Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc…..to be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc…..you name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses 🙂
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child
hahaha

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons 🙂
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light
Mama
xoxox

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This will offer guidance from Spirit in regards to things like career, love, money, mental health etc….
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In the course of doing so Spirit will show you the future and you can have with the predictions being far more accurate than me trying to pull them out of the ether.
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The sooner people realize Spirit are conscious energy and not physical beings to describe in detail the better the connection will be.
You will be able to learn so much from them if you just listen to the messages rather than look for evidence they are there.

If your having life issues, depression, worried about anything or just want to connect to Spirit and the Universe please come book a reading and let me show you how to follow your compass to perfect balance and peace in your life.

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My students and I are on an incredible journey together and one day soon I’ll have more of me to go around but I want to spread Spirits hot sticky love all over the globe and show people how a reading should be done.
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My Spirit was falling while awake?????

Last night falling through the air landing on my bed with a thud. I fell about a meter.
But I know what your gonna say. I was asleep and must of been astral traveling.
However I was on top of the covers not under them.
The duvet was tightly flat under me as if I was jumping onto a freshly made bed.
I’d been in bed watching tv. Totally conscious of the fact I was watching tv. Did I doze off? Maybe but it can’t of been for more than a second because my program hadn’t changed its scene.
But how did I go from sitting up in bed to falling through the air flat like I was laying down?
Now….okay so it must have been my Spirit right?
So how did I go from being under the covers up to my chest with my head on the pillows.
To on top of the bed with my head on the pillows with the duvet under me?
I slammed down and I can still feel my body as it hit the bed with a bounce.
With the sound of my body crumpling against the fresh duvet linen as though it just happened.
The thing is…….something wasn’t right about last night.
I had been experiencing odd things all night.
It felt odd. Almost electric. It’s why I was up late.
I felt like I was waiting for something to happen.
And it hasn’t gone away. Except now my ex husband said it too. Tonight.
And the streets of Wakefield and Leeds were deserted.
It was spooky. Like a Ghost town but cities. Deserted cities.
No cars parked down streets or in places like Burger King and the Eco Garage/Greggs/Subway store.
Nothing. Not a car, not a person, nothing.
I know one has nothing to do with the other but I had to mention it.
I couldn’t find the moon the other day.
It’s not a good sign.
I know it has nothing to do with my falling incident but I just thought while I’m on the topic of things that are weird lol

So I’ve lost it then huh? I’ve finally gone mad lol
How can you even begin to decipher that one? It defies logic lol
It defies physics.
*sigh* my gift is never dull I’ll tell you that much lol

 

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Time Keeps on Slipping, Into the Future:

Well I Time Slipped Again. This time in a pub having a lunch with my ex husband and boys. Again I didn’t expect it. Just started fizzing and away I went but this was a future slip.

The one thing I was able to do this time was observe my physical reaction to the slip. It is hard for me to explain it but when I slip I see things super enhanced. Because there is an overlapping of visuals It amazes me how super 3D everything looks. My hands looked more real than they do normally. I could see every pulse in my finger, every groove in my skin, deep and cavernous, the tiny beads of sweat that lay just under the grooves.

Fabrics were astounding to look at too. Think of the best HD Graphics you’ve ever seen in a movie and make it 1000 times better than that, then you’ll understand what I mean. I remember watching Shrek 4 and being amazed at how HD could let you see the the grains of fibers in Shrek’s shirt. Well now when I time slip I live that too but in even more High Definition. Also this slip lasted about an hour. Its usually been minutes before, but this was about an hour. I remember sitting in the seat at the Pub feeling like if I lifted my feet up off the floor I would float away like a Helium Balloon. It felt like my feet were anchoring me to the floor so I wouldn’t float away but I could feel gravity pulling on my body like it WANTED to float up to the roof. It’s so hard to explain, all of this so please bare with me lol

I was looking at and talking to my ex husband as I was in it, but he was behind the image of what I was seeing overlapped on him. What I saw was personal to my ex husband and I, but it was a very important message to him but I an still see him sitting in the pub and the image of my time slip super imposed over him. I could smell the smells, feel the climate and even move around to get a different perspective of the view.

