Helping your Empathic side: Just Look Up

Before I came to America last month to do this radio show and start the process of trying to get my visa and so on, I sent a message out on Facebook to the people I would be spending a lot of time with to explain to them that as an Empath I will have times in my life where I will need to detach and spend time alone.
That they weren’t to take it personally. In fact I’ll just show you the message.
It is as follows:

I really don’t like socializing unless I have to. I prefer to sit and work on my connection then have down time. I don’t like being told, I like being asked, I don’t like sharing my life unless I want to share. I am a private person unless I want to be public. I am a Scorpio. I like to decide when and where I go. It’s hard for me to express this to people who are comfortable being social. I get accused of being a snob or rude but I’m not. I’m independent and I like to know my surroundings before I charge into them. People think because I’m a hurricane with them I’m a hurricane with everyone but I’m not. AT ALL. I don’t like crowds, I don’t like being in unfamiliar surroundings and I don’t like being babied. I’m not complicated. I’m just Scorpio. I want you to help me be independent and you’ll get loyalty in abundance. But I don’t like people talking about me, sharing my life, deciding my life or assuming things. My life is an open book only once I take the lock off.
Why? Because I deal with death every single day on levels 99% of the population can’t even imagine. My articles on mental health are being published, my clients rely on me to keep their issues confidential. I take what I do very seriously. Not to mention the grief and heartache associated with my work. It’s so much for me to carry these burdens on my shoulders. I take people’s fears and turn them into hope. No-one understands that in order for ME to be free of these burdens I need time to my self. I need time to sort the emotions out in my head and release them so they don’t become my burdens too.
Please don’t be offended if I say no to something or don’t want to do it. Please understand that in one 20hr working period I may have held a man grieving for the loss of his child, helped a man decide not to hang himself, helped a woman change her career path, passed messages on to a grieving husband, taught 6 students Medianship through murder and done some Physics. My job and my gift are as protected to me as my children are. If I ask you not to share, or give me space, or help me understand something it is nothing personal. You just don’t know what goes on in my life that day.
I absorb everything like a sponge. When I’m out with you, you see people having fun, you see people being people. I hear blinding noise, I hear their fears, worries and thoughts, their broken hearts and suicidal thoughts, their debt worries and dishonesties. On top of which I’ll then have the dead telling me how to fix them all which is impossible even though it’s all I want to do. I was born just wanting to love everyone. Because I can’t that is a burden for me. So I avoid it as much as I can and let the universe decide who I am to help.
If your in my life it means I love you. If I let you in it means I trust you. But I trust you only once. It’s not easy being me. I work long hours to help people. If I want to stay home it’s with good reason.
Please try and understand that and it’s about to get worse because when I get to America I’ll be working as much as possible. I need to earn money to provide for my family and pay taxes when I’m there. The things I’ll experience will be bigger than even I’m used to. Being thrust into the limelight the second I’m working. No time with my kids, missing my man, work on my mind, people to employ to drive me, manage my career, travel costs, rent to pay etc…my burdens become mine pretty fast.
But I do it because it’s my dream, my dream job, my dream friends and family surrounding me in many states and continents. I’m a sponge. I need to wash myself out and let myself hang out to dry. Otherwise I will become heavy with the things I absorb. So please if you don’t hear from me, or I’m quiet or anti social it’s nothing you’ve done. I’m just doing what I need to do to release my energy so I don’t end up like the people I’m in America to help.
It’s not easy being the one person 100,000 people plus a year come to for advice and guidance.
But I do it because I can. I do it because I want to. I do it because I am Scorpio, I do it because I am Debbielee. I am the person I am born to be.
Thank you all for reading this if you did. That in itself means a lot to me. My only fear in life is letting people down. I don’t want to be doing that for anyone.
But it does often come at a detriment to myself.

Since I wrote that post I have been around hundreds of people who I have absorbed their thoughts and emotions like a sponge.
I read people every second of every day even when I’m not reading them as my job. An Empath absorbs everything around them like a sponge.
If your not an Empath your never going to understand what it is to be one.
We can’t be around gossip, we can’t be around prejudice, we can’t be around hate or negativity because we absorb it and reflect it back IF we don’t know how to handle it.
Most people don’t know how to handle it so they become depressed or suicidal.
This is why people in the new age philosophies piss me off so much. Because they use this word like it is peanut butter and it like peanut is cloying to my palate and drives me nuts.

Anyone who is an ACTUAL Empath doesn’t tell people they are one because it evokes a whole range of issues so it is easier to just never tell people. An Empath is more than someone who cares, it is more than someone who sympathizes and it is costing people their lives and I’m the one who has to pick those pieces of suicide and depression up.

I have been around thee most horrendous situations since I have been in Wisconsin and there has been absolutely nothing I can do about it because I’m in a confined space most of the time and as I started to feel myself get weighed down by the negativity that has been surrounding me with peoples thoughts, griefs, sadness and inner turmoil’s my beautiful and very patient teacher Pauline Wardel Braddon came to me and said ‘Just look up’.
At first I wasn’t sure what she meant. My student bumblebee did a reading for me and he kept saying in this reading to Just Look Up.
And because I file stuff like that away in my head it comes out just at the right time.

Yesterday I couldn’t stand it any more. I HAD to get into my quiet space and try to decompress everything that is going on in my head.
I’m dealing with my gift, and my empathic side while trying to figure my future out, work with clients in my usual day job I do in the UK and my students, along with my radio show and missing my boys and fiancé all at the same time.

