Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc… be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc… name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses 🙂
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons 🙂
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light

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Over the past few months I have been learning, studying and developing a variety of new techniques which I have begun encompassing into a new form of reading.
The main aspect of this new technique is giving the client guidance on how they can achieve their goals and find balance unlike a traditional reading which is just predictive.
This will offer guidance from Spirit in regards to things like career, love, money, mental health etc….
I believe I am the first to offer this kind of reading.

In the course of doing so Spirit will show you the future and you can have with the predictions being far more accurate than me trying to pull them out of the ether.
You will learn more about your journey this way as there will be no fear on my part of getting the connection with Spirit wrong.

The sooner people realize Spirit are conscious energy and not physical beings to describe in detail the better the connection will be.
You will be able to learn so much from them if you just listen to the messages rather than look for evidence they are there.

If your having life issues, depression, worried about anything or just want to connect to Spirit and the Universe please come book a reading and let me show you how to follow your compass to perfect balance and peace in your life.

You get 5 questions $50 £35 but your readings will be done either digitally or written in great detail via email. I also do phone calls as well. Even international ones.
You will NOT be disappointed. I will work my ass off helping guide you with all the knowledge of the Universe behind me.

My students and I are on an incredible journey together and one day soon I’ll have more of me to go around but I want to spread Spirits hot sticky love all over the globe and show people how a reading should be done.
Spirit can change your life. You never need to be unhappy, lost or disconnected again if you listen to Spirit.

Email me at if your interested.

I am Psychic Therapy or Spiritual Counseling if you will.

I look forward to walking your journey with you.

Love and Light

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Answering some more Search Engine Questions Part 2

I read some interesting search Engine Questions and some are just too important not to reply to.

1) A person gave me a Maori stone and they hurt me how do I return it?

By Maori stone I take it you mean a Greenstone or Jade to the Chinese? If it isn’t possible for you to return it to the person, wrap it up and bury it somewhere no one will dig it up on purpose. Or if you live by a river return it back to the water. It must be a river, not an ocean.

However if you can use a Pendulum on it, see if it is positive or negative for you, if it’s positive then you could use the stone to protect you. What is the stone in the shape of? Fish Hook? Koru? Taniwha? Either way, if it isn’t actually a stone that is negative for you then you should keep it. As it will be blessed and will protect you. No stone is taken from the river without it being blessed so it will bless you. It’s not the stones fault the person hurt you. If it is negative for you then it needs to go back in the soil or in the river if not to the person who gave it to you. It won’t do you any harm. It’s not different than an engagement ring but equally as important.

2) Will burning white sage bring unwanted attention if you’ve never done it before?.

No. Burning sage removes negative energy. It doesn’t bring anything into your home. It removes it.

3) What is the Difference between Illuminati and Satanism?

The Illuminati are a secret organization that has ruled the world for about 2000 years using force, fear, war and poverty to do it. They worship Egyptian Gods, and use mind control on those bred to have fame or notoriety ie Beyonce, Nicole Schewertpussycatdoll lol, Gaga, Rihanna, Miley Cyrus etc…..however the cleansing is going to eradicate 90% of them and the last 10% will be made to pay.

Satanists are all about self indulgence and pleasure, it is a hedonistic practice that shouldn’t be confused with Devil Worship. Your average run of the mill Satanist has no interest in hurting anyone else because they know the importance of balance and equal measures.

Anything they do to others they know will come back to them and while they worship Satan the way a Christian worships God and Jesus, Satanists want the things the Devil represent, like power, beauty, cunning, strength, sexual pleasure, vanity etc…..most Satanists are people you will deal with every day and not even know it.

A Devil Worshiper is different. A Devil Worshiper will make sacrifices, of blood, life and possessions in order to gain power. Give a life to get a life. It is usually animals that get sacrificed but at some point there may be a life taken. The Illuminati have been proven to sacrifice virgin children. It is apparently where a lot of missing children end up. It chills me to the bone to think about.

The Bohemian Grove video leak that got out is a horrible thing to watch and at the end there is a list of people who are members and these people are so famous it haunts me to this day. I think it’s ironic how these people like Condaleza Rice, and Tony Blair, George Bush, and the rest of them have sent millions of people to their deaths through various means yet I’ve seen how terrified some of these people will be come the day of their Judgement and what they offer in return for sparing them their life. I also know what is waiting for them when they die and believe me, it ain’t pretty. It is all well and good when you have the power but when it is removed your nothing. Your not whole in any way. Your not even seen as human, not to humans and not even to Spirit. If you have gained or profited in any way through the loss, pain or suffering of others, your in BIG trouble and the end is indeed nigh.

4) Can Spirits move things?

Yes, all the time. They just need the energy to do it and will often take it from the electrical appliances or the people in the home. They use Telekinesis.

5) Can you bless a Greenstone using Tap water?

