Why we choose to die:

I know this post going to be controversial but I only write what I know to be truth.
As you all know I’ve been on quite the journey of self discovery this year. Everything I test myself to do this year I have done.
I successfully completed all my tasks bar one (retire the ex) but that for me and my life it is mission accomplished for this year. Next year I’ve set my goals even higher as it involves me building my life and career in the US to be with my beloved and my American family. (which is all of you who need the kind of love and help I provide).
So in these lessons I’ve learned about the physics of the Universe, the cause of the Big Bang, the Cosmological Constant, balance, time, gravity, magnetism, etc….and it’s correlation to our evolution, existence and purpose as told to me by the dead.
All done through weed and music lol

Anyway on one of my many occasions where I was asking a thousand billion questions I was told the reason why we are the only race in our galaxy who chose to die still.
The others out there have lived for millions of years, evolved beyond the need for vocal chords, physical form, etc….what we see is how they chose to show themselves to us as our primitive brains are still very visually.
When you evolve past the need to die you get to travel through time and space and to the light where all time exists. So death doesn’t exist.

The reason we do it is to fold.

1) In order to obtain optimum Spiritual light we must suffer the human experience.
Life is death, death IS life. This entire Universe is based on evolution and balance, time, magnetism etc….we are in actual fact one of the lower forms of existence basically. We are just three devolution’s away from being Dark Side Spirits and it’s up to us to find the balance so when we die we can evolve.
Without evolution nothing and I mean NOTHING progresses. We are relying on a delicate balance to make sure we all get it right so we can all climb up that ladder of evolution together.
Unfortunately for our brethren up there because they don’t die, and they are pretty much perfect in every light they no longer have that experience of life and the suffering that comes from death.
When they hurt they heal.
They have no fear because there is nothing more powerful than them, their power and technology.
Each race striving to advance and perfect their connection to the light.
Spirits in essence are recycled over and over until they get in just right and I know in cases of murder victims and victims of war, babies, kids, mentally ill or disabled, those who suffered crippling addiction, homeless, etc…those who have suffered great pain and loss in their lives evolve. The harder the life, the higher you evolve.
Because there is no greater fear on this earth than death.
To over come that fear is monumental for an evolving Spirit, so some chose lives that are short and or have great impact to themselves and those around them in order to gain the optimum human experience.

Maurice Maeterlinck said ‘The dead are the living on holiday’ and he was spot on.
When we go on holiday we like to ski, ride, swim, shop, eat, sleep, shag, drink, dance, laugh, love etc…..right?
Well it’s the same for a Spirit.
I have actually heard of loved ones who when they passed over never came back again. They evolved to such a high status in the light, they forfeited the need for human form or life again. Thus giving their suits or vessels to a new soul.
As even energy takes up space if its in large enough quantities lol
We are all responsible for each other which is why our friends up there check in on us all the time.
And NOT looking like greys and blues and giant 7 feet humans. We are the only race who needed to evolve skin and hair and shyte like that. Some of them don’t even have eyes but are incredible navigators.
There is only one bad one and they live in fear every day. We need to help them to be honest. They did bad things out of desperation.
But fundamentally they want life and it is evading them. The irony of life, they kill to live lol silly buggers.
But if we help each other we get

2) Full control of all time and space. Having that kind of control i ones evolution is key to our existence as we are ALL here for the Learning experience. To see how far as can go basically. See how far we can push ourselves to see what is beyond it all.
Evolution, creates, on every level.
We know that we create it every day, every day our Universe expands, when we create and evolve. But if we get the balance wrong our Solar system gets caught in a recycling process and planets get destroyed. I know we are missing about 50 in total, 7 just in our Solar System.
The big gap in space, is where the big bang happened and we are the result of what was pushed out from it after it was created. So I’ve been told.
Like when you detonate a landmine. It leaves a crater? Understand what I mean?
But because the Universe is all based on balance, it works the other way as well. When we get it right we create new worlds in other galaxies and they’re so much nicer than ours lol.

