When One Twin Dies and Why

As a parent losing a child is your worst nightmare. I can’t wait to have more children with my future husband. We want to start trying as soon as possible with conjugal visits etc……. (hot right? -_-
lol

Anyway his Dad is a twin and has sisters who are twins, My Dad had twin Brothers, my sister had twins but lost one.
I’m pretty sure he and I have two kids, both girls. But close in age not birthdays. But it got me thinking because obviously EVERYONE says ‘OMB you’ll have twins, hat if you have twins? how cool to have twins, twins twins fluffing twins. I’m sorry but Woooooah there cowboy!!! Who helps me look after these twins? lol ya know what I mean? They’d be 2 and a half by the time Daddy got out to help me lol One I can handle, not 2 at once.
But it got me thinking…….coz obviously I’m a girl so I sit and think about life with my Knight in shining Latino Hotness and then I started seeing stuff.

Spirit showing me various people who had given birth to twins and one passes away.
I know now why I was so drawn to this article a couple of months ago and this is why I love being so observant. (Suddenly being a Scorpio pays off in my real life science experiment)

Look at the poor little girl on the right sound asleep not knowing when she wakes up her life will NEVER be the same again.
She is going to grow up always feeling like a part of her is missing. Her parents forever lost in sadness and wondering the ‘what if’s’ and ‘if onlys’.
I can’t think of anything more heart
breaking on this earth than a parent having to bury a child.
Yet look at the look on the face of that Spirit Elder on the left and tell me he isn’t what the truth definition of divine purpose and Guardian Angel are?

Twins William and Reagan; William died days later of a congenital heart defect.

Twins William and Reagan; William died days later of a congenital heart defect.

When one twin dies, it is because they are escorting the one who is to survive because it usually means the life they had before was one of trauma and sadness.
They may have died homeless in their last life, or been murdered or abandoned etc….so they are given escorts. To guide them through the birth which is a traumatic process on ones Spirit because it’s physically painful having a body, they need time to grow into their bodies.
That’s what conception basically is.
The sperm and egg meeting and giving the Spirit time to get used to a physical form.
Sometimes if a trauma of a past life is present the survivor will get an escort.
Spirit Elders are guardians of the soul. So they are living breathing Spirit Elders, who of course can’t communicate or get attached, so they leave once it is necessary.

If you have ever lost a twin be proud and take with you the fact from the creation of your surviving child onwards she or he are forever escorted by the twin as protector and guardian. They NEVER separate and always keep their memory alive in the other o the child never feels detached.
I’m told for many survivors Elvis included they walk around in life feeling like something is missing. They swear they are connected to the twin in their minds and can talk to them but people would think they were crazy etc….
Elvis swore black and blue he had a telepathic connection to his twin who died at birth.

Twins and multiple births are a great blessing. We can’t have it too crowded up there now can we? hahahahahaha just kidding. I’s a constant recycling process until the balance is tipped to evolution.

TANGENT:
(Did you see they discovered other black holes? I told you I saw at least 7 of them. There might be more but I saw 7.)

I asked Spirit why multiple births and they said as only they can ‘Consider it our equivalent to a theme park ride’. -_-
hahahahahahahahaha Gotta love their sense of humour.

Your surviving child/ren will be blessed in so many ways. They have been chosen to be something special to make up for whatever it is they suffered in the last life. Do NOT fuck it up.

ALL babies are gifts from the Universe but if your chosen to have more than one at once especially if you lose some of them then you’ve been given something extra special and it is a reward gifted to very few considering the rate we breed.

I’m told here is the way to tell the trauma level of the child that survives last lives was.
It’s in how long the twin who dies stays with them for.
So what does that mean for someone who loses a twin at 90?
I’m so crying right now.

You created Angels either way you look at it.
Give thanks every day when there are tens of millions of couples in this world longing for a single child.
People who never found anyone to have a child with who regret every moment. For all the couples who live in countries and cultures who say they are the wrong sex to be raising a family.
Having a child is the greatest gift we in this universe can be given and it is rewarded to a select amount. Don’t EVER abuse that privilege because noting and I mean NOTHING will assure you an all expenses paid first class ticket to the dark side, hell, darkness, devolution whatever you want to call it.

But to those who lose a twin or any amount of children, I bow at your feet.
I wouldn’t be as strong.
Your children were and ARE the most special of the special in Spirit terms. I guarantee you your child is in the one place 80% of the population won’t get to for 20 life times.

