Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc…..to be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc…..you name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses 🙂
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child
hahaha

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons 🙂
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light
Mama
xoxox

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READINGS

Over the past few months I have been learning, studying and developing a variety of new techniques which I have begun encompassing into a new form of reading.
The main aspect of this new technique is giving the client guidance on how they can achieve their goals and find balance unlike a traditional reading which is just predictive.
This will offer guidance from Spirit in regards to things like career, love, money, mental health etc….
I believe I am the first to offer this kind of reading.

In the course of doing so Spirit will show you the future and you can have with the predictions being far more accurate than me trying to pull them out of the ether.
You will learn more about your journey this way as there will be no fear on my part of getting the connection with Spirit wrong.

The sooner people realize Spirit are conscious energy and not physical beings to describe in detail the better the connection will be.
You will be able to learn so much from them if you just listen to the messages rather than look for evidence they are there.

If your having life issues, depression, worried about anything or just want to connect to Spirit and the Universe please come book a reading and let me show you how to follow your compass to perfect balance and peace in your life.

You get 5 questions $50 £35 but your readings will be done either digitally or written in great detail via email. I also do phone calls as well. Even international ones.
You will NOT be disappointed. I will work my ass off helping guide you with all the knowledge of the Universe behind me.

My students and I are on an incredible journey together and one day soon I’ll have more of me to go around but I want to spread Spirits hot sticky love all over the globe and show people how a reading should be done.
Spirit can change your life. You never need to be unhappy, lost or disconnected again if you listen to Spirit.

Email me at debbiedakiwi@gmail.com if your interested.

I am Psychic Therapy or Spiritual Counseling if you will.

I look forward to walking your journey with you.

Love and Light
Debbie

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How much do you have saved in the Bank of the Universe?

I’ve been learning sooooo much about how things work in this Universe so much over the last couple of months. I would have to say that I’ve learned more in the last few months than I have at any point in my life. The lessons I’ve learned have been mind blowing to say the least but in true Spirit style they make perfect sense.

So now I have cracked the code I’m going to share with you how you can get anything and everything you ever wanted in life without it costing nothing but your time.

The Universe has a Bank (not an actual one of course). They store and hold every good and bad deed you have ever done.

The more good deeds you do, the more you go out of your way to help people, be selfless, kind, generous etc…you get to Bank that into your Spiritual Bank.

Every time you do or say anything that isn’t good, you get it removed from your savings like a Bank Fee.

If you try to take out from the bank more than you have earned you won’t get it.

So if you ask for things, if you ask your God or Spirit or the Universe for things like money, job, love, career, stuff etc……(and it has to be within reason of course because you can’t ask for things that are unobtainable or impractical) and you haven’t done enough good deeds to save enough you simply won’t get it. YET!!!

There is always a way for you to earn those Spirit Bank Notes or Karma coins if you will.

Be happy, be positive, have faith, help others and ask for nothing in return, donate to those in need (who are always the ones who don’t as for it), put others before yourself, feed the hungry, be kind to animals, feed the birds, don’t pollute, be kind to the planet (it is the child of Mother Sun and Father Moon), try to be the best person you could possibly be. Be happier, be kinder, be selfless. Talk nicer. Be less angry, laugh more. Give what you don’t need to those who need it. Do what makes you feel good. Don’t take more from the planet than you need. Don’t make assumptions about things. Don’t stress over things that haven’t happened yet. Be calmer. Do what makes you happy, talk to strangers, smile to strangers. Calm down. Don’t let yourself get angry or upset over things you have no control over.

Now…..some might argue but what about the rich people you speak of who are doing Evil? they get everything and are worth millions even billions.

It’s simple. They chose these lives because they collectively are going to go down in history as being the worst people who have ever existed.

To say the name Bush, Rothschild, Kardashian, West, Carter, Cheney, Rice, Obama blah blah blah in the future will be spoken with more disdain than that of Hitler, Hussein, Rasputin, Stalin etc….combined.

Why are they more evil? Because the others did what they did for their beliefs. They believed in their own F’d up way that what they were doing was for the greater good. That they were being lead by God in most cases to do this stuff that turned bad, really bad. And when they all died, they all went to the bottom step and are working it all off.

But the before mentioned did what they did for power, money, fame, control. They have, for 2000 years controlled by fear, ruled with money, and cost the lives and livelihood of trillions of people.

They allow themselves to manipulate the press, and court controversy to compensate for lack of talent or soul.

These people as far as I know don’t have Spirit Elders once they step over the boundaries of good versus evil. A Spirit Elder could never allow such behaviour. It would be so damning to their beautiful souls to watch their charge doing these things to fellow humans.

But they get what they want because they sacrificed their souls so that we as a human race can learn the biggest lessons of our lives. In the history of the entire human world nothing that has happened will compare to the Cleansing. It is going to change our world for all time and it is such a huge step in our evolutionary growth it needs all hands on deck.