No. All Greenstones come from sacred rivers in New Zealand. They have a Tapu on them before they even come out of the ground. But the carver will bless the stone once its carved as well. He won’t even be allowed to touch the stone until the Tapu is lifted. But when he carves it, it’s blessed only for the person its gonna be bought for.
So the only way to bless it would be to lift the Tapu that protects the wearer. You’d need to get an elder to do it. Or place it back in the river it came from. OR if it was given to you, wear it. It was carved for you. It’s blessing you. (You need to use a pendulum to test it first)
Or failing that wrap it in cloth or leaves and bury it deep in the dirt where its not gonna get dug up. However it the tap water has been blessed by an Elder you could use it.






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A Truth

Next to my sons there are three men who mean more to me than life itself. My big brother is one, he is a man who I trust above anyone.

My ex husband, who is the other half of me. Even when I’m a bitch, he loves me.

And my best friend.

For a couple of years now my best friend had been having trouble sleeping and he doesn’t know why. I do. It is a pattern that has been emerging with those of us who I call ‘Blue Pill Takers’ and those who are becoming ‘aware’ I won’t go into what I mean by this because if your not a Blue Pill Taker you won’t understand what I mean. But I’ve noticed a pattern emerging over the last 6 months where it now isn’t just my best friend, but now myself, my husband, our friends The Harrison’s who are massive Blue pillers, and so on. I have spoken to 15 different people who have been all saying the same thing. They go to bed exhausted but keep getting woken up and don’t know why.

I know why and if your in tune, if your awake or awakened you’ll know what I mean.

As I have been saying for years, everything in this Universe has a vibration. It works off the same frequencies and energy therefore everything in the Universe is connected. As the world becomes more troubled, the planet Earth that we live on is reacting. The best way to describe it is, Imagine the Sun is the Mum, the Moon the Dad, all the surrounding planets are the children. Planet Earth is getting abused in the most unimaginable ways by the fleas that live off it’s nectar (we are the Fleas) and Earth is upset by this and rightly so.

We treat our planet like shit. So the baby Earth is in pain and trying to let us know it is in pain. Our planets are so highly in tune to everything around it that other planets are feeling Empathic sympathy for Earth. Mother Sun is heart broken and she is reacting but cooling the temperatures of the Earth and having Solar Flares. We are NOT having a global warming, the Earth has only gone up by an 8th of a degree in the last 20yrs but the Governments are trying to tell us other wise because they want more of our money. Don’t be fools please, if your reading this blog, your clearly enlightened, do the research. If it was global warming why is it getting colder for longer and cities like the one I grew up with getting snow for the first time in 65 years?

They say things like ‘This is the worst summer in 80 years’ right so how can it be global warming then if global warming hasn’t been around until the 1980’s? The 1900’s had a fraction of the population and no cars almost. So how can it be? if it existed before we knew what global warming was?

Anyway I’m ranting and getting off course. My point is, It isn’t global warming that is the reason for the floods and earthquakes and disasters. I call it global harming. Spirit, call it global harming. We are hurting our planet, we are the fleas that live in the planet sucking it dry of it’s life blood and Mother Sun and Father Moon are reacting the same way any  parent would if they saw their child being attacked. BUT!!! some of us, who do our best to respect the planet, to keep in tune with what I call The Hum of the Universe are starting to feel the suffering too. We are waking up the same way any parent would. If you have kids, you’ll know what I mean. The second your baby is home you become ‘On Alert’ 24/7. Any slight sound, your awake, any slight movement, your awake, no movement, your awake.

And so we are waking to hear baby planet in pain. I was told one of the things that makes our Older Ancestors come from other planets is because they love the hum of our planet. Now America is trying to put people on Mars, they are wanting to elect a President of Mars hahahahaha have you ever heard anything so arrogant? So now The US Government think they can just travel the galaxy saying ‘We’ll have that Thank you’. I will tell you why they are doing it and this is going to sound insane but it is true because I was told it by Spirit ergo I believe them.

Because they know they are in trouble and are getting ready to flea. It will be experimental people up there first, to make sure it is safe. Then builders, then the elite. What they don’t understand is, while they think they are leaving a doomed Earth, Those from Mars will have something to say about invaders. I DON’T believe in Martians, I do believe in life on other planets but I don’t think they are a threat and are the antithesis of we on this planet. They are peace loving, higher evolved beings who would of wiped us off the face of the earth hundreds of years ago if they were a threat.

But also because our Planet is like our Bodies. It has the most amazing way of healing itself and as my gorgeous husband said ‘Chernobyl is a prime example of this. We as humans cant go there without protective suits and only for minutes at a time yet the vegetation has taken over the town, animals live there freely and happily and it proves my point when I use my very crass saying ‘Out of Shit Grows Roses’.

