Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc… be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc… name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses🙂
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons🙂
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light

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Orbs explained

I’m sitting here waiting for the boss to connect so I can get started on updating my Blog when I happened to flick the TV over to Really. Which is playing My Ghost Story.

If your not familiar with it, it’s a show where every man and his dog has captured evidence of the Paranormal while recounting their stories.

You get to see the evidence they have collected and hear their stories.

I was banned from watching this show by my ex husband because I spent so much time screaming at the TV  and I exhaust myself and piss everyone off.

Bloody Fuckin Nora,………………I mean. Who teaches these people this stuff? It’s not the people on the show I’m pissed off at, it’s the people that are teaching these people this shit that I want to punch in the throat.

If any of you so called Psychics, Sensitives, Clairaudiychics and Paranormal Investigators are going out and telling people that this stuff is true and documented fact that scratches mean attack, and 3 being the Holy trinity and light streaks are Angels, growls and groans means evil or and shit like that you should be ashamed of yourself.

I am the one who has to fix what you break in people and I can’t keep up with it all. I’m emailing on average 380 people a WEEK because people are terrified of what they have been told is in their house, or attached to their family or loved ones in Spirit.

Let me tell you something, in just a few months time the world is going to become a very different place and there will be no room at the end of it for people like you.

I am going to make it my mission to travel the globe in however many ways I can to show people that what they know about Death and the Paranormal is wrong and I’ll tell you something else which I take great pride in.

If ANY of you have lied, stolen, cheated, robbed or bribed your way to getting one penny off an innocent you can be sure Spirit are going to have a nice little bed for you in darkness on the other side.

I am NOT talking about those who don’t charge, or charge little who genuinely believe what they know is truth. Those who use their gift or knowledge to try and help people.

I’m not talking about you. If it’s genuine and it helps not hurts I am NOT talking about you.

But you will ALL know the kind I’m talking about.

I have never understood for one minute how I was chosen for this life. Because we are assigned certain lives. We don’t get to choose them all. Well we do, we can say No to one we are asked to do but there are some lives assigned to people because it will be required in order to evolve up. So basically I know when I die I get a choice. I can come back to a really lovely life, I can be an Elder, I can stay and help people who have passed over, or I can be a Spirit traveling the Universe teaching and experiencing existence and evolution.

So this means when I die I should be allowed to chose what I do next. Being an Elder would be the logical next step then hopefully a Spirit Elder after that.

Children, the disabled,  homeless, mentally challenged, victims of war, murder etc…..good souls etc…..get the highest positions. But there are ones beyond that up to The Council I’m still figuring out. But I’m totally going off on a tangent now lol

Anyway, I’m the last person who should be this Spiritual Teacher because I’m so pissed off with people ALL the time. I have no patience for greed, ruthlessness and arrogance. But to take money and misrepresent Spirit REALLY pisses me off. I’m a grumpy bissom without a big gob and too many observations for most people to handle. I’m an acquired taste.

People who try to tell me about me, and my gift like they think they’re experts on it because they have been doing tarot for 6 months.

People who take money from those desperate for hope that their loved ones are safe on the other side KNOWING you have no gift whatsoever but your just really good at cold reading. Charging poor widows $250,000 to release the demon holding her husbands soul from going to heaven because he did bad business dealings she didn’t know about when he was alive, KNOWING the only talking to the other side they do is talking out their ass.

Those who do investigations wearing trench coats and wear all black and have logos like P.I.S.S (Paranormal Investigators of South Shields) hahahahahahahaha who swan up to peoples houses and businesses with their EMF detectors and digital recorders who tell the owners there are demons and other scary entities in their home/business because they misread the information put in front of them. But WORST STILL are the ones who investigate for the rights of bragging on their websites who know there are trapped Spirits in the house/building and do NOTHING to help them.

I’m putting an offer out to anyone in the UK now, if you have anything in your house that you need sorting out, come to me, I’ll do it.