So every time slip offers up a little more of the learning process. I hope one day to be able to control when it happens but for now I will take whatever it is Spirit wants to teach me about it. I trust it is happening for a reason and go with what ever it is Spirit trust me with.

I’m almost excited to see what happens with it the next time. But I am more exhausted now than any of point in my Psychic life. I have zero energy, can’t even get out of bed.

Time Slips. Understanding it a bit more.

If you’ve read my post about Time Slips you’ll know I don’t fully understand why they happen but I know it happened once I powered up or went up a level in my Spiritual understanding and growth. I call it powering up because I feel like a Agent from Crackdown some times where as I gain certain skills or understanding of my gift and path I Power Up and become better at something or more capable of using a gift etc…so I know when I Time Slip it means I’ve gone up a level. It’s not just about seeing the dead or predicting the future. Once you understand the fundamentals of the Universe and The Physics or it all it’s not hard to understand why or how it happens. But i want to share with you my latest experience that happened only three days ago. It was pretty amazing and I learned something I didn’t know before.

We went to York up the road for an impromptu visit of a dear friend of ours. We decided to check out the Christmas Fayre while we were there. Which was a big mistake because York is OLD and has tiny streets and there were tens of thousands of people all squeezed in to one tiny place and it was horrible. You couldn’t stop to look at anything because you were stopping the endless line of Zombies shopping for bargains and tat. Anyway we parked in a car park and started to head over the bridge and that’s when it started.

My feet became fuzzy, like pins and needles, then in a flash my eye sight went. I could see this reality but I was seeing a different reality as well. My head felt like it was fizzing and clamped but there was no pain or discomfort what so ever. Then as I stopped to clear my vision I started to see stalls, pitches, tents, trolleys, whatever you want to call them all up and down the bridge and street. The stench was, human, animal, rancid and I can still smell it even now when I think about it. This Time Slip was so strong it evokes such memory of smell and taste etc…I was pushing my stroller and our friend had to take over because I needed to grab on to Mr’s arm as I could no longer tell what was real road and what wasn’t anymore.

Then a man with a brown cap? well I say cap but it looked like a piece of brown cloth covering his head came up and offered me rats. Dead, huge and he had them by the tails. About 5 of them in each hand. They looked like Water Rats to be honest. They were HUGE. He could see me. He didn’t act any differently too me but I noticed that while he was talking to me I got the attention of others as well. They noticed me and I stood out BUT they weren’t frightened by me or put off by me so I have come to the realization that I can’t be dressed in modern clothes when I time slip in to the past. They were then coming up and offering me ‘smelling poseys’ I guess for the stench, bread, chickens, etc…and this one lady Oh My Blob I now know what wretched Soul means. She was tiny, with mottled hair and she kept touching my hair.

She was seeing how long it was and commenting on the colour and asked me if I would sell her my hair. I have quite long Auburn hair. It’s past my bra strap and she followed me half way up the street. I honestly don’t know what our friend thought. Lucky for me he is one of the smartest guys on the planet and he documents all my predictions and stuff so he knows to expect anything with me but I’ve never Time Slipped in front of anyone other than my ex husband before.

He was very brave and I thanked him for being so understanding later but I now know that when I Time Slip into the past, I blend in. I’m going to try and interact next time if I’m able to. I was completely aware of what was happening this time so my understanding of it is growing. I just wasn’t in a place to be able to try and touch and taste the past etc…..I have to assume when I have Time Slipped into the future I appear normal to those surrounds too.

I remember every single time slip in detail. I also know that the fuzzing I feel before I go into the past or future is my Pineal Gland being activated also. So in theory if I can control that, I can control where and when I Time Slip. I wish I could know before it happened because I’m quite a Scientific person and I would love to make documented observations and test myself. But I have no doubt that as I have more and more experiences I will soon learn to control it better and might actually be able to test myself. I think that would be quite exciting. I’m not afraid in any way. I just need to know my husband is with me or someone like Zooey (our friend) because they were able to take over and make sure I didn’t walk out onto the road lol because in my head the bridge was closed off to traffic for the market to take place and I very nearly walked me and my youngest Train out onto the road to avoid being sold rats.