How The Dead Cured My Fibromyalgia

If you have Fibromyalgia you will know what an exhausting immune disease this is.
You ache from your jaw, down to your toes. You lack motivation and energy to do anything and the cocktail of drugs your put on seem to make you rattle.

I spent years dealing with an NHS that said I was diabetic, not suffering from mesh rejection, and I knew I had fibromyalgia even though they never tested me. But when I dealt with every infection, every ounce of pain, every night in hospital with IVs in my arm and pinholes in my skin,
I knew I had it right away because a lot of women who were in hospital with me had it.
The hot and cold sweats and restless leg syndrome were the worst. I had spent so much time in and out of hospital over the last 5 years from 2010-2015 they knew me by name the minute I walked into the ward.
It embarrassed me. I’m a very proud person and I don’t like a ton of attention on me unless I want it.

But when I went to Doctors I just got given new pills to try and told to have bariatric surgery.

What do you do when the people paid by your government to help you simply don’t?

On one of my very last trips to hospital in 2014 I contracted a disease, they didn’t know what it was. I was immediately quarantined and put in isolation. The head of the Tropical Diseases came to see me. The hospital staff were only allowed near me if they had contact with me prior to these blisters on my skin coming out.
They said it could possibly be chicken pox which I had already had as a child but I had been in hospital for over a week prior to me getting these blisters on my body and they treated me with anti viral medication and immune boosters.
When I went for scans and x-rays people recoiled in horror at the site of me and I had to cover my face when I left my room.
I had big tape and warning signs across my door and staff had to wear special masks and stuff near me.
People would peek into my room like I was a side show oddity and it broke my heart.
I lay in my room one day with tubes and IVs pumping crap into my body and I burst into tears one day and just couldn’t stop. I cried myself to sleep.
It was the lowest I had ever been in my life and I never thought my life would change.
I knew I had Fibromyalgia. It is a common side effect of having synthetic meshes and I had three in my abdomen from my hernia repairs from my pregnancies.

After I cried myself to sleep I had a visit from a nurse. She wore pink and white scrubs and was carrying a clip board with my file on it and with her broad American accent she told me to hang in there a little bit longer because next year 2015 would be the start of change and to just hold on. Then she vanished.
I knew if a Spirit was coming to tell me this I was to do what she said and just hang on in there.

Little did I know, she was spot on accurate and so began in 2015 the change that would affect the rest of my life forever.

On the 29th of July 2015 I started my No sugar diet. I was asked by Spirit to listen to everything they said and I figured I had nothing to lose because the NHS were just making me worse. I was also about to have a hysterectomy and I was tired of everything and ready to just wait for death anyway so what did I have to lose right?

I went off all forms of sugar immediately. I went on a STRICT detox diet, where I starved my body in order to kick start my organs into performing again after releasing my body of all the toxins that had been pumped into it over the course of my life time.
From the food I ate and sodas I drank to the medications I had been shoveling into my body. I went off it all.
I was on 1500 calories a day, low fat, no white flour, low carbs, zero sugar. I could have as much dairy as I wanted as long as it was low fat.
I was to do this for 2 months and drink nothing but water. I now have developed a taste for sparkling water because it tricked my brain into thinking it was fizzy pop and actually tastes sweet to me plus it is really refreshing.

I was starving for the first 2 weeks but gradually over the course of my detox I found myself getting more and more energy.
In 2016 I started taking B12, Magnesium, L-Tryptophan, L-dopa, Zinc, Vitamin C (timed release) Glucosamine, Omega 3 and the magic herb and it transformed my entire body.
my hair and nails became gorgeous, my skin was to die for again and I slept better.
I had crippling headaches for the first 2 weeks of going off the sugar but after that I felt fantastic and I knew then I would never put sugar into my system again.

My bowels went back to normal, my periods went back to normal and I lost weight so fast it was 8 months before I realized I’d lost over 100lbs without even trying.
I had sagging muscle and skin by then so I needed to exercise and man was I ready for it.
My boys were getting exhausted from the energy I had. It felt fantastic to finally be getting out and doing stuff again.

I started by doing exercises on my bed.
For 6 months I did leg, arm, bum and tummy exercises then that wasn’t enough so I added walks to the mix.
That wasn’t enough after a while so I bought myself a little exercise bike on Ebay for 40 pounds and started cycling for 15 minutes a day, then 20, then 30, then 40, now I do an hour and it became not enough so I added walks in on the mix.
This wasn’t like I HAD to exercise, it was a NEED to exercise. I found I had SO much energy, sitting still drove me nuts.
I was like a spring pulled back ready to pounce every morning and the only way I could get rid of it was to burn it off. It felt incredible.

So I would cycle for an hour a day then walk at least 6 miles during the week three times a week and weekends at least 10 miles a day.
Then the walks got steeper and harder and before you knew it I had started to develop and ass.
I was born with Lumbar Lordosis the flat back kind so the concept of having a bum was AWESOME to me.

The health benefits of my new diet was changing my life and within 3 months of me doing this diet (I detoxed for 2 months then went on full fat dairy, high nut diet with meat slowly added of the highest quality, and never went back to white flour again) not only had my Fibro completely gone but my reason for needing a hysterectomy vanished as well as my arthritic spine I had since birth, while I still get a sore back once in a while I’m not crippled by it.
My eye sight has gotten so good they have had to weaken my glasses twice and I think they need to do it again to be honest.
My memory is on fire. I was told I could have 10 more kids if I wanted so I look forward at 44 to having a baby with my future husband one day soon also.

My gift has grown exponentially as has my libido lol Being a Scorpio it is great to feel that again. I think about it 24 hours a day lol I think the Universe rewarded me with a 26 year old future husband for that reason lol

I no longer get depressed, I’m happy ALL the time, I crave fruit and veggies and can’t stand the taste of sugar. It’s like a hit of heroine or something. It gives me migraines and makes me lethargic and ill.
The white flour I found was irritating my bowel and gut and since going off it I’m not full of gas or having the trots every day.

I haven’t had the flu once and haven’t been sick with anything for more than 24 hours because that is how long I give my body to get over it before I get my ass back up off the bed to exercise again and I feel bloody awesome.
I’m 44 and I feel 22. My fiancé thinks my body is hot lol
I got told today by a personal trainer friend of mine I have absolutely got a nice muscle definition going on and I should be really proud of myself.

Which I am. This is why I need to say this next bit in all honesty and because I have lived this experience I believe I have the right to say this next bit.
Fibromyalgia, in my opinion is a form of physical hypochondria which people over the age of about 30 get because their lives and relationships suck.
They look for excuses to be ill in order to get the attention from family and when I have handed this cure to people no one has ever tried it even for a day.
They say if you can’t kick sugar your addicted.
Sugar IS an addiction and it is a poison, as is white flour. It is designed to make you lethargic.

We are pouring this stuff into our system like junkies.
Coke and Pepsi can strip rust of metal and remove caked in urine off toile bowls when left for soak for a couple of hours yet we drink it by the gallons.
It is added to pasta sauce, cereal, baked beans and tomato sauce like it is meant to be there and it just isn’t.

Everyone I know how has Fibro is over weight, has terrible skin, in bad relationships and blaming their Fibro for their unhealthy lifestyle.
I know because I did it too.
Well I refused to go down like that. I had children, young children who deserve to have a Mother to have adventures with and not sit around on my fat ass consuming copious amounts of crap because I hadn’t eaten real food that day.
We use it as an excuse to feel sorry for ourselves but the truth of the matter is, unlike measles, mumps and chicken pox Fibro is a brand new disease the pharmaceutical companies want us thinking is real so they can pump us with the medications we believe will help mask the symptoms while never actually trying to find the cure for.

I’ve never been on anti depressants in my life and in my opinion Fibromyalgia is a physical manifestation of depression and hypochondria.
Mostly by women over a certain age who lack attention and affection in their love lives and with their friends and family.
All the people I have met who have it fit this profile.
I’m disgusted at myself for thinking it was ever okay to eat 4 cheesecake muffins or an entire pizza, and 6 donuts for a snack because I hadn’t eaten that day and needed energy.
I’m disgusted at myself for allowing myself to drink 4-6 cans of Pepsi a day because it was on special and gave me a boost when I needed it. My teeth were rotting and I was always at the dentist.
I have no one to blame but myself for what happened to my body physically.
I am proud to say I haven’t been to hospital once in over 2 years now, and went off all forms of medication within 6 months of me going off the sugar.
Nothing unnatural or inorganic goes in my body now and if it does I can feel the effects within a couple of hours.
White flour kills my guts and sugar is torture.
I allow myself an ice cream or milkshake once in a while and if it’s something other than vanilla it can give me guts ache and headache the next day so I exercise it out of my system.
I buy protein powder now and am so happy and overjoyed that I get to make my shakes while it replaces the amino acids in my muscles due to burning so many calories from exercise.
And I never thought I’d hear myself say this but even alcohol doesn’t give me joy anymore.
If I drink it’s a nice craft ale or spirits straight on the rocks but I find my green is more than enough to keep me pain free and entertaining.
I know people might get offended by this but the earths greenery has over 1000 medicinal qualities and while I don’t have it every day now because I don’t need it, when I do it has me back on top in no time.
It has replaced all my Oxicontin, Oxicodone, Amytryptalene, Oxinorm, Anti nausea etc…all of which I took EVERY DAY!!! 22 tablets in fact and sometimes I would take more than I was meant to and make excuses to get more from the Dr because the drugs dulled my emotional pain of being a fat lazy unhappy slob.
Luckily for me I don’t have an addictive personality so I was able to stop these drugs and smoking over night and never felt the need to go back.
But I know people who have really struggled to come off the drugs, the anti depressants especially.

I LOVE trying new foods now and never thought I’d be the collard green, spinach, olive eating sort but I am.
I have tried so many new foods and I intend to try more. Some I like, some I don’t. I tried crab, lobster, pork, turkey, jalapeno peppers (my fiancé got me to try some on our first date and I love them now) Bloody Mary (um…no thanks) curries which I not only love but I can go quite spicy now, goats cheese, mushrooms (still yuck) Mahi Mahi and blue gill fish both of which I LOVE.
Because without sugar coating your tongue with the slime it does, food tastes so much nicer.
I bit into a peach a few weeks ago and it took me back to when I was a kid growing up in New Zealand.
I go to the store and buy almonds and other nuts like most people buy lollies (sweets, candy) and take away food is out of necessity rather than want because we are too tired to cook once a month from being out and about because we make ur own now.
My ex husband makes the worlds BEST burgers and Dadbabs, Chicken wraps and Curries.
We make our own pizza and chilli too and it is the nicest food I’ve ever eaten because we know what is going in it.
The greens we consume now cost more than anything else we buy, we only cook in coconut oil and it makes chicken taste gorgeous.
I am happier now than at any point in my life and it is all because the dead gave me strict instructions and I followed them.

This is my own personal opinion and if you have Fibro and are in outrage at what I have said all I ask you is this.
Go off sugar for one month. Just 4 weeks.
And then come back and tell me it hasn’t changed your life forever.
Because the guy who also cured his Fibromyalgia did the exact same thing as I did and he too has never looked back.

Before you judge, give it a go. It will change everything about your body and you will not regret it.
If you want to live, REALLY live, then stop taking the stuff that is killing you.
Isn’t it worth trying? It’s better to live trying than dying not trying right?

Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc…..to be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc…..you name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses 🙂
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child
hahaha

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons 🙂
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light
Mama
xoxox

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The Dead are out in Full Force

Is it just me or are the dead out in full force lately?

I’m surrounded by then now every where I go. I see them as plain as day when I look straight ahead. I am hearing them in their own voices now too. It’s like………..I have ‘dead vision goggles on now’.

But it’s not just me. My ex has been having very obvious Spirit contact. He heard a knocking on the glass pane of the door and the door opened on it’s own in a part of the house you would never expect Spirits to be.

Almost at the same time one of my students had an experience too.

There is me and 4 other students reporting a rise in the number of dead around them.

It’s like they’ve come back at once like on Lord of the Rings.

Or have we just powered up at once?

One thing I know for sure it, I don’t think it’s coincidence it’s happening right now what with the Riots and France attacks.

I have to be honest and say I think the dead are gearing up to help us with the end of the world as we know it.

I’m never free of them now. It’s just like The Ghost Whisperer and I used to give that show shit lol

I feel like this is the biggest sign yet, the darkness is coming to an end.

I’ve never known anything like it. They are every where and I don’t even class myself as a Medium. I’ve never had my gift for manifestations be so prolific like this.

I should be scared, I should be terrified but actually, I’m fascinated and I feel safe, I feel protected. More than ever.

So it has to be a good thing………………..right?

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Breaking the Rules To Cross Over 700+ Spirits

Well today is the 07/07/16 and today I broke one of the biggest laws of Paranormal History, certainly in my Society and I feel fantastic.

So let me start from the beginning.

As a lot of you know my marriage has come to an end with My Husband. We are still the best of friends, still looking after our boys and very happy. He will always be my Protector, nothing changes but his depression got the better of him and he and I feel it is better he goes off to paint and heal than stress out over me. But any way this isn’t about that.

While we were talking I kept seeing a young boy standing in my bedroom door way but he wouldn’t come in. He looked from the Tudor days and a little odd looking but I eventually went to sleep without any trouble.

Today I woke up emotional and asked Mr if he could stay home. He said No, but then our son got up and asked the same thing. He booked the day off.

We decided to get out of the house and go to Hardwick Hall in Durham for a nice day out.

As I was getting ready I had a flash of white light. I immediately informed my students as they know I’ll document what I can as it is happening and off we went.

So we walked around the ornate hall and took in all the gazzillions of tapestries that dripped from the walls and the closer I got to the top floor the more I could feel myself going.

I excused myself and went and sat down in the hallway and that is where I meet Lady Arbella Stuart. She stood about 5’4-5’5 with dirty brown hair, it looked greasy and I’ll be honest, she didn’t smell great. Her teeth were killing me.

She came flying up those stairs and was in such a panic. She rushed me and took my breathe away.

She was asking me to get her out. ‘They won’t let me out’ she kept saying. ‘I need to get out of here’. I waited for Mr to come out but he and the boys went the other way out I didn’t see because I never went to the part they went to as I was trying not to fall into Blue lol

I had to leave or I was going to pass out. Her fear was intense. She said they were going to kill her. Her family were going to kill her. They wouldn’t let her leave.

She followed me out. She actually took me to the ex and my boys. Then followed me through the grounds. I was trying to cross her over but the boys were distracting me.

I knew I had to help her though and she was so desperate to get out I had to do something. That’s when I heard Spirit say ‘Tell her to follow you and cross her over away from the house’. It didn’t feel wrong.

Now………….if you know me, you’ll know this is pretty much THEE law of the Universe. You NEVER!!! invite a Spirit in, or ask it to follow you. NEVER!!!!! EVER!!!! I cannot express enough the NEVER EVER part enough.

But it didn’t feel wrong. So began an A Team like operation to help a dead person no one could see escape the grounds of her prison so she could go to the light. If I’m on camera, I’ll end up certified insane lol

I’m clearly seen talking to nothing and moving in a way that looked like I was trying to be inconspicuous lol OMB (Oh my Blob) lol Thank FUCK my boys embrace my crazy.

I felt like my heart was going to jump through my chest. I felt like I was going to pass out from fear.

I left the boys to go to the Play Ground while I took her to the car and there began the tale of 700 hundred Spirits and why I’m about to sleep for a week.

After I had a drink and sat down I began the process of talking her over. She was afraid if she crossed over she would go to her family and she was terrified of them. I told her that anything they did to cause her that amount of fear was a guarantee they won’t be in the same realm of existence as her and  that she only had to look at my light to know I was telling her the truth or why else would she have found me the way she did?

Then shit got real. As I was seeing the white light behind her slowly they came out of the fields and bushes. Men, women and children of all eras. Georgian, Elizabethan, WW1, WW2, Middle Ages etc….men dressed in Dark Blue Air Force uniforms but they weren’t British. Planes, I saw planes, women dressed in overalls coming from the fields, kids in sack cloth, stable boys with horses, men in Powdered wigs, Fops, Dandies, etc……..there must of been at least 700. I couldn’t see the field for people. And I’m getting emotional now because the emotions were high as they were expecting Hope. Hoping for Peace. They were mesmerized by where I was sitting.

I said to Lady Arbella ‘You have a moral duty to help your people cross over with you.’ She said ‘But I never wanted to be Queen’. I said ‘They are your people, you share the same Universe, you breath the same air and you lived on the same planet. We belong to each other’ and she kind of looked like ‘Oh My Blob, I get it….nice one.’ I said to her When your ready, take my hand and go to the light’ and this is where I’m gonna ball my eyes out.

She immediately took my hand without hesitation and went to the light, but she stopped and she looked over. But with that I felt hundreds of taps on my hand. Male, female, child, infant, rough, soft, wet, hot, cold as they all one by one crossed over. It became a constant stream of touches. I couldn’t tell where one hand stopped and another began. It felt incredible.

As I was closing the light Lady Arbella curtsied to me and the Servicemen Saluted as they turned and walked into the closing light. Then I realized why she looked odd. She was the boy standing in the door from last night.

I think she was the reason my son and I felt like Mr had to stay home. So we could help her cross over those people.

I have to add though it wasn’t all Love and Light.

After the Light closed I saw a little boy standing alone. He started growling at me. He was NOT a little boy and he was pissed off. He said he was ‘placed there’ to watch over those grounds and I was in big trouble. So I smoked some weed, had a cup of coffee and told him to kiss my ass. I told him I was more afraid of toothpaste than him and he had no power me as the boys came back to the car and we drove off.

It didn’t quite know what to do.

I then immediately started to struggle with energy. I put some Alison Moyet on and within 20 minutes I was feeling fantastic. We had dinner and I immediately had to sit and document this experience. Had we of caught it on tape I would of posted it. I’m doing it from now on. I promise you.

As we got to the end of the Halls entrance drive she was there, in Spirit. She made it to the other side and she was telling me I was right and Thank You. She said just before she left for good ‘I will NEVER come back to this wicked place again’. I smelt roses after that.

I will never forget her. What a classy dame she is.

Meet my Homegirl Lady Arebella

P.S What a WICKED family indeed. Illuminati much?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lady_Arbella_Stuart

P.P.S It goes without saying that you do NOT ask Spirits to follow you. I am trained. I’m qualified. I know what to do in the most extreme cases but even I’m counting my blessings she was what she said she was or I could of been in trouble.

Only my faith in Spirit made me do it without hesitation. But we’ve been working together for 43 years.

Be Wise please
I’ve woken up this morning (the 8th) feeling shell shocked like ‘Huh? Did that really happen?’.

Killer headache too

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Why I Teach.

You all know that I’m here writing to teach the readers the truth about Spirits and The Paranormal.

Everything in my being tells me to teach. Which is funny considering when my Teacher Pauline told me I would be a Teacher one day I thought she was crazy lol She let me know just recently how wrong I was haha

But one of the things that is becoming apparent recently is the misconception that Spirit are out to harm you. Especially relatives. I’m here to say that is total and utter nonsense.

People, you need to read the signals, not go running to TV shows to fix your problems. No one show I know of even remotely cares about the souls of the dead if it doesn’t get them ratings and viewing figures on YouTube and I’m tired of it.

Your dead loved ones no matter how troubled when they come through in your minds eye are NOT trying to hurt you or cause you harm. There is a code ALL energy has to live by. A universal code. We ALL must follow it.

But I had to speak up about this article because the Spiritual Healer this man I’m about to talk about went to didn’t do their job properly. Clearly this man was in no fit state to be ‘healed’ the way he was told he would be. I’ve read a few accounts of this case of this poor man and I feel sick to my stomach.

http://www.dailystar.co.uk/showbiz/510834/Red-Dwarf-actor-Stuart-Luis-committed-suicide-haunted-spirit-dead-relative

I’m so tired of people being made to think it’s OK to think these things about family members let alone the dead. We are representatives to our ancestors, we are the carriers of their legacy. We take them forward with us through our evolution. This poor Actor was clearly needing help for his trauma of his loved ones suicide. He needed help and he got bull shit run around nonsense from someone who clearly didn’t know what they were doing. A day with me and I would of explained it all.

You can argue all day long that he was hearing voices in his head that were from his loved one but if you don’t understand the way they communicate and aren’t able to differentiate from Tempters, loved ones, left brain and so on, your going to misinterpret all sorts of things. My students are learning all of this now they are in the midst of Spirit communication from my Bosses.

Please people, get the facts before you make up your mind what you choose to believe. It’s causing people to have serious mental health issues and it’s NOT funny.

The Paranormal is nothing to fuck about with. This is REAL.

I recently found out some of my former students are doing shit like White Light Grade Mirror Gazing and inviting the Dark Side into their protection every night and even though I’m no longer responsible for their Spiritual growth I am so nervous for these people because they know NONE of the codes of practice for this session. They think coz I haven’t done it yet I’m less of a person BUT it requires two people, and diet changes, cleansings, what I call EVACS lol etc…. and I won’t go there until I have my Charge with me. You do NOT do this shit without your Charge.

You can’t make this stuff up as you go along. There is a reason why the good caliber Paranerds know what they know. Thousands of years of knowledge people, handed down from Teacher to Student for thousands and thousands of years but no one wants to put in the hard work and effort in to learning the right way with the exception of my students. Who are all now turning into highly tuned little Psychic Goblins hehe.

I’m heart broken for that actor. It so didn’t need to be like this. He should of gotten the help he deserved and it is he and how I loved him in Red Dwarf that I speak out now and say ‘I make it my solemn promise to do what EVER it takes to educate people on the truth about Death, The Paranormal and Spirit communication in the hopes that if I can save one person from the voices in their head driving them to suicide (because they think they are being haunted) or help someone embrace their ability or connection then Ill die a happy woman.

I’m on a mission now people. If you can’t find the truth, seek it. Follow your compass to what is right. The right answer is out there and if you can’t be arsed, come to me. At least you know I’ll be honest lol

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