You will meet up with them in your sleep and in memory that is fact. It’s how we connect with them while they are in Spirit until you tune yourself in to them.
But for you I’m sure they are never far from your mind anyway

I have nothing but love and respect for you all, no matter the age, a child is a child.

Spirits/The Dead/The Devil/Demons dream meanings:

I think it’s best I write a post about it instead of answering individual emails and comments.
So here it is in a nut shell.

To see a Spirit in a dream:
is a warning of deception. You must look to the dream to know in which area of your life deceit lay in.
A house, childhood home would obviously be in your family life, family members, someone from childhood.
Office buildings and schools would be work and friends etc…

You must determine if its a Spirit in an interpretation point of view.
If you didn’t know this Spirit in life then it is a warning of deceit.

If it was a Spirit of a loved one or someone you knew then you must interpret that also.

If your dreamed of being dead yourself it means an immediate release to your problems.

If you spoke to someone who was dead it means good news is coming your way.
Aunts and Uncles
is help coming with money matters.

Other relatives:
is help from an unexpected source.

In laws are good fortune from strangers.

Unknown Females: You will hear sudden surprising news.

Mothers represent love and home,

Fathers are authority and finances.
So to dream of a dead parent is expect sudden news in that area.

To dream of hearing of a death is news of a birth.

To dream of someone you don’t recognize it means an inheritance or significant financial gain.

By Spirit I mean the resident types, not the imprinted images.

However, if you have a conversation with a deceased person in a dream that seems more like a visit than a dream, it was a visit.

To dream of the Devil or Demon:

To dream of the devil in his full comedy red cape, horns and hooves is a warning you hiding a secret and need to come clean.

If you did battle with the Devil you will outwit your enemies.

If The Devil spoke to you it means your going to have to fight temptation.

To dream of being his friend it is a health warning.

Demons/Poltergeist activity is a warning to pay attention to your mental or emotional state.

But you must interpret the entire dream because to dream of death and the dark side in my culture can also be a very VERY good omen.
It just depends on if you were afraid, fought it, ran away etc…

But to dream of being afraid or have fear in a dream means this:
If you fought the fear or overcame it, you will forecasts a solution to your problems.

If you couldn’t shake the fear and you overcame it you are being warned about the deceit of a close friend or ally.

To dream of helping someone overcome their fear it means a solving of a misunderstanding or the removal of a threat in your life.

Ghosts in dreams (I hate this word) but I mean imprinted images and those who linger in dreams.

if it scared you is a warning of peer pressure or pressure being placed upon you is coming.

If it simply appeared it is good luck in business or in love.

If the Ghost was familiar to you it is again a warning of deceit from a close friend.

To dream of Heaven is a warning that change is coming you won’t like one bit.
To dream of Hell means an increase in income. However this success will evoke jealousy from those around you.

To dream of returning from hell is a warning of temptation that you won’t be proud of yourself for giving into.

To Dream of the Occult in any kind of way means a beneficial gain through new insights and unforeseen avenues.

Funerals: If you saw or attend a funeral means news of a birth/engagement/pregnancy/promotion.
To dream of your own funeral forecasts a solution to your problems to all present anxieties.

I hope this helps you now 🙂
Love and Light
Debbie
xoxox

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All That is Wrong with Religious Prophets Predicting The Cleansing.

So one of my lovely, loyal followers Jamie came to me with this poem she found on the internet when searching for other information about The Cleansing and it pissed me off so much I had to say something.
Now……I’m not here to say ‘This poet is wrong saying this poem came from God’ whatever makes him happy is all that matters. But I have to just say, this kind of bullshit is why people are so terrified.
Being FED THE FEAR!!!
This poem is the total opposite of what GOD would be about if God actually existed.
So you mean to tell me he is just gonna obliterate us just like that? even though 90% of us are good people?
Firstly, most of his prophecy is wrong, never came true.
Secondly, why does everything always end with the end of days with religious people?
What happened to faith?
I was the first one to talk about the Cleansing online. I was the first one to call it The Cleansing. It’s called The Cleansing for a reason people. Because The UNIVERSE is going to CLEAN the Planet. We get Cleansed of the evil not destroyed by it.
People thought I was nuts now everyone is predicting it.
I’m also the only one who predicts The New Renaissance at the end of it. At the end of this article I’ll tell you exactly what I see after our house is cleaned good. Read the poem and tell me why I shouldn’t be pissed off that Religion has NO place in Science. I’m so tired of this shit. I can’t wait for religion to just fuck off and be replaced with Faith instead.
Faith is between YOU and your whoever. It’s not dictated to by anyone but yourself. It will be whatever makes you happy.
No more churches, no more having to give money you can’t afford to billionaire fools who sit on thrones of gold and silk telling you your a sinner because your not imperfect like them. Religion is a Satanic Cult in the form of Light and I for one know it is going to be one of the first things to go in the New World.
Prove to me God exists. I want proof. If you can prove to me Blob exists then I will be the best Christian alive. (Or I’ll get killed once this article hits the mainstream lol) All joking aside if anything happens to me, you know I was right lol
My people have been slaughtered for centuries by these bullies and I can’t take it anymore. Id rather die for the light of the Universe that is fact than a belief that doesn’t exist in fact.
I am healthy, not suicidal, happy and in love. Should anything happen to me or my planes, buses, cars, crash soon you’ll know I was silenced. But I can’t shut up anymore. I see the fear this shit feeds people and I’m angry.
I’ve just had a check up and I’m in perfect health. Nor will I ever be suicidal. If anything happens to my family, students or loved ones in any way look to this article.
Here is the Poem. I’ve published it because it is plastered all over the internet which makes it public property.
It starts:

God doesn’t speak with me through dreams or visions, like He does others. He just speaks to me directly. My father, who is also my pastor, has this same gift. I’m not looking for fame, money, or materialistic things. I just want to make God happy. I’m just a truth teller.

On December 23 2015, He showed me what is coming to America in 2016 and beyond. Then He led me to put it in the form of a poem.

At the very end of 2015,
And the year of ten plus six,
That wicked old Satan,
Will be up to evil tricks.

December through February,
Winter finds itself here,
A sudden event will strike,
And many will be in fear.

Know then My judgment,
Has come upon this land,
God reigns supreme,
And deals with a heavy hand.

From March until June,
The spring season shall arrive,
There will be many people,
Found not to be alive.

During this same season,
Another checkpoint will originate,
Then another crushing blow,
Will seal this nation’s fate.

During these two seasons,
The economy will decline,
Look to Me My people,
I say, ‘Your souls are mine.’

For war will be inevitable,
It will not go away,
I implore My holy people,
Stay on your knees and pray.

The dog days of summer,
Will follow and draw nigh,
Protests will fill the streets,
With a far more violent cry.

At the end of the summer,
As the season reaches a climax,
JADE HELM will come to life again,
Surely it will be brought back.

The fall season will bring,
another election year,
But by this time our nation,
Will be firmly gripped in fear.

Barack Hussein Obama,
Will stay seated in his chair,
No Democrat nor Republican,
will find themselves his heir.

Martial law is coming,
It will soon grip our land,
I plead with all the saints of God,
To take a righteous stand.

2017 will follow next,
When it comes rolling around,
The changes will be different,
They will surely be profound.

America will have seen,
Destruction and devastation,
I will hold nothing back,
I will show no hesitation.

Disease and pestilence,
Will surely grip this land,
But My people do not worry,
It’s all part of My plan.

Watch the hand of Islam,
They will shout a battle cry,
A day of terror is coming,
And many will surely die.

Now look upon the map,
And look upon it well,
You will see trouble landed,
Where American cities fell.

Now woe unto you cities,
And you states shown below,
You have angered God in Heaven,
And made yourself His foe.

Woe unto the city,
Of the Bears, Cubs, and Bulls.
Woe to San Fransisco,
You dare mock me, you fools!

I will destroy both of you,
In the hour of My fury,
You have been found guilty,
Yes, by my Heavenly Jury.

Woe unto Las Vegas,
Seattle, and the Big D,
Plagues, famine, and destruction
Are coming soon, you’ll see.

Woe unto New Orleans,
And even Florida too,
When I shoot arrows of destruction,
You shall surely be through.

Woe unto the city,
Known for the Liberty Bell,
I will take away your freedoms,
And you will see much hell.

Woe unto Baltimore,
Woe to Washington DC,
Woe to you wicked leaders,
For you must answer to Me.

I will destroy these cities,
With one single attack,
I will shoot arrows of destruction,
And I will hold nothing back.

Woe unto Boston, New York City,
And even California too,
You do not worship Me,
You say, “I answer to who?”

You say you only answer,
To gold, silver, and sex,
But I will put something on you,
Far worse than any vex.

Half of California,
Shall be thrown into the sea,
And New York City,
The same fate it will be.

Oh Boston, Oh Boston,
Your arrogance will be no more,
I shall wipe you off the map,
You big arrogant whore.

