All That is Wrong with Religious Prophets Predicting The Cleansing.

So one of my lovely, loyal followers Jamie came to me with this poem she found on the internet when searching for other information about The Cleansing and it pissed me off so much I had to say something.
Now……I’m not here to say ‘This poet is wrong saying this poem came from God’ whatever makes him happy is all that matters. But I have to just say, this kind of bullshit is why people are so terrified.
Being FED THE FEAR!!!
This poem is the total opposite of what GOD would be about if God actually existed.
So you mean to tell me he is just gonna obliterate us just like that? even though 90% of us are good people?
Firstly, most of his prophecy is wrong, never came true.
Secondly, why does everything always end with the end of days with religious people?
What happened to faith?
I was the first one to talk about the Cleansing online. I was the first one to call it The Cleansing. It’s called The Cleansing for a reason people. Because The UNIVERSE is going to CLEAN the Planet. We get Cleansed of the evil not destroyed by it.
People thought I was nuts now everyone is predicting it.
I’m also the only one who predicts The New Renaissance at the end of it. At the end of this article I’ll tell you exactly what I see after our house is cleaned good. Read the poem and tell me why I shouldn’t be pissed off that Religion has NO place in Science. I’m so tired of this shit. I can’t wait for religion to just fuck off and be replaced with Faith instead.
Faith is between YOU and your whoever. It’s not dictated to by anyone but yourself. It will be whatever makes you happy.
No more churches, no more having to give money you can’t afford to billionaire fools who sit on thrones of gold and silk telling you your a sinner because your not imperfect like them. Religion is a Satanic Cult in the form of Light and I for one know it is going to be one of the first things to go in the New World.
Prove to me God exists. I want proof. If you can prove to me Blob exists then I will be the best Christian alive. (Or I’ll get killed once this article hits the mainstream lol) All joking aside if anything happens to me, you know I was right lol
My people have been slaughtered for centuries by these bullies and I can’t take it anymore. Id rather die for the light of the Universe that is fact than a belief that doesn’t exist in fact.
I am healthy, not suicidal, happy and in love. Should anything happen to me or my planes, buses, cars, crash soon you’ll know I was silenced. But I can’t shut up anymore. I see the fear this shit feeds people and I’m angry.
I’ve just had a check up and I’m in perfect health. Nor will I ever be suicidal. If anything happens to my family, students or loved ones in any way look to this article.
Here is the Poem. I’ve published it because it is plastered all over the internet which makes it public property.
It starts:

God doesn’t speak with me through dreams or visions, like He does others. He just speaks to me directly. My father, who is also my pastor, has this same gift. I’m not looking for fame, money, or materialistic things. I just want to make God happy. I’m just a truth teller.

On December 23 2015, He showed me what is coming to America in 2016 and beyond. Then He led me to put it in the form of a poem.

At the very end of 2015,
And the year of ten plus six,
That wicked old Satan,
Will be up to evil tricks.

December through February,
Winter finds itself here,
A sudden event will strike,
And many will be in fear.

Know then My judgment,
Has come upon this land,
God reigns supreme,
And deals with a heavy hand.

From March until June,
The spring season shall arrive,
There will be many people,
Found not to be alive.

During this same season,
Another checkpoint will originate,
Then another crushing blow,
Will seal this nation’s fate.

During these two seasons,
The economy will decline,
Look to Me My people,
I say, ‘Your souls are mine.’

For war will be inevitable,
It will not go away,
I implore My holy people,
Stay on your knees and pray.

The dog days of summer,
Will follow and draw nigh,
Protests will fill the streets,
With a far more violent cry.

At the end of the summer,
As the season reaches a climax,
JADE HELM will come to life again,
Surely it will be brought back.

The fall season will bring,
another election year,
But by this time our nation,
Will be firmly gripped in fear.

Barack Hussein Obama,
Will stay seated in his chair,
No Democrat nor Republican,
will find themselves his heir.

Martial law is coming,
It will soon grip our land,
I plead with all the saints of God,
To take a righteous stand.

2017 will follow next,
When it comes rolling around,
The changes will be different,
They will surely be profound.

America will have seen,
Destruction and devastation,
I will hold nothing back,
I will show no hesitation.