I apologize to anyone who takes offense to me saying that but let me explain what I mean. Chernobyl is a prime example of beauty coming from something dark and horrible. Look at the beautiful things that came out of WW2? All the things that were invented, the stories of humanity and courage, resilience and resolve, bravery and strength. Japan became inventive and peaceful, creative and respected. Skin Graft Plastic Surgery was invented because of WW1, which gave many soldiers their faces back. NB

In World War I, a New Zealand otolaryngologist working in London, Harold Gillies, developed many of the techniques of modern facial surgery in caring for soldiers suffering from disfiguring facial injuries. Varaztad Kazanjian and Blair, two men hired for plastic surgery by the United States army, learned from Gillies in England.[12] His work was expanded upon during World War II by his cousin and former student Archibald McIndoe, who pioneered treatments for RAF aircrew suffering from severe burns. McIndoe’s radical, experimental treatments, led to the formation of the Guinea Pig Club. In 1946, Gillies carried out the first female-to-male sex reassignment surgery.

He did the most amazing thing too. He only hired pretty, attractive nurses to tend to the soldiers before and after treatment, to boost their morale. 90% of the soldiers when on to marry the nurses. He was the first to come up with the technique of stitching the noses to their foreheads to keep them clean and alive. You think of all the people who’s lives have been changed because of his skin graft creation. All those poor souls felt they were born in the wrong bodies who then were able to become the sexy they were born to be because of that Kiwi Surgeon. So…Out of Shit, Grow Roses. Which also makes perfect sense with Horticulture and Horticulture lol

Right, so not only will we be fine if the Elites bugger off to Mars but they wouldn’t last a year because they have no way of knowing what life is like on Mars for any length of time. AND they may not even be allowed to go there as it isn’t THEIRS to take. It is just so arrogant and foolish. But good luck to them because I know how it ends for us once the Elites leave us Cattle to the doom. And it’s beautiful. The end of the world isn’t for us, it is for them.

So……those of us who are in tune, sensitive, opening up, contemplating the meaning of lie, religion, government etc…even if you don’t realize you have a gift or have no clue about any of it. There are millions of us who have gifts and have no idea they have one. But if you have trouble sleeping and don’t know why, then this whole post is the reason why. You can laugh at me, believe me or call me a fool. I know what I know. I share it with you so you can have an understanding. Please don’t think it’s just about us on Earth. It is far greater than we think.

So how can it be fixed? We’ll we as a small collective can’t do a thing. The only way this is going to stop is after the cleansing. When we stop war, and mining and we stop needing to use fossil fuels. Who still thinks we are running out of oil and gas? It’s not possible. There is more oil under Russia and the Polar Regions than have ever been collected in the history of using such fuels. It is regenerative. BUT it is ancient.

This is why any poor soul who invents water powered anything or any sort of Alternative Energy Source goes missing or turns up dead. We give way too much money to the big oil companies and car companies (who are owned by the same people) so they have to keep us thinking we need these fuels. But after the cleansing we will embrace alternative fuels and we will leave the planet alone where it will heal and give us plentiful medicines and nourishment.

There is nothing on this planet growing naturally that we can’t use to heal ourselves of any disease we have. Marijuana Hash Oil for cancers and tumors, Coconut Oil for Brain and Memory related diseases. So why aren’t we given this stuff by Doctors? Because there is no money in healthy people. All this, that we are allowing to be done to us, is hurting this planet. The chemical weapons being dreamed up by men in lab coats to kill innocent people is first tested on ‘enemy of the state’ then you.

So it’s used on a child in Vietnam first then the key component of the chemical aka Agent Orange and Aspartame is then used in YOUR food and drink causing cancers on an exponential rate. New types too, throat, tongue, kidney, anal etc…or when they had a surplus amount of this chemical left over from the aluminum factory smelters the government paid some scientists to come up with a way to get rid of it. And thus Fluoride came about.

They said to tell people it was needed to protect against tooth decay and gum disease. My boys have NEVER ingested or brushed with Fluoride Toothpaste and have ZERO cavities. The only natural fluoride is found in chalk but there is so little in the chalk it would have little value in toothpaste. The toothpaste you use to brush your teeth isn’t natural and is the cast offs from the companies that makes your tin foil and tin cans which is also the reason your food out of tins taste horrible and tin tainted and another cause of cancers etc…if fluoride was so good for you why are we told not to ingest it?

If artificial sweeteners were so good for you why is Stevia causing infertility, Aspartame causing cancer, Sucrose/Sucralose, anything with an Ose in it is giving you the runs and then bowel cancer?  If it is good for you, it shouldn’t be doing any harm. Good things don’t harm you. Someone said to me ‘Apple give you cancer though?’ I said ‘It’s not the apple giving you cancer dumb ass it’s the chemicals they spray on the apple trees that are giving you cancer’ And to prove my point I have a challenge for you.

