All That is Wrong with Religious Prophets Predicting The Cleansing.

So one of my lovely, loyal followers Jamie came to me with this poem she found on the internet when searching for other information about The Cleansing and it pissed me off so much I had to say something.
Now……I’m not here to say ‘This poet is wrong saying this poem came from God’ whatever makes him happy is all that matters. But I have to just say, this kind of bullshit is why people are so terrified.
Being FED THE FEAR!!!
This poem is the total opposite of what GOD would be about if God actually existed.
So you mean to tell me he is just gonna obliterate us just like that? even though 90% of us are good people?
Firstly, most of his prophecy is wrong, never came true.
Secondly, why does everything always end with the end of days with religious people?
What happened to faith?
I was the first one to talk about the Cleansing online. I was the first one to call it The Cleansing. It’s called The Cleansing for a reason people. Because The UNIVERSE is going to CLEAN the Planet. We get Cleansed of the evil not destroyed by it.
People thought I was nuts now everyone is predicting it.
I’m also the only one who predicts The New Renaissance at the end of it. At the end of this article I’ll tell you exactly what I see after our house is cleaned good. Read the poem and tell me why I shouldn’t be pissed off that Religion has NO place in Science. I’m so tired of this shit. I can’t wait for religion to just fuck off and be replaced with Faith instead.
Faith is between YOU and your whoever. It’s not dictated to by anyone but yourself. It will be whatever makes you happy.
No more churches, no more having to give money you can’t afford to billionaire fools who sit on thrones of gold and silk telling you your a sinner because your not imperfect like them. Religion is a Satanic Cult in the form of Light and I for one know it is going to be one of the first things to go in the New World.
Prove to me God exists. I want proof. If you can prove to me Blob exists then I will be the best Christian alive. (Or I’ll get killed once this article hits the mainstream lol) All joking aside if anything happens to me, you know I was right lol
My people have been slaughtered for centuries by these bullies and I can’t take it anymore. Id rather die for the light of the Universe that is fact than a belief that doesn’t exist in fact.
I am healthy, not suicidal, happy and in love. Should anything happen to me or my planes, buses, cars, crash soon you’ll know I was silenced. But I can’t shut up anymore. I see the fear this shit feeds people and I’m angry.
I’ve just had a check up and I’m in perfect health. Nor will I ever be suicidal. If anything happens to my family, students or loved ones in any way look to this article.
Here is the Poem. I’ve published it because it is plastered all over the internet which makes it public property.
It starts:

God doesn’t speak with me through dreams or visions, like He does others. He just speaks to me directly. My father, who is also my pastor, has this same gift. I’m not looking for fame, money, or materialistic things. I just want to make God happy. I’m just a truth teller.

On December 23 2015, He showed me what is coming to America in 2016 and beyond. Then He led me to put it in the form of a poem.

At the very end of 2015,
And the year of ten plus six,
That wicked old Satan,
Will be up to evil tricks.

December through February,
Winter finds itself here,
A sudden event will strike,
And many will be in fear.

Know then My judgment,
Has come upon this land,
God reigns supreme,
And deals with a heavy hand.

From March until June,
The spring season shall arrive,
There will be many people,
Found not to be alive.

During this same season,
Another checkpoint will originate,
Then another crushing blow,
Will seal this nation’s fate.

During these two seasons,
The economy will decline,
Look to Me My people,
I say, ‘Your souls are mine.’

For war will be inevitable,
It will not go away,
I implore My holy people,
Stay on your knees and pray.

The dog days of summer,
Will follow and draw nigh,
Protests will fill the streets,
With a far more violent cry.

At the end of the summer,
As the season reaches a climax,
JADE HELM will come to life again,
Surely it will be brought back.

The fall season will bring,
another election year,
But by this time our nation,
Will be firmly gripped in fear.

Barack Hussein Obama,
Will stay seated in his chair,
No Democrat nor Republican,
will find themselves his heir.

Martial law is coming,
It will soon grip our land,
I plead with all the saints of God,
To take a righteous stand.

2017 will follow next,
When it comes rolling around,
The changes will be different,
They will surely be profound.

America will have seen,
Destruction and devastation,
I will hold nothing back,
I will show no hesitation.

Disease and pestilence,
Will surely grip this land,
But My people do not worry,
It’s all part of My plan.

Watch the hand of Islam,
They will shout a battle cry,
A day of terror is coming,
And many will surely die.

Now look upon the map,
And look upon it well,
You will see trouble landed,
Where American cities fell.

Now woe unto you cities,
And you states shown below,
You have angered God in Heaven,
And made yourself His foe.

Woe unto the city,
Of the Bears, Cubs, and Bulls.
Woe to San Fransisco,
You dare mock me, you fools!

I will destroy both of you,
In the hour of My fury,
You have been found guilty,
Yes, by my Heavenly Jury.

Woe unto Las Vegas,
Seattle, and the Big D,
Plagues, famine, and destruction
Are coming soon, you’ll see.

Woe unto New Orleans,
And even Florida too,
When I shoot arrows of destruction,
You shall surely be through.

Woe unto the city,
Known for the Liberty Bell,
I will take away your freedoms,
And you will see much hell.

Woe unto Baltimore,
Woe to Washington DC,
Woe to you wicked leaders,
For you must answer to Me.

I will destroy these cities,
With one single attack,
I will shoot arrows of destruction,
And I will hold nothing back.

Woe unto Boston, New York City,
And even California too,
You do not worship Me,
You say, “I answer to who?”

You say you only answer,
To gold, silver, and sex,
But I will put something on you,
Far worse than any vex.

Half of California,
Shall be thrown into the sea,
And New York City,
The same fate it will be.

Oh Boston, Oh Boston,
Your arrogance will be no more,
I shall wipe you off the map,
You big arrogant whore.

Get prepared for slavery,
It is coming to this nation,
Like Egypt in the days of Moses,
It will not be a good sensation.

An asteroid will strike,
In the Caribbean sea,
All around the world,
Tsunamis must be.

Earthquakes will come,
And will divide this land,
That we might not forget,
God deals with a heavy hand.

You shall look to the east,
And see Russians coming here,
You shall look to the west,
And see China causing fear.

They shall invade this land,
And take over this place,
America once a golden cup,
Has become an utter disgrace.

Many think they can still sin,
And waltz right into Heaven,
But that’s like foolishly believing,
Two plus three equals seven.

There are many who come to Me,
On spiritual section eight,
They are in moral poverty,
And will not enter My pearly gate.

Moral bankruptcy,
They have truly filed,
They do not know Me,
For they are not My child.

You who refuse to teach,
My people the ways of the Lord,
Soon you will find,
You can not escape my sword.

Promising My people,
Nothing but houses and cars,
But these will not get you,
Not get you very far.

Tell the people to stop,
To halt all of their sins,
Tell them to live holy,
So they can enter in.

It is time for the saints,
To be truly tried,
Stand firm upon My word,
And in Me truly abide.

If you deny my son Jesus,
In front of any man,
You will sink faster,
Than standing in quick sand.

So know these things,
They surely will take place,
Come live your life for Jesus,
And receive My mercy and grace.