To those of you who live outside the UK please just give me a little time. I am amassing an Army of Spirit Warriors, all over the US, Romania, Holland, UK and NZ who I’m personally training. So they will eventually start their own Blogs to reach out to people in their areas who need help.

I’m making it my mission to release as many trapped Spirits and cleansing as many houses and buildings as I can and I’ll teach and educate along the way so eventually my tree has hundreds of branches and my branches will eventually have leaves that produce their own branches and so on.

I will go on any TV show, any Radio show, any magazine who will have me so I can reach as many people as possible and with my students help within a year people will know my work and my purpose. Which is to educate the world about Spirit, and help people understand they are nothing to fear. And also to teach people how to let Spirit guide them to perfect balance and happiness.

One of the things that upsets me most of all on these shows is when the person takes a photo and they see streaks of light and say it’s a Spirit. Or she said Ghost which Spirit hate most of all. The words Ghost and Alien are as offensive to them as the N word is to Black people and the F word to gay people.

But this streak of white light was right next to a row of white lights. The woman in the prison who was convinced there were a ton of green streaks of Spirits next to a row of green lights. Not one of them stops to think it’s exposure. They all automatically assume and ran with the theory it was a Spirit.

The truth is if you take a photo and see streaks of light, you can automatically throw it out if:

  1. The colour of the streak matches the colour of the lights in the room.
  2. If there is a reflective surface near the streak
  3. The camera was not on a tripod.

My ex is a professional photographer. He has had exhibits back in his day before he got into gaming art and when he watches these shows he knows the names of all the anomaly and he said ‘If the investigator doesn’t set his camera down on a steady surface like a table or Tripod when he or she takes a shot, it can immediately be thrown out when something shows up’.

See…..with digital cameras nowadays they have them on Automatic settings so the camera will adjust itself depending on what it thinks the picture needs judging by how much light is in the room. It will pixilate anything it can’t recognize. So if your investigator doesn’t hand set all the settings the camera needs for that particular environment you can discharge the photo immediately.

Those streaks of light that are in the same colour as the light in the room is when the shutter speed is on the wrong setting and over exposes the light that is in the room. The same can be said for a lot of ectoplasm or mist photos.

Not all, some are genuine, but 99% of them aren’t.

So any time you see someone taking a photo and it’s not on a tripod of hard flat surface, takes a pic and it shows something, discard it.

If the camera hasn’t been set by hand to work in the conditions it is to take photos, ie night time with low light, etc…….you can throw the pictures out.

99% of all the photos people have caught in mirrors or glass, picture frames or window aren’t even Spirits. It is all tricks of light and or that thing your brain does where it will recognize a face in any pattern.

People actually have been told that the faces in her curtain are trapped Spirits or not even trapped, Spirit. People ACTUALLY believe dead people who lived, loved, ate, slept, worked, laughed, played, cried, made love, played with toys, read books, had families, got married, had babies, thought, planned, hurt, and died chose to spend their afterlife sitting in your curtains or carpet or in rusty spots in mirrors etc….but it’s not Spirit at all. It’s just a trick on the brain because our brain is conditioned to recognize faces the minute we are born. Long before we even know language we know facial recognition.

When you think about it, it makes perfect sense, but it makes sense because it’s a simple answer. Everything Spirit are and do is simple. It’s ignorance that makes it so complicated and I honestly think it is why I have such a loyal following, because they understand me and get where I’m coning from. Because they are all smart, very intelligent people who know that nothing about Spirit needs to be complicated.

The Paranormal is not a complicated science. Nothing Spirit say or do is hard to figure out. It’s only when you get to my level of experience you start to get into Quantum Physics and things like String Theories and stuff. Theoretical Physics is totally my bitch at the moment. Oh my Blob it doesn’t half turn me on.

But I doubt you’ll get to have these conversations with your average Psychic, Scentiant or Medium. The dead are more than just messages from Granny folks.