We have fucked this up so much we are that department store in every small town that can no longer survive and it’s shelves are empty and they can’t afford to have all the lights on and it runs on a skeleton staff and it’s heart breaking to watch because in it’s day it was the hub of the town. It took care of everyone in the town and everyone is devastated to see it’s demise.
Well earth is like that department store. We have fucked it up. It’s going to close it’s doors one day and if we don’t prepare for that or try to fix it, we will all suffer for it. No one wants to have to drive miles and miles to Walmart when they could have what they need right here.
However, the stores demise all depends on how the towns folk chose to deal with it. They can save it and rebuild it or walk away and let it die out.
The trouble is when if we let earth die out, it tips the balance and our solar system goes the wrong way and gets recycled and we all have to start again.
So we are going through various stages of evolution in order to get off and safe this planet also. For the greater good of humanity and the Universe and all that gets created in herm (joint energy masculine, feminine not one of tuther. I created the word Herm to describe it lol).

But when we have access to this light we have total power and control over time and space. We can go back and forth to the past, present and future of any living being on any form of existence.
Omnipresence is what it is.

So death isn’t something we need to fear in the light, but until we re i the light, death is all part of the necessary steps required to evolve.
It takes a selfless soul of light to chose to die as a child or by way of murder etc…..honestly, only a being with total understanding of it all would chose such a life to live.
The lessons aren’t just theirs though. There are always lessons to be learned from anyone surrounded by or connected to just pain.
But death is only hard on the living. For the death it is an adventure. An experience. A right of passage we all agree to take part in before we come down to live.
If you lost someone, you chose to have this journey with them however short the path.
These are things we decide and agree to even while we sleep (for those yet to woven (born) into our journeys fabric).

I believe one day, (until we are immortal which won’t happen while we still live by banks and government, money and fear etc…we are fucked.
However it is starting to change. We are about to tip the balance in favour of evolving). We will celebrate death.
We won’t mourn but celebrate the journey that loved on now gets to be a part of because what if, just what if, they got to make it to the light where they now get to live forever?
Once we are able to look past those fuckin Kardashians and all the distractions we allow ourselves to get caught up in, we will be able to join them in thought and memory (actual visual memory like I can now do at will) and never be parted when while we are still living in this life on this planet and they aren’t.
Who wouldn’t want that until we are all together riding the same thread of light?

But it’s up to all of us. No segregation, no hate, no labels, no dominance. Just doing what you love and loving what you do does all you need to kick start your true light.

We choose to die and we choose when we die and how.
My Dad died of heart disease. He could of not smoked or drank and eat crap the way he did. Even though his organs were healthy and that of a man half his age his heart was fucked. It was his choice.
My sister chose to die of skin cancer, she went in the sun, when she was told at the age of 14 not to.
My Mum chose to die of cancer because she didn’t have her check up the first time she felt off. Had she of answered the doctors letters to get checked up she would still be here not having died at 65 from Ovarian Cancer.
Suicides choose to pull the trigger, jump, swallow, etc…..even murder victims choose to open doors, hop in cars, follow their killer etc…..but this while it seems harsh, is ALL true.
We control every aspect of our loves including when we die. I used to think we didn’t but I was wrong, so wrong.
With the exception of the innocent ones (babies, children etc…) it’s all up to us, but all of our fate is decided before we are even born. But there is a domino effect that begins once we take our first breathe into life.
My family would all still be here. If only……however, this is nothing to be sad about. That was their journey and they willingly chose to participate in it with us.
We are all actors playing specific roles in each others plays.
Except in the future, the final scene gets standing ovations not boos and hisses.

It’s that simple 🙂

Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc…..to be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc…..you name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses 🙂
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child
hahaha

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons 🙂
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light
Mama
xoxox

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Breaking the Rules To Cross Over 700+ Spirits

Well today is the 07/07/16 and today I broke one of the biggest laws of Paranormal History, certainly in my Society and I feel fantastic.

So let me start from the beginning.

As a lot of you know my marriage has come to an end with My Husband. We are still the best of friends, still looking after our boys and very happy. He will always be my Protector, nothing changes but his depression got the better of him and he and I feel it is better he goes off to paint and heal than stress out over me. But any way this isn’t about that.

While we were talking I kept seeing a young boy standing in my bedroom door way but he wouldn’t come in. He looked from the Tudor days and a little odd looking but I eventually went to sleep without any trouble.

Today I woke up emotional and asked Mr if he could stay home. He said No, but then our son got up and asked the same thing. He booked the day off.

We decided to get out of the house and go to Hardwick Hall in Durham for a nice day out.

As I was getting ready I had a flash of white light. I immediately informed my students as they know I’ll document what I can as it is happening and off we went.

So we walked around the ornate hall and took in all the gazzillions of tapestries that dripped from the walls and the closer I got to the top floor the more I could feel myself going.

