Does Hell Exist? Nope and I should know, I’ve just been there -_-

I get asked a lot by the poor souls who are on the brink of suicide if they will go to a bad place when they die. If hell exists.

It just inspired me to write this piece because I think its important people know this subject matter from an honest perspective and you know I’ll always be nothing but honest.

So….Hell….does it exist? The short answer is No it doesn’t. Yes we have a opposite of the light which is the dark but no one stays in the dark for long. Not really.

You must look at it like this.

The better you are as a Spirit of Light and Love the faster you obtain the light, the opposite is true if your  dark, negative person.

But it doesn’t mean your trapped in hell with fire and brimstone and demons at your heels. If your a dark energy and your fighting to get to the light you will take on functions around the living to let those who are with hope for change make their way to the light on their own in life before they have to learn the hard way in death.

The dark side can ONLY come into your life with invitation. If you have something in your life that is dark it is because your allowing it.

So, these dark energies, made up of killers, dictators, the greedy, selfish, deplorable of society die and immediately get assessed by themselves and if bad enough the council who will show them where they went wrong if it isn’t immediately obvious which as a Spirit of all knowing  it is usually evident the second the bad soul dies.

The reason why the worst of the worst get a council involved is because these people usually are without Spirit Elders to guide them. Once someone reaches the point of no return for their goodness and light, their Elders leave. People who are without conscience have no Spirit Elder.

But make no mistake about this people, just because your a good person in this life doesn’t mean you’ll go to the light when you die.

I recently died, not 4 months ago. I found myself feeling like I was being sucked down with the full force of gravity into the floor into nothingness. It was a slow release of my Spirit too, as I still remember feeling myself slink down like a paper fan being closed and it was so strong this pull down, it was scary to say the least.

I found myself panicking as I realized I was going down not up.

I was pulling or trying to pull up or reach up as I was going and found myself in this really crap pitch black room that looked like it was about 20 feet below the ground but I could see the hole I fell down just above me.

As I was falling for what felt like hours but would of only been less than a second in reality I was saying ‘But…..I can’t go here, she’s not a bad person’ and Spirit in my voice said ‘She isn’t, but you are’ and I saw what I did.

I think in my past life I killed 4 women before I went to Vietnam. I think I was also shot in the back by my own side. I think I might have been a serial killer who was never caught.

It explains sooooo much of my life. So much. But I digress here.

This room I sat in was hilarious because it looked like someone had used materials and fabrics to simulate rocks and fire, like imagine you had a school panto or play where they had to simulate hell but only had curtains, fabrics, blankets and duvets and boxes to do it.

I felt like I had a blue screen around me and the image was going to be added in later but the fabrics etc….were there for effect for my benefit more than anything.

Then I knew I wasn’t in trouble, I knew I was being taught a lesson because they told me I needed to be more honest.

Not that I lie, I know now what they meant because I was about to enter a few situations in my career where lying could of destroyed my career and reputation.

We have all lied, we have all said porkies in our lives, no one is perfect. My lies growing up were always a protection thing. Making myself appear to be something I wasn’t but last year I went and told my truths to those I lied to in my past to clear up the air or ask for forgiveness which I have written about before.

I now live trying to be as honest as I can even when I know it hurts people.

But I have been faced with three CRUCIAL junctures in my career where lying would of made me a superstar, rich and famous and all I had to do was pretend to be something that I wasn’t for the sake of the public image and three times I turned it down because if I was any less of a person I would of gotten to America  a lot quicker with a lot more money than I have now.

I am broke as I spent every cent I own getting to the US to promote myself and my radio show, I’ve been dealing with a blood clot due to the 11 flights I’ve had to take in 2 months, I am supposed to marry the love of my life in December and arrange the marriage next month and have no clue how I can afford to get there and lying in those 3 situations would of made these instances not even happen.

But at what point am I prepared to deal with the consequences of my actions? Now in life or in the after life?

