Dead Lives Matter: Letting go of the past

There are any forms of Spirit communication. Spirit are inventive to say the least and as subtle as a brick when they want to let us know they are around.

But why do they do it? Why go to all that bother when they know they are the butt of jokes, misunderstood, abused, denied, ridiculed and lied about?
Dead Lives Matter. Just because they are dead doesn’t mean they don’t have an opinion and I’m a spokesperson or representative for the dead.
I’m their loud speak or foghorn some would say lol
The thing that sets me apart from other Medians or Intuitive Clairvoyants is instead of trying to prove they existed I sat and asked them questions and observed their answers.
I stopped hearing the dead and started listening to the dead.
And they taught me how to be an amateur theoretical physics, and philosophy and history. I understand evolution now on a mind blowing level. It seem so easy to me now because I’m lucky enough to experience the answer to the question I seek.
I am developing the theory based on observation of recent conversations with the dead and things I’ve experienced is those of us who are dead who communicate often have something to make up for in this life with loved ones of society.
For example. Those of my loved ones who are crossed over who I see often in Spirit, are those who I had issues with in life. Hurts and issues I carry with me due to the nature of the relationship we had.
For example: (I’m about to get very personal here)
My Dad. I loved him. He is someone as far as his long and distinguished army career is something I simply beam with pride for.
I have SO much respect for what he did for his country. He was adored by all who knew him. He made time for anybody who needed him.
Except his family. He neglected my Mum, cheated on her, left her to raise 7 kids on her own and when he was home he slept and got pissed.
He was a fantastic man and we never went hungry and always had a roof over our head. Just…..
He let me Mother dream about ‘One day when you get out of the army we can go to Scotland’ and when he did get out he dropped dead 7 years later having worked himself to death as a security guard who worked all the hours blob sent.
Leaving my poor Mother to raise 2 orphaned grandchildren by herself.
I know my Dad was embarrassed of me. I was over weight, sleepy-aroundy, reckless and un-militarian. (yes I made up a word). I was too soft, I cried all the time. I hurt so bad as a teenager and child.
he wanted badly for me to join the army. I think he thought it would toughen me up and help me lose weight. Truth be told, If I wasn’t so fat I would of joined. I’d of had a great time. I would of been so proud to have been known as Sarg Major Callaghan’s daughter. Then I would of risen to the ranks just to spite him.
Yet the night he died, it was me he sent for. We drove 2 hours to be home that night he called me and asked me if I was coming home that day Friday 9th January 1991. Which I thought was odd and I told my husband at the time ‘Something is wrong, I need to get home’. My Dad didn’t like me, why was he calling me? The ones he did like lived across the road from him and down the road etc…
h had been unwell and had been to the Doctor. He was given Amitriptyline and was afraid to take it. I talked him into taking it because I was taking it too.
I went to bed that night and said to Mum ‘I’m not going to sleep tonight. I can sleep in the morning when I know he’s okay’. Call if you need me.
No sooner had I hopped into bed with a book all hell broke loose.
I had to do CPR on him, my poor Mother standing at the door with my nephew who was about 14 I think looking to me to do something.
When the ambulance was there had to ring my siblings.
Anyway…..he and I had issues. The only time I ever saw pride for me was the day I got married. When I walked out in my dress. He did a double take. He took my face in his hands and told me I looked so beautiful and I knew he meant it. He teared up and said I looked like my Aunty Rosina which I’m now getting emotional about because as I talk I’m reliving the experience. (the perks of time traveling) I’m feeling my Dads big hard Royal Engineers hands on my soft skin. I can smell him.
Old spice and tobacco. I thought my Aunty Rosina was a movie star. She was stunning to me. My dads hands were scared and rough because when I was a baby he put a fire out in my bed room with his bare hands because my sister Paula went to sleep reading by candle light.
The candle was on a varnished dresser and the varnish stuck to his hands.
I know your telling me you loved me Dad and I love you too but you were the man who was supposed to protect me forever and you didn’t.
But I forgive you. I do. Because on the course of my journey I have come to realize that you taught me so much growing up. It felt like you were never there but when you were there you clearly made an impact on me.
You taught me my love of tanks and cars. You taught me how to walk. I’ll never forget the only compliment you ever gave me as a kid was I had an excellent walk lol
You taught me how to be organized. I loved it when you would bounce the coin on our beds to see if they bounced. I was determined to get it bouncing higher than my sister Erin’s.
You taught me my love of death. Serial killers and unsolved mysteries etc…because I’m Scorpio, I have a fascination with death because I rule it. I rule birth, regeneration, the occult and sex (hehe).
I would try and solve them. Dad and I would have discussions with him about who we thought Jack the Ripper was.
You taught me how to drink. I LOVED watching you entertain the crowds. You sang like a god. You sounded just like Bing Crosby who I adore. His Xmas album takes me back to my childhood Christmases. You always made Christmas so exciting. You were home, and happy. You were relaxed and friendly. You were excited for Santa.
You were such a big kid. I was so proud of you. Do you remember when I was about 8 I had a vision of you and Mum dying when I was still young? I was afraid you wouldn’t see my children. You came into my room because my siblings were laughing at me for being dramatic and you sat on my bed and you said ‘You and Mum weren’t going anywhere, not in this life or the next, life goes on Debbie’.
I’ll never forget what. I was 18 when Lauri died, 25 when you died and 32 when Mum died. You never saw my kids and neither did Mum.
But its okay because you do now. My boy has been talking about you since he was 2yrs old.
Thank you for protecting him. I know it was you that stopped him falling the wrong way off the couch. he should of fallen through the glass cabinet and he didn’t. He moved slowly on an angle and got slowly lowered down.
So I forgive you. I’m moving past it now. I have let go of it all. I cant ignore the fact you were a good teacher and you made me not afraid of what us kids were.

My sister Laurie I hardly every see. I’ve had maybe 4 encounter with her my entire life since she has been dead. All in dreams.
Bu my son has been talking about you since before he could walk. The pregnant lady who hit her head with red hair.

We had a good relationship. We got closer when she got sick. I helped her with her pregnancy an cancer treatment. She was diagnosed with terminal cancer the same time she finds out she is pregnant at the age of 27. She was due to have Emma on the 31st of May. They induced her on the 17th of April. She died on the 31st of May. I’ll never forget the look on Mums face as I lay beside you after I cleared your airways and put you in the recovery position.

I knew immediately why I’d just done the comprehensive first aid course on my Early Childhood Development Certificate.
You and I never had reason for you to hang around. That’s why I never saw you. I get it now. I know your part of the greater consciousness that helps me figure stuff out.

My Mum I never see. I’ve had maybe 2 dreams, you have come through on reading, yet I feel you answer my questions. You let me go when you were dying because you knew you and I were gonna be okay after your death. You and I had been on a journey since the second I was conceived. We both had to make a choice. Live or die. We chose life and there began our journey. You used to smack the shit out of me but I grew to adore everything about you. You taught me to be strong and to stand y your man no matter what. You taught me to cook.
You used to love standing in the kitchen letting me peel carrots, I could tell because you always called me Bub and played with my hair.
You taught me how to read palms and tea leaves our way.
You taught me pride for my culture. Scottish and Maori. You were the victim of abuse yourself because of Papa. So it’s okay. I still loved you. I grew to love you more. You were the personification of what a real woman was.
I wish I’d gotten you to teach me how to sew. I loved you teaching me to knit. I would even of let you teach me stupid gardening stuff bllllhhhaaa.
It was so boring to me until you taught me to feel the soil and stuff. That was our special thing between you and I no one knew about. Your respect for the land and it’s life was just so special t watch. I saw how being in the garden made you calm. It brought you peace. It’s why when I need calm and to connect to the universe I need to be around trees and plants. You taught me that.
You taught me how to take care of my man. The only difference is I also got my own independence. I’m determined to show y boys what it is to see a positive female role model. Someone who works hard to be the best at what I am while still maintaining a stable relationship with my man. (I’m talking about my life here not yours) and raise children at the same time. In fact I’m going one better and retiring my EX husband so he can stay and raise our boys and home schooling them, driving me around and being the cook and cleaner while I run an empire haha
Sounds nuts, but watch me.

My point to all of this rambling is this. I believe that the Spirits who communicate have to in order to make up for some loss in relationship during life.
They are hear to teach us. Hear their wisdoms and learn from what they teach. Be honest, stop denying it exists. They are just energy. Like for example. Look at air. You can’t see it but you now it is there. You can’t exist without it.
If they are around, they re trying to make up for something. Let them do it. So they and you can move on from it having learned something from the experience.
Whether you knew them in life or not. If they are there and your experiencing them, there is a lesson in it or you. Help them out. It’s the kind thing to do. Trying to prove their existence instead of understanding it.
If you have issues with someone who has crossed over and you another are around, find a way to let it go.
Whether it is forgiveness or cutting off all acknowledgement, either way they get to move on and learn from the experience and so do you.
But move on. The dead matter to us. As far as the evolution of us as a race is concerned it really does.
The dead have something to say and they an help you move on from so much.
I shared my story with you, my personal story with you because I was showing you as it happened how you move on from something that has stayed with you for a long time that left you growing up hurt and confused.
Letting go of the past is important. I understand, I couldn’t move on without learning to let go of my Daddy issues.
He was a good man. I’m honestly so proud of him. He did the best he could and it got me where I am today so he can’t be half bad I reckon lol
They talk to us because they are here to teach us and until you all hear them I will speak for them. Me and my gob. My Mum literally named me Foghorn Leghorn when we were placing family members with Looney Tunes Characters.
lol She must of known something aye?

 

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My Quantum Magnetics is working. I’m not crazy after all. MUCH!!!

Since I had my ‘Break through’ experience last January 2016 at my sons birthday in Birmingham my life has changed so dramatically my students and I are now reeling in the events of the last 17 months.
I sat them down in class a couple of times and told them I was working on a theory and if it worked I would change the face of Spirit communication.
I accidentally invented or discovered a new science and I have been using my life and the lives of my brave students as guinea pigs so when I took this to the public I would have proof and evidence that proves when you listen to the dead, they can change your life and teach you to manifest your own reality just by doing certain things within your training.
My science is what I call Quantum Magnetics.
It is the ability to make the correct choice in your life based on exercising your Pineal gland and trusting your instincts to guide you the right decision every time.
By tuning into our Universe using pendulums you connect to the planet which in turn heals you in every way. You join the vibration.
It also trains you through trusting your compass to never make bad choices and when bad choices result, to self correct and fix it so you can move forward.
I can tune anyone in to the dead so when they do make choices they can pull forth the best possible outcome to ensure they only get the best possible outcome as a result. By reading and KNOWING the signs the dead send them.
That is the Quantum Magnetics part.
It then creates a domino effect and your life gets happier and happier and happier.

Because when you make a decision there are an infinite amount of possibilities that can come off that one choice.

I’ve discovered how to pull forth the best outcome for you which will make you happy, even when they choices might appear on the surface to be going wrong.

To prove my theory I sat my students down and told them this:

I’m going to work my ass off to prove that I have unlocked the key to the Universe. That when you can step through time and death you can achieve whatever it is your heart desires.
To do this I’m going to show you how it is done using my life as the example and so here is a list of things I’m going to achieve within a 2 year time frame and we shall see what happens.

I laid out my plans. They were as follows.
I’m going to lose weight.
Write a book.
Get my divorce.
Start Teaching.
Start visiting America to find where I belong.
Get a radio show.
Divorce Hubby.
Meet my man.
Marry him.
Be living in American by the end of August 2017.
Have my own place by end of October.
Retire my ex husband.
Have a baby.
Get my man out of prison early.

I would only follow my intuition. I would ONLY listen to Spirit no living person. If Spirit said NO I don’t, if they said YES I do. It’s that simple.
I asked Spirit to bring me specific people to help me in my study who could help me get to where I need to be so I can be in the best possible position to help those living or dead find their light.

I asked for a PA, Scientist, Protection, Marketing guru, Writer, Artist, Musician, stylist, hairdresser, make up artist, Webmaster/Social Media guru, Accountant, Right hand man, Vice President of my Society, Nanny/Protection for my kids, Driver,
and students with a good enough skill that I can hand my client list to them to do my readings because my intention when on the radio is to teach.
I said I want to start my school.
I want to hold classes, 3 months each at first but I want to buy a building in about 20years (if I can’t save quicker) and open the Debbie Black School of Paranormal Sciences, here my seniors and I who will sit on the board of directors and will travel the globe finding people who show skill and desire to want to train at our school.
They will receive a free education, and stay in onsite dorms. I will be opening what is essentially a real life Hogwarts.
The worlds first X-Men college.

I told them I would work as hard as I had to in order to achieve my goals and if they just stood by me and tolerated my crazy while I figured all of this connection stuff out on a Physics level and helped me by making monthly contributions I would in turn employ them within my Society and eventually when I made the money I needed I would retire them all.

My intention is to write some books, ones never written before.
Get on TV or make this documentary for Netflix based on my life. A Catfish style show seems to be the flavour of the moment. But I know Spirit will guide me there.

My intention is to Teach. I want to make my Teacher Pauline Wardel Braddon proud. I want her name to go down in history as the only teacher with enough patience to teach me what I’m about to become.
I came to realize that her dragging me to that radio station in Wellington in 2000 was to prepare me for what is about to happen next.
For you see I have thus far ticked these things off my list.

I’ve lost 216lbs so easy it defies medical reasoning. I’m soon to be a 12 or US 8. I started my diet on the 29th July 2015.
My book came out just after summer 2016
I met Martin in November 2016.
I visited friends all over the US and found my home in Wisconsin although I believe I buy a home in Pennsylvania at some point in the future.
I got my divorce on the 19th June 2017.
Marry Martin in December of 2017.
I record my first show this month and my show starts next month in August. Meaning I should be moved and settled into my new country home by October 2017.
I will work in Chicago and live in Wisconsin.
I am a couple of weeks away from retiring my ex husband.
I will then have the money to get the lawyer I need to get my man out of prison. Because I believe he was given a 5yr sentence for something he didn’t do and was never proven to have committed and was convicted for on hearsay testimony.

I’ve through the course of this time taken on 37 students both publically and privately and now have 7 seniors left, 12 junior/intermediates.
Now get this.
My seniors started between January and August of last year.
5 females 2 males. My 12 newbies are female.
Of my seniors all but the two men have skills I NEED.

Rainbow turns out I can’t do without her. She is my right hand man when it comes to crossing over the dead and doing cleansings.
She was the most afraid of her gift and is about to start doing readings for a job she has developed so quickly. She had ZERO gift and was afraid to see dead people but now she is picking up Spirit at an alarming rate and it’s incredible to see.

SAM: Is my PA, NO ONE sorts me out like she does. She is the right amount of firm and loving. She un confuses me because she knows first hand how discombobulated I can get when I’m in the ‘work’ zone. She is delicate and precise in her approach to anything I need done. I can’t live without her. She’s Mummy lol I run to her when I need a hug. She brings me calm.

Spitfire:
My daughter, my boys ADORE her. She will be their Nanny, she will teach them Spanish and French and protect them as much as I do. They all connect like I’ve never seen.

Sunshine: My Scientist. Nuff said. She documents, pays attention, advises, introduces new concepts and hypothesis. She is my food for thought.

Flower: My fellow time traveller. She will be my 2IC. Should anything happen to me, she will run my Society. She knows my work better than anyone as far as the practice of it. She has never doubted her connection and her loyalty to me is humbling.

My two boys: They are the ones I will pass my clients on to. I want them reading. They are without exception, talented and humble and my reluctant heroes.

My Ex is the photographer/artist.
Rainbows husband is my musician lol (you really can’t make this up). I promised him I will retire him so he can do all the music I need for shows and commercials etc….

Of my Juniors:
I have:
Aunty B: Seamstress, nurturer, hairdressing Goddess.
Totoro: Make up artist.
Warrior: Security (she is US military and I worship her, she comes fully trained).
Tiger: Webmaster/Social Media guru
Hotty: My accountant. And not just any accountant. She’s hard core nerd and is actually turned on at the thought of learning about American tax laws lol
She organizes my Blog tidy with Aunty B and Tiger.

And two of my best friends are going to do my writing with me.
I then have one student who will manage me in Wisconsin and help me get settled. Her best friend who is a professional driver I’m hoping will be my driver.

It’s pretty much as I said it would be because I asked for it.

I have spoken to all my seniors to prepare them for what is about to happen. They have witnessed it all. They are now preparing for hurricane Debbie to land in the US next month and they are all preparing to take up their roles in my life.
They have ALL been going through uncanny life events that seem to be gearing them up to work within my society. Like……it’s all too perfect.
BECAUSE: Through my friend the Author I met her Mother who is my Seamstress/Hairdesser, who is also the sister of the Marketing Goddess who got me my radio show. Through staying with her I met my Manager for Wisconsin, and my driver (possibly if he says yes).

I haven’t found roles for the couple left but I will. I un-legally (yes I know it isn’t a word) adopted 4 of my girls. They are mine for life. I will find roles for the others once Spirit highlight their skill or ambition. I just need to pull it out of them.
I’m pretty sure they will be my readers. My female readers. Intuitive and Median.

SO it seems my science seems to be working. I sat them all down, and told them once I am making what I need to, all contributions will stop.
Any money that comes in goes to the school after we take what we need.
If I do end up the Oprah of the Paranormal world I’ll retire all 19 of my students and I promised them all trips to New Zealand with me as their tour guide.
I’ve given myself a year to make this so.
You watch this next chapter.
All I need to finish my list is get my contract, visa, marry, have a baby. I’m gonna give that radio station the best show they have ever had. I promise to work so hard for them.
I will cross Spirits over, cleanse houses, guide people, educate them and love them all as best I can.
I am Debbie Black and I am the voice of the dead. The will be silenced no more.
Its time people knew the truth.
Get ready for me American. I’m a couple for weeks away.
Your pain, your grief, your active houses, and hearts are safe with me.

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Was 9/11 what brings about The New Renaissance?

I wanted to share with you images I’ve been having of the new world and what happens after the civil riots and stuff end the cleansing.
I’m always telling you the bad stuff I see so I want to share some of the good stuff I see.
I’m seeing more good now than bad and this is why I’m keen to get to America.
I want to see what happens next. I want to be a part of it.
I want to see the birth of a new world from the inside, from Americas view point because it looks incredible.
So this is going to be global of course but I’m seeing it from Americas view point because that is where I will be when it happens. It IS predictive and I will be living in the US in a few short weeks. So make of it what you will.
I want to see history in the making.
America started this. I now know how with a little help from my Friends up there (if you know what I mean) *wink*…..How you ask?
Remember I said for the cleansings pinnacle that whatever it is that causes the civil unrest and the bringing about of the Elites demise etc….that the ‘very thing used to create us would be the very thing used to bring them down?’
That would be the Internet, Mobile phones, YouTube, Facebook, Siri etc………they made the technology easier to spy on us and we have created a planet of uploading, whip it out faster than a pistol on your hip one man band CNN but honest.
How though? How could all of this come about you ask?

One word.
ROSWELL!!!!
What technology came out of the craft? Or as they call it up there ‘Christmas pantomime prop’. They had to distract American some how, they had all the money to build on the technology and they needed distracting from something that was about to happen in South America. I think they nearly went to war and it would of been catastrophic. So they had to come and distract the simians with shiny things. Out of that came the internet, mobile technology, pretty most of what we use today is because of what they took from the panto prop.

Anyway with WikiLeaks, YouTube, 4chan, Anonymous, Weaponized Autism, WordPress etc….it’s getting a lot of bad people in trouble and it’s as it should be. Antifa and Fake news, all of it is a distraction. They need to spread the fear because the dark side feed on it.
But people react one of two ways when afraid. They fight or they flee.
But even those that flee will eventually try and fight back when the predator catches up to them and what is caught on camera and leaked to the world is big enough no news channel will deny the story, lives will be instantly destroyed.
Politicians, Bankers, Royals, Celebrities, Corporations, Religions etc….ALL GONE, credibility destroyed.
Antifa will join Keks, old will join young, Muslims will join Christians, Jews and Arabs, rich and poor (not all rich people are bad people) white will join black, gay will join straight etc…..in the streets and they will fill with blood.
The blood of the oppressors, some countries will be more civilized than others I’ll say that much. The anger will be such that some people will choose suicide over the pain of knowing the extent of the deceit.
Some will have mental break downs. Some will flee into self denial. It’s going to be epic.

BUT out of shit grows roses as I say and the one thing America has more than anything is LOVE.
When the chips are down no one comes together better and you only have to look at 9/11 for that. Watching all those people gather to bring food, supplies, hands on deck, support to all those brave men and women who were risking their lives that day made me proud to be human.

Crazy thought. I wonder if that wasn’t the thing caught on tape. The Twin Towers. Holy shit is that why I’ve been seeing twin stuff? I just realized.
Was 9/11 the kick off to the cleansing because they made the stupid mistake of making it so public?
Ya know what else Spirit just reminded me 11 11 (Twin towers) So is that THE Twin Towers of two versions, meaning will they try and plan another attack on two buildings? Is Grenfell fire in London another? Is there one or two more to go? Does 11 11 mean Twin Towers or two Twin Tower style attacks? We shall wait and see.
I won’t assume but I’ll certainly observe.
Anyway after all this is over America returns to how it was in the 1950s.
I’ve described all of this in other posts.

But you know, I’m always asking questions and I asked Spirit last night what will happen to all the orphans out there who are in those horrendous orphanages without love and care and Spirit said they’ll mostly get adopted.
For the ones that haven’t been damaged psychologically I mean.
Some of those poor souls will never recover and be taken care of by loving people.
I see so sooooo many elderly people using their time to love these children.
Retried British Nana working along side retired Filipino Granddad. Taking care of those who can’t take care of themselves. Animal and human, flora and fauna included.
I see the elderly who are capable feeling useful again and sharing so much of their culture, knowledge and history with those around them.
There are billions of them waiting to die who just have too much energy to die just yet and you’ll see them living even longer because they have purpose again.
They’ll teach classes and lessons to free up the time of the Teachers who gave up the love of teaching years ago or shouldn’t be teaching so they can follow their passions and do what they love and love what they do.
All drugs will become legal. Everyone will b given the option to seek help, get an education or learn a trade in their chosen field after they clean up and if they don’t then it’s natural selection I’m afraid. It sounds harsh but nature always kills off the weakest ones.
(with the exception of the innocent like children, handicapped etc…)
We will do away with governments and it will be like community juries.
So if a couple want to adopt a couple of kids from say Africa and China, their neighbours will be chosen, regardless of race, colour, religion or creed and common sense, logic and observation will be taken into account only.
Things will be taken into account like:
Finances, maintenance of the property and self if they have parties are they civil and over at a respectable time if it isn’t a block party? (because we will go back to having block parties).
How often do they fight? how often do the emergency services get called? psychologically ready? etc….because we will rely on our neighbours for everything. Because we will go back to watching the kids play in the street and a few people in the street get together to try out Jims new BBQ, so the black guy and his white wife will bring the beef patties, the Jewish guy and his wife will bring salads, the Muslim family will bring breads and dips etc…and the kids will all play and if a unknown car comes down the street everyone knows it.

When Mr Blogs has his hip operation the older kids will come and bring the casserole Mum sent them over with and mow his lawn. Even though they do it for free he will of course give them like $40 because that’s what he thinks of these kids taking the time out of their day to help an old man.

He in turn will help some of the kids with school work because he used to be a school teacher. Or wood work so he teaches shop in his garage. All with approved funding an tuff of course.
People will have jobs and business they love because of the citizens wage no one has to worry about money. The motivated will get more because they can’t stay still. These are the people who need to be doing and creating.
Those who aren’t motivated will never go hungry or without. But the less you do in your community, the less you contribute to society the less you get back after you get your citizens wages.

Prisons will be for crimes worthy of the sentence. All inmates will have free access to family and education.
The worst will be given the same rights but will fewer privileges and have the toughest sentence. They will be paid according to the job they do and all will be evaluated.
There are too many people in prison who’s parents put them there and they can’t be blamed for that.
I won’t excuse the crime but it means with the right amount of love and support they can at least try and redeem themselves.
And we as just humans owe it to them to try and give them one more chance. After that it’s on them if it’s prove they are guilty.
Housing and developed industrial/commercial areas left to go into disrepair will be revived and turned into housing.
Property development and housing redevelopment will become a good thing.
Things will always be monitored.
Peoples mind sets will change.
No one will think twice about adopting a Mongolian baby to an elderly couple. Of course they will be offered support and monitored like everyone else will.
But the elderly aren’t as old as they were when I was growing up. When you think of people like Tina Turner and Sean Connery. Tell me they wouldn’t be cool parents to maybe some older orphans. You really are as old as you allow yourself to be. I feel like I’m 22. I’m getting naughtier by the day hahahaha My little Latin Boy can’t keep up.
I’m so incredibly happy. Well there are plenty of older people, infertile, gay people, mixed race, mixed religion, single but comfortable singles who can give good homes to these gifts, these Angels in human form.

Import Export will be trade specific. We will all be encouraged to be self sufficient food wise. Because we will all only take what we need. We will all live well, all organic, fresh, chemical free, and yes with treats, you can still get fat but again the opposite end goes in the rule if you take more than you need or you take up more resources than is proven necessary the less resources you will be allowed.
Recycling where possible. For every tree chopped down a couple will be planted in it’s place.

The most creative minds nurtured. Not everyone is cut out for University but everyone has a thing. That one thing they are good at or love so much.
Whether it be growing vegetables they can share amongst neighbours or sell in return for baby sitting so him and his partner can have date nights or the boy who can fix computers who is earning money to buy his first car, we will encourage each other to do what we do best.
We won’t criticize, condemn or complain. We will observe and guide, encourage and nurture.
We will have to. It will be about taking personal responsibility as well as taking societal responsibility as well. You can’t live in a society without contributing to it.
We eventually have to get off this piece of rock. Who do you want to help get you there? The kid who can fix your pc aged 13 or a Kardashian?
If you say the Kardashians I have just two words ‘Natural Selection’.
You either jump on board or go down with the ship
Because some of us apes stopped throwing poo and picked up tools.

Diseases cured, people will live a LOT longer than they do now. Suicides will fall exponentially. Therapy and treatment given where.
We will keep populations down. It will be necessary for a while.
Countries with dwindling populations will be sent immigrants with skills and trades. To help boost the economies. They don’t need to be scrutinized but they must prove useful and productive. You can’t just go there and bum.
More money will be made and distributed. Local economies boosted.
Travel will be cheap and everyone will have disposable income so people will travel all the time.
Countries like Libya, Nicaragua, Sudan, Afghanistan etc….will be tourist meccas for history buffs. Cultures rediscovered and paraded for the whole world to see with pride.
You’ll be allowed to be proud of who you are where you are no matter where in the world you are. I believe we will have a form of Flag Day.
Where your encouraged to wear your native pride on your sleeve no matter where your a native of.
Because we should all of course be allowed to be proud of where we come from. It honours our heritage and their struggles and plights to get you where you are today. None of which would exist without the former existing first.
Migration created you no matter what nation you are from. Embrace that heritage. And make it mean something. Don’t shame them.
Veterans rewarded. Anyone who works in the Servitude of their country will.
All assholes and trouble makers will be judged accordingly.
It will take about 20 years to rebuild and recover.
But it’s already starting.
So was 9/11 the start of the cleansing caught on tape? It would make sense.
The house of cards came tumbling down thanks to the internet, conspiracy theorists, WikiLeaks, YouTube, etc……so what tips it then?
What happens that has anchor men and women weeping apologies live in national TV?
Why will we see people like Hillary on trial? Why will bankers and business folk, celebrities, and politicians be covering their heads from being kicked in by people they once employed?
There once smug, condescending faces realizing their reign of terror is over.
Justice will be bought to many. Then they can languish in prison where they belong.
For those who survive I mean. I’ve seen what the Chinese, Koreans and Africans do to their rich and powerful who did wrong. I still have haunting nightmares of them.

But it needs to be done. If our planet was a dog, they would be the fleas and we are all turning into Spot On.
That is why I called it The Cleansing.
Because that is what Spirit showed me. A dog being cleaned of it’s parasites.

So hang in there a little bit longer.
I put this synopsis to you though.
They said it would take 20 years to recover right? So 20 years from the pinnacle or from 9/11?
Because hat would mean we only had 4 years to go before all was beginning to be right in the world.
That would be a nice thought
2021 the birth of a new world? I’m seeing 44 in that as I stare at the screen lol Me and my stupid brain lol 2021/ 2 x 22, also 4yrs to go 4, half of 4 is 2,4 written twice is 44.

I’m either nuts or brave.
Your watching my brain as it is processing the thoughts I’ve had over the years culminating into a potential outcome as I get them in this post lol I’m literally typing my discussions with Spirit as I try to piece together the symbols and visions I get and file away for a possible conclusion.

The 9/11 theory is just one hypothesis.
I am grateful for my brain even if I do sound nuts. As I tell my students, Nuts is normal in my head.

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Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc…..to be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc…..you name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses 🙂
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child
hahaha

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons 🙂
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light
Mama
xoxox

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READINGS

Over the past few months I have been learning, studying and developing a variety of new techniques which I have begun encompassing into a new form of reading.
The main aspect of this new technique is giving the client guidance on how they can achieve their goals and find balance unlike a traditional reading which is just predictive.
This will offer guidance from Spirit in regards to things like career, love, money, mental health etc….
I believe I am the first to offer this kind of reading.

In the course of doing so Spirit will show you the future and you can have with the predictions being far more accurate than me trying to pull them out of the ether.
You will learn more about your journey this way as there will be no fear on my part of getting the connection with Spirit wrong.

The sooner people realize Spirit are conscious energy and not physical beings to describe in detail the better the connection will be.
You will be able to learn so much from them if you just listen to the messages rather than look for evidence they are there.

If your having life issues, depression, worried about anything or just want to connect to Spirit and the Universe please come book a reading and let me show you how to follow your compass to perfect balance and peace in your life.

You get 5 questions $50 £35 but your readings will be done either digitally or written in great detail via email. I also do phone calls as well. Even international ones.
You will NOT be disappointed. I will work my ass off helping guide you with all the knowledge of the Universe behind me.

My students and I are on an incredible journey together and one day soon I’ll have more of me to go around but I want to spread Spirits hot sticky love all over the globe and show people how a reading should be done.
Spirit can change your life. You never need to be unhappy, lost or disconnected again if you listen to Spirit.

Email me at debbiedakiwi@gmail.com if your interested.

I am Psychic Therapy or Spiritual Counseling if you will.

I look forward to walking your journey with you.

Love and Light
Debbie

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Drag Queens in Heaven

This is a subject my Boy Henry asked me about and made me realize this need to be said.

If your gay in this life are you gay in the next?

The Answer? NO!!! Sexuality doesn’t exist in Spirit. Sex doesn’t exist. We are one energy. Like all the sparks that connect to illuminate a light we are all one.

People wrongly believe that Spirits are sexual. Is a radio wave sexual? Is a frequency sexual? Um…..NO. So just like how Spirits don’t eat or sleep they don’t get aroused and anyone who says they do is an idiot. Seriously.

BUT!!! That don’t mean to say these Fabulous Divas don’t like to Drag it up when they come through.

I am a STAUNCH supporter of Gay Rights and I think the LGBT community are some of THEE bravest, strongest most resilient sub group of human in the history of the world.

Being Gay isn’t a new thing. Most Mammals go a bit gay when a partner isn’t available. Especially Deer and Antelope lol Them Bitches like some ‘Heeeeeey’ from a same sex sister. And why not? Rock on. Sex rocks.

But there is no T and NO shade in Spirit if you lived this life as Gay, Lesbian or Transgender. We have so much historical proof that being either L G B or T existed.

Alexander the Great, Leonardo Da Vinci, J Edgar Hoover (was a Transvestite), Michelangelo, Walt Witman, Abe Lincoln, Oscar Wilde, (some say there is a future King who is too), Tennesse Williams, Rock Hudson, Lawrence Olivier, Eleanor Roosevelt,  Cary Grant, Anthony Perkins, some of these I got online but the most I knew and I’m straight.

The truth is, if we weren’t meant to be LGBT we wouldn’t be. If it’s organic and it exists it is meant to be.

I’d like to share with you a couple of stories close to my heart because I knew and loved these people personally and I hadn’t even thought about it until my Henry reminded me and I think this will be a great way to honour their memories.

So I’d like to dedicate this to my cousin David aka Daphne and Adam aka Goldie Horny.

Both victims to Suicide. Both had struggles dealing with the issues surrounding Bigotry and prejudice of the 90s. Thankfully it’s not as bad now but it STILL needs addressing. It makes me sick to my stomach the way these Warriors and Heroines are treated still in some cultures and countries.

But in the early 90s we still had the fear of the government engineered diseases AIDS and HIV hanging over us and it created a swath of fear among people that caused some apparent poo flinging Homophobic Retards (and it is retarded if you look at the real definition of the word) to use it as an excuse to throw shit around.

adj.

 

1. Occurring or developing later than desired or expected; delayed.

2. Offensive SlangSocially inappropriate or foolish.

The third definition is fairly recent in comparison.

My boys tried and failed in recognizing their beautiful state of creation and neither could stay here. They took flights home early and broke many hearts. The thing that breaks my heart the most is Adam was only 15. I’ll never forget being told about either of them. Oh Adam isn’t his real name by the way. (I need to protect his identity for personal reasons).

Two weeks after burying David he turned up in my room in the MOST spectacular fashion.

Bitch had more Gold on him than the 70s lol

He had on thee most flouncy Gold dress on with MASSIVE bat wings, wig, make up, FULL drag and in those days Garage Doors were big. He made a bigger entrance than RuPaul and took to that stage with more pride and enthusiasm than a Gay Pride Parade. She was BANGING. She looked sooooooooo happy. She had a message for his family which I did pass on to my cousin later on (his sister) and never saw him again. But the fact he did that means when he crossed over Daphne felt free FINALLY to be all she was in all her Fabulous Fishy glory.

That brought me peace and I was only 19 at the time.

Adam was in desperate need of acceptance and basically needed a Drag Mother but growing up in small town New Zealand was hard for him and his parents just couldn’t grasp the concept of him being what he was so he too decided to ‘opt out’ of his life contract. The thing that fucks me off the most, the thing that makes me SO fuckin angry is that even in death he wasn’t allowed to be free. No one who was ‘different’ was even allowed near his funeral and no one was to mention his little ‘mental health issue’ and I’m getting upset as I type this because he was such a beautiful soul. I taught him as best I could with make up. He would come and sit and use all  make up even though this little Maori boy was tanned and I’m casper but he just LOVED being around the make up. I taught him to shade and contour but my God, no offense Baby Boy but your taste in clothing was terrible lol He tried it ALL. I used to say ‘he’s step out in everything on the rack’. ‘Less is more’ I’d said  and he said ‘No darling, more is more’. lol

15 and such a mouth on him. He’d of been a good pal for Bianca Del Rio. In fact Queen Bianca is the one who would of been his idol if he was still here because he had the acerbic quick wit too.

When I was 17 I went to stay with my cousin in Sydney, Australia and he took me to The Underground and The Rainbow Bar in the late 80’s and it fuckin rocked. I’d never seen men in gimp masks and leather before and it was hot.

It was all to wall leather, mouth balls, whips and lots of gay 80’s mustaches.

One of my cousins pals Darren was a dancer for Miss Kylie Minogue and I often cooked a roast chicken for him and his pals before they headed out lol

The Rainbow was incredible. It was full of beautiful people Id never seen before. No one cared I was there, although they might have thought I was gay which would of been cool too. But the music. OMG can anyone do music like the gays? The energy, the dancing, the drugs, the nakedness, it was tantalizing and hot.

I always wanted to see David go from David to Daphne and never got the chance but I do know that when he came through with this Milli Vanilli style wig on and his arms out stretched in a flowing ‘I have arrived’ style it gave me chills.

 He changed my life that day he took me to those clubs.

I was submersed in a hot, exciting, sexy, energetic culture I have embraced ever since.

It was the BEST experience of my life. My first drag act I saw I cried because I was so in awe of the most beautiful Queen I’d EVER seen in my life. She was total Fish. You could NOT tell she was male underneath all that beauty. Her lady parts were tighter than mine and I was 17 lol

I knew then at the age of 17 I was going to be a Drag Queen when I grow up.

The LGBT community are inspiring and brave. They are strong and resilient and I am SO SO SO PROUD to be a world where they exist.

Life would be fuckin shit without you. Our art, fashion and music would fuckin suck.

I personally think anyone who is homophobic has hidden gay tendencies and are just jealous that the LGBT community are higher achievers and make better money than the Straighees. It’s a known fact that gay men have higher IQs than straight and gay men and women are higher achievers who make better money.

Why wouldn’t we be jealous? If I looked like Alexis Mateo, Milk, Ivy Winters, Raven, Juju Bee, or Miss Ru I’d be all over myself lol I’d be in full drag getting my smear test lol

I’d be more Drag than Drag.

Adam when he came through the night after he left us, he took my breathe away and he was like ‘Debbie, Debbie, look, look what they did to me, look, I’m GORGEOUS, LOOK.’

And he did look stunning. His make up was beat down, like BEAT DOWN. He was flawless and his outfit was unlike anything I’d ever seen before.

I was so so SO proud of him. He shone like a star and his light has never faded and that was 1987.

I’m from the Pacific Islands and in my culture and surrounding Polynesian islands Transgender people are considered Blessed. They are seen as being Twin Souls. Both Male and Female. Which is a blessing because they get to understand both sexes.

There is a STUNNING Queen I’d love to introduce you to. SHE is my heroine. I adore her and you should too.

 

http://www.theguardian.com/football/2014/aug/29/jaiyah-saelua-transgender-footballer-interview

People stupidly think if your from the islands as we are, we are backwards. We may have gotten microwaves 20yrs after they were invented but we know when we are blessed with something special in our midst. We can’t be that backwards if we knew centuries before hand that if your Trans your blessed. So get over it White People. EVEN in IRAN, IRAN, YES IRAN you can get your gender reassignment surgery for free.

Yes they have a lot to learn but it’s better than most countries who claim to be all cool and copacetic.

Africa is the continent that needs the kick up the ass. Boy are they in for a fright after the cleansing lol

These are the people we should be getting our respect. Not the Fucking Kardasians and Beyonces of the world. Our LGBT Souls are the very epitome of strength, courage, poise, beauty and dignity.

So my Gay, Lesbian, Bi and Transgender brothers, sisters and sisters, hold your heads up high. You are represented in Spirit in the highest order and you steal the show every time let me tell you.

Never have I had a Spirit come through to a theme tune as they make their entrance. Daphne came through to I’m Coming OUT BY Diana Ross and even now when I hear that song it takes me back to seeing him shine that fuckin gold Bat Wing dress brighter than the glitter ball that was dangling over his head lol

If your LGBT and you have no where to go, if you need to talk or need a Drag Mother, you come to me. Your safe here with me and I know people………….I can get you to safety, I can get you protection, advice or Love.

I might be bat shit crazy but no one has more love for you than me.

Even my 6’5 Scottish Mr wants to dress in full drag. He gets it too. Your too fabulous to not want to emulate. My 7yr old son watches RuPauls Drag Race on Netflix and has all Ru’s Albums on his player. He loves Glamazon and if he grows up to be Gay Bi or Trans we will love and support him within an inch of his life. The truth is I’d want to immerse myself in his world lol he’s get pissed off and be straight just to annoy me lol

BUT he is 100% straight which makes me even prouder. When he grows up he said he wants to have a wife and be a Cardio Thorasic Surgeon and have kids, live next door to me and go to Drag Shows. So I know I’m raising my Babies right.

My Gemini baby wouldn’t notice.

The truth is the world would suck without gay folk and there is something seriously wrong with our so called modern society if we can’t live and let live. Who are we do judge anyone?

There is certainly no judgement in the After Life. In Fact I’ve had straight Spirits come through a big fabulous too now that I think about it.

It’s called Gay not Miserable.

Lesbi Gay together 🙂

 

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What is an Empath?

I know I have done a post about this before but I really do get so angry when people misuse this word because no true Empath would use this word like it was margarine.  It spreads about all thick and horrible and sticks to your tongue wrong.

But the reason why it pisses me off is this

An Empath is often the ones who commit suicide because they live in a world full of emotions society and family tell them is wrong or not normal. Then school smashes any sense of independence and free thought out of them and we lose the will to fight.

Now luckily some of us ARE raised to understand that our sensitive nature is a gift. That it’s a good thing.  We just get used to being the softy (or gentle giant) as I was known.

But the truth is, it hurts bad to be an Empath. Most manic depressives are Empaths. Bipolar disorder is an Empath thing.

We are so connected to the planet and life, when we see suffering, pain, hurt, fear, love, joy, passion etc…we absorb it like a sponge. And the only way to release the energy you absorb is to cry or go with the emotion your feeling and as long as it is contained and directly only at the Empath themselves (ie they lay down and cry or drive for a bit. I  personally listen to music or cry into my Protectors/loved ones arms)

However, mixed with what I am, who I am, what I have grown to be since my detox, I’ve realized there is another Empathic trait which I hate and that is the lack of ability to keep friends for long.

I know I appear crazy to most but I love with the atomic force of a billion Suns. If I love you I own you in my heart and death doesn’t part me. I am a Scorpio Rat as well so I’m loyalty personified. When I say I love you, I would die for that love.

But I’ve lost every friend I’ve ever loved. The thing is, I know I’m a handful. I’m full on. I work 20 hours a day, I live on 800-1000 calories a day, I’m getting a body I thought I could only dream of and I’ve gotten a little sassy, I admit that. But only because I’m happy. I’m happier now than I have ever been at any point on my life. I’ve never had a muscle sculptured body before. I’m 43. I’ve been fat most of my life.

You hurt me so bad. More than any of the others because I thought you were a gentlemen.

But also why can’t I cry for you? Why can’t I worry when you call me sad and drunk? You called me. I love that you call me. But don’t get upset that I then worry for two days because I don’t hear from you.

It’s not fair that I never get to have a male friend who can look at my top and say ‘Don’t like that, change it.’ If your my friend, your going to get treated the same as everyone I love. Male or Female.

But everything I do, everything I’ve done for you friends who left me, did it count for nothing? My Loyalty? Did it mean nothing that you could just walk away even when I storm off and come back (which I warn you about a 1000 times. I’m crazy but I’m honest with my crazy. I’m not afraid to say ‘If we fight, let me storm off, I will be back’).

Being Empathic hurts like hell and it’s a gift that helps heal but hurts you in the process. I love everyone when I met them until proven otherwise. I give everyone the benefit of the doubt and always forgive if someone says sorry and I know they mean it. Or if you make me sit down and talk it out I adore you even more.

BUT I know I’m being taught a lesson about opening my book a little too wide. I am an open book now. I have to be so people can see how normal and insane a life with Spirit is. I’m not afraid of anything now and I’m finally getting the confidence to be the me I always was but had to hide so if you don’t like it fuck off.

Don’t come into my life and be all ‘Oh best friend’ if you don’t know the meaning of the word. I’m True Blue and maybe your just not meant to have a friend like me. I might be sassy and blunt,  sensitive and emotional but some people love that about me and that’s fine too.

Because at the end of the day I’m a magnet and the people I’m meant to have love me find me and stick to me and love me crazy and all.

If you have an Empath in your life, don’t make fun of them, if you can take the worst pain you’ve ever felt and times it by 100 that is your loved one hurting for someone, or watching you hurt.

Yes we can’t watch movies like the Green Mile or pretty much any Disney movie. And we cry if we think we have upset you, or because we saw like………a kitten lick a puppy or something but this world is being fed fear and lies.

We live in such a cynical world now where we are defensive and cruel, angry and worried. Debt and consumerism consume the very core of us. We are fed sex and reality TV so we will stop thinking. It’s the only reason drugs are illegal. Because they make people think. Blob forbid we start having free thought aye?

Ock never mind. It’s over for them now. Those powers that be.

But people are too afraid to step away from the propaganda and live without fear. I’m not going down like that and neither are my students. I wanna teach this stuff to the entire world. No one has to listen, no one has to like what I say, I don’t do this for you. I do it for those who’s compass was set to find me.

Empaths follow their compass and if they do it right, they get what I found. I found Light. Pure Light. It has changed me entire life. It is unrecognizable from Jan 16.

I’ve lost 200lbs in 13 months.

No exercise at all for the first 8 months. ALL my illnesses are gone. I’ve not been to the Dr once this year. No medications anymore. I’m 100% organic. I work out and LOVE it. I’m getting totally ripped. I have abs, teeny tiny abs and only have about 3 months to go before I’m at my target size 12-14. I’m a 14 now but was aiming for an 18 but I actually have hip bones and hardly any fat on most parts of my body. It melted off. I’m just toning up now and 90% of my exercises are done with me on the bed lol I have muscle definition showing lol who knew at 43 you could feel 22 lol

I’m experiencing time travel stuff on a weekly basis now and I feel so incredibly at peace now the Cleansing is in full swing. Earth is getting happier with every day. The shift is happening and we are about to tip the balance.

A true Empath will know what I mean by this. They will KNOW the signs of this which I speak.

But we are a blessing. We are a beacon of light in your life and it might piss you off that we don’t react the way ‘normal’ people do but we aren’t normal and the sooner you realize that the happier you’ll be with us.

We aren’t normal. We are unique and special. That’s why it’s called ‘Gift’ and not Post HA!! lol

I’m sorry I lost you as besties, friends, clients, students, family because I loved you all genuinely and yes I’m human. I have life happen to, so I’m gonna have human infallibility  but you judged ME for them not the other way around. Instead of asking me to explain or whatever you reacted. And I’m a Scorpio, when I feel attacked my tail comes up, BUT our friendships ended NOT because I stung you, but because I chose to sting myself to protect you and that fuckin pisses me right off. You all just let me go. And that is your right. But please don’t ever say I didn’t try. I’ll always try for the people I love. And I loved you. I genuinely did. All of you.

But I have to let go now. Because it’s creating something I can’t have in me as I go forward.

I might not have best friends, or some clients, students, family (I loved) in the true sense now but I have something better. I have an ex husband who is now THEE Ultimate Best friend. Students who are now either my children or my siblings. I have people bending over backwards to help me or just to listen to my teachings. I have beautiful kids, a healthy body, and happy heart and a heart that is totally in love. My heart is full and spilling over. Because the great thing about being an empath is we reflect the love we receive back 10 fold.

So if you have a problem with us, the problem is with you not us because we are simply mirrors or reflections of how you treat us. So be kind and loving and understanding and you’ll be adored, worshiped and spared from full bat shit crazy lol

I love being crazy lol I have more fun crazy and if loving this much is crazy then I’m certifiable because I’m at the point now where I’m hugging random people in the street just to have contact. I had to squeeze past a woman of about 50 in the Post Office the other day and said ‘Shall we dance hot stuff……wooohoooo’ as I touched her shoulders so I could squeeze past without falling over’ (we really did have a tight squeeze but the other aisles were blocked so I had no choice and I was in heels so it wasn’t easy getting past coz I wear heels now lol I’m going girly again lol I’m buying nice underwear, no more up to your feckin neck Nana knickers lol You know the ones I mean? the ones they’d use for a sail if you had to build a boat real fast???? lol They could hold like 20 Cambodian babies if you needed to weigh them real quick…..those ones lol Now……..I got jiggle in my wiggle hehehe).

But my love is getting out of control. I’m smiling at everyone and doing things like ……..I was walking up to an old boy who was walking with a cane and he knew he was holding me up from going past and I just put my hand on his back and said ‘It’s okay my Darling we will do this together and slide to his side with my hand on his back still and walked him to where he was going, opened the door for him them curtsied at him. He smiled so hard and tipped his hat but who the fuck even does that? He could of thought I was a serial killer lol

I’m serially happy is what I am. I can’t stop smiling. I smile wide big smiles. I am the crazy lady who dances to music in public now if the songs vibration hits the right maths.

But I’m so happy SO happy. When I’m happy I love EVERYONE like a lover lol But the Planet is smiling a lot now because of what I call The Domino Effect. And the people who love me, really do fuckin love me so I reflect it back.

I want to squeeze people so hard their bones pop out of their skin I’m so happy.

Its not a gift to be taken lightly and can be easily manipulated by the wrong people. So I have to make sure my readers understand the importance of not misusing the word.

You wouldn’t call  Poison, Candy so don’t get this wrong either. Have respect for the word and the definition of the word. It’s Sympathy on an Empathic level. Look it up. Ancient word.

And you could of been this happy if you trusted me without judgement.

Oh Wait……….you didn’t.

‘S’cool though, I got you. I’ma be iiiight for real’ as M would say.

My Love for you, those readers, students, friends, clients etc…..that get me. If I ever meet you, you’ll see there is nothing fake about me. I am what I appear to be and I know a lot of you think being my friend or student is a good thing on paper. I’m a lot to take on board. I will demand constant contact. Not because I’m creepy but because when I love I connect with you on a level no one ever will. So I can get inside you and know how to fix you when your broken, make you laugh when your sad, make you feel beautiful when you feel ugly, guide you through life, and I’ll move mountains. I’ll stay up till 5am for you and send you gifts with the little I have because I didn’t want you to have a birthday alone. If you say you need something or want something I’ll move mountains to get it for you, or die trying.

But I’m learning sooooooooo much. ‘No more counting dollars, I’ll be counting stars’. That’s me in a song. The dead are all up there and I know it now I understand the lot. EVEN the big bang.

My happiness is reflecting and I wouldn’t stop this ride for anything in the world. No amount of money can give me this much peace and love. No fear is priceless and all you have to do is love and listen to the voices in your head lol

Did you know the Milky Way was the balance for Black Holes? lol everything has a balance as you know.

Anyway call me crazy, but if you call me friend I EXPECT a lot from you. I don’t ever want to not be myself again. So if I offend you I’m sorry but that’s your problem not mine. If you can’t accept me for all my quirks and madness then don’t call me friend please because it kills me fuckin dead when you leave me.

If it wasn’t for weed and Kevin Hart and Kevin Bridges on Netflix making me laugh I’d be devastated. lol

I’m not for everyone and that’s okay. But if you want to love me, let me love you MY way not yours.

And STOP saying your Empathic if your not. A real one doesn’t go round telling people everything on the planet hurts them like hell because it is a suffering condition not a bragging one.

Love is pain sometimes.

 

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