These people, in months, years time will become the most hated and reviled beings on the planet. For those that don’t get killed, will be arrested and sentenced to life terms (and life will mean life), stripped of all money and assets, to be handed back to the people in every country on the planet. The rest will go into hiding and be hunted down by the Nazi Hunters of yesteryear. I feel so sorry for them. When they all pass over and they are back in Spirit form the devastation will be insurmountable to them.

They will in all seriousness may never be allowed to have a body and life again. It’s that bad. So they get to enjoy it now, the bankers and pointless celebrities, the rich, powerful, royal etc….

Now the thing is, as I keep saying. It isn’t about being rich. Being wealthy isn’t a crime. Soon we will all be wealthy in our own ways.

If you work hard and you’ve built up your success honestly and you’ve not stood on anyone, killed anyone, taken from anyone to be successful then that is your reward for all your hard work.

Spirit don’t begrudge anyone who works hard and makes money doing it. It’s how you got the money and what you do with it once you have it that matters to them. That is there only concern about money.

There are people out there who have gotten wealthy being nice and kind and charitable. They are without guilt and their continued wealth will be their reward.

But if your a Policeman or Woman and you’ve beaten or killed someone you KNEW was innocent, or your a Lawyer or DA who sends innocent people to prison, a councilman or woman and you’ve taxed more than you should, taken more than you should, lined your pockets, ripped off a woman because she was a woman, immigrant, poor etc…..if you’ve staged and faked things to get attention etc…..then you will be in serious trouble during the Cleansing and you’ll be in overdraft with the Bank of the Universe.

You’d have to change your life in every aspect and spend your dying day making up for it in order to get some savings or redeem your soul in the afterlife.

If you have a talent like your Sir Elton Johns and Tim Rice, or you work tirelessly to find cures for diseases or have spent your life fighting the man for the greater good, if your a genuinely good actor who isn’t up your own backside, if you want fame and you earn it like the actors of the 40’s and 60s then you’ll get it and it will be deserved. Keanu Reeves deserves his wealth. What an incredible guy he is. He gives so much of his money away. I love the guy. I’d marry him tomorrow lol

But it’s all about paying it in advance. The deeds you do today will be notes in the bank for tomorrow.

You might work your entire life and barely make any withdrawals. You might be having to make withdrawals all the time but it’s yours to take.
It’s simple, you get out what you put in.

I’ve been saving my butt off lol

If you try to take out more than you’ve saved, you won’t get what it is your asking for.

It’s not just good deeds that create savings though. It’s your whole thought process. If your negative all the time, if your always angry and stressed out and you don’t have faith then your not going to add to any savings. You can be a good person and be charitable and kind but still be Universally broke if your depressed and stressed out, negative, don’t show faith etc….and please remember faith is not the same as religion.

Religion is indoctrinated, Faith is discovered.

I have a ton of people who have said to me ‘I did everything you said it it didn’t work, it’s shit and you don’t know what your talking about.’

Well now you know why it doesn’t work. It’s not just about being a good person and feeding some homeless people. You need to be good to yourself too. Stop being so hard on yourself. Your fooling no one but yourself if you think your going to get away with being nice to the planet but treat yourself so badly.

When your hard on yourself your disrespecting everyone who has lived and died who has dedicated their existence taking care of you. If you push people away, (the ones who try to help you) your pushing away the people you sent to help you. (Because all lives that cross your path on your journey was all agreed upon by you and them before your birth). So that sort of behaviour puts you in debt.

It’s not okay to just love the planet and the creatures on it. You have to love yourself as well.

I had a visit two weeks ago while I was doing a reading on myself. I was told that I had to withdraw from my internet life for a little while because I was about to learn the last phase of my training. Once I’ve done this I will no longer be a student of the Universe. I will be Master of the Universe hahahahahahahaha ‘By the Power of Grey Skull, I have the POWER!!!!!!’

This Blog is all about arming people with the knowledge so they can make it happen in this life so they won’t need to come back in the next.

Every single Spirits ultimate goal is to have learned everything they needed to learn and have reincarnation be a choice as they chase the light.

Every single Spirits ultimate goal is to get it right this time so they can become teachers and guides as well as having the choice to come back again. For those Spirits who have reached the top of the stairway to heaven, (that choice to come back again) make them some of the most respected Spirits in the Spirit Realm. Because they choose the lives of the weary, disabled, short lived, embattled, damaged or broken, in order to teach those around them.
It all pushes them towards the light.

Every single Spirit who makes the top has a choice and it gives them great responsibility. In charge of the new crossed over, those who need healing, living souls, etc…..it’s a huge honour. This is why you have different levels of Spirit. And why it’s not possible for a deceased loved one to be your guide. If anyone ever reads for you and says stuff like ‘Your Mother said she is now your guide’ it’s a lie.

They would never be allowed to. They won’t have lived enough and learned enough in the time they’ve been gone  to be given such a responsibility. Unless every life they chose was still births and cots deaths etc…which would be too sever emotionally even for a Spirit of pure love and light.

When we are in Spirit we take what we do very seriously. There is a balance there as there is in the Universe.