Now…..I must stress. I am NOT talking about genuine Psychics and Mediums who charge a reasonable amount of money to help people. The genuine investigators who respect the process and Spirit and try to help the Spirit as much as they try to help the people in the building or home. There are genuine ones out there.

You ALL know who I’m talking about. We all know them. We have all seen them and know what they do. We’ve all heard the stories.

So while I update my Blog (as I’ve recently had a massive dose of information packed into my reality which means I’ve not only changed my views on how I see things but I’ve also had to update my knowledge because even I got it wrong in some cases. But I’m not unhappy to share that. I admit my mistakes. What I learn I can pass on, so no one loses on anything I’ve gotten wrong.

Nothing I got wrong was like HUGE, it was just small things like Orbs which I’m about to correct now. I am updating my posts as I go. The ones I update will have (revised written on them)

Okay so there are three types of Orbs. They aren’t even what most people think.

I used to think Orbs were Spirits who never had enough energy to manifest but it’s not the case at all.

Here they are explained.

  1. The genuine orbs are the ones that interact with a person. They will follow, touch and respond to the person and if you look closely you can see a face in the middle of it. These are rare but they happen a lot with loved ones in videos. I’ve been sent a few. One that springs to mind was one I still find touching to this day that I put up in my Post related to a show I did when I was doing Pod Casts The Kiwi Psychic and Midwest Ghost.

It is footage of a young Dad sitting at his computer singing to a song on his laptop to his young daughter. It’s a song that clearly means a lot to the Dad singing it. I remember the wife of the man in the video contacted me to ask me what I thought and it was such a beautiful example of Spirit reaching out to a loved one it made me quite emotional to watch it. To be a part of something so raw and beautiful just etched in my brain and I’ll never forget it as long as I live.

I remember telling the wife quite clearly this was the Spirit of an older man because I could see him clearly in the footage when it was enlarged. I had my ex husband take a look at it and even he was moved by the footage.

The wife confirmed it was her husbands Father. They had not long said ‘Bon Voyage’ to Dad and this song playing was being sung by a grief stricken son to his beloved best friend, his Dad’ And Dad was responding.

It is a beautiful piece of footage I will never ever forget.

This older man was loving this moment with his son and Grand daughter. He was floating around his Son just soaking the moment. It would then go into the kitchen and pace like it was looking for someone.

But long story short I told her it was an Older man, connecting with this man and he was looking for a woman who was out the back in the kitchen area, near a patio.

She said this place I was talking about was where this deceased mans Wife was sitting while her Son and grand daughter was having this moment with her husband.

So he was clearly trying to reach out to his wife and son to let them know he was safe and with them.

This type of Orb is rarer but certainly not uncommon. If you want to send me your orb pictures and pictures/footage of people in mirrors/glass/windows etc…..I’d be happy to help you understand what it is. Just email me at

Just be warned though, I will tell you the truth. It might disappoint you but it’s better to be hurt by the truth than devastated by a lie.

But you can often see the faces of the person inside the Orb. I’ve seen a ton over the last 12 months where it is obviously a persons face.

The orb isn’t the person physically but the Soul of the person if you will. Imagine the life force or essence of a person after they die. You would always see it as a light or ball of energy right? Well that is what these types of Orbs are.

These types of orbs have a clear and definite purpose. The way they interact is too personal and deliberate for it not to be conscious.

2) The second type of orb is less known about and I myself have just learned it. But it is an Orb or ball of light attached to a memory.

It is a visual stone tape theory if you will. Imagine a memory attached to an incident in a persons life. It is just like an Imprinted image. Which is often called the stone tape theory. It works in the same way. It captures a moment in time and traps it in a ball of energy and when the conditions are just right it ignites a memory.