Disease and pestilence,
Will surely grip this land,
But My people do not worry,
It’s all part of My plan.

Watch the hand of Islam,
They will shout a battle cry,
A day of terror is coming,
And many will surely die.

Now look upon the map,
And look upon it well,
You will see trouble landed,
Where American cities fell.

Now woe unto you cities,
And you states shown below,
You have angered God in Heaven,
And made yourself His foe.

Woe unto the city,
Of the Bears, Cubs, and Bulls.
Woe to San Fransisco,
You dare mock me, you fools!

I will destroy both of you,
In the hour of My fury,
You have been found guilty,
Yes, by my Heavenly Jury.

Woe unto Las Vegas,
Seattle, and the Big D,
Plagues, famine, and destruction
Are coming soon, you’ll see.

Woe unto New Orleans,
And even Florida too,
When I shoot arrows of destruction,
You shall surely be through.

Woe unto the city,
Known for the Liberty Bell,
I will take away your freedoms,
And you will see much hell.

Woe unto Baltimore,
Woe to Washington DC,
Woe to you wicked leaders,
For you must answer to Me.

I will destroy these cities,
With one single attack,
I will shoot arrows of destruction,
And I will hold nothing back.

Woe unto Boston, New York City,
And even California too,
You do not worship Me,
You say, “I answer to who?”

You say you only answer,
To gold, silver, and sex,
But I will put something on you,
Far worse than any vex.

Half of California,
Shall be thrown into the sea,
And New York City,
The same fate it will be.

Oh Boston, Oh Boston,
Your arrogance will be no more,
I shall wipe you off the map,
You big arrogant whore.

Get prepared for slavery,
It is coming to this nation,
Like Egypt in the days of Moses,
It will not be a good sensation.

An asteroid will strike,
In the Caribbean sea,
All around the world,
Tsunamis must be.

Earthquakes will come,
And will divide this land,
That we might not forget,
God deals with a heavy hand.

You shall look to the east,
And see Russians coming here,
You shall look to the west,
And see China causing fear.

They shall invade this land,
And take over this place,
America once a golden cup,
Has become an utter disgrace.

Many think they can still sin,
And waltz right into Heaven,
But that’s like foolishly believing,
Two plus three equals seven.

There are many who come to Me,
On spiritual section eight,
They are in moral poverty,
And will not enter My pearly gate.

Moral bankruptcy,
They have truly filed,
They do not know Me,
For they are not My child.

You who refuse to teach,
My people the ways of the Lord,
Soon you will find,
You can not escape my sword.

Promising My people,
Nothing but houses and cars,
But these will not get you,
Not get you very far.

Tell the people to stop,
To halt all of their sins,
Tell them to live holy,
So they can enter in.

It is time for the saints,
To be truly tried,
Stand firm upon My word,
And in Me truly abide.

If you deny my son Jesus,
In front of any man,
You will sink faster,
Than standing in quick sand.

So know these things,
They surely will take place,
Come live your life for Jesus,
And receive My mercy and grace.