So: Wrong, Wrong, Wrong.
Firstly the riots started last year. Tsunamis are inevitable at some point on this planet.
Blob created kittens, and flowers and love and compassion and majestic beasts littered throughout this planet, and music, and art and charity (charity not charities) and medicine and engineering and inspiration etc…and nature and he’s going to obliterate it ALL because it’s evil and sins?
Babies and kittens sin? Trees sin? Bears and Whales sin? So it all gets destroyed because a handful of elite fucks masterminded the art of manipulation of the masses?
So the opposite of what Churchill said then?
The needs of the many far outweigh the needs of the few?
So the sins of the few outweigh the good deeds of the many?
Really? If this is true then why the fuck would I want to believe in a God that vengeful and destructive?
A parents love gets ignored because some fuckin dude on a cloud has decided that it doesn’t matter as much as vengeance coz some inbred rich arseholes did some evil shit?
And while we are on the subject. Why is he a Prophet of God coz a non proven God spoke to him directly but I’m evil because my ancestors who are proven to have existed do?
How is that fair? lol Why do they love to fed us fear?
Because fear controls. Fear keeps us submissive.
I’m not knocking anyone who follows a religion. I’m knocking the leaders and prophets. If Blob makes you happy and it makes you a happier person and a good person and nothing gets hurt then more power to you but if your going to call yourself the Voice of God or a Prophet take some fuckin responsibility for what your preaching for fucks sake.
When is faith about fear. It’s the antithesis of what faith is.
Faith is beautiful. Faith is light where there is pain, faith is light where there is doubt, faith keeps you strong when your afraid,faith is no matter what, tomorrow is a better day. Faith is love on a level immeasurable by even Science. Faith is wisdom, and patience and honesty.
Faith is absolute and can not be swayed. Faith is air, water, and food to those who have it. Second skin, second nature, without a second thought or shadow of a doubt. Faith is hope. Hope springs eternal.
Faith is personal, forged between you and whatever makes you have it. Faith is without question yet answers them all.
And this is what I see for after the darkness dies down.
First it starts in America, after the shock has died down and the cities are clean, we begin what I call the New Renaissance.
We will see an end of religions, governments, pointless celebrities (Goodbye fuckin Kardashians and The Only Essex is Chelsea on the Jersey fuckin Shore folk). Good bye to Royals and Military’s and Federal Prison System and Justice System.
I believe Charles will never be King and William bless him with dissolve the Monarchy to live a normal life.
Sex will stop being fed to our kids like sugar.
Parents will be able to raise their kids as they see fit and because we won’t have taxes and we won’t be debt slaves believing the only way to live is to rack up debt and buy houses your never going to own until you pay 3 times what it is worth OFF to banker crooks, parents will choose to stay home and raise their kids the way mammals should. Teach and lead by example.
Watch how every other Mammal raises their young. See any YouTube or people with their tits out on day time TV? See any sugar or school work?
Your telling me Kim Kardashian is smarter than an Elephant?
TV’s will go anyway, we will just download and stream what we want on our TVs and Laptops etc…
We will turn our backs.
Music will be written by those who can actually write it and sung by those with talent not the right body image or appeal.
Want will be replaced by Need.
Diseases will be cured with the cures they have had hidden for decades. They created these cancers and ADHD and Autism, Parkinsons etc.. for the Pharmaceutical industry to make money on, they have the cures, trust me.
Why do you never see the Royals with cancer? Why do they ALL live to 1000? These Elite? If one in 7 kids will be autistic why aren’t the royal children getting it? Coz they don’t vaccinate. Coz they know it kills the brain cells.
If your over 35 how many kids did you know growing up who had cancer? or Autism? How many old people did you know have Parkinsons?
We will end famine, wars, diseases, we will embrace Science and literature and the arts and our heroes will be people who actually do things to deserve the accolade. We will take personal responsibility for our own actions.
We will live by our Amendments and Declarations.We will have honour and pride in who we are and what we do.
We will embrace Spirit, and see the worlds beyond the light. We will love who we want, how we want without fear of judgement from others.
We will do what we love and love what we do.
We will end Corporate rule, we will end commercialism, we will end hate. Racism, feminism, any ism going.
We will decide as one nation what happens to those in it.
No one will ever decide our fate for us again. EVER.
We will actually evolve and join the space race. We will help each other regardless of where we come from, colour of our skin or sexual orientation because if we don’t we won’t be allowed to evolve.
We either evolve as one or die out as well as history has proven.
Get with the program or be removed and then the other mammals get to have a go instead.
But it’s not going to be like this.
The Cleansing is going to be a few weeks of anger, a couple of months of cleaning up and then the real good stuff begins.
It is NOT The End of Days. It is the end of darkness and the only reason why people like this person see only darkness is because they come from it. They live on the fear. If your gift comes from the light you can see beyond the darkness into the light.
In this Universe there is always light. The Cosmological Constant is all about chasing the light basically lol Evolving and expanding to get to the light, seeing what is beyond, on an infinite level.
God isn’t responsible for us. WE are.
Hope is a far better thing to have than fear. Hope makes you smile. Fear makes you frown and I for one will NOT be getting wrinkles. lol
I haven’t got one yet and I’m 44 on the 9th of Nov.
We will live to our hundreds too. The Blind will see, the deaf hear, the crippled walk.
All this is our life time. Suicide will basically not exist because we wont have reason to be depressed.
We just won’t give a shit anymore what people think. If your a man and you want to wear a dress and wank to My Little Pony while wearing a nappy as long as your not hurting anyone, more power to you.
We will live by the one common law. It will be Universal Law.
I shall not by my own actions cause loss or harm to another living being.
That’s it. After that it’s about personal responsibility.
Please my babies, don’t be afraid. Just keep your heads down and wait a little longer.
It’s almost over.
I wouldn’t be working so hard to build up my career in America and bringing my children over to settle on the East Coast if I thought for one second America was doomed.
In fact I honestly feel I have to be there to help clean up the mess of a few hundred years of tyranny lol
Just remember ‘The Fear of the Unknown is always worse than the Reality of it’.
Fear is speculation without evidence.
Faith is evidence without speculation.
I’m here to hold your hands every step of the way on this journey.
I’ve got your back.

Love and Light
Mama
xoxox

Why we choose to die:

I know this post going to be controversial but I only write what I know to be truth.
As you all know I’ve been on quite the journey of self discovery this year. Everything I test myself to do this year I have done.
I successfully completed all my tasks bar one (retire the ex) but that for me and my life it is mission accomplished for this year. Next year I’ve set my goals even higher as it involves me building my life and career in the US to be with my beloved and my American family. (which is all of you who need the kind of love and help I provide).
So in these lessons I’ve learned about the physics of the Universe, the cause of the Big Bang, the Cosmological Constant, balance, time, gravity, magnetism, etc….and it’s correlation to our evolution, existence and purpose as told to me by the dead.
All done through weed and music lol

Anyway on one of my many occasions where I was asking a thousand billion questions I was told the reason why we are the only race in our galaxy who chose to die still.
The others out there have lived for millions of years, evolved beyond the need for vocal chords, physical form, etc….what we see is how they chose to show themselves to us as our primitive brains are still very visually.
When you evolve past the need to die you get to travel through time and space and to the light where all time exists. So death doesn’t exist.

The reason we do it is to fold.

1) In order to obtain optimum Spiritual light we must suffer the human experience.
Life is death, death IS life. This entire Universe is based on evolution and balance, time, magnetism etc….we are in actual fact one of the lower forms of existence basically. We are just three devolution’s away from being Dark Side Spirits and it’s up to us to find the balance so when we die we can evolve.
Without evolution nothing and I mean NOTHING progresses. We are relying on a delicate balance to make sure we all get it right so we can all climb up that ladder of evolution together.
Unfortunately for our brethren up there because they don’t die, and they are pretty much perfect in every light they no longer have that experience of life and the suffering that comes from death.
When they hurt they heal.
They have no fear because there is nothing more powerful than them, their power and technology.
Each race striving to advance and perfect their connection to the light.
Spirits in essence are recycled over and over until they get in just right and I know in cases of murder victims and victims of war, babies, kids, mentally ill or disabled, those who suffered crippling addiction, homeless, etc…those who have suffered great pain and loss in their lives evolve. The harder the life, the higher you evolve.
Because there is no greater fear on this earth than death.
To over come that fear is monumental for an evolving Spirit, so some chose lives that are short and or have great impact to themselves and those around them in order to gain the optimum human experience.