Get prepared for slavery,
It is coming to this nation,
Like Egypt in the days of Moses,
It will not be a good sensation.

An asteroid will strike,
In the Caribbean sea,
All around the world,
Tsunamis must be.

Earthquakes will come,
And will divide this land,
That we might not forget,
God deals with a heavy hand.

You shall look to the east,
And see Russians coming here,
You shall look to the west,
And see China causing fear.

They shall invade this land,
And take over this place,
America once a golden cup,
Has become an utter disgrace.

Many think they can still sin,
And waltz right into Heaven,
But that’s like foolishly believing,
Two plus three equals seven.

There are many who come to Me,
On spiritual section eight,
They are in moral poverty,
And will not enter My pearly gate.

Moral bankruptcy,
They have truly filed,
They do not know Me,
For they are not My child.

You who refuse to teach,
My people the ways of the Lord,
Soon you will find,
You can not escape my sword.

Promising My people,
Nothing but houses and cars,
But these will not get you,
Not get you very far.

Tell the people to stop,
To halt all of their sins,
Tell them to live holy,
So they can enter in.

It is time for the saints,
To be truly tried,
Stand firm upon My word,
And in Me truly abide.

If you deny my son Jesus,
In front of any man,
You will sink faster,
Than standing in quick sand.

So know these things,
They surely will take place,
Come live your life for Jesus,
And receive My mercy and grace.