I don’t ever want to feel that feeling or shock again. Not going to the light was horrible because I was thinking as Debbie but consciously I was him. (him being the me I was before I was Debbie). I will never forget how shocked I was at being sent to panto hell hahaha

The point of this post is this.

Hel is whatever your perception of hell is going to be IF your destined to live past the experience.

Those of us who survive the experience all have different versions of what hell is depending on what we choose to learn from the experience.

Me being me it was all about me suddenly realizing I had an opportunity to observe what I was experiencing because I couldn’t wait to get back and tell everyone lol

But I knew that I was being shown HIS almost like school report card. It felt like it was HIM being assessed not me but he learns through guiding me if that makes sense?

Is this what Schizophrenia is? People who live with past lives directing their current lives? Because what happens is the past life one wasn’t a nice person? It could explain a lot about mental illness to be honest but I’m going off on a tangent again. Maybe an article for another time?

There is no hell, only self assessment and self correction. I vowed never to do what as easiest again.

it is better to be hurt by the truth than devastated by a lie.

I could of destroyed my career had I of taken the easy road when presented with them all those weeks ago and I’m so grateful I had that Panto Hell experience because it was the FIRST thing I thought about when I was faced with taking the easy route in my career. Needless to say the hard road is always the better one to take and I’m so glad I have been taught to function as conscious, physical and Spiritual me separate from each other because I wouldn’t be so observant otherwise.

I totally see the path of my training now with this time manipulation thing. I understand all the things I experienced last year, the blue/green visions and such. How they have done it is genius. Because now I get to teach it to my students.

I was actually talking to my seniors at the time I died and they are witness to the experience I had.

I just remember coming to, by suddenly being able to breath again. I just remember the air being filled into my body as I took a deep breathe not unlike when you blow up an inflatable bat from the fair.

Trust my hell to be a cheap crap comedy one lol

But I do know that what belief helps you see what you need to in regards to hell and in fact it’s only those who survive will see it that way for them.

Those who die, go to the light and take up the lessons from there.

Hell though I just not going to the light.

Something we all strive for regardless of where on the ladder you are.

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Was 9/11 what brings about The New Renaissance?

I wanted to share with you images I’ve been having of the new world and what happens after the civil riots and stuff end the cleansing.
I’m always telling you the bad stuff I see so I want to share some of the good stuff I see.
I’m seeing more good now than bad and this is why I’m keen to get to America.
I want to see what happens next. I want to be a part of it.
I want to see the birth of a new world from the inside, from Americas view point because it looks incredible.
So this is going to be global of course but I’m seeing it from Americas view point because that is where I will be when it happens. It IS predictive and I will be living in the US in a few short weeks. So make of it what you will.
I want to see history in the making.
America started this. I now know how with a little help from my Friends up there (if you know what I mean) *wink*…..How you ask?
Remember I said for the cleansings pinnacle that whatever it is that causes the civil unrest and the bringing about of the Elites demise etc….that the ‘very thing used to create us would be the very thing used to bring them down?’
That would be the Internet, Mobile phones, YouTube, Facebook, Siri etc………they made the technology easier to spy on us and we have created a planet of uploading, whip it out faster than a pistol on your hip one man band CNN but honest.
How though? How could all of this come about you ask?

One word.
ROSWELL!!!!
What technology came out of the craft? Or as they call it up there ‘Christmas pantomime prop’. They had to distract American some how, they had all the money to build on the technology and they needed distracting from something that was about to happen in South America. I think they nearly went to war and it would of been catastrophic. So they had to come and distract the simians with shiny things. Out of that came the internet, mobile technology, pretty most of what we use today is because of what they took from the panto prop.