I excused myself and went and sat down in the hallway and that is where I meet Lady Arbella Stuart. She stood about 5’4-5’5 with dirty brown hair, it looked greasy and I’ll be honest, she didn’t smell great. Her teeth were killing me.

She came flying up those stairs and was in such a panic. She rushed me and took my breathe away.

She was asking me to get her out. ‘They won’t let me out’ she kept saying. ‘I need to get out of here’. I waited for Mr to come out but he and the boys went the other way out I didn’t see because I never went to the part they went to as I was trying not to fall into Blue lol

I had to leave or I was going to pass out. Her fear was intense. She said they were going to kill her. Her family were going to kill her. They wouldn’t let her leave.

She followed me out. She actually took me to the ex and my boys. Then followed me through the grounds. I was trying to cross her over but the boys were distracting me.

I knew I had to help her though and she was so desperate to get out I had to do something. That’s when I heard Spirit say ‘Tell her to follow you and cross her over away from the house’. It didn’t feel wrong.

Now………….if you know me, you’ll know this is pretty much THEE law of the Universe. You NEVER!!! invite a Spirit in, or ask it to follow you. NEVER!!!!! EVER!!!! I cannot express enough the NEVER EVER part enough.

But it didn’t feel wrong. So began an A Team like operation to help a dead person no one could see escape the grounds of her prison so she could go to the light. If I’m on camera, I’ll end up certified insane lol

I’m clearly seen talking to nothing and moving in a way that looked like I was trying to be inconspicuous lol OMB (Oh my Blob) lol Thank FUCK my boys embrace my crazy.

I felt like my heart was going to jump through my chest. I felt like I was going to pass out from fear.

I left the boys to go to the Play Ground while I took her to the car and there began the tale of 700 hundred Spirits and why I’m about to sleep for a week.

After I had a drink and sat down I began the process of talking her over. She was afraid if she crossed over she would go to her family and she was terrified of them. I told her that anything they did to cause her that amount of fear was a guarantee they won’t be in the same realm of existence as her and  that she only had to look at my light to know I was telling her the truth or why else would she have found me the way she did?

Then shit got real. As I was seeing the white light behind her slowly they came out of the fields and bushes. Men, women and children of all eras. Georgian, Elizabethan, WW1, WW2, Middle Ages etc….men dressed in Dark Blue Air Force uniforms but they weren’t British. Planes, I saw planes, women dressed in overalls coming from the fields, kids in sack cloth, stable boys with horses, men in Powdered wigs, Fops, Dandies, etc……..there must of been at least 700. I couldn’t see the field for people. And I’m getting emotional now because the emotions were high as they were expecting Hope. Hoping for Peace. They were mesmerized by where I was sitting.

I said to Lady Arbella ‘You have a moral duty to help your people cross over with you.’ She said ‘But I never wanted to be Queen’. I said ‘They are your people, you share the same Universe, you breath the same air and you lived on the same planet. We belong to each other’ and she kind of looked like ‘Oh My Blob, I get it….nice one.’ I said to her When your ready, take my hand and go to the light’ and this is where I’m gonna ball my eyes out.

She immediately took my hand without hesitation and went to the light, but she stopped and she looked over. But with that I felt hundreds of taps on my hand. Male, female, child, infant, rough, soft, wet, hot, cold as they all one by one crossed over. It became a constant stream of touches. I couldn’t tell where one hand stopped and another began. It felt incredible.

As I was closing the light Lady Arbella curtsied to me and the Servicemen Saluted as they turned and walked into the closing light. Then I realized why she looked odd. She was the boy standing in the door from last night.

I think she was the reason my son and I felt like Mr had to stay home. So we could help her cross over those people.

I have to add though it wasn’t all Love and Light.

After the Light closed I saw a little boy standing alone. He started growling at me. He was NOT a little boy and he was pissed off. He said he was ‘placed there’ to watch over those grounds and I was in big trouble. So I smoked some weed, had a cup of coffee and told him to kiss my ass. I told him I was more afraid of toothpaste than him and he had no power me as the boys came back to the car and we drove off.

It didn’t quite know what to do.

I then immediately started to struggle with energy. I put some Alison Moyet on and within 20 minutes I was feeling fantastic. We had dinner and I immediately had to sit and document this experience. Had we of caught it on tape I would of posted it. I’m doing it from now on. I promise you.