Maurice Maeterlinck said ‘The dead are the living on holiday’ and he was spot on.
When we go on holiday we like to ski, ride, swim, shop, eat, sleep, shag, drink, dance, laugh, love etc…..right?
Well it’s the same for a Spirit.
I have actually heard of loved ones who when they passed over never came back again. They evolved to such a high status in the light, they forfeited the need for human form or life again. Thus giving their suits or vessels to a new soul.
As even energy takes up space if its in large enough quantities lol
We are all responsible for each other which is why our friends up there check in on us all the time.
And NOT looking like greys and blues and giant 7 feet humans. We are the only race who needed to evolve skin and hair and shyte like that. Some of them don’t even have eyes but are incredible navigators.
There is only one bad one and they live in fear every day. We need to help them to be honest. They did bad things out of desperation.
But fundamentally they want life and it is evading them. The irony of life, they kill to live lol silly buggers.
But if we help each other we get

2) Full control of all time and space. Having that kind of control i ones evolution is key to our existence as we are ALL here for the Learning experience. To see how far as can go basically. See how far we can push ourselves to see what is beyond it all.
Evolution, creates, on every level.
We know that we create it every day, every day our Universe expands, when we create and evolve. But if we get the balance wrong our Solar system gets caught in a recycling process and planets get destroyed. I know we are missing about 50 in total, 7 just in our Solar System.
The big gap in space, is where the big bang happened and we are the result of what was pushed out from it after it was created. So I’ve been told.
Like when you detonate a landmine. It leaves a crater? Understand what I mean?
But because the Universe is all based on balance, it works the other way as well. When we get it right we create new worlds in other galaxies and they’re so much nicer than ours lol.

We have fucked this up so much we are that department store in every small town that can no longer survive and it’s shelves are empty and they can’t afford to have all the lights on and it runs on a skeleton staff and it’s heart breaking to watch because in it’s day it was the hub of the town. It took care of everyone in the town and everyone is devastated to see it’s demise.
Well earth is like that department store. We have fucked it up. It’s going to close it’s doors one day and if we don’t prepare for that or try to fix it, we will all suffer for it. No one wants to have to drive miles and miles to Walmart when they could have what they need right here.
However, the stores demise all depends on how the towns folk chose to deal with it. They can save it and rebuild it or walk away and let it die out.
The trouble is when if we let earth die out, it tips the balance and our solar system goes the wrong way and gets recycled and we all have to start again.
So we are going through various stages of evolution in order to get off and safe this planet also. For the greater good of humanity and the Universe and all that gets created in herm (joint energy masculine, feminine not one of tuther. I created the word Herm to describe it lol).

But when we have access to this light we have total power and control over time and space. We can go back and forth to the past, present and future of any living being on any form of existence.
Omnipresence is what it is.

So death isn’t something we need to fear in the light, but until we re i the light, death is all part of the necessary steps required to evolve.
It takes a selfless soul of light to chose to die as a child or by way of murder etc…..honestly, only a being with total understanding of it all would chose such a life to live.
The lessons aren’t just theirs though. There are always lessons to be learned from anyone surrounded by or connected to just pain.
But death is only hard on the living. For the death it is an adventure. An experience. A right of passage we all agree to take part in before we come down to live.
If you lost someone, you chose to have this journey with them however short the path.
These are things we decide and agree to even while we sleep (for those yet to woven (born) into our journeys fabric).

I believe one day, (until we are immortal which won’t happen while we still live by banks and government, money and fear etc…we are fucked.
However it is starting to change. We are about to tip the balance in favour of evolving). We will celebrate death.
We won’t mourn but celebrate the journey that loved on now gets to be a part of because what if, just what if, they got to make it to the light where they now get to live forever?
Once we are able to look past those fuckin Kardashians and all the distractions we allow ourselves to get caught up in, we will be able to join them in thought and memory (actual visual memory like I can now do at will) and never be parted when while we are still living in this life on this planet and they aren’t.
Who wouldn’t want that until we are all together riding the same thread of light?

But it’s up to all of us. No segregation, no hate, no labels, no dominance. Just doing what you love and loving what you do does all you need to kick start your true light.

We choose to die and we choose when we die and how.
My Dad died of heart disease. He could of not smoked or drank and eat crap the way he did. Even though his organs were healthy and that of a man half his age his heart was fucked. It was his choice.
My sister chose to die of skin cancer, she went in the sun, when she was told at the age of 14 not to.
My Mum chose to die of cancer because she didn’t have her check up the first time she felt off. Had she of answered the doctors letters to get checked up she would still be here not having died at 65 from Ovarian Cancer.
Suicides choose to pull the trigger, jump, swallow, etc…..even murder victims choose to open doors, hop in cars, follow their killer etc…..but this while it seems harsh, is ALL true.
We control every aspect of our loves including when we die. I used to think we didn’t but I was wrong, so wrong.
With the exception of the innocent ones (babies, children etc…) it’s all up to us, but all of our fate is decided before we are even born. But there is a domino effect that begins once we take our first breathe into life.
My family would all still be here. If only……however, this is nothing to be sad about. That was their journey and they willingly chose to participate in it with us.
We are all actors playing specific roles in each others plays.
Except in the future, the final scene gets standing ovations not boos and hisses.

It’s that simple 🙂

Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc…..to be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc…..you name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses 🙂
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child
hahaha

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons 🙂
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light
Mama
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Breaking the Rules To Cross Over 700+ Spirits

Well today is the 07/07/16 and today I broke one of the biggest laws of Paranormal History, certainly in my Society and I feel fantastic.

So let me start from the beginning.

As a lot of you know my marriage has come to an end with My Husband. We are still the best of friends, still looking after our boys and very happy. He will always be my Protector, nothing changes but his depression got the better of him and he and I feel it is better he goes off to paint and heal than stress out over me. But any way this isn’t about that.

While we were talking I kept seeing a young boy standing in my bedroom door way but he wouldn’t come in. He looked from the Tudor days and a little odd looking but I eventually went to sleep without any trouble.

Today I woke up emotional and asked Mr if he could stay home. He said No, but then our son got up and asked the same thing. He booked the day off.

We decided to get out of the house and go to Hardwick Hall in Durham for a nice day out.

As I was getting ready I had a flash of white light. I immediately informed my students as they know I’ll document what I can as it is happening and off we went.

So we walked around the ornate hall and took in all the gazzillions of tapestries that dripped from the walls and the closer I got to the top floor the more I could feel myself going.

I excused myself and went and sat down in the hallway and that is where I meet Lady Arbella Stuart. She stood about 5’4-5’5 with dirty brown hair, it looked greasy and I’ll be honest, she didn’t smell great. Her teeth were killing me.

She came flying up those stairs and was in such a panic. She rushed me and took my breathe away.

She was asking me to get her out. ‘They won’t let me out’ she kept saying. ‘I need to get out of here’. I waited for Mr to come out but he and the boys went the other way out I didn’t see because I never went to the part they went to as I was trying not to fall into Blue lol

I had to leave or I was going to pass out. Her fear was intense. She said they were going to kill her. Her family were going to kill her. They wouldn’t let her leave.

She followed me out. She actually took me to the ex and my boys. Then followed me through the grounds. I was trying to cross her over but the boys were distracting me.

I knew I had to help her though and she was so desperate to get out I had to do something. That’s when I heard Spirit say ‘Tell her to follow you and cross her over away from the house’. It didn’t feel wrong.

Now………….if you know me, you’ll know this is pretty much THEE law of the Universe. You NEVER!!! invite a Spirit in, or ask it to follow you. NEVER!!!!! EVER!!!! I cannot express enough the NEVER EVER part enough.

But it didn’t feel wrong. So began an A Team like operation to help a dead person no one could see escape the grounds of her prison so she could go to the light. If I’m on camera, I’ll end up certified insane lol

I’m clearly seen talking to nothing and moving in a way that looked like I was trying to be inconspicuous lol OMB (Oh my Blob) lol Thank FUCK my boys embrace my crazy.