Anyway with WikiLeaks, YouTube, 4chan, Anonymous, Weaponized Autism, WordPress etc….it’s getting a lot of bad people in trouble and it’s as it should be. Antifa and Fake news, all of it is a distraction. They need to spread the fear because the dark side feed on it.
But people react one of two ways when afraid. They fight or they flee.
But even those that flee will eventually try and fight back when the predator catches up to them and what is caught on camera and leaked to the world is big enough no news channel will deny the story, lives will be instantly destroyed.
Politicians, Bankers, Royals, Celebrities, Corporations, Religions etc….ALL GONE, credibility destroyed.
Antifa will join Keks, old will join young, Muslims will join Christians, Jews and Arabs, rich and poor (not all rich people are bad people) white will join black, gay will join straight etc…..in the streets and they will fill with blood.
The blood of the oppressors, some countries will be more civilized than others I’ll say that much. The anger will be such that some people will choose suicide over the pain of knowing the extent of the deceit.
Some will have mental break downs. Some will flee into self denial. It’s going to be epic.

BUT out of shit grows roses as I say and the one thing America has more than anything is LOVE.
When the chips are down no one comes together better and you only have to look at 9/11 for that. Watching all those people gather to bring food, supplies, hands on deck, support to all those brave men and women who were risking their lives that day made me proud to be human.

Crazy thought. I wonder if that wasn’t the thing caught on tape. The Twin Towers. Holy shit is that why I’ve been seeing twin stuff? I just realized.
Was 9/11 the kick off to the cleansing because they made the stupid mistake of making it so public?
Ya know what else Spirit just reminded me 11 11 (Twin towers) So is that THE Twin Towers of two versions, meaning will they try and plan another attack on two buildings? Is Grenfell fire in London another? Is there one or two more to go? Does 11 11 mean Twin Towers or two Twin Tower style attacks? We shall wait and see.
I won’t assume but I’ll certainly observe.
Anyway after all this is over America returns to how it was in the 1950s.
I’ve described all of this in other posts.

But you know, I’m always asking questions and I asked Spirit last night what will happen to all the orphans out there who are in those horrendous orphanages without love and care and Spirit said they’ll mostly get adopted.
For the ones that haven’t been damaged psychologically I mean.
Some of those poor souls will never recover and be taken care of by loving people.
I see so sooooo many elderly people using their time to love these children.
Retried British Nana working along side retired Filipino Granddad. Taking care of those who can’t take care of themselves. Animal and human, flora and fauna included.
I see the elderly who are capable feeling useful again and sharing so much of their culture, knowledge and history with those around them.
There are billions of them waiting to die who just have too much energy to die just yet and you’ll see them living even longer because they have purpose again.
They’ll teach classes and lessons to free up the time of the Teachers who gave up the love of teaching years ago or shouldn’t be teaching so they can follow their passions and do what they love and love what they do.
All drugs will become legal. Everyone will b given the option to seek help, get an education or learn a trade in their chosen field after they clean up and if they don’t then it’s natural selection I’m afraid. It sounds harsh but nature always kills off the weakest ones.
(with the exception of the innocent like children, handicapped etc…)
We will do away with governments and it will be like community juries.
So if a couple want to adopt a couple of kids from say Africa and China, their neighbours will be chosen, regardless of race, colour, religion or creed and common sense, logic and observation will be taken into account only.
Things will be taken into account like:
Finances, maintenance of the property and self if they have parties are they civil and over at a respectable time if it isn’t a block party? (because we will go back to having block parties).
How often do they fight? how often do the emergency services get called? psychologically ready? etc….because we will rely on our neighbours for everything. Because we will go back to watching the kids play in the street and a few people in the street get together to try out Jims new BBQ, so the black guy and his white wife will bring the beef patties, the Jewish guy and his wife will bring salads, the Muslim family will bring breads and dips etc…and the kids will all play and if a unknown car comes down the street everyone knows it.

When Mr Blogs has his hip operation the older kids will come and bring the casserole Mum sent them over with and mow his lawn. Even though they do it for free he will of course give them like $40 because that’s what he thinks of these kids taking the time out of their day to help an old man.