As we got to the end of the Halls entrance drive she was there, in Spirit. She made it to the other side and she was telling me I was right and Thank You. She said just before she left for good ‘I will NEVER come back to this wicked place again’. I smelt roses after that.

I will never forget her. What a classy dame she is.

Meet my Homegirl Lady Arebella

P.S What a WICKED family indeed. Illuminati much?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lady_Arbella_Stuart

P.P.S It goes without saying that you do NOT ask Spirits to follow you. I am trained. I’m qualified. I know what to do in the most extreme cases but even I’m counting my blessings she was what she said she was or I could of been in trouble.

Only my faith in Spirit made me do it without hesitation. But we’ve been working together for 43 years.

Be Wise please
I’ve woken up this morning (the 8th) feeling shell shocked like ‘Huh? Did that really happen?’.

Killer headache too

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READINGS

Over the past few months I have been learning, studying and developing a variety of new techniques which I have begun encompassing into a new form of reading.
The main aspect of this new technique is giving the client guidance on how they can achieve their goals and find balance unlike a traditional reading which is just predictive.
This will offer guidance from Spirit in regards to things like career, love, money, mental health etc….
I believe I am the first to offer this kind of reading.

In the course of doing so Spirit will show you the future and you can have with the predictions being far more accurate than me trying to pull them out of the ether.
You will learn more about your journey this way as there will be no fear on my part of getting the connection with Spirit wrong.

The sooner people realize Spirit are conscious energy and not physical beings to describe in detail the better the connection will be.
You will be able to learn so much from them if you just listen to the messages rather than look for evidence they are there.

If your having life issues, depression, worried about anything or just want to connect to Spirit and the Universe please come book a reading and let me show you how to follow your compass to perfect balance and peace in your life.

You get 5 questions $50 £35 but your readings will be done either digitally or written in great detail via email. I also do phone calls as well. Even international ones.
You will NOT be disappointed. I will work my ass off helping guide you with all the knowledge of the Universe behind me.

My students and I are on an incredible journey together and one day soon I’ll have more of me to go around but I want to spread Spirits hot sticky love all over the globe and show people how a reading should be done.
Spirit can change your life. You never need to be unhappy, lost or disconnected again if you listen to Spirit.

Email me at debbiedakiwi@gmail.com if your interested.

I am Psychic Therapy or Spiritual Counseling if you will.

I look forward to walking your journey with you.

Love and Light
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What is an Empath?

I know I have done a post about this before but I really do get so angry when people misuse this word because no true Empath would use this word like it was margarine.  It spreads about all thick and horrible and sticks to your tongue wrong.

But the reason why it pisses me off is this

An Empath is often the ones who commit suicide because they live in a world full of emotions society and family tell them is wrong or not normal. Then school smashes any sense of independence and free thought out of them and we lose the will to fight.

Now luckily some of us ARE raised to understand that our sensitive nature is a gift. That it’s a good thing.  We just get used to being the softy (or gentle giant) as I was known.

But the truth is, it hurts bad to be an Empath. Most manic depressives are Empaths. Bipolar disorder is an Empath thing.

We are so connected to the planet and life, when we see suffering, pain, hurt, fear, love, joy, passion etc…we absorb it like a sponge. And the only way to release the energy you absorb is to cry or go with the emotion your feeling and as long as it is contained and directly only at the Empath themselves (ie they lay down and cry or drive for a bit. I  personally listen to music or cry into my Protectors/loved ones arms)

However, mixed with what I am, who I am, what I have grown to be since my detox, I’ve realized there is another Empathic trait which I hate and that is the lack of ability to keep friends for long.

I know I appear crazy to most but I love with the atomic force of a billion Suns. If I love you I own you in my heart and death doesn’t part me. I am a Scorpio Rat as well so I’m loyalty personified. When I say I love you, I would die for that love.

But I’ve lost every friend I’ve ever loved. The thing is, I know I’m a handful. I’m full on. I work 20 hours a day, I live on 800-1000 calories a day, I’m getting a body I thought I could only dream of and I’ve gotten a little sassy, I admit that. But only because I’m happy. I’m happier now than I have ever been at any point on my life. I’ve never had a muscle sculptured body before. I’m 43. I’ve been fat most of my life.

You hurt me so bad. More than any of the others because I thought you were a gentlemen.

But also why can’t I cry for you? Why can’t I worry when you call me sad and drunk? You called me. I love that you call me. But don’t get upset that I then worry for two days because I don’t hear from you.