I felt like my heart was going to jump through my chest. I felt like I was going to pass out from fear.

I left the boys to go to the Play Ground while I took her to the car and there began the tale of 700 hundred Spirits and why I’m about to sleep for a week.

After I had a drink and sat down I began the process of talking her over. She was afraid if she crossed over she would go to her family and she was terrified of them. I told her that anything they did to cause her that amount of fear was a guarantee they won’t be in the same realm of existence as her and  that she only had to look at my light to know I was telling her the truth or why else would she have found me the way she did?

Then shit got real. As I was seeing the white light behind her slowly they came out of the fields and bushes. Men, women and children of all eras. Georgian, Elizabethan, WW1, WW2, Middle Ages etc….men dressed in Dark Blue Air Force uniforms but they weren’t British. Planes, I saw planes, women dressed in overalls coming from the fields, kids in sack cloth, stable boys with horses, men in Powdered wigs, Fops, Dandies, etc……..there must of been at least 700. I couldn’t see the field for people. And I’m getting emotional now because the emotions were high as they were expecting Hope. Hoping for Peace. They were mesmerized by where I was sitting.

I said to Lady Arbella ‘You have a moral duty to help your people cross over with you.’ She said ‘But I never wanted to be Queen’. I said ‘They are your people, you share the same Universe, you breath the same air and you lived on the same planet. We belong to each other’ and she kind of looked like ‘Oh My Blob, I get it….nice one.’ I said to her When your ready, take my hand and go to the light’ and this is where I’m gonna ball my eyes out.

She immediately took my hand without hesitation and went to the light, but she stopped and she looked over. But with that I felt hundreds of taps on my hand. Male, female, child, infant, rough, soft, wet, hot, cold as they all one by one crossed over. It became a constant stream of touches. I couldn’t tell where one hand stopped and another began. It felt incredible.

As I was closing the light Lady Arbella curtsied to me and the Servicemen Saluted as they turned and walked into the closing light. Then I realized why she looked odd. She was the boy standing in the door from last night.

I think she was the reason my son and I felt like Mr had to stay home. So we could help her cross over those people.

I have to add though it wasn’t all Love and Light.

After the Light closed I saw a little boy standing alone. He started growling at me. He was NOT a little boy and he was pissed off. He said he was ‘placed there’ to watch over those grounds and I was in big trouble. So I smoked some weed, had a cup of coffee and told him to kiss my ass. I told him I was more afraid of toothpaste than him and he had no power me as the boys came back to the car and we drove off.

It didn’t quite know what to do.

I then immediately started to struggle with energy. I put some Alison Moyet on and within 20 minutes I was feeling fantastic. We had dinner and I immediately had to sit and document this experience. Had we of caught it on tape I would of posted it. I’m doing it from now on. I promise you.

As we got to the end of the Halls entrance drive she was there, in Spirit. She made it to the other side and she was telling me I was right and Thank You. She said just before she left for good ‘I will NEVER come back to this wicked place again’. I smelt roses after that.

I will never forget her. What a classy dame she is.

Meet my Homegirl Lady Arebella

P.S What a WICKED family indeed. Illuminati much?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lady_Arbella_Stuart

P.P.S It goes without saying that you do NOT ask Spirits to follow you. I am trained. I’m qualified. I know what to do in the most extreme cases but even I’m counting my blessings she was what she said she was or I could of been in trouble.

Only my faith in Spirit made me do it without hesitation. But we’ve been working together for 43 years.

Be Wise please
I’ve woken up this morning (the 8th) feeling shell shocked like ‘Huh? Did that really happen?’.

Killer headache too

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READINGS

Over the past few months I have been learning, studying and developing a variety of new techniques which I have begun encompassing into a new form of reading.
The main aspect of this new technique is giving the client guidance on how they can achieve their goals and find balance unlike a traditional reading which is just predictive.
This will offer guidance from Spirit in regards to things like career, love, money, mental health etc….
I believe I am the first to offer this kind of reading.

In the course of doing so Spirit will show you the future and you can have with the predictions being far more accurate than me trying to pull them out of the ether.
You will learn more about your journey this way as there will be no fear on my part of getting the connection with Spirit wrong.

The sooner people realize Spirit are conscious energy and not physical beings to describe in detail the better the connection will be.
You will be able to learn so much from them if you just listen to the messages rather than look for evidence they are there.

If your having life issues, depression, worried about anything or just want to connect to Spirit and the Universe please come book a reading and let me show you how to follow your compass to perfect balance and peace in your life.

You get 5 questions $50 £35 but your readings will be done either digitally or written in great detail via email. I also do phone calls as well. Even international ones.
You will NOT be disappointed. I will work my ass off helping guide you with all the knowledge of the Universe behind me.

My students and I are on an incredible journey together and one day soon I’ll have more of me to go around but I want to spread Spirits hot sticky love all over the globe and show people how a reading should be done.
Spirit can change your life. You never need to be unhappy, lost or disconnected again if you listen to Spirit.

Email me at debbiedakiwi@gmail.com if your interested.

I am Psychic Therapy or Spiritual Counseling if you will.

I look forward to walking your journey with you.

Love and Light
Debbie

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Orbs explained

I’m sitting here waiting for the boss to connect so I can get started on updating my Blog when I happened to flick the TV over to Really. Which is playing My Ghost Story.

If your not familiar with it, it’s a show where every man and his dog has captured evidence of the Paranormal while recounting their stories.

You get to see the evidence they have collected and hear their stories.

I was banned from watching this show by my ex husband because I spent so much time screaming at the TV  and I exhaust myself and piss everyone off.

Bloody Fuckin Nora,………………I mean. Who teaches these people this stuff? It’s not the people on the show I’m pissed off at, it’s the people that are teaching these people this shit that I want to punch in the throat.

If any of you so called Psychics, Sensitives, Clairaudiychics and Paranormal Investigators are going out and telling people that this stuff is true and documented fact that scratches mean attack, and 3 being the Holy trinity and light streaks are Angels, growls and groans means evil or and shit like that you should be ashamed of yourself.

I am the one who has to fix what you break in people and I can’t keep up with it all. I’m emailing on average 380 people a WEEK because people are terrified of what they have been told is in their house, or attached to their family or loved ones in Spirit.

Let me tell you something, in just a few months time the world is going to become a very different place and there will be no room at the end of it for people like you.

I am going to make it my mission to travel the globe in however many ways I can to show people that what they know about Death and the Paranormal is wrong and I’ll tell you something else which I take great pride in.

If ANY of you have lied, stolen, cheated, robbed or bribed your way to getting one penny off an innocent you can be sure Spirit are going to have a nice little bed for you in darkness on the other side.

I am NOT talking about those who don’t charge, or charge little who genuinely believe what they know is truth. Those who use their gift or knowledge to try and help people.

I’m not talking about you. If it’s genuine and it helps not hurts I am NOT talking about you.

But you will ALL know the kind I’m talking about.

I have never understood for one minute how I was chosen for this life. Because we are assigned certain lives. We don’t get to choose them all. Well we do, we can say No to one we are asked to do but there are some lives assigned to people because it will be required in order to evolve up. So basically I know when I die I get a choice. I can come back to a really lovely life, I can be an Elder, I can stay and help people who have passed over, or I can be a Spirit traveling the Universe teaching and experiencing existence and evolution.

So this means when I die I should be allowed to chose what I do next. Being an Elder would be the logical next step then hopefully a Spirit Elder after that.

Children, the disabled,  homeless, mentally challenged, victims of war, murder etc…..good souls etc…..get the highest positions. But there are ones beyond that up to The Council I’m still figuring out. But I’m totally going off on a tangent now lol

Anyway, I’m the last person who should be this Spiritual Teacher because I’m so pissed off with people ALL the time. I have no patience for greed, ruthlessness and arrogance. But to take money and misrepresent Spirit REALLY pisses me off. I’m a grumpy bissom without a big gob and too many observations for most people to handle. I’m an acquired taste.