So: Wrong, Wrong, Wrong.
Firstly the riots started last year. Tsunamis are inevitable at some point on this planet.
Blob created kittens, and flowers and love and compassion and majestic beasts littered throughout this planet, and music, and art and charity (charity not charities) and medicine and engineering and inspiration etc…and nature and he’s going to obliterate it ALL because it’s evil and sins?
Babies and kittens sin? Trees sin? Bears and Whales sin? So it all gets destroyed because a handful of elite fucks masterminded the art of manipulation of the masses?
So the opposite of what Churchill said then?
The needs of the many far outweigh the needs of the few?
So the sins of the few outweigh the good deeds of the many?
Really? If this is true then why the fuck would I want to believe in a God that vengeful and destructive?
A parents love gets ignored because some fuckin dude on a cloud has decided that it doesn’t matter as much as vengeance coz some inbred rich arseholes did some evil shit?
And while we are on the subject. Why is he a Prophet of God coz a non proven God spoke to him directly but I’m evil because my ancestors who are proven to have existed do?
How is that fair? lol Why do they love to fed us fear?
Because fear controls. Fear keeps us submissive.
I’m not knocking anyone who follows a religion. I’m knocking the leaders and prophets. If Blob makes you happy and it makes you a happier person and a good person and nothing gets hurt then more power to you but if your going to call yourself the Voice of God or a Prophet take some fuckin responsibility for what your preaching for fucks sake.
When is faith about fear. It’s the antithesis of what faith is.
Faith is beautiful. Faith is light where there is pain, faith is light where there is doubt, faith keeps you strong when your afraid,faith is no matter what, tomorrow is a better day. Faith is love on a level immeasurable by even Science. Faith is wisdom, and patience and honesty.
Faith is absolute and can not be swayed. Faith is air, water, and food to those who have it. Second skin, second nature, without a second thought or shadow of a doubt. Faith is hope. Hope springs eternal.
Faith is personal, forged between you and whatever makes you have it. Faith is without question yet answers them all.
And this is what I see for after the darkness dies down.
First it starts in America, after the shock has died down and the cities are clean, we begin what I call the New Renaissance.
We will see an end of religions, governments, pointless celebrities (Goodbye fuckin Kardashians and The Only Essex is Chelsea on the Jersey fuckin Shore folk). Good bye to Royals and Military’s and Federal Prison System and Justice System.
I believe Charles will never be King and William bless him with dissolve the Monarchy to live a normal life.
Sex will stop being fed to our kids like sugar.
Parents will be able to raise their kids as they see fit and because we won’t have taxes and we won’t be debt slaves believing the only way to live is to rack up debt and buy houses your never going to own until you pay 3 times what it is worth OFF to banker crooks, parents will choose to stay home and raise their kids the way mammals should. Teach and lead by example.
Watch how every other Mammal raises their young. See any YouTube or people with their tits out on day time TV? See any sugar or school work?
Your telling me Kim Kardashian is smarter than an Elephant?
TV’s will go anyway, we will just download and stream what we want on our TVs and Laptops etc…
We will turn our backs.
Music will be written by those who can actually write it and sung by those with talent not the right body image or appeal.
Want will be replaced by Need.
Diseases will be cured with the cures they have had hidden for decades. They created these cancers and ADHD and Autism, Parkinsons etc.. for the Pharmaceutical industry to make money on, they have the cures, trust me.
Why do you never see the Royals with cancer? Why do they ALL live to 1000? These Elite? If one in 7 kids will be autistic why aren’t the royal children getting it? Coz they don’t vaccinate. Coz they know it kills the brain cells.
If your over 35 how many kids did you know growing up who had cancer? or Autism? How many old people did you know have Parkinsons?
We will end famine, wars, diseases, we will embrace Science and literature and the arts and our heroes will be people who actually do things to deserve the accolade. We will take personal responsibility for our own actions.
We will live by our Amendments and Declarations.We will have honour and pride in who we are and what we do.
We will embrace Spirit, and see the worlds beyond the light. We will love who we want, how we want without fear of judgement from others.
We will do what we love and love what we do.
We will end Corporate rule, we will end commercialism, we will end hate. Racism, feminism, any ism going.
We will decide as one nation what happens to those in it.
No one will ever decide our fate for us again. EVER.
We will actually evolve and join the space race. We will help each other regardless of where we come from, colour of our skin or sexual orientation because if we don’t we won’t be allowed to evolve.
We either evolve as one or die out as well as history has proven.
Get with the program or be removed and then the other mammals get to have a go instead.
But it’s not going to be like this.
The Cleansing is going to be a few weeks of anger, a couple of months of cleaning up and then the real good stuff begins.
It is NOT The End of Days. It is the end of darkness and the only reason why people like this person see only darkness is because they come from it. They live on the fear. If your gift comes from the light you can see beyond the darkness into the light.
In this Universe there is always light. The Cosmological Constant is all about chasing the light basically lol Evolving and expanding to get to the light, seeing what is beyond, on an infinite level.
God isn’t responsible for us. WE are.
Hope is a far better thing to have than fear. Hope makes you smile. Fear makes you frown and I for one will NOT be getting wrinkles. lol
I haven’t got one yet and I’m 44 on the 9th of Nov.
We will live to our hundreds too. The Blind will see, the deaf hear, the crippled walk.
All this is our life time. Suicide will basically not exist because we wont have reason to be depressed.
We just won’t give a shit anymore what people think. If your a man and you want to wear a dress and wank to My Little Pony while wearing a nappy as long as your not hurting anyone, more power to you.
We will live by the one common law. It will be Universal Law.
I shall not by my own actions cause loss or harm to another living being.
That’s it. After that it’s about personal responsibility.
Please my babies, don’t be afraid. Just keep your heads down and wait a little longer.
It’s almost over.
I wouldn’t be working so hard to build up my career in America and bringing my children over to settle on the East Coast if I thought for one second America was doomed.
In fact I honestly feel I have to be there to help clean up the mess of a few hundred years of tyranny lol
Just remember ‘The Fear of the Unknown is always worse than the Reality of it’.
Fear is speculation without evidence.
Faith is evidence without speculation.
I’m here to hold your hands every step of the way on this journey.
I’ve got your back.

Love and Light
Mama
xoxox

Why we choose to die:

I know this post going to be controversial but I only write what I know to be truth.
As you all know I’ve been on quite the journey of self discovery this year. Everything I test myself to do this year I have done.
I successfully completed all my tasks bar one (retire the ex) but that for me and my life it is mission accomplished for this year. Next year I’ve set my goals even higher as it involves me building my life and career in the US to be with my beloved and my American family. (which is all of you who need the kind of love and help I provide).
So in these lessons I’ve learned about the physics of the Universe, the cause of the Big Bang, the Cosmological Constant, balance, time, gravity, magnetism, etc….and it’s correlation to our evolution, existence and purpose as told to me by the dead.
All done through weed and music lol

Anyway on one of my many occasions where I was asking a thousand billion questions I was told the reason why we are the only race in our galaxy who chose to die still.
The others out there have lived for millions of years, evolved beyond the need for vocal chords, physical form, etc….what we see is how they chose to show themselves to us as our primitive brains are still very visually.
When you evolve past the need to die you get to travel through time and space and to the light where all time exists. So death doesn’t exist.

The reason we do it is to fold.

1) In order to obtain optimum Spiritual light we must suffer the human experience.
Life is death, death IS life. This entire Universe is based on evolution and balance, time, magnetism etc….we are in actual fact one of the lower forms of existence basically. We are just three devolution’s away from being Dark Side Spirits and it’s up to us to find the balance so when we die we can evolve.
Without evolution nothing and I mean NOTHING progresses. We are relying on a delicate balance to make sure we all get it right so we can all climb up that ladder of evolution together.
Unfortunately for our brethren up there because they don’t die, and they are pretty much perfect in every light they no longer have that experience of life and the suffering that comes from death.
When they hurt they heal.
They have no fear because there is nothing more powerful than them, their power and technology.
Each race striving to advance and perfect their connection to the light.
Spirits in essence are recycled over and over until they get in just right and I know in cases of murder victims and victims of war, babies, kids, mentally ill or disabled, those who suffered crippling addiction, homeless, etc…those who have suffered great pain and loss in their lives evolve. The harder the life, the higher you evolve.
Because there is no greater fear on this earth than death.
To over come that fear is monumental for an evolving Spirit, so some chose lives that are short and or have great impact to themselves and those around them in order to gain the optimum human experience.

Maurice Maeterlinck said ‘The dead are the living on holiday’ and he was spot on.
When we go on holiday we like to ski, ride, swim, shop, eat, sleep, shag, drink, dance, laugh, love etc…..right?
Well it’s the same for a Spirit.
I have actually heard of loved ones who when they passed over never came back again. They evolved to such a high status in the light, they forfeited the need for human form or life again. Thus giving their suits or vessels to a new soul.
As even energy takes up space if its in large enough quantities lol
We are all responsible for each other which is why our friends up there check in on us all the time.
And NOT looking like greys and blues and giant 7 feet humans. We are the only race who needed to evolve skin and hair and shyte like that. Some of them don’t even have eyes but are incredible navigators.
There is only one bad one and they live in fear every day. We need to help them to be honest. They did bad things out of desperation.
But fundamentally they want life and it is evading them. The irony of life, they kill to live lol silly buggers.
But if we help each other we get

2) Full control of all time and space. Having that kind of control i ones evolution is key to our existence as we are ALL here for the Learning experience. To see how far as can go basically. See how far we can push ourselves to see what is beyond it all.
Evolution, creates, on every level.
We know that we create it every day, every day our Universe expands, when we create and evolve. But if we get the balance wrong our Solar system gets caught in a recycling process and planets get destroyed. I know we are missing about 50 in total, 7 just in our Solar System.
The big gap in space, is where the big bang happened and we are the result of what was pushed out from it after it was created. So I’ve been told.
Like when you detonate a landmine. It leaves a crater? Understand what I mean?
But because the Universe is all based on balance, it works the other way as well. When we get it right we create new worlds in other galaxies and they’re so much nicer than ours lol.

We have fucked this up so much we are that department store in every small town that can no longer survive and it’s shelves are empty and they can’t afford to have all the lights on and it runs on a skeleton staff and it’s heart breaking to watch because in it’s day it was the hub of the town. It took care of everyone in the town and everyone is devastated to see it’s demise.
Well earth is like that department store. We have fucked it up. It’s going to close it’s doors one day and if we don’t prepare for that or try to fix it, we will all suffer for it. No one wants to have to drive miles and miles to Walmart when they could have what they need right here.
However, the stores demise all depends on how the towns folk chose to deal with it. They can save it and rebuild it or walk away and let it die out.
The trouble is when if we let earth die out, it tips the balance and our solar system goes the wrong way and gets recycled and we all have to start again.
So we are going through various stages of evolution in order to get off and safe this planet also. For the greater good of humanity and the Universe and all that gets created in herm (joint energy masculine, feminine not one of tuther. I created the word Herm to describe it lol).

But when we have access to this light we have total power and control over time and space. We can go back and forth to the past, present and future of any living being on any form of existence.
Omnipresence is what it is.

So death isn’t something we need to fear in the light, but until we re i the light, death is all part of the necessary steps required to evolve.
It takes a selfless soul of light to chose to die as a child or by way of murder etc…..honestly, only a being with total understanding of it all would chose such a life to live.
The lessons aren’t just theirs though. There are always lessons to be learned from anyone surrounded by or connected to just pain.
But death is only hard on the living. For the death it is an adventure. An experience. A right of passage we all agree to take part in before we come down to live.
If you lost someone, you chose to have this journey with them however short the path.
These are things we decide and agree to even while we sleep (for those yet to woven (born) into our journeys fabric).

I believe one day, (until we are immortal which won’t happen while we still live by banks and government, money and fear etc…we are fucked.
However it is starting to change. We are about to tip the balance in favour of evolving). We will celebrate death.
We won’t mourn but celebrate the journey that loved on now gets to be a part of because what if, just what if, they got to make it to the light where they now get to live forever?
Once we are able to look past those fuckin Kardashians and all the distractions we allow ourselves to get caught up in, we will be able to join them in thought and memory (actual visual memory like I can now do at will) and never be parted when while we are still living in this life on this planet and they aren’t.
Who wouldn’t want that until we are all together riding the same thread of light?

But it’s up to all of us. No segregation, no hate, no labels, no dominance. Just doing what you love and loving what you do does all you need to kick start your true light.

We choose to die and we choose when we die and how.
My Dad died of heart disease. He could of not smoked or drank and eat crap the way he did. Even though his organs were healthy and that of a man half his age his heart was fucked. It was his choice.
My sister chose to die of skin cancer, she went in the sun, when she was told at the age of 14 not to.
My Mum chose to die of cancer because she didn’t have her check up the first time she felt off. Had she of answered the doctors letters to get checked up she would still be here not having died at 65 from Ovarian Cancer.
Suicides choose to pull the trigger, jump, swallow, etc…..even murder victims choose to open doors, hop in cars, follow their killer etc…..but this while it seems harsh, is ALL true.
We control every aspect of our loves including when we die. I used to think we didn’t but I was wrong, so wrong.
With the exception of the innocent ones (babies, children etc…) it’s all up to us, but all of our fate is decided before we are even born. But there is a domino effect that begins once we take our first breathe into life.
My family would all still be here. If only……however, this is nothing to be sad about. That was their journey and they willingly chose to participate in it with us.
We are all actors playing specific roles in each others plays.
Except in the future, the final scene gets standing ovations not boos and hisses.

It’s that simple 🙂

Dancing with Death

Over the last 3 weeks I have been inundated with people wanting my help then they don’t listen when I give them my advice. After begging me for help, they went against my advice and then had to come back to me when it went tits up.

I’m not an arrogant person, or cocky and I absolutely would never tell anyone they are wrong for trusting their own judgement BUT you have to understand something.

I work, I have two boys under 7, an ex husband who suffers from sever depression and I home school. I spend around 80 hours a week working doing my readings, teaching and answering emails/comments etc…..99% of the time, for free.

I have no complaints about that either. I love what I do so much. I really do have the best calling I get to have as a job.

BUT……….if I tell you ‘Do NOT threaten to leave him and pack your bags to scare him into showing you attention’ and then you do it anyway and he changes the locks and doesn’t reply to your texts,  then I won’t help you any more. I can’t. It’s not fair.

I won’t sit for 3 hours a night any more  at night in the cold giving you advice that you asked for that you turned out you weren’t even listening to and leave me alone not knowing if your even in the same building you started out in because you just decide to go look at Cars mid conversation then get upset when I don’t answer because I don’t know where you are. I won’t drop everything to help you any more like I used to. You too get one chance. (you know who you are).

I am spending my time sometimes staying up till 3-4am trying to help you. Giving you free advice and taking the time to listen to you. All this week I have spent dealing with people who don’t listen and it has pushed me over the edge.

I gave clear instructions on what you needed to do to protect your children and your home from the trouble that as been caused by not listening and you skim past the important stuff and rush through the process then wonder why it didn’t work.

Well I’m sorry but I’ve had enough. It is unfair to Spirit and to those of my clients and followers who actually listen and appreciate the time I spend helping them.

I will help anyone who comes to me. I turn no one away and if I can’t help (if it turns out it isn’t Spirit related or because I’m not in your area) I find people for you who can. I take what I do very seriously and you all need to start doing the same thing. Apart from not taking the advice your given and causing more trouble than you started with, your pushing away the one person who is taking the time to help you for free.

I’ve now had 4 people, 4, FOUR people go against my instructions in order to get ‘Proof’ their house is Haunted. Every single one of them then went and made things worse.

I am what I am for a reason. You know nothing of my gift, my connection to Spirit, my extensive knowledge after 43 years of doing actual experiments with my gift (on myself) and you know nothing of my Ability or Culture.

You might have paid Psychics and Mediums to tell you what you want to hear but when a Maori person tells you DON’T Fuck with a Tapu, Don’t FUCK with the Tapu. Your people might have been stone cold accurate but they aren’t Maori. They have no experience or knowledge of a Tapu and now my Kaumatua have forbidden me to help. I have been told by my Elders to step away.