It’s not fair that I never get to have a male friend who can look at my top and say ‘Don’t like that, change it.’ If your my friend, your going to get treated the same as everyone I love. Male or Female.

But everything I do, everything I’ve done for you friends who left me, did it count for nothing? My Loyalty? Did it mean nothing that you could just walk away even when I storm off and come back (which I warn you about a 1000 times. I’m crazy but I’m honest with my crazy. I’m not afraid to say ‘If we fight, let me storm off, I will be back’).

Being Empathic hurts like hell and it’s a gift that helps heal but hurts you in the process. I love everyone when I met them until proven otherwise. I give everyone the benefit of the doubt and always forgive if someone says sorry and I know they mean it. Or if you make me sit down and talk it out I adore you even more.

BUT I know I’m being taught a lesson about opening my book a little too wide. I am an open book now. I have to be so people can see how normal and insane a life with Spirit is. I’m not afraid of anything now and I’m finally getting the confidence to be the me I always was but had to hide so if you don’t like it fuck off.

Don’t come into my life and be all ‘Oh best friend’ if you don’t know the meaning of the word. I’m True Blue and maybe your just not meant to have a friend like me. I might be sassy and blunt,  sensitive and emotional but some people love that about me and that’s fine too.

Because at the end of the day I’m a magnet and the people I’m meant to have love me find me and stick to me and love me crazy and all.

If you have an Empath in your life, don’t make fun of them, if you can take the worst pain you’ve ever felt and times it by 100 that is your loved one hurting for someone, or watching you hurt.

Yes we can’t watch movies like the Green Mile or pretty much any Disney movie. And we cry if we think we have upset you, or because we saw like………a kitten lick a puppy or something but this world is being fed fear and lies.

We live in such a cynical world now where we are defensive and cruel, angry and worried. Debt and consumerism consume the very core of us. We are fed sex and reality TV so we will stop thinking. It’s the only reason drugs are illegal. Because they make people think. Blob forbid we start having free thought aye?

Ock never mind. It’s over for them now. Those powers that be.

But people are too afraid to step away from the propaganda and live without fear. I’m not going down like that and neither are my students. I wanna teach this stuff to the entire world. No one has to listen, no one has to like what I say, I don’t do this for you. I do it for those who’s compass was set to find me.

Empaths follow their compass and if they do it right, they get what I found. I found Light. Pure Light. It has changed me entire life. It is unrecognizable from Jan 16.

I’ve lost 200lbs in 13 months.

No exercise at all for the first 8 months. ALL my illnesses are gone. I’ve not been to the Dr once this year. No medications anymore. I’m 100% organic. I work out and LOVE it. I’m getting totally ripped. I have abs, teeny tiny abs and only have about 3 months to go before I’m at my target size 12-14. I’m a 14 now but was aiming for an 18 but I actually have hip bones and hardly any fat on most parts of my body. It melted off. I’m just toning up now and 90% of my exercises are done with me on the bed lol I have muscle definition showing lol who knew at 43 you could feel 22 lol

I’m experiencing time travel stuff on a weekly basis now and I feel so incredibly at peace now the Cleansing is in full swing. Earth is getting happier with every day. The shift is happening and we are about to tip the balance.

A true Empath will know what I mean by this. They will KNOW the signs of this which I speak.

But we are a blessing. We are a beacon of light in your life and it might piss you off that we don’t react the way ‘normal’ people do but we aren’t normal and the sooner you realize that the happier you’ll be with us.

We aren’t normal. We are unique and special. That’s why it’s called ‘Gift’ and not Post HA!! lol

I’m sorry I lost you as besties, friends, clients, students, family because I loved you all genuinely and yes I’m human. I have life happen to, so I’m gonna have human infallibility  but you judged ME for them not the other way around. Instead of asking me to explain or whatever you reacted. And I’m a Scorpio, when I feel attacked my tail comes up, BUT our friendships ended NOT because I stung you, but because I chose to sting myself to protect you and that fuckin pisses me right off. You all just let me go. And that is your right. But please don’t ever say I didn’t try. I’ll always try for the people I love. And I loved you. I genuinely did. All of you.

But I have to let go now. Because it’s creating something I can’t have in me as I go forward.

I might not have best friends, or some clients, students, family (I loved) in the true sense now but I have something better. I have an ex husband who is now THEE Ultimate Best friend. Students who are now either my children or my siblings. I have people bending over backwards to help me or just to listen to my teachings. I have beautiful kids, a healthy body, and happy heart and a heart that is totally in love. My heart is full and spilling over. Because the great thing about being an empath is we reflect the love we receive back 10 fold.

So if you have a problem with us, the problem is with you not us because we are simply mirrors or reflections of how you treat us. So be kind and loving and understanding and you’ll be adored, worshiped and spared from full bat shit crazy lol

I love being crazy lol I have more fun crazy and if loving this much is crazy then I’m certifiable because I’m at the point now where I’m hugging random people in the street just to have contact. I had to squeeze past a woman of about 50 in the Post Office the other day and said ‘Shall we dance hot stuff……wooohoooo’ as I touched her shoulders so I could squeeze past without falling over’ (we really did have a tight squeeze but the other aisles were blocked so I had no choice and I was in heels so it wasn’t easy getting past coz I wear heels now lol I’m going girly again lol I’m buying nice underwear, no more up to your feckin neck Nana knickers lol You know the ones I mean? the ones they’d use for a sail if you had to build a boat real fast???? lol They could hold like 20 Cambodian babies if you needed to weigh them real quick…..those ones lol Now……..I got jiggle in my wiggle hehehe).

But my love is getting out of control. I’m smiling at everyone and doing things like ……..I was walking up to an old boy who was walking with a cane and he knew he was holding me up from going past and I just put my hand on his back and said ‘It’s okay my Darling we will do this together and slide to his side with my hand on his back still and walked him to where he was going, opened the door for him them curtsied at him. He smiled so hard and tipped his hat but who the fuck even does that? He could of thought I was a serial killer lol

I’m serially happy is what I am. I can’t stop smiling. I smile wide big smiles. I am the crazy lady who dances to music in public now if the songs vibration hits the right maths.

But I’m so happy SO happy. When I’m happy I love EVERYONE like a lover lol But the Planet is smiling a lot now because of what I call The Domino Effect. And the people who love me, really do fuckin love me so I reflect it back.

I want to squeeze people so hard their bones pop out of their skin I’m so happy.

Its not a gift to be taken lightly and can be easily manipulated by the wrong people. So I have to make sure my readers understand the importance of not misusing the word.

You wouldn’t call  Poison, Candy so don’t get this wrong either. Have respect for the word and the definition of the word. It’s Sympathy on an Empathic level. Look it up. Ancient word.

And you could of been this happy if you trusted me without judgement.

Oh Wait……….you didn’t.

‘S’cool though, I got you. I’ma be iiiight for real’ as M would say.

My Love for you, those readers, students, friends, clients etc…..that get me. If I ever meet you, you’ll see there is nothing fake about me. I am what I appear to be and I know a lot of you think being my friend or student is a good thing on paper. I’m a lot to take on board. I will demand constant contact. Not because I’m creepy but because when I love I connect with you on a level no one ever will. So I can get inside you and know how to fix you when your broken, make you laugh when your sad, make you feel beautiful when you feel ugly, guide you through life, and I’ll move mountains. I’ll stay up till 5am for you and send you gifts with the little I have because I didn’t want you to have a birthday alone. If you say you need something or want something I’ll move mountains to get it for you, or die trying.

But I’m learning sooooooooo much. ‘No more counting dollars, I’ll be counting stars’. That’s me in a song. The dead are all up there and I know it now I understand the lot. EVEN the big bang.

My happiness is reflecting and I wouldn’t stop this ride for anything in the world. No amount of money can give me this much peace and love. No fear is priceless and all you have to do is love and listen to the voices in your head lol

Did you know the Milky Way was the balance for Black Holes? lol everything has a balance as you know.

Anyway call me crazy, but if you call me friend I EXPECT a lot from you. I don’t ever want to not be myself again. So if I offend you I’m sorry but that’s your problem not mine. If you can’t accept me for all my quirks and madness then don’t call me friend please because it kills me fuckin dead when you leave me.

If it wasn’t for weed and Kevin Hart and Kevin Bridges on Netflix making me laugh I’d be devastated. lol

I’m not for everyone and that’s okay. But if you want to love me, let me love you MY way not yours.

And STOP saying your Empathic if your not. A real one doesn’t go round telling people everything on the planet hurts them like hell because it is a suffering condition not a bragging one.

Love is pain sometimes.

 

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