People who try to tell me about me, and my gift like they think they’re experts on it because they have been doing tarot for 6 months.

People who take money from those desperate for hope that their loved ones are safe on the other side KNOWING you have no gift whatsoever but your just really good at cold reading. Charging poor widows $250,000 to release the demon holding her husbands soul from going to heaven because he did bad business dealings she didn’t know about when he was alive, KNOWING the only talking to the other side they do is talking out their ass.

Those who do investigations wearing trench coats and wear all black and have logos like P.I.S.S (Paranormal Investigators of South Shields) hahahahahahahaha who swan up to peoples houses and businesses with their EMF detectors and digital recorders who tell the owners there are demons and other scary entities in their home/business because they misread the information put in front of them. But WORST STILL are the ones who investigate for the rights of bragging on their websites who know there are trapped Spirits in the house/building and do NOTHING to help them.

I’m putting an offer out to anyone in the UK now, if you have anything in your house that you need sorting out, come to me, I’ll do it.

To those of you who live outside the UK please just give me a little time. I am amassing an Army of Spirit Warriors, all over the US, Romania, Holland, UK and NZ who I’m personally training. So they will eventually start their own Blogs to reach out to people in their areas who need help.

I’m making it my mission to release as many trapped Spirits and cleansing as many houses and buildings as I can and I’ll teach and educate along the way so eventually my tree has hundreds of branches and my branches will eventually have leaves that produce their own branches and so on.

I will go on any TV show, any Radio show, any magazine who will have me so I can reach as many people as possible and with my students help within a year people will know my work and my purpose. Which is to educate the world about Spirit, and help people understand they are nothing to fear. And also to teach people how to let Spirit guide them to perfect balance and happiness.

One of the things that upsets me most of all on these shows is when the person takes a photo and they see streaks of light and say it’s a Spirit. Or she said Ghost which Spirit hate most of all. The words Ghost and Alien are as offensive to them as the N word is to Black people and the F word to gay people.

But this streak of white light was right next to a row of white lights. The woman in the prison who was convinced there were a ton of green streaks of Spirits next to a row of green lights. Not one of them stops to think it’s exposure. They all automatically assume and ran with the theory it was a Spirit.

The truth is if you take a photo and see streaks of light, you can automatically throw it out if:

  1. The colour of the streak matches the colour of the lights in the room.
  2. If there is a reflective surface near the streak
  3. The camera was not on a tripod.

My ex is a professional photographer. He has had exhibits back in his day before he got into gaming art and when he watches these shows he knows the names of all the anomaly and he said ‘If the investigator doesn’t set his camera down on a steady surface like a table or Tripod when he or she takes a shot, it can immediately be thrown out when something shows up’.

See…..with digital cameras nowadays they have them on Automatic settings so the camera will adjust itself depending on what it thinks the picture needs judging by how much light is in the room. It will pixilate anything it can’t recognize. So if your investigator doesn’t hand set all the settings the camera needs for that particular environment you can discharge the photo immediately.

Those streaks of light that are in the same colour as the light in the room is when the shutter speed is on the wrong setting and over exposes the light that is in the room. The same can be said for a lot of ectoplasm or mist photos.

Not all, some are genuine, but 99% of them aren’t.

So any time you see someone taking a photo and it’s not on a tripod of hard flat surface, takes a pic and it shows something, discard it.

If the camera hasn’t been set by hand to work in the conditions it is to take photos, ie night time with low light, etc…….you can throw the pictures out.

99% of all the photos people have caught in mirrors or glass, picture frames or window aren’t even Spirits. It is all tricks of light and or that thing your brain does where it will recognize a face in any pattern.

People actually have been told that the faces in her curtain are trapped Spirits or not even trapped, Spirit. People ACTUALLY believe dead people who lived, loved, ate, slept, worked, laughed, played, cried, made love, played with toys, read books, had families, got married, had babies, thought, planned, hurt, and died chose to spend their afterlife sitting in your curtains or carpet or in rusty spots in mirrors etc….but it’s not Spirit at all. It’s just a trick on the brain because our brain is conditioned to recognize faces the minute we are born. Long before we even know language we know facial recognition.

When you think about it, it makes perfect sense, but it makes sense because it’s a simple answer. Everything Spirit are and do is simple. It’s ignorance that makes it so complicated and I honestly think it is why I have such a loyal following, because they understand me and get where I’m coning from. Because they are all smart, very intelligent people who know that nothing about Spirit needs to be complicated.

The Paranormal is not a complicated science. Nothing Spirit say or do is hard to figure out. It’s only when you get to my level of experience you start to get into Quantum Physics and things like String Theories and stuff. Theoretical Physics is totally my bitch at the moment. Oh my Blob it doesn’t half turn me on.

But I doubt you’ll get to have these conversations with your average Psychic, Scentiant or Medium. The dead are more than just messages from Granny folks.

Now…..I must stress. I am NOT talking about genuine Psychics and Mediums who charge a reasonable amount of money to help people. The genuine investigators who respect the process and Spirit and try to help the Spirit as much as they try to help the people in the building or home. There are genuine ones out there.

You ALL know who I’m talking about. We all know them. We have all seen them and know what they do. We’ve all heard the stories.

So while I update my Blog (as I’ve recently had a massive dose of information packed into my reality which means I’ve not only changed my views on how I see things but I’ve also had to update my knowledge because even I got it wrong in some cases. But I’m not unhappy to share that. I admit my mistakes. What I learn I can pass on, so no one loses on anything I’ve gotten wrong.

Nothing I got wrong was like HUGE, it was just small things like Orbs which I’m about to correct now. I am updating my posts as I go. The ones I update will have (revised written on them)

Okay so there are three types of Orbs. They aren’t even what most people think.

I used to think Orbs were Spirits who never had enough energy to manifest but it’s not the case at all.

Here they are explained.

  1. The genuine orbs are the ones that interact with a person. They will follow, touch and respond to the person and if you look closely you can see a face in the middle of it. These are rare but they happen a lot with loved ones in videos. I’ve been sent a few. One that springs to mind was one I still find touching to this day that I put up in my Post related to a show I did when I was doing Pod Casts The Kiwi Psychic and Midwest Ghost.

It is footage of a young Dad sitting at his computer singing to a song on his laptop to his young daughter. It’s a song that clearly means a lot to the Dad singing it. I remember the wife of the man in the video contacted me to ask me what I thought and it was such a beautiful example of Spirit reaching out to a loved one it made me quite emotional to watch it. To be a part of something so raw and beautiful just etched in my brain and I’ll never forget it as long as I live.

I remember telling the wife quite clearly this was the Spirit of an older man because I could see him clearly in the footage when it was enlarged. I had my ex husband take a look at it and even he was moved by the footage.

The wife confirmed it was her husbands Father. They had not long said ‘Bon Voyage’ to Dad and this song playing was being sung by a grief stricken son to his beloved best friend, his Dad’ And Dad was responding.

It is a beautiful piece of footage I will never ever forget.

This older man was loving this moment with his son and Grand daughter. He was floating around his Son just soaking the moment. It would then go into the kitchen and pace like it was looking for someone.

But long story short I told her it was an Older man, connecting with this man and he was looking for a woman who was out the back in the kitchen area, near a patio.

She said this place I was talking about was where this deceased mans Wife was sitting while her Son and grand daughter was having this moment with her husband.

So he was clearly trying to reach out to his wife and son to let them know he was safe and with them.

This type of Orb is rarer but certainly not uncommon. If you want to send me your orb pictures and pictures/footage of people in mirrors/glass/windows etc…..I’d be happy to help you understand what it is. Just email me at debbiedakiwi@gmail.com

Just be warned though, I will tell you the truth. It might disappoint you but it’s better to be hurt by the truth than devastated by a lie.

But you can often see the faces of the person inside the Orb. I’ve seen a ton over the last 12 months where it is obviously a persons face.

