The Black Magic Egg Trick. It’s just Science.

I’m working with a family who are torn up right now over the death of their beautiful boy who in their understandable grief during their sons illness reached out to anyone and everyone they could to find answers for their sons condition.

From medical professionals to sharman and frauds.

This practice I speak if is common in the Hispanic and Indoasian cultures and I had to say something because this sort of stuff pains me so deeply.

Another reason why I need to get my show. I have to right these wrongs for people like Mosea.

People, the egg is a trick.

They remove the air from the eggs and place tiny surgical needles inside them.

Or they bring rotten eggs with them. You can pass needles through eggs as safely as you can through a balloon.

Try it. Place tape over a piece of inflated balloon and pass a needle through it. It will go through easily without popping the balloon.

An egg is the same. You just remove the air from it. It’s usually 18 gauge needles.

Look. Eggs aren’t as delicate as you think.

Here are the rules. Unless you provide the eggs, are never asked to look away or leave the room for ANY reason once the egg is provided, your not told where to buy the egg and never allowed to inspect the egg what your dealing with is fraudulent and your being taken for your money.

Eggs will NOT remove illness or negative energy under ANY circumstances.

The eggs are provided rotten, even produced in a way that the chicken lays deformed embryos. They come with tiny holes where notes and needles can be passed through them where you’d never even notice them.

Please don’t fall for this trick.

If your unsure, before you hand over your money, come to me.

This is why I need to get out there. Please help me get out there. It hurts me to see this happening to so many people.

This has to stop.

I love you all too much to see these lies continue in the name of the paranormal.

It’s not black magic people. It’s science.

Using your lack of knowledge, faith, fear and desperation to make money from you.

Your letting these people intimidate you.

It has to stop.

Come to me next time. I’ll explain what’s going on and help you for free if you think your illness or whatever needs this kind stuff.

It’s what I’m here for. I’ll find the right answer for you but it will be the truth.

Love and Light

Mama Bear


Question. Note to Self

Line of thought. Work on the theory that the human brain is its own Universe.

Go on what they showed you when you asked if God existed.

The cross hairs, the tubes in everything that creates and expands, and destroys.

Pinched blood vessels, remember what they showed you.

Look into doing a study. How can I do clinical trials on mentally ill sufferers and Parkinson’s sufferers under clinically controlled observations using my theories.

I know I’m on to something.

Figure this out and you’ve proven the “Is there a God question” but  could controlled thought, like religion, damage the brain and when you live outside the brain your conscience self lives forever.

Based on the fact the more I live outside of my physical brain I’m getting healthier and rarely live in a physical world now. I’m going extensive periods without the need for food 27-28hrs without food or liquids. My body functions are controlled and functioning perfectly.
My body suddenly became allergic to gluten and processed foods at the age of 45 yet I’m getting stronger and faster. I’m also developing aversions to anything processed or chemical. Like still water, medications and anything not natural. It’s like the more I fine tune my body the stronger my gift becomes the more in can exist outside of the Physical.

I’ve been testing this theory for three months with controlled diet and exercise. Trusting the voices in my head. I have witnesses to this study using myself as a guinea pig. I’m on to something. Youth is the reward, perfected gift is my reward. Mastering time.

Just can’t control pain yet. But that will come. 

My body can sustain long periods without food and water.
I have had 800 calories in 3 days and feel fantastic. I can only eat natural foods I make myself. I can no longer eat out as my body instantly reacts to anything processed.

My thought patterns are more controlled. I need to smoke to delve deeper. The DMT release will help me. I’m on to something now. I know it. I KNOW IT. Im obsessed with the now. The conscious, time, I can master both and it’s gonna find my answers to my question. In turn helps life and death be one. Never to be parted.

The consciousness controls the Physical. I’m sure if it. The conscious self is the creator.

The Universe is conscious. Follow those tubes. You’ll have your answer.

I broke my entire flights to NC. I’m definitely showing signs of being more magnetic now.

My phone is bearing the brunt of most of it and any airport I go near lol

Parkinson’s Theory. Note to self

You recently found out about Parkinson’s Ghost Memories, hallucinations and delusions. When your home investigate this please.


Is their pineal gland compensating for the part of the brain that is damaged by the disease. Could it be controlled by my suggested means?

There is a definite connection. You are definitely on the right track. The conscious self theory is spot on. No-one knows this better than you. You can step outside it all. See what they feel, see what is going on.

You understand it. This could lead to laboratory conditioned studies.

Get the study ready and work on the means of testing you suggested in Buffalo and North Carolina, find sufferers and the families and ask those questions you asked Cill.

I think your onto something.

Note: Talk to Sunshine about cause and effect from a biological and chemical point of view.

Note: talk to people who have lived it.

Note: Look at the possibility of using this as part of your non profit study along side Mental illness.

Spirit are showing me pinching off blood vessels. Why? And why blue.

Please investigate this and ask for people who have lived it for their experiences of their loved ones Ghost memories. Ask the exact same questions you asked Cill.

Take notes before you leave.

DIET…. WRITE DOWN WHAT WE TOLD YOU.  Now get some sleep.

While I’m in America

One of my students Pixie and I will be having  Spirit Watching adventures along the way.

If you know of any active places in or around Durham and up to New York by car we can check out let me know. Or if you know if any Spirits that need crossing over please tell me.

I’ll record everything including more YouTube videos.

I’m so excited. I leave tomorrow morning.


I hope America doesn’t collapse while I’m there lol if I don’t come back married I’ll be pissed off.

My Plan to Rule the Paranormal World

I’d like to tell you the plans I have for my school in New York. I HAVE to move to New York because my husband (getting practice in) can’t parole to another state.

But my dream is this.

I’m a Paranormal Scientist who wants to teach and train people who qualify to become Super Psychics. (You know I hate the term psychic because it’s the Science not the ability but for arguments sake let’s say Psychic).

I have been training a team of students globally for almost 2yrs for some of them.

The rest are coming up to a year.

I’ve been working on a theory as you know that people who suffer from depression, PTSD, and are suicidal make the best gifteds. But also people who show promise and dedication to train. I’m only going to train people who want to use their gift to help people or help people after they heal.

I’ve come to realize that without heart behind what I’m able to bring out of people there is no point. I can teach anyone who is willing to train BUT there has to be a high level of dedication to the training or it just doesn’t work.

I’ve been putting together my Board of Directors. I’ve been told I can do it based on Science, Religion, Education or Charity. I fit them all.

But I’m also going to employ former felons to do things like maintenance, driving, security, cooking, basically any trade  they have I can use and EVERYTHING I make goes back into my school. Where eventually I can offer free scholarships to those who show exceptional talent.

I’ll start doing online for those who are global and physical classes for those in the local area but eventually I’d like to build my school. I know what it looks like.

It could possibly be in Scotland because the building looks like old stone. Like St Andrews kind of looking buildings.

My plan is to get my TV show, promote, promote, promote, save, fundraise, save. Then build my school.

I’m going to teach my team of elite students EVERYTHING.

How I time travel, (the importance of Art, Music and Literature) as well as all the usual tricks of my trade. 

We will cross Spirits over, investigate for people, revolutionise the entire Paranormal industry.

That’s why I’m doing these videos and asking for Patreon help and such.

Because then I can get better equipment, promote myself, build up a clientele for readings and market myself so I can get my TV show or Netflix documentary.

I want to show people my life so they understand me through not just my words but by my actions.

I want to just love people and let them know that life and death can merge and make us better people if you tune in.

However, I’ve cim to realise that while anyone can be taught this Science not everyone should.

You need almost SAS style discipline in your training. I’ll only teach the most disciplined because only those who make the biggest sacrifices within themselves will get the biggest reward.

Everything else comes second and it is possible to work and raise s family and maintain relationships while doing it because I did and do and so did my teacher etc…IF you are disciplined.

I’m going to open up the world’s first School of Paranormal Science and turn all my students how to become real life X-Men Ninjas.

We will have a cafe, stores, classes available like music, movie appreciation, art, cooking, sports, anything that helps the suffers and students how to find their thing that brings calm and helps them train.

I will have Science lectures, and I want people like Jordan Peterson, Milo Yannopolous, David Seaman etc…giving lectures.

We will not be political nor religious in any way. Your religious and political views will not be a factor nor a hindrance to your learning.

I will personally hand pick all .y students based on the tests I give. They will be out in a trial period where I will train them personally for 6 months then my seniors and helpers will help do the rest.

For example, my ex will teach art and photography as a form of therapy to those who are interested.

My best friend Wife will teach about Animal therapy and natural telepathy etc… everyone who sits on my BoD will be students themselves.

If any student wants to open a business on campus they can, if anyone wants to teach a class like sewing or computer engineering, whatever skill they have that helps, nurtures and guides those interested they can and would even be offered as a scholarship trade.

Anything anyone can do to bring cathartic calm, healing and distraction from the depression, or if they’re normie norms they can help in other ways like if they’re nurses, or builders etc..we will all work together to help run the school.

Then when I’m White Oprah and ruling the Paranormal world I want to buy up old industrial buildings and turn them into self sustainable apartments for homeless men, on the provision they help maintain the running of and maintenance of the buildings.

They have to be clean though and no sex offences obviously etc… they’ll have their own little bedsit apartments.

Those who have addiction won’t be allowed into the apartments until they complete drug and alcohol treatment and stay sober for an amount of time but will stay in a hostel type place until the complete their treatment.

Then they can get into the apartments.

Any homeless man who has children will have top priority.

There will be staff on hand 24/7 any trouble and they’re evicted of course.

I’d also like to help independent animal charities. We all know who I’m talking about. We all know the lady who takes in the rabbits or hedgehogs etc…my students and I will help them as part of the training.

I get my students as part of their training to do 5 selfless acts of charity, and 5 random acts of kindness and this will fall into that category.

We will make games and apps where the money goes back into the school and housing scheme. I already know what I’m going to do.

I’ll have art exhibitions for those who do art, concerts for the musicians, plays for the writers etc… will be about supporting the freedom of expression and helping heal through their “thing”.

Their thing is the thing that everyone does that they love which makes them feel good. That thing that’s cathartic for them. For me it’s baking and cleaning. I clean when I’m super stressed and bake when I need calm.

See how it works? If I do this right and I get the money, I’ll open schools in the countries that have always supported me and whom helped me become the person I am today.

The United Kingdom, India, Australia (where my teacher was from and where my real actual training began) New Zealand (where it all began) and of course The United States of America, without whom I wouldn’t of gotten this far in my career. They will get the first school.

It’s where I found my adopted family. My Spiritual Mother in Massachusetts who I kind of just forced myself upon and she never threw me away lol My adopted daughters, Rainbow, Pixie and Tiger, and my best friends Wife and Bitch and of course my beautiful husband as well as loyal friends, students and clients from all over the United States who love me and embrace my crazy within an inch of my life.

America will always get it first because they got me first.

But I’m also getting a wee following in Venezuela, Argentina, and Turkey.

So that is my plan for next year and the years beyond. My students and I will build a Paranormal empire and turn lights on one suicidal soul, one kind soul at a time so eventually the light has spread far enough the globe is illuminated.

Then we will ALL be able to manipulate time and then death won’t be nothing but a thing.

Then we will have stepped into the 4th dimension together. Which I believe is Time.

I know it sounds crazy but I’m hell bent on starting this school.

My students are behind me 100%

I’ll sell merchandise too. Things like OMB mugs and shirts, books, apps, magazines etc…I want change the face of Death and The Paranormal forever.