I know your hurting, I know your grieving, I know your soul has been broken in two. I saw what happened. I feel the pain of you and your children. I know your questioning me and my expertise. Your grief stricken in the highest way and all I want to do is hold you. But I was asking questions trying to get everything together, all the information together so I could find you some Kaumatua in your area so they could help you lift the Tapu.

Then I get accused of being a fake. So I can’t help you any more and I won’t. I have protected your children but when you mess with Maori things and you do it using rage and anger you make it 100 times worse. Your Mediums put poison in the soul of your family. The very core of your family is now cursed basically, it’s the only way to say it and moving house and country wouldn’t fix it. I had to beg my Elders to even discuss it with me that is how bad a Tapu is.

To be so arrogant as to accuse someone who has spent countless hours helping you for free of being a fraud because you didn’t like the questions she was asking is not only arrogant but ignorant as well because I can promise you this.

I will have been the only Maori person who was offering to help you take this Curse off that has been placed on your family as well as deal with the Trickster you placed there.

You take the word of 120000 people on Facebook over that of someone who’s job it is to use graphics and art in photography and on computers every single day of his life is just well….stupid and I’ll tell you why.

He has the software to touch up your images and bring out the images you think you were seeing. He would of been the one to help you take the photos properly so you were without doubt of seeing Spirit. But because 120000 people gave in to what is called Brain Pattern Recognition which make up for about 95% of ‘Ghost Photography’ you take their word over the one you sought the truth from. But let me ask you this. If your Mediums are so good, the ones who put you in this predicament in the first place, if you trust them so much why did you come to me?

Now because of your anger and frustration you have driven away the one person who can actually help. Short of going to his family, or on the rare chance a Maori person agreed to help you (which would never happen by chance) your stuck with this activity.

The questions I asked you weren’t in judgement but to have all the questions ready for when I went to these people in Queensland I had been told to go to. They are Maori, they live in Queensland and they would of been able to tell you if it was a Tapu on the home or your family. They would of been able to help me make my diagnoses and they would of helped you deal with the Tapu bringing Utu. But because you didn’t like the questions I asked (to make a formal diagnoses of opinion) you now have no one.

Tapus are real. Tapus can take lives. They can make you deathly ill, infertile, bankrupt, homeless or insane. They can tear families apart and a lot of those who have them placed on them end up substances abusers or locked away (be it prison or psych ward). Mention the word Tapu to a Maori person and watch then recoil and refuse to get involved.

So you can make fun of me, you can call me fake or not real or whatever it was you said, but remember this.

You have children. It will get them too. And you just flipped the bird at the one person who was willing to help. FOR FREE.

So after a couple of weeks of being treated like this by so many people I am making this Declaration on Behalf of Spirit and Myself.

‘If you come to me for help and you don’t take my advice and do it your way which your entitled to do of course. Do NOT come back to me if or when it goes wrong as I will not help you unless I’m told it’s necessary by Spirit. I will no longer reply to your emails if after all the time I spend helping you, you don’t listen. They will be deleted and left unread once I know you’ve wasted my time because I can’t help anyone who doesn’t help themselves. So you get one chance and if you don’t listen I won’t help any more. I can’t. It is wasting hundreds of hours a month of my time better spent actually helping the ones who need it most and I won’t allow it any more.’

 

I know this might seem cruel but I have sat up 3 nights in a row now with someone who begged for my help and I sat until nearly 4am twice and 12am the last night watching her do the opposite of everything thing I said and now her man has left her because she pushed him too far like I told her she would if she didn’t leave it alone. Now she is wrought with despair having lost her boyfriend. That was time I could of spent well, sleeping for a start, or with my husband snuggled in bed all warm or helping someone else who has had to wait in line for so long. So I have decided I have to put everyone else first.

I’m sorry I have to be harsh but I’ve been pushed to the edge and tipped over after having to deal with this stuff every day for over 3 weeks now and I have to put those who actually need my help first. I’m not saying you have to agree with what I tell you to do. I’m not expecting you to even like what I have to say but what I am saying is ‘Don’t go against what I say then come back to me when your way made it worse’. Because I won’t give you the same courtesy I gave you when you first came to me. Your not respecting me, yourself, Spirit or my clients when you do it.

Helping people next to having my kids is my greatest joy. Please don’t ruin it for others, you hurt everyone when you hurt me and it’s not fair to them. I won’t allow anyone else to pay for your impatient, impetuous behavior.

 

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