The orb isn’t the person physically but the Soul of the person if you will. Imagine the life force or essence of a person after they die. You would always see it as a light or ball of energy right? Well that is what these types of Orbs are.

These types of orbs have a clear and definite purpose. The way they interact is too personal and deliberate for it not to be conscious.

2) The second type of orb is less known about and I myself have just learned it. But it is an Orb or ball of light attached to a memory.

It is a visual stone tape theory if you will. Imagine a memory attached to an incident in a persons life. It is just like an Imprinted image. Which is often called the stone tape theory. It works in the same way. It captures a moment in time and traps it in a ball of energy and when the conditions are just right it ignites a memory.

It’s why some times you’ll get them and some times you won’t. It’s not a repeating pattern though like a visual. It’s the same energy on a different frequency. But you will get them in the same area. They’ll appear to go from room to room, moving up and down with purpose. Like their strolling from one room to another as they do their work if it was in an office building or somewhere that once had an office. Or you’ll see one going up and down a hallway going from room to room. That is more the memory playing out of someone like Mum or Nanny putting the kids to bed. Checking on them and then settling down for the night themselves for example.

Which brings me lastly to

3) Orbs like poltergeist activity can also be triggered by the people in the building or home.

People go in wanting to hear from them.

It’s like a ball of energy being fired into the atmosphere when you go in expecting or hoping to have an encounter with Spirit.

Then depending on what your expecting will be what you get. Like Ouija and Seances.

People don’t realize how good we are at manifesting things we want. We manifest our own Karma and our own demons. If I could train people to use that same energy into manifesting their idea of bliss, can you imagine how happy and self rewarding our lives would be.

No one would be in competition with each other. No one would be jealous of anyone because you could literally manifest the same thing or better.

The rest really are just bugs, dust.

But these shows need to stop because they are teaching people very dangerous habits.

It is also making a mockery of the memory of our loved ones.

I’m the first one to admit they’re awesome to watch if you don’t take it seriously. But so many people do unfortunately.

These shows are without knowing it, exploiting the dead if they don’t do anything about trying to help those trapped or needing a voice (and most of them do).

If I ever get a show, it will be just that. Investigating, connecting and crossing over. I’ll show everyone how it’s done and then within a year I’ll have copy cats lol but it’s better they copy right than wrong.

I’m tired. I’m so tired. I spend so much time fixing other peoples mistakes and I can’t do it on my own any more.

I either reach the masses and recruit Soldiers or I sit and keep ranting on my Blog lol

I want to thank everyone for their incredible support while I go through this transition with my gift.

I’m not scared. I need to reassure you all of that. I promise you I’m not scared. I was at first but it was only because I didn’t know what was happening. If I was having a stroke or bleed on the brain or something but I assure you I’m fine. I’m having a really big issue with not being able to charge a single bloody thing in my home and I’m sleeping like the dead which I love but I’m sleeping like the dead because I’m draining myself as soon as I start connecting with Spirit.

I’ve created a new Science apparently. I have single handedly invented a new Science lol not bad for a Housewife who left school at 14 aye/ lol hahahahaha

‘Only you Debbie?’ lol I hear my Mum say jokingly lol

Love and Light

Mama Bear

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Love: I get it now

John Lennon once sang ‘All you need is love’. And they killed him.
But his message while never forgotten, never reached all the ears that were meant to listen. The biggest lesson Spirit have taught me in the 43 years of my life is ‘If your not doing it for the love, your not doing it for the right reasons.’

People are suffering, suffering for their art, suffering for survival, suffering for their cause.
My ex husband works long hours, grueling hours, on his art because he loves what he does so much, he knows it comes with sacrifices.
I supported him, even when I missed him, because I loved him so much.
I’m not a Super Model, I’ve never been known for my looks but I’ve never been without a boyfriend or partner. I’ve always had a way of knowing what a man wants. (My trouble is I give too much control over to the men I’m with and it drains me of all they loved about me in the first place. Not now)

Whatever he is into, I learn, so we have something to talk about.
All to often in my job I’ve had women coming to me for a reading wanting to know why the men they are with are no longer the men they fell in love with.
And the answer is always the same.
‘You dated a man you thought you could change and you ended up changing so much about him he is no longer recognizable.’
There are so many men and women who crush the Spirit of their partner when they see things in them they don’t like, then no longer recognize the things they saw in them they originally loved in the first place.
That isn’t love.
Love is worth hurting for. Love is with the sacrifices being made to be together.
My ex husband gets up every day to work his ass off so I can stay home and raise our boys. I get to work from home because of him and that is why when I’m in a position to I’m going to retire him and pay for him to just sit and paint.
It is the least I can do for him because he broke himself so I could learn everything I have learned about my gift, Spirit, The Paranormal and now the Universe.

I work pretty much full time, helping where I can but he takes all that pressure off me so I can concentrate on educating and nurturing our boys with the best life we can give them. Because he loves me as the Mother of his children and as his best friend.
The fact our marriage broke down doesn’t mean we then ha to hate each other. Because of the rare nature of who he and I are, we are able to push past the hurt and just love each other as friends, parents to two incredible boys, fellow human doings and Universal beings. That is love.
No lawyers, no hate, no alimony, no visitation orders, just a happier path for us both that run parallel to each other.

He endured 16 years of emotional bullshit, threats and abuse from his own family because he loves me.
He has given up all of his holiday days, sick days, and even lost wages taking unpaid leave to take care of me when I was dealing with all my health issues because he loved me.
People have divorced for less and it’s because none of those couples loved each other.
Not really.
Love is hard to get a hold of but once you have it, and I mean REALLY have it, the hard stuff doesn’t seem so hard.
Some one once said ‘True love is wanting to kill your partner but never going through with it.’ and with the exception of things like adultery, addiction or abusive behavior, most things our partners do to upset us are forgivable and can be worked on.

By abuse I mean, physical, mental, verbal, sexual, financial, etc….
If you have ever been in love, REALLY been in love you’ll know how much it hurts. To know love is to know pain.
But love can save the world. Love can stop wars. Love can change the entire way you see the world, the Universe and the Dead.

The reason why Spirit keep on at us even though we are idiots who run around with cameras flashing in their non existent faces, and putting our hands through their energy is because they love us.
Even though we don’t give ourselves the time to get to know them, even though we might not or mostly don’t have any genetic history with that Spirit (meaning they might not be a family member or ancestor) they still put themselves through exhausting, and often time consuming, contact with us because they love us and want to guide us on our journey to becoming enlightened and happy Souls.

The same goes with our ‘Galactic Family’.
The reason they come to keep an eye over us because we are war mongering idiots who instead of allowing ourselves to educate, protect, nurture, heal and love each other and our beautiful planet we fight and steal, lie and cheat each other out of having Love.
True Love.
Love really does make the world go round.
While Governments are threatening to shoot on sight, terrified refugees who were forced to flea their own countries because of the wars those very countries who want to shoot them created.

Yet among it are these beautiful, truly Spiritual souls who are offering food and sanctuary to these refugees because they understand what it is we are all meant to be. It should be the first reaction we have when we see any living breathing soul in need to want to go to their aid and offering them help, or love.

We allow ourselves to be divided by the colour of our skin, by our religious beliefs, by the uniforms we wear, by the money in our bank accounts and by the soil that lay under our feet at the time of birth.

But the truth is, this is ALL of our planet. No one owns this planet. It wasn’t given to all of us. We were allowed to simple share the same space. It’s on loan to us for a symbiotic relationship.
The fact we need to ask for permission to travel from one bit of dirt to another is a slap in the face of everything we were given this planet for.

It would make no sense or serve no purpose to have all of this staggeringly beautiful Galaxy to have only one planet have life on it who then would have to wait millions of years for us to evolve enough to get off our asses and build a way of getting out into the Universe and explore it.

We drop bombs on each other because some people in a posh office decide the innocent men, women and children on a patch of soil are no longer worthy of standing on it.
We send millions and millions of people out onto the streets, often starving and in need of medical care and mental health protection because they don’t have enough paper in their wallets or digits on their banks computer screen to please a Fat Cat on millions a year in stolen, often illegal but most definitely sinful revenue who has decided you and your family aren’t worthy of life.

The Love of Money is the Root of all Evil. And it is true.
Spirit are like proud parents who want to give their children the best of everything. They WANT us to work hard and make a good living. They want us to be successful and have all the good things in life.
As long as what you do you do for the love of it and as long as no living being be it animal, mineral or vegetable have to suffer or sacrifice themselves for your success them Spirit support you every step of the way.

Yes Spirit have no concept of money nor do they have a need or want for it.
But we have allowed ourselves to be taken in to believing money is everything and it just isn’t.
Love is.
If you don’t love your fellow, if you don’t love this planet, you don’t love yourself.
The wealthy people of this world might like to believe they are envied and are powerful. They might like to believe there are people who want to emulate them and for the most part it is true.
There are plenty of people who want what they have. But what these people seem to forget is, if you remove your skin, we are all the same underneath.
If you remove the paper we are all the same in the cemetery.
However in Spirit the way your treated will be vastly different.

The more you love money, the more Souls who were sacrificed in order to make you wealthy and powerful on earth the worse you’ll be when your Spirit because you had no love for your fellow man.

The people who are sacrificed, their lives, their homes, their health, their livelihoods and often families, because it was the right thing to do according to Universal Law will be the ones who are given the higher place in Spirit than the Donald Trumps of the world.

If you love yourself, you’ll love your fellow man regardless of colour or religion.
A man who wears rags who shares his donated food or dollar with his fellow homeless brothers and sisters has more love and will be in a better position come the New Renaissance And the After Life than the man in the Rolls Royce who thought it was funny claiming ‘Nothing smaller than a hundred’ to the homeless man will.

We must ALL learn to be more Empathic. And not the Empathic that drives me insane lol the ‘Oh I’m so sensitive to Spirit and the energy around me’ bull shit. I mean ‘Empathic’…. As according to the Oxford Dictionary.

Which says: People often confuse the words empathy and sympathy. Empathy means ‘the ability to understand and share the feelings of another’ whereas sympathy means ‘feelings of pity and sorrow for someone else’s misfortune’. Empathy hurts you to witness as much as the person your witnessing. You suffer the emotional highs and lows with the man or beast. And it can take days even weeks to get over something.

I know I say all the time it is my least favourite gift because I’m constantly in floods of tears for someone or some thing I’ve never met before.
It’s not just negative or unpleasant stuff either because I will cry seeing moments of great joy as well.
Like my favourite YouTube clip of the dog that see’s her Papa for the first time in 2 years having spent the time apart because Papa was in the US Military.
This Dog howls, and screams and cries so much, it’s hysterical out pouring of love almost makes the poor beast pass out.

THAT is Love.

You only get one chance at this life. What you do next, all has an impact on what happens to you when you die.

If your chasing the money to be rich, and not because you enjoy the job. If you buy the house or shoes you can’t afford to be like everyone else.
If you take a life because the person in the shell represented someone or an ideal you found offensive.
If you endure a relationship that is so toxic, negative and or dangerous because they are hot and look good on your arm, or because they are rich and can give you an easier life.
If you destroy or remove someone or some thing from it’s domicile so you can have the land or money from renovating and flipping the house for profit.
If you walk past a homeless person whether they are a drunk or not and you don’t help them.
If you find their presence an inconvenience to you or if you find the homeless animals and humans who eat from the bins in our neighbourhood an embarrassment. Or worse if you’ve ever been abusive, insulting or worse to them because they offended you with their mere existence then you have never known and will never know the true meaning of love.

Love isn’t just about having a partner you have great sex with, or who buys you nice things who makes our friends envious and who can give you a dream wedding.
Abuse love and love will abuse you. That is the balance of the Universe.

Love isn’t about putting yourself and your parents in debt for tens of thousands of dollars/pounds for the perfect wedding and if you had your dream wedding where you got everything you wanted and it cost so much your still paying it off years after you were married then I’m sorry but you didn’t marry for love.

The truth of the matter is, it shouldn’t matter where you marry them. The wedding is supposed to be about the union of two families coming together to celebrate the union between the Bride and Groom, or Bride and Bride or Groom and Groom.

It shouldn’t be about how much they spent on flowers and whether the bride managed to talk her parents into buying her the dress she wanted that was over her budget allowance.

Marriage was originally a business deal between two tribe members as a show of trust and partnership.

Nowadays it’s seem as a show of often non existent wealth and to be frank…………gluttony. You invite people who ordinarily you’d never have a lot to do with outside of family gatherings so you can show off your wealth under the guise of Love.

When in fact what you should be doing is gathering your nearest and dearest to celebrate the union between two people who love each other.

All the money you could save by exchanging vows in a garden and having a BBQ or supper then having a shin dig in a hall somewhere could go on the honeymoon of a life time. Making memories and having experiences to live your entire marriage by would be so much more worth it than wearing a designer gown your never going to wear again and more than likely one day will look back on with hate and regret because you realized you married the wrong person.

Marriage is such a special union very few are mature enough to enter into. Marriage is about going to hell and back with each other for. Making sacrifices for each other. Having each others backs in the good time and the bad. Marriage is about never having to explain yourself because without saying a word your partner understands why you said or did what you said or did. Marriage is the perfect embodiment of what love really is all about if it is shared by two people who understand the true meaning of the word.

I believe in marriage. It is the ultimate commitment two people can make to each other. I believe in love and the power of it which is why I will marry Martin without hesitation. I know on paper we might look insane but there is no denying this connection we have. I just don’t care. I love him and he is the first guy I’ve ever been with who knows what he wants from me and us. It’s so nice not having to convince someone I’m worthy of being loved because he is the one who chased me and convinced me I should love him.

It changes you, Love. It makes everything better.

It’s about being there without being asked to be there whether it is being there for your spouse, or a stranger.

We are living in countries where our leaders are systematically slaughtering human and animal beings because of oil, money and power in the exact same ways the Jews were persecuted in WW2 yet no one is stopping it.

What we are allowing to happen to the poor Syrians in Europe is exactly what happened to the Jews. Yet it seems to be for the most part acceptable. Why is that?

Are people so insular now they  refusing to see we are walking right into? another World War? Our Governments would have you believe that Muslims are bad people just like how Germans were told that Jews were bad people not worthy of life. But what people forget it it’s not just Muslims who’s lives get affected by a war. This is NOT YOUR country. It is NOT yours or your Governments planet. It is OUR country and OUR planet. You do not own the soil under our feet and yet your happy to pay over half your wages to own some of it that at any moment the bank could refuse you the ownership of.

We created ALL things equal. So why the hell are we allowing our brothers and sisters, our animals and trees, our lands and our oceans to be treated as though they belong to anyone other than all of us?

If you’ve ever said ‘These fuckin immigrants come here and take our jobs and buy our houses making everything too expensive for us to live in our own country’ then your an idiot. I’m sorry. But there is NOT one piece of land on this planet that wasn’t settled by immigrants.

We all came from Africa. Our African Grandparents traveled from Africa, up through Europe and across the oceans to find a home for themselves. There is no one on this planet that is 100% of anything other than Human. Yet we are prepared to in debt ourselves and fight for a bit of soil that belongs to all of us.

Is that what you think your God wants? Is that Love? Love for your fellow man? Love for your Country? Love for your Planetf

NO MAN IS BETTER THAN THE NEXT WE ARE ALL EQUAL.

Equality creates balance. Our Universe, our Spiritual format, is ALL running in perfect order when we have balance.

Our Solar System reacts so much better when everything is in balance.