It’s why some times you’ll get them and some times you won’t. It’s not a repeating pattern though like a visual. It’s the same energy on a different frequency. But you will get them in the same area. They’ll appear to go from room to room, moving up and down with purpose. Like their strolling from one room to another as they do their work if it was in an office building or somewhere that once had an office. Or you’ll see one going up and down a hallway going from room to room. That is more the memory playing out of someone like Mum or Nanny putting the kids to bed. Checking on them and then settling down for the night themselves for example.

Which brings me lastly to

3) Orbs like poltergeist activity can also be triggered by the people in the building or home.

People go in wanting to hear from them.

It’s like a ball of energy being fired into the atmosphere when you go in expecting or hoping to have an encounter with Spirit.

Then depending on what your expecting will be what you get. Like Ouija and Seances.

People don’t realize how good we are at manifesting things we want. We manifest our own Karma and our own demons. If I could train people to use that same energy into manifesting their idea of bliss, can you imagine how happy and self rewarding our lives would be.

No one would be in competition with each other. No one would be jealous of anyone because you could literally manifest the same thing or better.

The rest really are just bugs, dust.

But these shows need to stop because they are teaching people very dangerous habits.

It is also making a mockery of the memory of our loved ones.

I’m the first one to admit they’re awesome to watch if you don’t take it seriously. But so many people do unfortunately.

These shows are without knowing it, exploiting the dead if they don’t do anything about trying to help those trapped or needing a voice (and most of them do).

If I ever get a show, it will be just that. Investigating, connecting and crossing over. I’ll show everyone how it’s done and then within a year I’ll have copy cats lol but it’s better they copy right than wrong.

I’m tired. I’m so tired. I spend so much time fixing other peoples mistakes and I can’t do it on my own any more.

I either reach the masses and recruit Soldiers or I sit and keep ranting on my Blog lol

I want to thank everyone for their incredible support while I go through this transition with my gift.

I’m not scared. I need to reassure you all of that. I promise you I’m not scared. I was at first but it was only because I didn’t know what was happening. If I was having a stroke or bleed on the brain or something but I assure you I’m fine. I’m having a really big issue with not being able to charge a single bloody thing in my home and I’m sleeping like the dead which I love but I’m sleeping like the dead because I’m draining myself as soon as I start connecting with Spirit.

I’ve created a new Science apparently. I have single handedly invented a new Science lol not bad for a Housewife who left school at 14 aye/ lol hahahahaha

‘Only you Debbie?’ lol I hear my Mum say jokingly lol

Love and Light

Mama Bear












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The Kiwi Psychic and Midwest Ghost Episode 5


Discussions with Thomas Spychalski and myself Debbie Black. Answering questions from our listeners and discussions about our surprise guest Donald Carpenter.

NOTE: I stated in the show Lexi, Jeff, Kevin and Blake were from Chicago but I made a mistake. The were from New Brunswick, Ohio. I apologize for the mistake. It is Thomas who is from Chicago.

The Kiwi Psychic and Midwest Ghost Episode 4 BREAKING NEWS

Here is there long awaited episode where we think we have caught or appear to have caught some unusual noises after a Spirit appears to want to talk to our producer Thomas Spychalski.
Thomas did get the message in private later on.
As promised here is the Wikihow on How to Contact The Long Island Medium link where it clearly states what you need to do.

And if you know who Donald might be and you understand what 22 or 67 meant please let us know. He told me after when he was passing on his message for Thomas, he never said Wyatt, he only showed me W. So we have Donald, Carpenter, 22, 67, P.O.W but we don’t think he died as a P.O.W
Also we apologize for any sound troubles. This should of been the first indication something was trying to get through as we had serious issues just getting the show started in the first place.

My friend Priscilla York found this. I’m in shock. He was 22 when he got out in 1967. He left on medical grounds. Passed in 1993. His Camo was green and brown. Which I didn’t know. And The Jackelope was the Insignia for many Military branches both official and unofficial. McDell Air Base in Florida for one, and apparently it is very common for Army and Air Force or Navy and Army to share bases. I am seriously floored.

Navy Greens: