Helping your Empathic side: Just Look Up

Before I came to America last month to do this radio show and start the process of trying to get my visa and so on, I sent a message out on Facebook to the people I would be spending a lot of time with to explain to them that as an Empath I will have times in my life where I will need to detach and spend time alone.
That they weren’t to take it personally. In fact I’ll just show you the message.
It is as follows:

I really don’t like socializing unless I have to. I prefer to sit and work on my connection then have down time. I don’t like being told, I like being asked, I don’t like sharing my life unless I want to share. I am a private person unless I want to be public. I am a Scorpio. I like to decide when and where I go. It’s hard for me to express this to people who are comfortable being social. I get accused of being a snob or rude but I’m not. I’m independent and I like to know my surroundings before I charge into them. People think because I’m a hurricane with them I’m a hurricane with everyone but I’m not. AT ALL. I don’t like crowds, I don’t like being in unfamiliar surroundings and I don’t like being babied. I’m not complicated. I’m just Scorpio. I want you to help me be independent and you’ll get loyalty in abundance. But I don’t like people talking about me, sharing my life, deciding my life or assuming things. My life is an open book only once I take the lock off.
Why? Because I deal with death every single day on levels 99% of the population can’t even imagine. My articles on mental health are being published, my clients rely on me to keep their issues confidential. I take what I do very seriously. Not to mention the grief and heartache associated with my work. It’s so much for me to carry these burdens on my shoulders. I take people’s fears and turn them into hope. No-one understands that in order for ME to be free of these burdens I need time to my self. I need time to sort the emotions out in my head and release them so they don’t become my burdens too.
Please don’t be offended if I say no to something or don’t want to do it. Please understand that in one 20hr working period I may have held a man grieving for the loss of his child, helped a man decide not to hang himself, helped a woman change her career path, passed messages on to a grieving husband, taught 6 students Medianship through murder and done some Physics. My job and my gift are as protected to me as my children are. If I ask you not to share, or give me space, or help me understand something it is nothing personal. You just don’t know what goes on in my life that day.
I absorb everything like a sponge. When I’m out with you, you see people having fun, you see people being people. I hear blinding noise, I hear their fears, worries and thoughts, their broken hearts and suicidal thoughts, their debt worries and dishonesties. On top of which I’ll then have the dead telling me how to fix them all which is impossible even though it’s all I want to do. I was born just wanting to love everyone. Because I can’t that is a burden for me. So I avoid it as much as I can and let the universe decide who I am to help.
If your in my life it means I love you. If I let you in it means I trust you. But I trust you only once. It’s not easy being me. I work long hours to help people. If I want to stay home it’s with good reason.
Please try and understand that and it’s about to get worse because when I get to America I’ll be working as much as possible. I need to earn money to provide for my family and pay taxes when I’m there. The things I’ll experience will be bigger than even I’m used to. Being thrust into the limelight the second I’m working. No time with my kids, missing my man, work on my mind, people to employ to drive me, manage my career, travel costs, rent to pay etc…my burdens become mine pretty fast.
But I do it because it’s my dream, my dream job, my dream friends and family surrounding me in many states and continents. I’m a sponge. I need to wash myself out and let myself hang out to dry. Otherwise I will become heavy with the things I absorb. So please if you don’t hear from me, or I’m quiet or anti social it’s nothing you’ve done. I’m just doing what I need to do to release my energy so I don’t end up like the people I’m in America to help.
It’s not easy being the one person 100,000 people plus a year come to for advice and guidance.
But I do it because I can. I do it because I want to. I do it because I am Scorpio, I do it because I am Debbielee. I am the person I am born to be.
Thank you all for reading this if you did. That in itself means a lot to me. My only fear in life is letting people down. I don’t want to be doing that for anyone.
But it does often come at a detriment to myself.

Since I wrote that post I have been around hundreds of people who I have absorbed their thoughts and emotions like a sponge.
I read people every second of every day even when I’m not reading them as my job. An Empath absorbs everything around them like a sponge.
If your not an Empath your never going to understand what it is to be one.
We can’t be around gossip, we can’t be around prejudice, we can’t be around hate or negativity because we absorb it and reflect it back IF we don’t know how to handle it.
Most people don’t know how to handle it so they become depressed or suicidal.
This is why people in the new age philosophies piss me off so much. Because they use this word like it is peanut butter and it like peanut is cloying to my palate and drives me nuts.

Anyone who is an ACTUAL Empath doesn’t tell people they are one because it evokes a whole range of issues so it is easier to just never tell people. An Empath is more than someone who cares, it is more than someone who sympathizes and it is costing people their lives and I’m the one who has to pick those pieces of suicide and depression up.

I have been around thee most horrendous situations since I have been in Wisconsin and there has been absolutely nothing I can do about it because I’m in a confined space most of the time and as I started to feel myself get weighed down by the negativity that has been surrounding me with peoples thoughts, griefs, sadness and inner turmoil’s my beautiful and very patient teacher Pauline Wardel Braddon came to me and said ‘Just look up’.
At first I wasn’t sure what she meant. My student bumblebee did a reading for me and he kept saying in this reading to Just Look Up.
And because I file stuff like that away in my head it comes out just at the right time.

Yesterday I couldn’t stand it any more. I HAD to get into my quiet space and try to decompress everything that is going on in my head.
I’m dealing with my gift, and my empathic side while trying to figure my future out, work with clients in my usual day job I do in the UK and my students, along with my radio show and missing my boys and fiancé all at the same time.

No one will ever understand what it is to be me. And I can’t talk to anyone about what I am because no one understands. It is never as simple as ‘letting go’ or ‘talking about it’.
It builds up like lime scale and over time it can wear heavy on ones soul and the only way to remove it is to do what you need to do to remove the scum that becomes hard on your heart.
That is why I say, have an outlet. Whatever your thing is. do it. It helps, it really does.
But once in a while it isn’t enough. So like yesterday when I couldn’t stand it any more I had an incredible moment with a Spirit in the place I was staying and then my teacher came and reminded me to JUST LOOK UP!!!
She then went on to explain it like this and I share it with you.

Go somewhere quiet and lay on your back. And just look up.
Because looking up will what is there will always be more simplistic than what is around you and inside you.
Looking up will be a plain ceiling, with one maybe two colours of objects to purvey.
Looking up will be a beautiful night sky with dark blues and stars, or a sky of greys and blues with whites if it’s a nice day.
Looking up is calm on ones mind and looking around or within is a kaleidoscope of colours and emotions that can be overwhelming to your mind. So lay down and just look up.

So I did just that. I went to my room where I get changed. I put my blanket on the cold floor and turned the lights off and just looked up. Before long my mind stopped racing. My heart began to beat a little slower and before I knew it I was calm and relaxed again having started to think about simple things like how good it feels to hold my boys in my arms.
How nice it feels to be held by my fiancé. Kittens that look like Hitler or Kitlers as my friend Becca calls them.
I felt the negative leave me. I felt it drain from my soul.
I went to see my friend Colin Slife race the other day. He is an incredible car racing prodigy who will be a Nascar champion by the time he is 19-20 years old. He is an inspiration to me and the perfect role model for my boys and children everywhere.
At 14 he raced against grown men and did so fantastically well I was proud and honoured to be a apart of it. I LOVE cars. I loved watching him drive 100 times around that track.
BUT with hundreds of spectators there it was impossible for me not to absorb peoples thoughts.
There were affairs going on, people wanting to kill themselves and deciding how, people secretly HATING each other with such venom in their hearts and some of it was directed at that poor boy.
I of course had to protect him and ended up blowing the lights out in the stadium because of it.
But I also saw sexual predators eyeing up some of the kids playing and women hating on other women because of the men there were with etc…
At one point I nearly ran out of there. I can NOT under ANY circumstance be around negative minds and hearts because with my gift it can turn dark and dangerous.

I could kill someone with my thoughts, if I transmitted that kind of bad energy out to the people who made me angry I could crash their cars, make them go nuts or worse.
With great power comes great responsibility. I take what I do very seriously. People trust me with their deepest darkest thoughts and fears and I am proud to say I have built my reputation on three things.
My Confidentiality.
My Honesty
My Knowledge.
People know I speak the truth when I counsel them. That my intentions are honourable and my heart is in the right place.
I observe EVERYTHING. The curse of a Scorpio is we watch and observe our surroundings even when we appear dopey and docile.
The students I stay with for a while freak out because before I leave them I ‘read them’ and make observations that ring true to their very core.
I floor them and it makes them go away from me happier and more focused and a little shocked because they assume the whole time I’m just a big floppy haired Muppet who swans around all dazed and confused.
But I pay attention to every detail. Because of this I need time to decompress and a lot of people just don’t get that sometimes it means in order to do that I need to Just Look Up.

My students under s certain level of ability know they will never be allowed to watch me read, or hold sessions with fellow students.
My life, my feelings, my work is 100% confidential. This is the basis and foundation of my very existence.
I make no apologies for this. There are only two people in this world who have built trust with me over the years to decompress to verbally and I was married to one and about to marry the other.
My balance.
My ex on one side and my current on the other. They are my scales. They are the two that have seen me develop my gift over the years and don’t judge me when I have melt downs or cry.
You can explain this to people till your blue in the face but I trust very few people with my inner thoughts and cerebral process for the simple fact that no one will ever understand what it is to be me.
I live by the voices in my head. I don’t judge, gossip, criticize, condemn or try to complain.
Writing is my outlet for expression as is working out and music.
But while I might be the worlds first Paranormal Scientist and while my life appears to be cool and super happy fun time it is hard and exhausting when you absorb everything like a sponge.
An Empath is telepathic as well and 99% of people who are suicidal hear voices thinking they are losing their minds not knowing they are hearing Spirit of the voices of people they have encountered that day or week.
If you don’t have an outlet it builds up like a volcano and will erupt into something dark if you don’t have an outlet.
So I’m sharing this with all of you who feel like your heart wears heavy with the burdens of the world.
Go somewhere quiet, no people around, lay on your back and Just Look Up.
Stay there until your mind is clear. Look at the simple shapes and colours. It really does work.
You’ll come out of it exhausted but then have something to eat and watch how incredible it feels afterwards.
I feel fantastic.
Sometimes even caring people need to be a little selfish. If you don’t take time to rinse out that sponge your soul becomes dirty from mess you absorb around you, you simply end up smearing your own life with the filth you absorbed and you deserve so much better than that.
You were given your good heart for a reason and you can’t let ANYONE under ANY circumstances taint that in you.
It is okay to remove yourself from the negative in your life. If you are around people talking mean about people, if your around prejudice and gossip it is okay to shut yourself off. They will never understand what it is to be you.
You get one shot at this life. Don’t make yourself have to come back because you didn’t award yourself the time to just look up while others look down.

The choices you make today directly affect the consequences of those choices tomorrow. So make better choices for YOU not anyone else.
As I always say ‘Live your life for others, make them happy, live your life for you, make you happy’

If the people in your life truly care about you they will understand and give you time to do you.
If not, they aren’t friends and shouldn’t be in your life in the first place so maybe the universe is trying to tell you they are one of the negative things your soaking like a sponge.
whether it be your job, your school, your friends or family, your society or your street, if your an Empath your going to absorb it all.
The New Age movement should be ashamed of themselves for wrongly identifying themselves in such a manner and I will make sure now I have a Talk show on WRMN1410 that people know the truth.
They aren’t the ones picking up the pieces of what an Empath really is.
I am. And because of that once in a while I need to remove myself to a dark room and Just Look Up.
Until you carry the weight of the world on your shoulders don’t judge those of us who do.
Because one day it will be your weight we carry on our shoulders too and you won’t want us faltering and stumbling when we do it.

Spirit Attachment/ Psychic Vampires: It’s a lie

I was recently contacted by a few people asking me about Spirit attachment. Instead of replying to them all individually I thought I would write an article about it and send them the link instead.

There are psychics and mediums out there telling people their run of bad luck or depression is because they have Spirits attached and it pisses me off.
This bullshit they spout is hurting people. Genuinely hurting people. People are paying money to these frauds and coming out terrorized worst than they went in. I think these people should be thrown in jail to be honest. It’s fraud and it’s destructive and I can’t WAIT to start my radio show so I can put the right these wrongs people are doing in the name of Spirit.
People, the dead do NOT attach to the living, they can NOT manipulate your life in a way that makes you lose jobs and money etc….YOU do that. The choices YOU make affect YOUR life not the dead.
They have NO interest in creating trouble for you for the simple fact that if they did they would go to the darkness faster than you could blink.
People need to understand how a dead person functions.
In order for them to come through they need energy. They are no different to a current that runs through a plug. They NEED an energy source. They have to use limited energy because communication isn’t easy to them. Contrary to popular belief they don’t pop up and show themselves at any random time. They are intelligent light, they have to pick their times of use us to come through but they do so knowing it comes at a detriment to us physically.
It is EXHAUSTING having ANY kind of Spirit communication so they prefer the easiest way to do it.
Telepathy and Synchronicity. It’s not just your physical though. It is conscious exhaustion too.
It can take them the drain your phone just to show themselves as a black dot. Can you imagine what they would have to drain to attach to a living person?
If they were attached to a living person 24/7 the person they attach to couldn’t function as a human, nor would anything electrical around them.

Even the darkest entity is fighting to get to the light. The darkness only comes when invited and is created by YOUR belief they exist.
You MUST use logic people. If your losing jobs it’s either going to be because there is a world wide economic down turn or its you.

The darkness feeds on fear and negativity but even it knows they can’t come unless invited. There is a rule of compliance in the universe that every organic being adheres to. They know without a balance and symbiotic relationship with everything else, we don’t evolve.
To do something so destructive to a living person would have severe consequences for ALL involved and to be honest, the average Joe just isn’t that interesting.
The choices you make today dictate what happens next. If you make bad choices, bad things will happen in your life.
So just make better choices from now on.
Follow your compass every time.

As for Psychic Vampires? Don’t insult me. I can’t even bring myself to discuss the issue.
If you want to believe this stuff then you get what you deserve. Just because some new age dork says it’s a thing doesn’t make it a thing.
It’s people finding excuses in the paranormal for things they can’t or don’t want to face so they blame it on someone else. But because its bollocks they blame it on people they don’t know or can see. The Invisible trouble makers as I call them lol
Them damn invisible goblins and ghouls causing someone to be tired and not think straight ‘Grrrrrr said sarcastically’.

It’s like I always say ‘People so desperate to believe in something, they will believe anything’ but it’s the lack of understanding in the paranormal that causes all the trouble in the first place.

Educate yourself or come to me.
I can’t wait to get my show started. People need to start breathing again without fear of thinking the dead all up in their face.

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Was 9/11 what brings about The New Renaissance?

I wanted to share with you images I’ve been having of the new world and what happens after the civil riots and stuff end the cleansing.
I’m always telling you the bad stuff I see so I want to share some of the good stuff I see.
I’m seeing more good now than bad and this is why I’m keen to get to America.
I want to see what happens next. I want to be a part of it.
I want to see the birth of a new world from the inside, from Americas view point because it looks incredible.
So this is going to be global of course but I’m seeing it from Americas view point because that is where I will be when it happens. It IS predictive and I will be living in the US in a few short weeks. So make of it what you will.
I want to see history in the making.
America started this. I now know how with a little help from my Friends up there (if you know what I mean) *wink*…..How you ask?
Remember I said for the cleansings pinnacle that whatever it is that causes the civil unrest and the bringing about of the Elites demise etc….that the ‘very thing used to create us would be the very thing used to bring them down?’
That would be the Internet, Mobile phones, YouTube, Facebook, Siri etc………they made the technology easier to spy on us and we have created a planet of uploading, whip it out faster than a pistol on your hip one man band CNN but honest.
How though? How could all of this come about you ask?

One word.
ROSWELL!!!!
What technology came out of the craft? Or as they call it up there ‘Christmas pantomime prop’. They had to distract American some how, they had all the money to build on the technology and they needed distracting from something that was about to happen in South America. I think they nearly went to war and it would of been catastrophic. So they had to come and distract the simians with shiny things. Out of that came the internet, mobile technology, pretty most of what we use today is because of what they took from the panto prop.

Anyway with WikiLeaks, YouTube, 4chan, Anonymous, Weaponized Autism, WordPress etc….it’s getting a lot of bad people in trouble and it’s as it should be. Antifa and Fake news, all of it is a distraction. They need to spread the fear because the dark side feed on it.
But people react one of two ways when afraid. They fight or they flee.
But even those that flee will eventually try and fight back when the predator catches up to them and what is caught on camera and leaked to the world is big enough no news channel will deny the story, lives will be instantly destroyed.
Politicians, Bankers, Royals, Celebrities, Corporations, Religions etc….ALL GONE, credibility destroyed.
Antifa will join Keks, old will join young, Muslims will join Christians, Jews and Arabs, rich and poor (not all rich people are bad people) white will join black, gay will join straight etc…..in the streets and they will fill with blood.
The blood of the oppressors, some countries will be more civilized than others I’ll say that much. The anger will be such that some people will choose suicide over the pain of knowing the extent of the deceit.
Some will have mental break downs. Some will flee into self denial. It’s going to be epic.

BUT out of shit grows roses as I say and the one thing America has more than anything is LOVE.
When the chips are down no one comes together better and you only have to look at 9/11 for that. Watching all those people gather to bring food, supplies, hands on deck, support to all those brave men and women who were risking their lives that day made me proud to be human.

Crazy thought. I wonder if that wasn’t the thing caught on tape. The Twin Towers. Holy shit is that why I’ve been seeing twin stuff? I just realized.
Was 9/11 the kick off to the cleansing because they made the stupid mistake of making it so public?
Ya know what else Spirit just reminded me 11 11 (Twin towers) So is that THE Twin Towers of two versions, meaning will they try and plan another attack on two buildings? Is Grenfell fire in London another? Is there one or two more to go? Does 11 11 mean Twin Towers or two Twin Tower style attacks? We shall wait and see.
I won’t assume but I’ll certainly observe.
Anyway after all this is over America returns to how it was in the 1950s.
I’ve described all of this in other posts.

But you know, I’m always asking questions and I asked Spirit last night what will happen to all the orphans out there who are in those horrendous orphanages without love and care and Spirit said they’ll mostly get adopted.
For the ones that haven’t been damaged psychologically I mean.
Some of those poor souls will never recover and be taken care of by loving people.
I see so sooooo many elderly people using their time to love these children.
Retried British Nana working along side retired Filipino Granddad. Taking care of those who can’t take care of themselves. Animal and human, flora and fauna included.
I see the elderly who are capable feeling useful again and sharing so much of their culture, knowledge and history with those around them.
There are billions of them waiting to die who just have too much energy to die just yet and you’ll see them living even longer because they have purpose again.
They’ll teach classes and lessons to free up the time of the Teachers who gave up the love of teaching years ago or shouldn’t be teaching so they can follow their passions and do what they love and love what they do.
All drugs will become legal. Everyone will b given the option to seek help, get an education or learn a trade in their chosen field after they clean up and if they don’t then it’s natural selection I’m afraid. It sounds harsh but nature always kills off the weakest ones.
(with the exception of the innocent like children, handicapped etc…)
We will do away with governments and it will be like community juries.
So if a couple want to adopt a couple of kids from say Africa and China, their neighbours will be chosen, regardless of race, colour, religion or creed and common sense, logic and observation will be taken into account only.
Things will be taken into account like:
Finances, maintenance of the property and self if they have parties are they civil and over at a respectable time if it isn’t a block party? (because we will go back to having block parties).
How often do they fight? how often do the emergency services get called? psychologically ready? etc….because we will rely on our neighbours for everything. Because we will go back to watching the kids play in the street and a few people in the street get together to try out Jims new BBQ, so the black guy and his white wife will bring the beef patties, the Jewish guy and his wife will bring salads, the Muslim family will bring breads and dips etc…and the kids will all play and if a unknown car comes down the street everyone knows it.

When Mr Blogs has his hip operation the older kids will come and bring the casserole Mum sent them over with and mow his lawn. Even though they do it for free he will of course give them like $40 because that’s what he thinks of these kids taking the time out of their day to help an old man.

He in turn will help some of the kids with school work because he used to be a school teacher. Or wood work so he teaches shop in his garage. All with approved funding an tuff of course.
People will have jobs and business they love because of the citizens wage no one has to worry about money. The motivated will get more because they can’t stay still. These are the people who need to be doing and creating.
Those who aren’t motivated will never go hungry or without. But the less you do in your community, the less you contribute to society the less you get back after you get your citizens wages.

Prisons will be for crimes worthy of the sentence. All inmates will have free access to family and education.
The worst will be given the same rights but will fewer privileges and have the toughest sentence. They will be paid according to the job they do and all will be evaluated.
There are too many people in prison who’s parents put them there and they can’t be blamed for that.
I won’t excuse the crime but it means with the right amount of love and support they can at least try and redeem themselves.
And we as just humans owe it to them to try and give them one more chance. After that it’s on them if it’s prove they are guilty.
Housing and developed industrial/commercial areas left to go into disrepair will be revived and turned into housing.
Property development and housing redevelopment will become a good thing.
Things will always be monitored.
Peoples mind sets will change.
No one will think twice about adopting a Mongolian baby to an elderly couple. Of course they will be offered support and monitored like everyone else will.
But the elderly aren’t as old as they were when I was growing up. When you think of people like Tina Turner and Sean Connery. Tell me they wouldn’t be cool parents to maybe some older orphans. You really are as old as you allow yourself to be. I feel like I’m 22. I’m getting naughtier by the day hahahaha My little Latin Boy can’t keep up.
I’m so incredibly happy. Well there are plenty of older people, infertile, gay people, mixed race, mixed religion, single but comfortable singles who can give good homes to these gifts, these Angels in human form.

Import Export will be trade specific. We will all be encouraged to be self sufficient food wise. Because we will all only take what we need. We will all live well, all organic, fresh, chemical free, and yes with treats, you can still get fat but again the opposite end goes in the rule if you take more than you need or you take up more resources than is proven necessary the less resources you will be allowed.
Recycling where possible. For every tree chopped down a couple will be planted in it’s place.

The most creative minds nurtured. Not everyone is cut out for University but everyone has a thing. That one thing they are good at or love so much.
Whether it be growing vegetables they can share amongst neighbours or sell in return for baby sitting so him and his partner can have date nights or the boy who can fix computers who is earning money to buy his first car, we will encourage each other to do what we do best.
We won’t criticize, condemn or complain. We will observe and guide, encourage and nurture.
We will have to. It will be about taking personal responsibility as well as taking societal responsibility as well. You can’t live in a society without contributing to it.
We eventually have to get off this piece of rock. Who do you want to help get you there? The kid who can fix your pc aged 13 or a Kardashian?
If you say the Kardashians I have just two words ‘Natural Selection’.
You either jump on board or go down with the ship
Because some of us apes stopped throwing poo and picked up tools.

Diseases cured, people will live a LOT longer than they do now. Suicides will fall exponentially. Therapy and treatment given where.
We will keep populations down. It will be necessary for a while.
Countries with dwindling populations will be sent immigrants with skills and trades. To help boost the economies. They don’t need to be scrutinized but they must prove useful and productive. You can’t just go there and bum.
More money will be made and distributed. Local economies boosted.
Travel will be cheap and everyone will have disposable income so people will travel all the time.
Countries like Libya, Nicaragua, Sudan, Afghanistan etc….will be tourist meccas for history buffs. Cultures rediscovered and paraded for the whole world to see with pride.
You’ll be allowed to be proud of who you are where you are no matter where in the world you are. I believe we will have a form of Flag Day.
Where your encouraged to wear your native pride on your sleeve no matter where your a native of.
Because we should all of course be allowed to be proud of where we come from. It honours our heritage and their struggles and plights to get you where you are today. None of which would exist without the former existing first.
Migration created you no matter what nation you are from. Embrace that heritage. And make it mean something. Don’t shame them.
Veterans rewarded. Anyone who works in the Servitude of their country will.
All assholes and trouble makers will be judged accordingly.
It will take about 20 years to rebuild and recover.
But it’s already starting.
So was 9/11 the start of the cleansing caught on tape? It would make sense.
The house of cards came tumbling down thanks to the internet, conspiracy theorists, WikiLeaks, YouTube, etc……so what tips it then?
What happens that has anchor men and women weeping apologies live in national TV?
Why will we see people like Hillary on trial? Why will bankers and business folk, celebrities, and politicians be covering their heads from being kicked in by people they once employed?
There once smug, condescending faces realizing their reign of terror is over.
Justice will be bought to many. Then they can languish in prison where they belong.
For those who survive I mean. I’ve seen what the Chinese, Koreans and Africans do to their rich and powerful who did wrong. I still have haunting nightmares of them.

But it needs to be done. If our planet was a dog, they would be the fleas and we are all turning into Spot On.
That is why I called it The Cleansing.
Because that is what Spirit showed me. A dog being cleaned of it’s parasites.

So hang in there a little bit longer.
I put this synopsis to you though.
They said it would take 20 years to recover right? So 20 years from the pinnacle or from 9/11?
Because hat would mean we only had 4 years to go before all was beginning to be right in the world.
That would be a nice thought
2021 the birth of a new world? I’m seeing 44 in that as I stare at the screen lol Me and my stupid brain lol 2021/ 2 x 22, also 4yrs to go 4, half of 4 is 2,4 written twice is 44.

I’m either nuts or brave.
Your watching my brain as it is processing the thoughts I’ve had over the years culminating into a potential outcome as I get them in this post lol I’m literally typing my discussions with Spirit as I try to piece together the symbols and visions I get and file away for a possible conclusion.

The 9/11 theory is just one hypothesis.
I am grateful for my brain even if I do sound nuts. As I tell my students, Nuts is normal in my head.

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The truth about Ouija/Pendulums and Tarot (your gonna REALLY hate me after this)

Okay so here is the biggest misconception about Tarot cards and Ouija Boards.
People think they get to talk to the dead using these three tools and it just isn’t so.
I’m going to outline why below.

Tarot Cards: A tool used to tell ones future. It uses NO Spirits to conduct. This is the one that pisses me off the most because there are people out there calling themselves Psychic/Mediums because they use Tarot cards.
Spirit don’t need this stuff and it’s simply insulting to people out there who have spent their ENTIRE lives dedicating themselves to their gift and honing their skills such as myself.
Tarot readers take credit for the Reader (Client) using their own telepathic skill to chose the best card for the outcome and answer they need to help guide them.
It is the READER who conducts the reading not the person doing the spread.
Tarot cards are a set of predetermined answers, yet many take money and credit for this type of reading when in actual fact is the reader could just get a set of cards themselves and save themselves the money by doing the reading themselves.
My students are taught to read EVERYTHING BUT Tarot because I require my students in my society to have actual skill and ability.

Trust me when I say if your paying to have a reading from someone using Tarot who calls themselves anything other than a Tarot Reader your being conned.
If your a Psychic or a Medium you wouldn’t need Tarot at all.

Having a gift is a Privilege NOT a right and yet so many people take these titles without having any right and it pisses me off.
Having the privilege of guiding people using the dead to guide you requires hard work, dedication and a delicate balance of the mind, body and Spirit 99.9% of people out there who conduct readings just don’t have.
I’m sorry but it’s true. It’s called a GIFT, for some it should be called a Loan but for the rest it should be called a Fantasy.
Honestly, buy a pack and do your own readings. You’ll get exactly the same results as the person doing the reading and save yourself the money.
To test my word, go to a Tarot Reader who calls themselves anything other and ask them to conduct a reading without the cards. If they have been doing it for more than 5 minutes this shouldn’t be a problem.
A true Gifted, can read using many forms.
I myself do Clairvoyance, Psychometry, Medianship, Dream Interpretation, Tea Leaves, Palms, Bones, Nature (Natural Telepathy) I can read animals paws and feet as well, I can also read using normal playing cards. The kind you play Poker with. To me it plays out a move in my head of the persons life.
I can also read a persons vibration, or Aura and even read a person based on what colours they are wearing that day.
If you have a gift you don’t need Tarot.

Pendulums:
This uses the Science of Metaphysics, nothing more. No dead people use a pendulum to make contact.
A Pendulum uses magnetism and the fields of energy around you and the planet.
They can be used to ask yes no questions. How? because anything organic can be read and communicate in it’s own unique way. You as the conduit for the pendulum need to train yourself to connect to the planet first before anything else because your required to tune in to the vibration or fields of energy around you.
This is why the pendulum is best used to find things like water, lay lines, electrical lines, lost objects, treasure, oil, missing people, active spots, etc……
It’s insulting to think our beloved dead are sitting tapping and pushing on a glass ball or whatever you use to communicate.
If anyone says they are reading you using one they are fooling not only you but themselves.
The trouble with Pendulums though is how easy it is to manipulate the answer you want. Because you too are organic and everything in the Universe is also organic and the vibrations of each to be read have to be perfectly balanced if you don’t finely tune your connection to your Pendulum you can manipulate the answer you want.
When you don’t want a specific answer you get the correct hit. But if your wanting an answer you create the answer you want.
Again, tuning in to a Pendulum requires at least a year of dedication and commitment to it. My Pendulum went with me everywhere.
Also you must never buy your pendulum, it should be found, or offered up to you and it must be 100% organic and cleansed before use.
You don’t know what your piece of rock, stone, shell, bone etc….has been before it was your pendulum.
And as I have said before, if it is offered to you it doesn’t need cleansed. If you find it then it does.
The difference being, when your out and about an offered Pendulum jumps out at you, it is one of those things where you’ll see the stone your meant to have on a beach full of them because it jumps out at you and you can’t take your eyes off it.
One that you find is usually something you already have laying around the house already in which case it needs to be cleansed in salt water.
You can’t read the planet if your using plastic. So your pendulum MUST be 100% organic.
Once you have found your pendulum you must then going around your house and use it to test every other organic object in your home.
Having an object in your home that is negative for you is like putting a magnet next to a compass. It can pull and weigh it down and actually can be responsible for activity in your home, from Poltergeist to depression, relationship issues and erratic behaviour in your children and pets, not to mention in you.
If you can’t sleep it could be because that pretty rock you found on the beach you didn’t test saw a war when it was part of a mountain or even a ritualistic killing from 10,000 years ago. You just don’t know what your brining into your home. THIS is when your Pendulum is at it’s best. I don’t have so much as a twig in my house that hasn’t been tested.
People don’t understand why I take this stuff so seriously. Why I’m so fiercely protective of Spirit and my craft.
Because no one gets it. These new age people have taken an ancient skill and turned it into a fluffy joke.
The truth of the matter is, the pretty pieces of our planet (crystals, gems, jewels) aren’t any better to use for healing and power than the stones in your garden.
They all come from the one life source. But no one wants the fingernail, they all want the organs.
And that pisses me off.

Ouija Boards:
SIGH!!!! This is the one I deal with DAILY from people.
Ouija boards use NO dead people. The dead do NOT talk through them. YOU DO!!!
Those conducting the séance or board (it’s the exact same thing but using a different conduit) manipulate the board or session using Telekinesis. This is a Science using the power of ones mind to move objects.
The answers you get are telepathic in ability. This is the Science of placing thought or reading ones mind using your mind.
People say ‘But how did it know the name of my Grandmother, no one knows what her real name is’. The answer is ‘Because you do’.
Our brains are the most powerful computer/engine in the Universe. There is nothing like it nor will their ever be as long as we keep evolving.
People don’t understand this stuff yet so many people use these tools for entertainment and then fuck it up.
Then it’s me they run to in order to fix it. Everyone knows Ouija and Seance’s are counter productive to Spirit communication.
The dead don’t sit and push a piece of glass to talk, they don’t need it and requires WAAAAY too much energy to make happen.
Moving objects and showing themselves in a 3D visual require thee most amounts of energy needed and so they avoid it at all costs.
NOW!!! the thing with these types of entertainment (and it is for entertainment only because it’s not a real gift or ability, it’s just Science) is if one single person in that group is negative, depressed, angry, or easily manipulated it places negativity into the outcome and then you get the nasty stuff coming through.
Then because of the fear and hysteria it creates it then invites the actual bad stuff because they see you and think ‘Ahhhh here is one we can cause trouble for’ then BOOM!!! you get the growls and fear being generated.
The dead know how much trouble all of this can cause and want and play no part in any of it.
If you use these tools for readings, your producing the answer not the dead.
Your basically doing your own reading using your own abilities. That’s it.
So don’t be fooled.

I hope you learned something today and I hope I cost a few fakes some money because there are more of them out there than genuinely gifted people.
Having a genuine gift is the same as people and politics. Just because you have an interest in it doesn’t mean you can and should do it.
As I say time and time again ‘Just because everyone can have the gift doesn’t mean they should’.
I simply refuse to show ANYONE who asks how to open up to Spirit because not everyone should.
If your self absorbed, too caught up in your own life to take the time to help others, if you suffer from depression, addiction or any kind of mental anguish, if your a negative person, aggressive, scared of everything, too afraid to be what you are, easily manipulated or frightened or refuse to open and expand your mind or too lazy to do the work then this isn’t for you.
You don’t need to sit under copper triangles or meditate. If you sit and do the work you don’t need any of it at all because YOU become the biggest conduit there is.
Your Pineal Gland should be the only tool of your trade for ANY of it and if you don’t exercise that most then the rest of it is pointless.

It is a Privilege not a right, it’s dealing with actual dead people who often have tragic stories to tell to distraught and frantically hopeful loved ones. If your too busy getting laid, stoned, or lazy to take the years required to perfect your craft then this really isn’t for you.

Tarot readers have the easiest job in the world in this industry. They don’t even need to ask for protection because all they are doing is playing poker dealer in someone’s life. All the work is done for them.
The reader shuffles, the reader picks the cards, the reader uses their own ability to pick the cards they need to help them and the conduit is the cards, and the person taking your money for it gets all the credit using no ability or skill yet they get all the reward.
How is that fair or just?

When I hit the mainstream media I’m going to be getting hated on by millions and millions of people around the world because I’m gonna shut as many of them down as they can.
Thousands upon thousands of years of stud, honing ones Science and gift has gone into my society and these people just all think they can just come play at being one of us without any training or ability.
Having an interest in the Paranormal Sciences don’t mean you can ever understand the intensity of the training. There are steps taken that often start from birth.
A Pathwalker starts their path from birth then when it is nearing time to move up to White Lighter they are sent a teacher.
Yet so many people are told and believe they are one. So many people are getting readings and being told they are a White Lighter. But you can’t be one without being a Pathwalker and as I said a true Pathwalker starts from birth.
A Pathwalkers life is not an easy one and the gifts are established from birth.

A Pathwalkers life is a difficult one, often dealing with serious mental and emotional issues like bullying, abuse of all forms, poverty, adversity and social bias ALL while dealing with their gift.
A Pathwalker is born with a gift, and a White Lighter then uses these gifts to help the masses. The dedication and loyalty required would put a Special Forces trainee to shame.

Often those who can’t balance their empathic gift with the path with which they walk often end up committing suicide or want to.
To quote The Highlander ‘B A L A N C E’
If you don’t find the balance in all of it you might as well take up a sport or hobby because the rest of it is pointless.

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