It’s all about balance.
I’ve lost a lot of loved ones recently. Like a light was shone on our relationships and we realized it wasn’t for us anymore.
I’m obviously having to clean my life up for some reason and these are people no longer having a purpose in my life which is sad but I can’t argue with Spirit. If they are meant to come back into my life then so be it. But I can’t worry about that now. I’ve recently spent the last few months making amends to people I know I’ve wronged in the past. It’s not been easy tracking these people down. Some of them date back to when I was 19 lol I’m 43 in Nov. But I said my piece and made amends with these people and I’ve also been working on my moods and attitude.

Sometimes we can get tired and if you have chronic pain like me you can let someone who has been slightly annoying or who’s putting pressure on you as the trigger to make you snappy and grumpy. I’ve apologized to these people too. But more importantly I’ve been working on the way I react to the things in the first place. It has been the difference between having an argument or having peace. Seriously…..it’s like night and day it’s made that much of a difference.

My Teacher Pauline Braddon the night she passed away in Queensland, Australia came to me with my file in hand and told me I needed to work on my judgement. I thought she meant I was too judgmental, but she meant I had to understand what judgement was. That not all judgement is a bad thing.

I learned there is two types of judgement. The judgement that helps and the judgement that hurts. I had to learn to master one and understand the other. All these lessons I’ve learned in the last few months have been invaluable to me. I can see why they left till last. I don’t know what this means for me or my gift after I’ve had this final lesson. But I will try to write about it if I can.

So many things have been happening to me recently that I can’t talk about. Like how I’ve been feeling earths gravitational pull. Felt like I was going to fall off the face of all time and existence. Like how the Council came to me again.

My house has been littered with Spirits, so much so that every night one of us is being awoken by them. Never in my life have I known this to happen night after night after night after night after night for weeks.

So take my advice. You know I don’t speak about anything I don’t know or haven’t experienced myself. Go and work on yourself and your life and make as many deposits as you can. Don’t be afraid to make a withdrawal. Its yours, you’ve earned it.

Although some people out there might find they don’t have as much as they thought.

And you can’t cheat either. You can’t go and make 20 sandwiches to rush down to the park to feed homeless people. You can’t be fake. This isn’t a joke.

Just remember to be nice to you too. This is after all, all about YOU. It starts with You.

Go be the happiest you you can be. Don’t let those with poor credit influence you. If they are grumpy, be nicer.

Pay it forward. Any deposits you make now might even earn you double points. Because it’s never too late to start being happy and being a nicer person.

This bank knows if you don’t make deposits the only person who gets let down is you.

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The Dark Side: The Truth (Revised)

I’ve been asked to do this post about The Darkside. It seems I always allude to what they are but never go into detail so here it is.

The way I understand it, the way I have experienced it and have dealt with it myself. To understand the Dark Side you have to forget everything you know about it and start again.

The Dark Side have nothing to do with religion, or faith, your culture or creed and everything to do with you and how YOU see the Dark Side.

The Dark side are about the Duality of everything in the Universe. With Good comes Bad, with Light there is Dark, Up, Down, In Out, Sun, Moon. Everything has an opposite.

It has to in order to have perfect balance. You can’t have light without dark.

But after what I experienced at my sons birthday I understand it all now and why things are and what they’re trying to achieve.

Everything in the Universe for fighting to evolve to get to the light. The more you get right in your evolution. The more you get wrong the faster you de-evolve and the ultimate evolution is to connect to the Light of All things. But ALL from the lowest demon to the most perfect Spirit, are fighting to get to that light.

I finally understand.

Demons aren’t bad Spirits in the pits of hell with the Devil punishing them. They are Energy of light that loses more light source the faster it de evolves.

And it’s our job to help them.

They are essentially the lowest form of conscious. But nothing can evolve without the help of everyone else on every level.

It goes in this order from lowest Soul to Highest.

Dark Side or Demon or whatever you know it to be.

Then a trapped Spirit., Then Mortal (us the living), Spirit, Elder, Spirit Elder, The Council, Our Friends in the Universe, then the Light.

Every single one trying to evolve and level up.

If you have invited something dark in, it means you need to get your shit together or you will de evolve too.

They’re trying to show you darkness. Trying to show you your off your light path.

But everything in the Universe has a opposite. From maths, music, energy, magnets, love, thoughts, reactions, attitudes, morals, everything, every single thing has an opposite.

So imagine life is a pair of ski’s.

The left ski is light, the right ski is dark. The quicker you get it, the faster your skis go the more light you create. The more light created the faster you can get to the light of ALL creation in the middle of that black hole.

That is the creator of all and there are hundreds of millions of them out there and the highest evolved get to ride that wave.

Everything in our life is all based on which ski we lean on most. The left or right ski. Even doing right isn’t right until it’s perfectly right and then you have balance. You cant evolve without it. Even time is balance to gravity.

But like there is no actual Heaven with harps and Angels and big Golden Gates with a man with a Clip Board and a line of people at them, there is also no hell with brim stone and fire and torture and suffering and a man with red skin, horns and a pitch fork.
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