bring me calm and to float away with the stars when I meditate.

I can do that any time I like I don’t need to meditate as I am always in a state of calm (because of Spirit) and yes I get angry and stuff but I’m only human and who wouldn’t get upset when you’ve taken this long hard road to get somewhere and some fool who read a book thinks they can do it better because they meditate themselves into a state of arrogance?

It’s like my ex husband who is an artist, spends years on a painting and someone comes along and clicks some buttons on a camera and thinks they should open a gallery. Being good at taking photos doesn’t make you an artist.

Going to the most prestigious art college Daddy could afford doesn’t make you an artist and I can’t stand seeing these people try to fake their wacky artist persona. If you know an artist you’ll know what I mean by this.

Lady Ga Ga is the prime example of someone who’s ‘wacky weirdness’ is staged. Artists in their truest form are weird, passionate, eccentric and kind of social misfits (it’s why me and my Mr Ex get on with each other so well lol) Artists never did well at school, were social outcasts, never had many friends worth keeping and are super intelligent and slightly anarchistic. If you have to be controversial to sell your art albeit music or portraits, then you have no talent. And it’s the same with my line of business. You don’t have to meditate and drink wheat germ and act condescending to people as you carry crystals in order to know what you’re talking about. What you have doesn’t make you a White Lighter, what you are does.

I’ve walked down a long hard road to get where I am and I can’t stand that for £160 you too can be like me in just 3 short months.

But this road I have been down with my pals hasn’t been without its bumps. I’ve had fights with them, yes I actually yell at dead people lol they tell me I’m stubborn, I tell them it’s their fault because they made me this way. I will try to ignore them in a big girlie puff and they will do something to make me laugh and all is forgiven.

It sounds crazy but this is how it is. But it’s more than this.

They have not only alerted me from a dead sleep to someone entering my house through a window, they have told me to prepare for moves, then to help things go as smoothly as possible will tell me what to look for in the house I’m going to live in so I’m not trawling houses for days.

They said of my new house I was to look for Purple inside and red on the outside. When we pulled up the conservatory is red and our bedroom is painted with big purple wall paper. If I’ve been feeling poorly and can’t figure out why they will tell me and then tell me how to fix it.

That has happened quite a few times. I have been having trouble with high blood pressure and not been able to figure out why. I thought it was medications but they said it was an infection and even showed me what will cure my problem (but it was blurry and I couldn’t read it so I just have to accept I’m not meant to know yet and it will come when it’s meant to). They have told me the second I met someone if they are going to hurt us, me, my husband whatever so I can prepare for it.

They have never done anything in my life no matter how bad that I haven’t been able to cope with and hasn’t had a positive outcome in the end. I have had things happen in the last 6 years that no person should ever have to cope with but we have and Spirit were there the whole time for me and never let me down.

If they said something was going to happen a certain way, it did and being prepared for it made the actual happening of it less of a shock. Any normal person probably would have snapped or had a break down but being prepared for these things made it easier to handle. When you realize you have no control of your life and everything happens because it is meant to, it changes the way you deal with stress. I just don’t get stressed out because what’s the point? When shit happens I sit back and ride it out. But ALL my sacrifices have come with rewards. When I’ve been tested in my life, I have been rewarded 10 fold because of it. I don’t just mean financially, but I mean in other things too ie my husband losing a low paid job and thinking we were going to be homeless and bankrupt then he gets offered a job Spirit said would come that changes everything and gives us a better life’.

Spirit take us on amazing adventures as a family. I have been my own guided tour to places I have never been to before. I can go around places like The Colosseum in Italy and say what happened there in history.

I know when to tell people at their lowest to take a lottery ticket and have them win. I know when someone is going to die (not always know who as you know) but I know when someone is going to live too. I don’t lie, I just don’t say anything at all. My clients know I don’t predict death, but Spirit will tell me, I just don’t tell the person. They let me know when an unexpected bill is coming, when an unexpected call is coming and I swear to blob and you can ask my ex husband I ALWAYS knew when it’s the dreaded Mother in law. As soon as it rings I get chills down my spine and my hair stands on end and I would say ‘You get it, it’s your Mum’ and sure enough lol luck for us Madame Medusa is no longer in our life.

I get told off if I have a slip of my position and say or do something wrong, but it’s always mostly unintentional and or a misunderstanding. As a rule I’m not the confrontational type and always end up being a push over it anything. So I don’t make a habit of causing bother. But because of what I am I don’t let Mr do and act a certain way either. Spirit might let him get away with some stuff but he knows there are some things he won’t be allowed to do because as my protector it all has a consequence on me.

Spirit know me better than anyone. I drink  (okay I haven’t had a proper drink in over 5 years but when I do get the chance to let my hair down you better believe it’s going to be good lol)

They made me odd, they made me passionate and they made me what I am today. I love them for so many reasons but because they made me a curious Scorpio/Rat I sat and asked questions and paid attention to them and my world I live in.

They protect me, guide me, encourage me and defend me. They are the best friend you could ever ask for and they just happen to be dead. Is that weird? Not if you were me. And you can be if you want to be. This is why I keep saying to people ‘Find your own faith’ Find what is right for you. Ask your own questions, pay attention to what they are saying and your surroundings. eventually you’ll hear what I do and then if enough of us are like it, the world would change for the better. None of us would want for anything, ask for nothing, get everything we ever wanted from life, because I do and I’m not just talking about money.

How could you not be friends with someone like the dead after all of that?

How to Release a Trapped Spirit.

A lot of my post ideas come from the search questions I see people asking in my Search Stats thingy watchama call’it lol I can’t have someone coming to my site looking for answers and not finding them. This is why I invite people to ask questions either on here or privately. Okay so if your silly enough to sit and read all my rantings you’ll know that I believe all Spirits should be released.

You don’t need to be an expert. You just have to care. This Spirit may be known to you or centuries old. But if they are trapped and need to be released and they are coming to you, it is you they are asking for help from. There are many reasons why a Spirit might be trapped. They might be frightened of what waits for them on the other side, they might be waiting for someone to pass over, they might not know how, they may have been called over and not been sent back (which often happens with Oujia boards and the negative ones who feast on the fools who invite them) they could be emotionally attached to the property or they might have had a traumatic death and never passed over because they haven’t come to terms with it. OR they might not of been allowed to cross over.

When they have learned their lessons they ask for help. If they are reaching out they need crossing over.

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