So: Wrong, Wrong, Wrong.
Firstly the riots started last year. Tsunamis are inevitable at some point on this planet.
Blob created kittens, and flowers and love and compassion and majestic beasts littered throughout this planet, and music, and art and charity (charity not charities) and medicine and engineering and inspiration etc…and nature and he’s going to obliterate it ALL because it’s evil and sins?
Babies and kittens sin? Trees sin? Bears and Whales sin? So it all gets destroyed because a handful of elite fucks masterminded the art of manipulation of the masses?
So the opposite of what Churchill said then?
The needs of the many far outweigh the needs of the few?
So the sins of the few outweigh the good deeds of the many?
Really? If this is true then why the fuck would I want to believe in a God that vengeful and destructive?
A parents love gets ignored because some fuckin dude on a cloud has decided that it doesn’t matter as much as vengeance coz some inbred rich arseholes did some evil shit?
And while we are on the subject. Why is he a Prophet of God coz a non proven God spoke to him directly but I’m evil because my ancestors who are proven to have existed do?
How is that fair? lol Why do they love to fed us fear?
Because fear controls. Fear keeps us submissive.
I’m not knocking anyone who follows a religion. I’m knocking the leaders and prophets. If Blob makes you happy and it makes you a happier person and a good person and nothing gets hurt then more power to you but if your going to call yourself the Voice of God or a Prophet take some fuckin responsibility for what your preaching for fucks sake.
When is faith about fear. It’s the antithesis of what faith is.
Faith is beautiful. Faith is light where there is pain, faith is light where there is doubt, faith keeps you strong when your afraid,faith is no matter what, tomorrow is a better day. Faith is love on a level immeasurable by even Science. Faith is wisdom, and patience and honesty.
Faith is absolute and can not be swayed. Faith is air, water, and food to those who have it. Second skin, second nature, without a second thought or shadow of a doubt. Faith is hope. Hope springs eternal.
Faith is personal, forged between you and whatever makes you have it. Faith is without question yet answers them all.
And this is what I see for after the darkness dies down.
First it starts in America, after the shock has died down and the cities are clean, we begin what I call the New Renaissance.
We will see an end of religions, governments, pointless celebrities (Goodbye fuckin Kardashians and The Only Essex is Chelsea on the Jersey fuckin Shore folk). Good bye to Royals and Military’s and Federal Prison System and Justice System.
I believe Charles will never be King and William bless him with dissolve the Monarchy to live a normal life.
Sex will stop being fed to our kids like sugar.
Parents will be able to raise their kids as they see fit and because we won’t have taxes and we won’t be debt slaves believing the only way to live is to rack up debt and buy houses your never going to own until you pay 3 times what it is worth OFF to banker crooks, parents will choose to stay home and raise their kids the way mammals should. Teach and lead by example.
Watch how every other Mammal raises their young. See any YouTube or people with their tits out on day time TV? See any sugar or school work?
Your telling me Kim Kardashian is smarter than an Elephant?
TV’s will go anyway, we will just download and stream what we want on our TVs and Laptops etc…
We will turn our backs.
Music will be written by those who can actually write it and sung by those with talent not the right body image or appeal.
Want will be replaced by Need.
Diseases will be cured with the cures they have had hidden for decades. They created these cancers and ADHD and Autism, Parkinsons etc.. for the Pharmaceutical industry to make money on, they have the cures, trust me.
Why do you never see the Royals with cancer? Why do they ALL live to 1000? These Elite? If one in 7 kids will be autistic why aren’t the royal children getting it? Coz they don’t vaccinate. Coz they know it kills the brain cells.
If your over 35 how many kids did you know growing up who had cancer? or Autism? How many old people did you know have Parkinsons?
We will end famine, wars, diseases, we will embrace Science and literature and the arts and our heroes will be people who actually do things to deserve the accolade. We will take personal responsibility for our own actions.
We will live by our Amendments and Declarations.We will have honour and pride in who we are and what we do.
We will embrace Spirit, and see the worlds beyond the light. We will love who we want, how we want without fear of judgement from others.
We will do what we love and love what we do.
We will end Corporate rule, we will end commercialism, we will end hate. Racism, feminism, any ism going.
We will decide as one nation what happens to those in it.
No one will ever decide our fate for us again. EVER.
We will actually evolve and join the space race. We will help each other regardless of where we come from, colour of our skin or sexual orientation because if we don’t we won’t be allowed to evolve.
We either evolve as one or die out as well as history has proven.
Get with the program or be removed and then the other mammals get to have a go instead.
But it’s not going to be like this.
The Cleansing is going to be a few weeks of anger, a couple of months of cleaning up and then the real good stuff begins.
It is NOT The End of Days. It is the end of darkness and the only reason why people like this person see only darkness is because they come from it. They live on the fear. If your gift comes from the light you can see beyond the darkness into the light.
In this Universe there is always light. The Cosmological Constant is all about chasing the light basically lol Evolving and expanding to get to the light, seeing what is beyond, on an infinite level.
God isn’t responsible for us. WE are.
Hope is a far better thing to have than fear. Hope makes you smile. Fear makes you frown and I for one will NOT be getting wrinkles. lol
I haven’t got one yet and I’m 44 on the 9th of Nov.
We will live to our hundreds too. The Blind will see, the deaf hear, the crippled walk.
All this is our life time. Suicide will basically not exist because we wont have reason to be depressed.
We just won’t give a shit anymore what people think. If your a man and you want to wear a dress and wank to My Little Pony while wearing a nappy as long as your not hurting anyone, more power to you.
We will live by the one common law. It will be Universal Law.
I shall not by my own actions cause loss or harm to another living being.
That’s it. After that it’s about personal responsibility.
Please my babies, don’t be afraid. Just keep your heads down and wait a little longer.
It’s almost over.
I wouldn’t be working so hard to build up my career in America and bringing my children over to settle on the East Coast if I thought for one second America was doomed.
In fact I honestly feel I have to be there to help clean up the mess of a few hundred years of tyranny lol
Just remember ‘The Fear of the Unknown is always worse than the Reality of it’.
Fear is speculation without evidence.
Faith is evidence without speculation.
I’m here to hold your hands every step of the way on this journey.
I’ve got your back.

Love and Light
Mama
xoxox

Why we choose to die:

I know this post going to be controversial but I only write what I know to be truth.
As you all know I’ve been on quite the journey of self discovery this year. Everything I test myself to do this year I have done.
I successfully completed all my tasks bar one (retire the ex) but that for me and my life it is mission accomplished for this year. Next year I’ve set my goals even higher as it involves me building my life and career in the US to be with my beloved and my American family. (which is all of you who need the kind of love and help I provide).
So in these lessons I’ve learned about the physics of the Universe, the cause of the Big Bang, the Cosmological Constant, balance, time, gravity, magnetism, etc….and it’s correlation to our evolution, existence and purpose as told to me by the dead.
All done through weed and music lol

Anyway on one of my many occasions where I was asking a thousand billion questions I was told the reason why we are the only race in our galaxy who chose to die still.
The others out there have lived for millions of years, evolved beyond the need for vocal chords, physical form, etc….what we see is how they chose to show themselves to us as our primitive brains are still very visually.
When you evolve past the need to die you get to travel through time and space and to the light where all time exists. So death doesn’t exist.

The reason we do it is to fold.

1) In order to obtain optimum Spiritual light we must suffer the human experience.
Life is death, death IS life. This entire Universe is based on evolution and balance, time, magnetism etc….we are in actual fact one of the lower forms of existence basically. We are just three devolution’s away from being Dark Side Spirits and it’s up to us to find the balance so when we die we can evolve.
Without evolution nothing and I mean NOTHING progresses. We are relying on a delicate balance to make sure we all get it right so we can all climb up that ladder of evolution together.
Unfortunately for our brethren up there because they don’t die, and they are pretty much perfect in every light they no longer have that experience of life and the suffering that comes from death.
When they hurt they heal.
They have no fear because there is nothing more powerful than them, their power and technology.
Each race striving to advance and perfect their connection to the light.
Spirits in essence are recycled over and over until they get in just right and I know in cases of murder victims and victims of war, babies, kids, mentally ill or disabled, those who suffered crippling addiction, homeless, etc…those who have suffered great pain and loss in their lives evolve. The harder the life, the higher you evolve.
Because there is no greater fear on this earth than death.
To over come that fear is monumental for an evolving Spirit, so some chose lives that are short and or have great impact to themselves and those around them in order to gain the optimum human experience.

Maurice Maeterlinck said ‘The dead are the living on holiday’ and he was spot on.
When we go on holiday we like to ski, ride, swim, shop, eat, sleep, shag, drink, dance, laugh, love etc…..right?
Well it’s the same for a Spirit.
I have actually heard of loved ones who when they passed over never came back again. They evolved to such a high status in the light, they forfeited the need for human form or life again. Thus giving their suits or vessels to a new soul.
As even energy takes up space if its in large enough quantities lol
We are all responsible for each other which is why our friends up there check in on us all the time.
And NOT looking like greys and blues and giant 7 feet humans. We are the only race who needed to evolve skin and hair and shyte like that. Some of them don’t even have eyes but are incredible navigators.
There is only one bad one and they live in fear every day. We need to help them to be honest. They did bad things out of desperation.
But fundamentally they want life and it is evading them. The irony of life, they kill to live lol silly buggers.
But if we help each other we get

2) Full control of all time and space. Having that kind of control i ones evolution is key to our existence as we are ALL here for the Learning experience. To see how far as can go basically. See how far we can push ourselves to see what is beyond it all.
Evolution, creates, on every level.
We know that we create it every day, every day our Universe expands, when we create and evolve. But if we get the balance wrong our Solar system gets caught in a recycling process and planets get destroyed. I know we are missing about 50 in total, 7 just in our Solar System.
The big gap in space, is where the big bang happened and we are the result of what was pushed out from it after it was created. So I’ve been told.
Like when you detonate a landmine. It leaves a crater? Understand what I mean?
But because the Universe is all based on balance, it works the other way as well. When we get it right we create new worlds in other galaxies and they’re so much nicer than ours lol.

We have fucked this up so much we are that department store in every small town that can no longer survive and it’s shelves are empty and they can’t afford to have all the lights on and it runs on a skeleton staff and it’s heart breaking to watch because in it’s day it was the hub of the town. It took care of everyone in the town and everyone is devastated to see it’s demise.
Well earth is like that department store. We have fucked it up. It’s going to close it’s doors one day and if we don’t prepare for that or try to fix it, we will all suffer for it. No one wants to have to drive miles and miles to Walmart when they could have what they need right here.
However, the stores demise all depends on how the towns folk chose to deal with it. They can save it and rebuild it or walk away and let it die out.
The trouble is when if we let earth die out, it tips the balance and our solar system goes the wrong way and gets recycled and we all have to start again.
So we are going through various stages of evolution in order to get off and safe this planet also. For the greater good of humanity and the Universe and all that gets created in herm (joint energy masculine, feminine not one of tuther. I created the word Herm to describe it lol).

But when we have access to this light we have total power and control over time and space. We can go back and forth to the past, present and future of any living being on any form of existence.
Omnipresence is what it is.

So death isn’t something we need to fear in the light, but until we re i the light, death is all part of the necessary steps required to evolve.
It takes a selfless soul of light to chose to die as a child or by way of murder etc…..honestly, only a being with total understanding of it all would chose such a life to live.
The lessons aren’t just theirs though. There are always lessons to be learned from anyone surrounded by or connected to just pain.
But death is only hard on the living. For the death it is an adventure. An experience. A right of passage we all agree to take part in before we come down to live.
If you lost someone, you chose to have this journey with them however short the path.
These are things we decide and agree to even while we sleep (for those yet to woven (born) into our journeys fabric).

I believe one day, (until we are immortal which won’t happen while we still live by banks and government, money and fear etc…we are fucked.
However it is starting to change. We are about to tip the balance in favour of evolving). We will celebrate death.
We won’t mourn but celebrate the journey that loved on now gets to be a part of because what if, just what if, they got to make it to the light where they now get to live forever?
Once we are able to look past those fuckin Kardashians and all the distractions we allow ourselves to get caught up in, we will be able to join them in thought and memory (actual visual memory like I can now do at will) and never be parted when while we are still living in this life on this planet and they aren’t.
Who wouldn’t want that until we are all together riding the same thread of light?

But it’s up to all of us. No segregation, no hate, no labels, no dominance. Just doing what you love and loving what you do does all you need to kick start your true light.

We choose to die and we choose when we die and how.
My Dad died of heart disease. He could of not smoked or drank and eat crap the way he did. Even though his organs were healthy and that of a man half his age his heart was fucked. It was his choice.
My sister chose to die of skin cancer, she went in the sun, when she was told at the age of 14 not to.
My Mum chose to die of cancer because she didn’t have her check up the first time she felt off. Had she of answered the doctors letters to get checked up she would still be here not having died at 65 from Ovarian Cancer.
Suicides choose to pull the trigger, jump, swallow, etc…..even murder victims choose to open doors, hop in cars, follow their killer etc…..but this while it seems harsh, is ALL true.
We control every aspect of our loves including when we die. I used to think we didn’t but I was wrong, so wrong.
With the exception of the innocent ones (babies, children etc…) it’s all up to us, but all of our fate is decided before we are even born. But there is a domino effect that begins once we take our first breathe into life.
My family would all still be here. If only……however, this is nothing to be sad about. That was their journey and they willingly chose to participate in it with us.
We are all actors playing specific roles in each others plays.
Except in the future, the final scene gets standing ovations not boos and hisses.

It’s that simple 🙂

Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc…..to be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc…..you name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses 🙂
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child
hahaha

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons 🙂
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light
Mama
xoxox

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READINGS

Over the past few months I have been learning, studying and developing a variety of new techniques which I have begun encompassing into a new form of reading.
The main aspect of this new technique is giving the client guidance on how they can achieve their goals and find balance unlike a traditional reading which is just predictive.
This will offer guidance from Spirit in regards to things like career, love, money, mental health etc….
I believe I am the first to offer this kind of reading.

In the course of doing so Spirit will show you the future and you can have with the predictions being far more accurate than me trying to pull them out of the ether.
You will learn more about your journey this way as there will be no fear on my part of getting the connection with Spirit wrong.

The sooner people realize Spirit are conscious energy and not physical beings to describe in detail the better the connection will be.
You will be able to learn so much from them if you just listen to the messages rather than look for evidence they are there.

If your having life issues, depression, worried about anything or just want to connect to Spirit and the Universe please come book a reading and let me show you how to follow your compass to perfect balance and peace in your life.

You get 5 questions $50 £35 but your readings will be done either digitally or written in great detail via email. I also do phone calls as well. Even international ones.
You will NOT be disappointed. I will work my ass off helping guide you with all the knowledge of the Universe behind me.

My students and I are on an incredible journey together and one day soon I’ll have more of me to go around but I want to spread Spirits hot sticky love all over the globe and show people how a reading should be done.
Spirit can change your life. You never need to be unhappy, lost or disconnected again if you listen to Spirit.

Email me at debbiedakiwi@gmail.com if your interested.

I am Psychic Therapy or Spiritual Counseling if you will.

I look forward to walking your journey with you.

Love and Light
Debbie

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A Suicide Speaks.

This weekend I had the pleasure of meeting one of my Students. Sefanne, from The Netherlands.

Sefanne is my Scientist and I consider her to me my Spiritual Daughter as I do with a couple of my students.

Sefanne lost her boyfriend to suicide in January of 2016 and since we met I have had a connection to her boyfriend who now INSISTS on monitoring everything I do lol

I’m sitting here thinking about how much I miss Sefanne and how lucky I am to have such incredible love in my life when Lambeik told me he had something to say to those of you dealing with Suicide.

This is his message not mine. From this point it is him talking not me.

‘Some of us are born unhappy and no matter what happens nothing we do can make us happy. It is in us to self destruct and no matter what we do or who we have the desire to leave is to strong. I made many mistakes in my life there and I could of done more to help those around me understand my illness but it’s hard to find words when your mind is screaming. I know now I was Empathic but wasn’t raised to know what that was and it made me angry. I knew I was something. My mind didn’t work like other peoples. I was always trying to find the answers but I really should of been finding the right questions. While my suffering ended I saw the sadness I caused those I loved and I wish it could of been different but I chose those people in my life because of the way I knew they would be free to let me go. They grieved for me in such a beautiful way and I am grateful for that. I should of married you Sefanne. I know we said we never would but I really did love you so much. I stayed for you. You kept me going as long as I did and when I left you gave me the best goodbye I could ever have hoped for. And just so you know, I held you back too.

But it doesn’t need to be this way. You shouldn’t search for answers, search for the right questions to ask. It’s okay to ask for help. It’s okay to be sad, and scared. It’s okay to have emotions. You MUST allow yourself to feel. When you take the drugs and run away from your emotions your suppressing and squashing down all the things your meant to be feeling. We NEED to feel. Empaths especially need to feel. It’s okay to be a man and cry, it’s okay to be a child and be angry. It’s when you try to void yourself of emotion you run into trouble. (Think of the movie Inside Out).

The one thing I need to express to those left dealing with suicide is ‘It is NOT your fault. Nothing could be said or done. Some of us born on this earth are born with the clock ticking down to self destruction and while you all can stretch out the process, it won’t ever stop it from happening. If it is in the script, the final curtain call will come eventually. So please don’t blame yourselves. It is OUR choice, not your actions that cause our deaths. But there are too many children here and THAT has to stop. What is wrong with our society that even children who are the ultimate light on earth are choosing death over life? Children are the epitome of life.