He in turn will help some of the kids with school work because he used to be a school teacher. Or wood work so he teaches shop in his garage. All with approved funding an tuff of course.
People will have jobs and business they love because of the citizens wage no one has to worry about money. The motivated will get more because they can’t stay still. These are the people who need to be doing and creating.
Those who aren’t motivated will never go hungry or without. But the less you do in your community, the less you contribute to society the less you get back after you get your citizens wages.

Prisons will be for crimes worthy of the sentence. All inmates will have free access to family and education.
The worst will be given the same rights but will fewer privileges and have the toughest sentence. They will be paid according to the job they do and all will be evaluated.
There are too many people in prison who’s parents put them there and they can’t be blamed for that.
I won’t excuse the crime but it means with the right amount of love and support they can at least try and redeem themselves.
And we as just humans owe it to them to try and give them one more chance. After that it’s on them if it’s prove they are guilty.
Housing and developed industrial/commercial areas left to go into disrepair will be revived and turned into housing.
Property development and housing redevelopment will become a good thing.
Things will always be monitored.
Peoples mind sets will change.
No one will think twice about adopting a Mongolian baby to an elderly couple. Of course they will be offered support and monitored like everyone else will.
But the elderly aren’t as old as they were when I was growing up. When you think of people like Tina Turner and Sean Connery. Tell me they wouldn’t be cool parents to maybe some older orphans. You really are as old as you allow yourself to be. I feel like I’m 22. I’m getting naughtier by the day hahahaha My little Latin Boy can’t keep up.
I’m so incredibly happy. Well there are plenty of older people, infertile, gay people, mixed race, mixed religion, single but comfortable singles who can give good homes to these gifts, these Angels in human form.

Import Export will be trade specific. We will all be encouraged to be self sufficient food wise. Because we will all only take what we need. We will all live well, all organic, fresh, chemical free, and yes with treats, you can still get fat but again the opposite end goes in the rule if you take more than you need or you take up more resources than is proven necessary the less resources you will be allowed.
Recycling where possible. For every tree chopped down a couple will be planted in it’s place.

The most creative minds nurtured. Not everyone is cut out for University but everyone has a thing. That one thing they are good at or love so much.
Whether it be growing vegetables they can share amongst neighbours or sell in return for baby sitting so him and his partner can have date nights or the boy who can fix computers who is earning money to buy his first car, we will encourage each other to do what we do best.
We won’t criticize, condemn or complain. We will observe and guide, encourage and nurture.
We will have to. It will be about taking personal responsibility as well as taking societal responsibility as well. You can’t live in a society without contributing to it.
We eventually have to get off this piece of rock. Who do you want to help get you there? The kid who can fix your pc aged 13 or a Kardashian?
If you say the Kardashians I have just two words ‘Natural Selection’.
You either jump on board or go down with the ship
Because some of us apes stopped throwing poo and picked up tools.

Diseases cured, people will live a LOT longer than they do now. Suicides will fall exponentially. Therapy and treatment given where.
We will keep populations down. It will be necessary for a while.
Countries with dwindling populations will be sent immigrants with skills and trades. To help boost the economies. They don’t need to be scrutinized but they must prove useful and productive. You can’t just go there and bum.
More money will be made and distributed. Local economies boosted.
Travel will be cheap and everyone will have disposable income so people will travel all the time.
Countries like Libya, Nicaragua, Sudan, Afghanistan etc….will be tourist meccas for history buffs. Cultures rediscovered and paraded for the whole world to see with pride.
You’ll be allowed to be proud of who you are where you are no matter where in the world you are. I believe we will have a form of Flag Day.
Where your encouraged to wear your native pride on your sleeve no matter where your a native of.
Because we should all of course be allowed to be proud of where we come from. It honours our heritage and their struggles and plights to get you where you are today. None of which would exist without the former existing first.
Migration created you no matter what nation you are from. Embrace that heritage. And make it mean something. Don’t shame them.
Veterans rewarded. Anyone who works in the Servitude of their country will.
All assholes and trouble makers will be judged accordingly.
It will take about 20 years to rebuild and recover.
But it’s already starting.
So was 9/11 the start of the cleansing caught on tape? It would make sense.
The house of cards came tumbling down thanks to the internet, conspiracy theorists, WikiLeaks, YouTube, etc……so what tips it then?
What happens that has anchor men and women weeping apologies live in national TV?
Why will we see people like Hillary on trial? Why will bankers and business folk, celebrities, and politicians be covering their heads from being kicked in by people they once employed?
There once smug, condescending faces realizing their reign of terror is over.
Justice will be bought to many. Then they can languish in prison where they belong.
For those who survive I mean. I’ve seen what the Chinese, Koreans and Africans do to their rich and powerful who did wrong. I still have haunting nightmares of them.

But it needs to be done. If our planet was a dog, they would be the fleas and we are all turning into Spot On.
That is why I called it The Cleansing.
Because that is what Spirit showed me. A dog being cleaned of it’s parasites.

So hang in there a little bit longer.
I put this synopsis to you though.
They said it would take 20 years to recover right? So 20 years from the pinnacle or from 9/11?
Because hat would mean we only had 4 years to go before all was beginning to be right in the world.
That would be a nice thought
2021 the birth of a new world? I’m seeing 44 in that as I stare at the screen lol Me and my stupid brain lol 2021/ 2 x 22, also 4yrs to go 4, half of 4 is 2,4 written twice is 44.

I’m either nuts or brave.
Your watching my brain as it is processing the thoughts I’ve had over the years culminating into a potential outcome as I get them in this post lol I’m literally typing my discussions with Spirit as I try to piece together the symbols and visions I get and file away for a possible conclusion.

The 9/11 theory is just one hypothesis.
I am grateful for my brain even if I do sound nuts. As I tell my students, Nuts is normal in my head.

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Spirits/The Dead/The Devil/Demons dream meanings:

I think it’s best I write a post about it instead of answering individual emails and comments.
So here it is in a nut shell.

To see a Spirit in a dream:
is a warning of deception. You must look to the dream to know in which area of your life deceit lay in.
A house, childhood home would obviously be in your family life, family members, someone from childhood.
Office buildings and schools would be work and friends etc…

You must determine if its a Spirit in an interpretation point of view.
If you didn’t know this Spirit in life then it is a warning of deceit.

If it was a Spirit of a loved one or someone you knew then you must interpret that also.

If your dreamed of being dead yourself it means an immediate release to your problems.

If you spoke to someone who was dead it means good news is coming your way.
Aunts and Uncles
is help coming with money matters.

Other relatives:
is help from an unexpected source.

In laws are good fortune from strangers.

Unknown Females: You will hear sudden surprising news.

Mothers represent love and home,

Fathers are authority and finances.
So to dream of a dead parent is expect sudden news in that area.

To dream of hearing of a death is news of a birth.

To dream of someone you don’t recognize it means an inheritance or significant financial gain.

By Spirit I mean the resident types, not the imprinted images.

However, if you have a conversation with a deceased person in a dream that seems more like a visit than a dream, it was a visit.

To dream of the Devil or Demon:

To dream of the devil in his full comedy red cape, horns and hooves is a warning you hiding a secret and need to come clean.

If you did battle with the Devil you will outwit your enemies.

If The Devil spoke to you it means your going to have to fight temptation.

To dream of being his friend it is a health warning.

Demons/Poltergeist activity is a warning to pay attention to your mental or emotional state.

But you must interpret the entire dream because to dream of death and the dark side in my culture can also be a very VERY good omen.
It just depends on if you were afraid, fought it, ran away etc…

But to dream of being afraid or have fear in a dream means this:
If you fought the fear or overcame it, you will forecasts a solution to your problems.

If you couldn’t shake the fear and you overcame it you are being warned about the deceit of a close friend or ally.

To dream of helping someone overcome their fear it means a solving of a misunderstanding or the removal of a threat in your life.

Ghosts in dreams (I hate this word) but I mean imprinted images and those who linger in dreams.

if it scared you is a warning of peer pressure or pressure being placed upon you is coming.

If it simply appeared it is good luck in business or in love.

If the Ghost was familiar to you it is again a warning of deceit from a close friend.

To dream of Heaven is a warning that change is coming you won’t like one bit.
To dream of Hell means an increase in income. However this success will evoke jealousy from those around you.

To dream of returning from hell is a warning of temptation that you won’t be proud of yourself for giving into.

To Dream of the Occult in any kind of way means a beneficial gain through new insights and unforeseen avenues.

Funerals: If you saw or attend a funeral means news of a birth/engagement/pregnancy/promotion.
To dream of your own funeral forecasts a solution to your problems to all present anxieties.

I hope this helps you now 🙂
Love and Light
Debbie
xoxox

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Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc…..to be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc…..you name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses 🙂
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child
hahaha

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons 🙂
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light
Mama
xoxox

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The Dead are out in Full Force

Is it just me or are the dead out in full force lately?

I’m surrounded by then now every where I go. I see them as plain as day when I look straight ahead. I am hearing them in their own voices now too. It’s like………..I have ‘dead vision goggles on now’.

But it’s not just me. My ex has been having very obvious Spirit contact. He heard a knocking on the glass pane of the door and the door opened on it’s own in a part of the house you would never expect Spirits to be.

Almost at the same time one of my students had an experience too.

There is me and 4 other students reporting a rise in the number of dead around them.

It’s like they’ve come back at once like on Lord of the Rings.

Or have we just powered up at once?

One thing I know for sure it, I don’t think it’s coincidence it’s happening right now what with the Riots and France attacks.

I have to be honest and say I think the dead are gearing up to help us with the end of the world as we know it.

I’m never free of them now. It’s just like The Ghost Whisperer and I used to give that show shit lol

I feel like this is the biggest sign yet, the darkness is coming to an end.

I’ve never known anything like it. They are every where and I don’t even class myself as a Medium. I’ve never had my gift for manifestations be so prolific like this.

I should be scared, I should be terrified but actually, I’m fascinated and I feel safe, I feel protected. More than ever.

So it has to be a good thing………………..right?

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Breaking the Rules To Cross Over 700+ Spirits

Well today is the 07/07/16 and today I broke one of the biggest laws of Paranormal History, certainly in my Society and I feel fantastic.

So let me start from the beginning.

As a lot of you know my marriage has come to an end with My Husband. We are still the best of friends, still looking after our boys and very happy. He will always be my Protector, nothing changes but his depression got the better of him and he and I feel it is better he goes off to paint and heal than stress out over me. But any way this isn’t about that.

While we were talking I kept seeing a young boy standing in my bedroom door way but he wouldn’t come in. He looked from the Tudor days and a little odd looking but I eventually went to sleep without any trouble.

Today I woke up emotional and asked Mr if he could stay home. He said No, but then our son got up and asked the same thing. He booked the day off.

We decided to get out of the house and go to Hardwick Hall in Durham for a nice day out.

As I was getting ready I had a flash of white light. I immediately informed my students as they know I’ll document what I can as it is happening and off we went.

So we walked around the ornate hall and took in all the gazzillions of tapestries that dripped from the walls and the closer I got to the top floor the more I could feel myself going.

I excused myself and went and sat down in the hallway and that is where I meet Lady Arbella Stuart. She stood about 5’4-5’5 with dirty brown hair, it looked greasy and I’ll be honest, she didn’t smell great. Her teeth were killing me.

She came flying up those stairs and was in such a panic. She rushed me and took my breathe away.

She was asking me to get her out. ‘They won’t let me out’ she kept saying. ‘I need to get out of here’. I waited for Mr to come out but he and the boys went the other way out I didn’t see because I never went to the part they went to as I was trying not to fall into Blue lol

I had to leave or I was going to pass out. Her fear was intense. She said they were going to kill her. Her family were going to kill her. They wouldn’t let her leave.