Regardless of whether your God is Christian, Muslim, Jewish, Buddhist, Hindu, Jedi, Alien, A Tree or an Animal. It’s all the same to the person who believes.

Love keeps the Universe in balance. It’s a fact.

We are ALL connected whether your an Ape on this planet, a bacteria on the Moon, a being from another Galaxy, or a planet in our Galactic sky. The comets, animals, plants, water, insects. dirt, bacteria, trees, etc… the meteors, planets, beings, space dust, black holes, milky ways, in this Universe and the others, are ALL connected. We all were born from the one original source of life.

What we do to ourselves we do to them. What we destroy they suffer with, what we create they enjoy, what we invent they receive the benefits from and what we love creates a balance and calm they are attracted to.

They are NOT a threat or a danger to us regardless of what they might start saying. Project Blue Beam has been in the works for a long time and to prove I’m right I suggest for the next 8 weeks you watch the news articles going up on the Yahoo news website.

I’ve noticed that every day for the last 2 weeks the news is about the discovery of or existence of ‘Alien life’. And that is the basis or foundation for the start of Project Blue Beam. I know it sounds insane but it is true. I suggest you Google it.

What we have been fed about our ‘Intergalactic Brethren’ is all founded on stories, wild imagination and very carefully planned out plots and role playing games to fool the masses into believing that what is out there wants to hurt us and experiment on us sexually and mentally. Which is typical of us to make everything about sex and power.

But as with Spirit, they aren’t interested in us sexually. In no way shape or form. We are the only beings who have sex for pleasure. And sex does NOT mean love.

But I digress. I could talk for days about this stuff but I’m going off on a tangent.

The reason why our galactic brethren help us.  They have stopped missiles from being set off on ‘the enemy’ is because they love.

We are compared to Spirit and them, the Babies of the Galaxy. They are trying to help us reach the level of Love and Understanding we need to get our shit together to join them up there. So that we too can Play among the stars.

But we will never be allowed to go near Space in it’s true glory until we can learn to love each other.

They are our Ancient ancestors and the only ones of us who seem to truly understand that they are our Ancestors are the First Nations and other Indigenous peoples such as the Aboriginals and Maori. But none more so than the First Nation people.

This is why they don’t come down to speak to our Military leaders and Presidents. The first thing they would do is kill them, the second would be to steal their technology.

So they are waiting until we ALL get off our backsides and create Balance.

Don’t do it if it isn’t for love. When you do it for love your doing it for the entire greater good of your Spirit, your Ancestors and your Galaxy.

Any less of a reason isn’t good enough and you’ll never evolve while your doing it for any reason other than love.

The best thing you can do for yourself right now is leave that job you hate. Leave that partner your not happy with. Leave those possessions your in debt up to your eye balls for and the house your never truly going to own until the day you make your last payment for in about 30 years time and go out into the world and find your true love.

I’m not just talking about ‘Partner’. Find the job you love, find the person you love, find the culture you love, eating the food you love, embracing all the aspects that come with having that love and watch how rich you become after it.

Then when you are rich of heart you will be rich in life and there is nothing more rewarding I can promise you than waking up next to the one you love in a job you love with a life you love.

Sure some days you might not have two pennies to rub together but if your belly is full and your warm and healthy who cares. As long as your living an honest life, where your honoring yourself. You deserve to have the best of everything if your prepared to work hard enough to seek it out. Nothing is stopping you but you.

Whether it is with millions in the bank or not. If you can write the chapters of your story where the experiences you have create the content where the laws of the Universe aren’t broken then live life each day like you’ve never seen it before. So much awaits us when you go looking for love.

Life is an adventure from the second your born.

Go out there and tell your story. Write each chapter as though it is your last and fill it with memories of all the things you got to love along the way.

Just make a promise to yourself to learn the difference between Love and Sexual Attraction, Education and Learning, Honor and Duty, Balance and Order. Life and Living, because only one of those in each selection is what’s wanted for us.

Love is the reason we exist. If our Galactic brothers and sisters were that dangerous they would of cleaned our clock a long time again. The fact they haven’t speaks volumes.

Spirit are the same. They could of gone about their business and left us to deal with death and Spiritual understanding on our own but they all help us because they want us to know the true meaning of the word Love.

Do what you do for the right reasons, and you’ll live thee most rewarding life you could ever imagine. When you have that confidence to love all things openly, nothing is more attractive. And nothing is more attracting. Like attracts like. It’s Universally understood. Like attracts like. And for me there is nothing hotter than a guy who knows what he wants and stops at nothing to get it. For love. I just found that in Martin and man…………..how hot is that? It has taken all the pressure off me lol

I spent 20 years working on myself. Writing my chapters. Finding balance and now as I come to the end of my time as a Student. As I prepare for graduation and life with whatever Spirit have in store for me I do so with excitement and confidence. Because even when it’s been hard, I’ve hurt and suffered and been betrayed, disrespected, used and abused and I’ve wanted to walk away, call it quits, start again and forget about it, I get up every morning to the greatest love I ever want to know beside me.

My boys, they are the greatest loves in my life. They helped me nurture and repair, in a life that I love, helping the people I love through a gift that I love. Sure…..I’m mostly broke, and my clothes are falling off me lol (because I’ve lost so much weight) but my life is an adventure from the second I open my eyes. My journey as a Spiritual person of the purest form of Love and Light enables me to have adventures beyond space and time, in and around our planet and universe, because everything I do, and everyone I do it for, I do for the love of my boys. I couldn’t breathe without them. Even on the days when a crack addiction seems more appealing than dealing with their carnage. lol

Love………….is Universal. It creates and nurtures, it heals and mends, it inspires and develops, it builds and protects, it transforms and transcends, it balances and bends, it feeds and nourishes. It turns dark into light and light to dark. It opens up not just the world around you but the Universe as well. It makes grown people drive themselves insane with the need for it. The lust that comes with getting to get down and dirty with that one guy you KNOW is gonna hit all the right spots every time because he loves you THAT much you crave them.

Like……..you know when your skin hurts you need them so bad? You can’t sit still. You can’t stop thinking about them and then get pissed off when you have to stop thinking about them to think about stuff like ‘work’ lol

When you hear his voice and you turn to jelly. When you try to be all tough but he makes you weak with a purr of his voice. When you run to him for comfort without question and he knows just what to say.

When he tells you your the most beautiful women he has ever seen on your period days lol *stupid boy* lol Blob he makes me fuckin brianless (yes brianless).
You know that distracting kind of love? Where you walk into walls and shit.

I wish I could show you. I wish I could show you. Then you wouldn’t be so afraid to live your life as you.

Go out there and love. I promise you John Lennon was right.

Love……..is all you need.

To My Boys, My Family and Friends, My Students, I can’t express to you enough how blessed I am to have you all in my life.

I love you all more than you will ever know. My life is rich because I have you in my life. You make my life rich and rewarding and you put up with me regardless of the fact I’m often throwing some of the most bizarre situations your way expecting you to have answers for me to help me understand what’s happening. I trust you with my life and most importantly I trust you with my gift.

You see the side to me I don’t share with anyone else because no one understands my gift the way you do. You never judge me. You often spend days pondering things I’ve told you in order to help me understand what’s happening to me and you have never once doubted me.

Your the only people who know the things about my gift I dare not share with anyone. Things I would take to my grave. The stuff people just aren’t ready to hear or know about. You have patience with me and you never make me explain myself. Your the first people I go to when something new happens and the first two I go to when I need advice, help or just to talk. My life wouldn’t be half of what it is without you in my life and I just want to thank you for loving me the way you do.

I am rich because your my reward for everything I do along with my sons.

Everything I do, I do because I am loved by you and everything I am, I am because of you. I wouldn’t be what I am today without you in my life. Separately and together you give my life joy and balance.

I am the Master of my Universe and you are my Planets, Black Holes, Milky Ways and Stars.

I love you and Thank you.

xoxoxox

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