I was raised hating school, never feeling like I belonged. School beat the life out of me. People, you need to understand, ‘School isn’t always  good for everyone. It can be hell on earth and if your sending your depressed child to school your not helping their situation. School damaged me more than any other thing I did because I was told not to think and feel the way I knew was just me being me. When your told from a young age not to be you, it can damage your psyche.

Listen to your children and STOP medicating them. Let me be expressive, let them feel, let them have a voice. You can NOT tell someone what to think and feel, they must tell themselves. Most suicides problems can be removed simply be removing the causes of the depression. Its usually bullying, school/peer pressure, debt, stress etc…..but in some cases (like mine) we are just born looking to go home. My brain didn’t think the way it should of done but who is to say whether that was normal or not as I’m not the only one who’s brain doesn’t think normally. We try, we really do try. It takes so much emotional and mental reasoning before we do what we do. It’s just exhausting. For me, my mind was all over the place. It was hard to focus on ‘normal’. It’s like having a dripping tap that never stopped, mixed with constant thoughts and cloudy, heavy, throbbing, with some loud bangs thrown in to make me nervous or restless. Constantly thinking, thinking, thinking. It’s not always a good thing especially when your getting answers before questions. But the suppression of emotions is what tips people over the edge.

I wasn’t raised to know what an Empath was but I know now and If I could do things differently I still don’t know if I would of done it all over again with my new knowledge because my head is clear for the first time in my life. What I would of done was left a better impression of myself for those I left behind. I’m sorry for how some of my loved one are coping. BUT!!! I’m still proud of how everyone said goodbye. I knew love. That is the only thing that matters. Love each other every day your together because you never know if it will be your last with a depressive or suicidal person.

Memories are so important to the fabric and time and space so make many MANY memories with them.

Also try not to run to Pharmacological medication, there are plenty of natural alternatives and get a hobby. Encourage hobbies, and interests, get off sugar and don’t suppress your feelings. Cry, laugh, get mad. Don’t push your feelings down.

Write them down or talk it out. It will help.

But lastly I want to say this ‘Suicide isn’t the answer for everyone, only those who die. But NEVER EVER ask yourself what you could of done differently. Ask what memories you made. Ask if you did enough to love them. They will always have loved you. I’ve not met one suicide who did it out of not being loved. In fact we often do it to protect our loved ones from the mess that is us. It’s not easy living with us. Which is why my girl deserves true love now. I love her truly but I’m not her true love. I was a lesson, a stepping stone that gave her the most love I had to give and Sefanne, I did love you THE MOST!!! I trusted you like no other. You were the light on my darkest days. You made the noise sing instead of scream, I’m just so proud of you and how you made it so easy for me to leave without fear of losing your love for me and I didn’t even know ‘she’ was there. My glass was already half full. I just wanted to finish the glass and go home. I know you understand. All I remember was you in those last days. But I needn’t of worried because your doing just fine. You were the one who taught me, I wasn’t the Teacher, you were and I am humbled by your strength. Go be loved and love with all your heart. I’ll see you on the other side (or monitoring Debbie on my computer screen haha).

Love like each day is your last and never stop your emotions. We need them. Find the answers you seek once you find the right questions to ask. Stop at nothing to find the answers and parents stop forcing your kids. It’s not your life, it’s theirs. The decisions you make for them today decide their actions tomorrow. This isn’t about YOU. School, medication etc….might be convenient for you but not necessarily for them. Why are your kids even on medication in the first place? What child should know such pain?

Today’s and Tomorrows are all decided by us yesterday.

(Suicide takes planning is what he means) so there are always signs. If your suicidal, talk to someone, write, sing, bake, fish, do whatever it is you need to do to release what your feeling in a constructive manner. Constructive is far better than Destructive.

Remember that.

If my suicide, if this message helps one person want to live or helps one grieving parent/loved one understand the situation their loved one/child was put in then my life and the things I have since learned will have all been worth it.

My suffering has ended but I watch it from where I sit and we need to sort this out people. It’s too much. We need light now, not dark. So much dark.

Love conquers all, remember that, and

Death is only hard on the living.

Sefanne, I never loved ANYONE the way I loved you. But now you will get the love back in equal measure. You deserve that.’

My name is Lambeik and I took my own life, now my memory lives on in love and light.

My memory lives on in all of you who read this message so Thank you for remembering me. It’s the most important thing,

For us to be remembered.

xoxox

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