She followed me out. She actually took me to the ex and my boys. Then followed me through the grounds. I was trying to cross her over but the boys were distracting me.

I knew I had to help her though and she was so desperate to get out I had to do something. That’s when I heard Spirit say ‘Tell her to follow you and cross her over away from the house’. It didn’t feel wrong.

Now………….if you know me, you’ll know this is pretty much THEE law of the Universe. You NEVER!!! invite a Spirit in, or ask it to follow you. NEVER!!!!! EVER!!!! I cannot express enough the NEVER EVER part enough.

But it didn’t feel wrong. So began an A Team like operation to help a dead person no one could see escape the grounds of her prison so she could go to the light. If I’m on camera, I’ll end up certified insane lol

I’m clearly seen talking to nothing and moving in a way that looked like I was trying to be inconspicuous lol OMB (Oh my Blob) lol Thank FUCK my boys embrace my crazy.

I felt like my heart was going to jump through my chest. I felt like I was going to pass out from fear.

I left the boys to go to the Play Ground while I took her to the car and there began the tale of 700 hundred Spirits and why I’m about to sleep for a week.

After I had a drink and sat down I began the process of talking her over. She was afraid if she crossed over she would go to her family and she was terrified of them. I told her that anything they did to cause her that amount of fear was a guarantee they won’t be in the same realm of existence as her and  that she only had to look at my light to know I was telling her the truth or why else would she have found me the way she did?

Then shit got real. As I was seeing the white light behind her slowly they came out of the fields and bushes. Men, women and children of all eras. Georgian, Elizabethan, WW1, WW2, Middle Ages etc….men dressed in Dark Blue Air Force uniforms but they weren’t British. Planes, I saw planes, women dressed in overalls coming from the fields, kids in sack cloth, stable boys with horses, men in Powdered wigs, Fops, Dandies, etc……..there must of been at least 700. I couldn’t see the field for people. And I’m getting emotional now because the emotions were high as they were expecting Hope. Hoping for Peace. They were mesmerized by where I was sitting.

I said to Lady Arbella ‘You have a moral duty to help your people cross over with you.’ She said ‘But I never wanted to be Queen’. I said ‘They are your people, you share the same Universe, you breath the same air and you lived on the same planet. We belong to each other’ and she kind of looked like ‘Oh My Blob, I get it….nice one.’ I said to her When your ready, take my hand and go to the light’ and this is where I’m gonna ball my eyes out.

She immediately took my hand without hesitation and went to the light, but she stopped and she looked over. But with that I felt hundreds of taps on my hand. Male, female, child, infant, rough, soft, wet, hot, cold as they all one by one crossed over. It became a constant stream of touches. I couldn’t tell where one hand stopped and another began. It felt incredible.

As I was closing the light Lady Arbella curtsied to me and the Servicemen Saluted as they turned and walked into the closing light. Then I realized why she looked odd. She was the boy standing in the door from last night.

I think she was the reason my son and I felt like Mr had to stay home. So we could help her cross over those people.

I have to add though it wasn’t all Love and Light.

After the Light closed I saw a little boy standing alone. He started growling at me. He was NOT a little boy and he was pissed off. He said he was ‘placed there’ to watch over those grounds and I was in big trouble. So I smoked some weed, had a cup of coffee and told him to kiss my ass. I told him I was more afraid of toothpaste than him and he had no power me as the boys came back to the car and we drove off.

It didn’t quite know what to do.

I then immediately started to struggle with energy. I put some Alison Moyet on and within 20 minutes I was feeling fantastic. We had dinner and I immediately had to sit and document this experience. Had we of caught it on tape I would of posted it. I’m doing it from now on. I promise you.

As we got to the end of the Halls entrance drive she was there, in Spirit. She made it to the other side and she was telling me I was right and Thank You. She said just before she left for good ‘I will NEVER come back to this wicked place again’. I smelt roses after that.

I will never forget her. What a classy dame she is.

Meet my Homegirl Lady Arebella

P.S What a WICKED family indeed. Illuminati much?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lady_Arbella_Stuart

P.P.S It goes without saying that you do NOT ask Spirits to follow you. I am trained. I’m qualified. I know what to do in the most extreme cases but even I’m counting my blessings she was what she said she was or I could of been in trouble.

Only my faith in Spirit made me do it without hesitation. But we’ve been working together for 43 years.

Be Wise please
I’ve woken up this morning (the 8th) feeling shell shocked like ‘Huh? Did that really happen?’.

Killer headache too

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Why I Teach.

You all know that I’m here writing to teach the readers the truth about Spirits and The Paranormal.

Everything in my being tells me to teach. Which is funny considering when my Teacher Pauline told me I would be a Teacher one day I thought she was crazy lol She let me know just recently how wrong I was haha

But one of the things that is becoming apparent recently is the misconception that Spirit are out to harm you. Especially relatives. I’m here to say that is total and utter nonsense.

People, you need to read the signals, not go running to TV shows to fix your problems. No one show I know of even remotely cares about the souls of the dead if it doesn’t get them ratings and viewing figures on YouTube and I’m tired of it.

Your dead loved ones no matter how troubled when they come through in your minds eye are NOT trying to hurt you or cause you harm. There is a code ALL energy has to live by. A universal code. We ALL must follow it.

But I had to speak up about this article because the Spiritual Healer this man I’m about to talk about went to didn’t do their job properly. Clearly this man was in no fit state to be ‘healed’ the way he was told he would be. I’ve read a few accounts of this case of this poor man and I feel sick to my stomach.

http://www.dailystar.co.uk/showbiz/510834/Red-Dwarf-actor-Stuart-Luis-committed-suicide-haunted-spirit-dead-relative

I’m so tired of people being made to think it’s OK to think these things about family members let alone the dead. We are representatives to our ancestors, we are the carriers of their legacy. We take them forward with us through our evolution. This poor Actor was clearly needing help for his trauma of his loved ones suicide. He needed help and he got bull shit run around nonsense from someone who clearly didn’t know what they were doing. A day with me and I would of explained it all.

You can argue all day long that he was hearing voices in his head that were from his loved one but if you don’t understand the way they communicate and aren’t able to differentiate from Tempters, loved ones, left brain and so on, your going to misinterpret all sorts of things. My students are learning all of this now they are in the midst of Spirit communication from my Bosses.

Please people, get the facts before you make up your mind what you choose to believe. It’s causing people to have serious mental health issues and it’s NOT funny.

The Paranormal is nothing to fuck about with. This is REAL.

I recently found out some of my former students are doing shit like White Light Grade Mirror Gazing and inviting the Dark Side into their protection every night and even though I’m no longer responsible for their Spiritual growth I am so nervous for these people because they know NONE of the codes of practice for this session. They think coz I haven’t done it yet I’m less of a person BUT it requires two people, and diet changes, cleansings, what I call EVACS lol etc…. and I won’t go there until I have my Charge with me. You do NOT do this shit without your Charge.

You can’t make this stuff up as you go along. There is a reason why the good caliber Paranerds know what they know. Thousands of years of knowledge people, handed down from Teacher to Student for thousands and thousands of years but no one wants to put in the hard work and effort in to learning the right way with the exception of my students. Who are all now turning into highly tuned little Psychic Goblins hehe.

I’m heart broken for that actor. It so didn’t need to be like this. He should of gotten the help he deserved and it is he and how I loved him in Red Dwarf that I speak out now and say ‘I make it my solemn promise to do what EVER it takes to educate people on the truth about Death, The Paranormal and Spirit communication in the hopes that if I can save one person from the voices in their head driving them to suicide (because they think they are being haunted) or help someone embrace their ability or connection then Ill die a happy woman.

I’m on a mission now people. If you can’t find the truth, seek it. Follow your compass to what is right. The right answer is out there and if you can’t be arsed, come to me. At least you know I’ll be honest lol

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