The chemicals they spray on our fruit is really bad for us and the fruit. Our fruit goes off so fast now a days and always has a waxy film on it. Next time you buy your fruit, get a bowl of water, just normal cold (fluoride free) water and put a couple of caps of vinegar in the water. Place ALL your fruit in the bowl ad leave it to soak for a couple of hours.

Watch how much filth is left in the bowl that drains off the fruit and sticks to the bowl. That is the chemicals you have been eating, putting into your pure natural temple of a vessel. And also see how long your fruits last for. My bananas not only haven’t been going off BUT my bananas stayed fresh for almost 8 weeks.

All this that we are waking up to, all of this we are sharing with people is wakening up the conscious us that has been hidden for centuries. Wild cats and dogs don’t get cancers but vaccinated domestic ones do, why is that?

Why are we allowing GM foods to be sold in supermarkets? Why are we growing GM foods? Do you realize this is one of the things that is killing off the bees and without the bees and the trees we Will DIE OUT IN LESS THAN 10 YEARS.  Please do NOT eat a GM food you will kill yourself and the planet. All of this is why we can’t sleep. People coming to realize something isn’t right and all of those who KNOW something isn’t right. We are hurting the planet and we are hurting along side it.

If you can’t pronounce the ingredients on the food or drink you consume, please don’t consume it and don’t give it to your kids or your pets. My family live a chemical free, organic life, it isn’t any more expensive than those who buy take always every night. My boys are never ill. My son has a tummy bug from the floor he was sitting on when we went for coffee but he hasn’t had a flu or cold since he was born.

My oldest has had one flu. We use Colloidal Silver on cuts and my surgical scars ( Doctors can’t even find my C section scars) and we use Pure Elderberry Syrup if we feel a cold coming on and we haven’t had a bad flu since we took it 6 yrs ago.

We don’t use Fluoride in anything and are actually chuffed to hear only three counties in the UK fluoridate their water now and my own country is getting ready to ban it completely like Scotland. My boys heal amazingly quick too. Cuts disappear in hours.

That might be because they are Crystal babies too though but still, they live an organic life. I make everything myself, bread, chicken nuggets, burgers etc…and they eat all their fruit and veg. But even my boys, Robot is 4 and Train is 3 are waking up. My 3yr old is a Natural Telepath like me and he said to me the other day ‘Mama the earth has a sad song’ and I know what he means. He too hears the hum.

There is a small fraction of the population on the planet that can hear it’s Hum. Train and I are two of them. It keeps me awake sometimes but it’s beautiful. Everything on this planet has a hum, including musical notes and mathematics, every single element on the periodic table, if you sit with each other, every gas, every chemical, every rock, stone, gem etc…if it is natural, if it hasn’t created in any way by man, has a hum. And we are all natural.

When we are healthy and happy our hum is kind of between a C sharp and a G minor, it varies between those two, when we are unhappy and unhealthy it is a low monotone Alto kind of sound. The longer we are unhealthy and digest chemicals and take from the planets vessel the lower the hum. Well recently the planets hum is almost so low it hurts, it hurts my temples. Your all hearing this hum but don’t know it is because you hear the hum (well some might). The hum, is our planet crying for help. If we don’t get this cleansing soon I fear what will happen. But luckily for us the cleansing has been under way for about 2 years now and we just need that one last thing, the one last act of betrayal for the world to stand up and say ‘It ends now’.

All I know is it starts in The US and will have the biggest impact on the countries who have caused the most damage. US, UK, Israel, China and the last one I have never been told. I sometimes wonder if its not Australia or Canada but I would just be guessing.

Please, pay attention to what your body and your psyche is trying to tell you. Keep it safe, keep it natural and don’t keep it to yourself. Once this is over we will all sleep like babies and I can’t wait to hear that nice hum come back. I’m sure we will all start to hear it when we build a new world and live healthier, fossil fuel free, organic, war free lives. Until then I sympathize. All I can suggest is try not to eat before going to bed, keep the noise down to a minimum, ie no stimulation like video games and stuff, maybe some soft music instead, and try to be in bed before about 11pm. Your more likely to keep awake after 11pm  as our body starts waiting for day light.

Everything I have said is true. It all has come from Independent Scientific studies that can be found online at any NON Government Endorsed Site. And also for the record The toothpaste we use called Sarakan is SLS free too which is causing and contributing to the mouth and throat cancers has had to be endorsed by the British Dental Association which you will find on the back of its box and tube because they were challenged to dispute the claims that it could protect your teeth from decay and tartar and they couldn’t dispute it so  they had to agree that it was just as effective as toothpaste with Fluoride and SLS in it. And as I said before if Fluoride was good for you why aren’t you allowed to swallow it? Learning is Knowledge, Knowledge is Wisdom, Wisdom is Power. Remember that.

Love and Light