No one will ever understand what it is to be me. And I can’t talk to anyone about what I am because no one understands. It is never as simple as ‘letting go’ or ‘talking about it’.
It builds up like lime scale and over time it can wear heavy on ones soul and the only way to remove it is to do what you need to do to remove the scum that becomes hard on your heart.
That is why I say, have an outlet. Whatever your thing is. do it. It helps, it really does.
But once in a while it isn’t enough. So like yesterday when I couldn’t stand it any more I had an incredible moment with a Spirit in the place I was staying and then my teacher came and reminded me to JUST LOOK UP!!!
She then went on to explain it like this and I share it with you.

Go somewhere quiet and lay on your back. And just look up.
Because looking up will what is there will always be more simplistic than what is around you and inside you.
Looking up will be a plain ceiling, with one maybe two colours of objects to purvey.
Looking up will be a beautiful night sky with dark blues and stars, or a sky of greys and blues with whites if it’s a nice day.
Looking up is calm on ones mind and looking around or within is a kaleidoscope of colours and emotions that can be overwhelming to your mind. So lay down and just look up.

So I did just that. I went to my room where I get changed. I put my blanket on the cold floor and turned the lights off and just looked up. Before long my mind stopped racing. My heart began to beat a little slower and before I knew it I was calm and relaxed again having started to think about simple things like how good it feels to hold my boys in my arms.
How nice it feels to be held by my fiancé. Kittens that look like Hitler or Kitlers as my friend Becca calls them.
I felt the negative leave me. I felt it drain from my soul.
I went to see my friend Colin Slife race the other day. He is an incredible car racing prodigy who will be a Nascar champion by the time he is 19-20 years old. He is an inspiration to me and the perfect role model for my boys and children everywhere.
At 14 he raced against grown men and did so fantastically well I was proud and honoured to be a apart of it. I LOVE cars. I loved watching him drive 100 times around that track.
BUT with hundreds of spectators there it was impossible for me not to absorb peoples thoughts.
There were affairs going on, people wanting to kill themselves and deciding how, people secretly HATING each other with such venom in their hearts and some of it was directed at that poor boy.
I of course had to protect him and ended up blowing the lights out in the stadium because of it.
But I also saw sexual predators eyeing up some of the kids playing and women hating on other women because of the men there were with etc…
At one point I nearly ran out of there. I can NOT under ANY circumstance be around negative minds and hearts because with my gift it can turn dark and dangerous.

I could kill someone with my thoughts, if I transmitted that kind of bad energy out to the people who made me angry I could crash their cars, make them go nuts or worse.
With great power comes great responsibility. I take what I do very seriously. People trust me with their deepest darkest thoughts and fears and I am proud to say I have built my reputation on three things.
My Confidentiality.
My Honesty
My Knowledge.
People know I speak the truth when I counsel them. That my intentions are honourable and my heart is in the right place.
I observe EVERYTHING. The curse of a Scorpio is we watch and observe our surroundings even when we appear dopey and docile.
The students I stay with for a while freak out because before I leave them I ‘read them’ and make observations that ring true to their very core.
I floor them and it makes them go away from me happier and more focused and a little shocked because they assume the whole time I’m just a big floppy haired Muppet who swans around all dazed and confused.
But I pay attention to every detail. Because of this I need time to decompress and a lot of people just don’t get that sometimes it means in order to do that I need to Just Look Up.

My students under s certain level of ability know they will never be allowed to watch me read, or hold sessions with fellow students.
My life, my feelings, my work is 100% confidential. This is the basis and foundation of my very existence.
I make no apologies for this. There are only two people in this world who have built trust with me over the years to decompress to verbally and I was married to one and about to marry the other.
My balance.
My ex on one side and my current on the other. They are my scales. They are the two that have seen me develop my gift over the years and don’t judge me when I have melt downs or cry.
You can explain this to people till your blue in the face but I trust very few people with my inner thoughts and cerebral process for the simple fact that no one will ever understand what it is to be me.
I live by the voices in my head. I don’t judge, gossip, criticize, condemn or try to complain.
Writing is my outlet for expression as is working out and music.
But while I might be the worlds first Paranormal Scientist and while my life appears to be cool and super happy fun time it is hard and exhausting when you absorb everything like a sponge.
An Empath is telepathic as well and 99% of people who are suicidal hear voices thinking they are losing their minds not knowing they are hearing Spirit of the voices of people they have encountered that day or week.
If you don’t have an outlet it builds up like a volcano and will erupt into something dark if you don’t have an outlet.
So I’m sharing this with all of you who feel like your heart wears heavy with the burdens of the world.
Go somewhere quiet, no people around, lay on your back and Just Look Up.
Stay there until your mind is clear. Look at the simple shapes and colours. It really does work.
You’ll come out of it exhausted but then have something to eat and watch how incredible it feels afterwards.
I feel fantastic.
Sometimes even caring people need to be a little selfish. If you don’t take time to rinse out that sponge your soul becomes dirty from mess you absorb around you, you simply end up smearing your own life with the filth you absorbed and you deserve so much better than that.
You were given your good heart for a reason and you can’t let ANYONE under ANY circumstances taint that in you.
It is okay to remove yourself from the negative in your life. If you are around people talking mean about people, if your around prejudice and gossip it is okay to shut yourself off. They will never understand what it is to be you.
You get one shot at this life. Don’t make yourself have to come back because you didn’t award yourself the time to just look up while others look down.

The choices you make today directly affect the consequences of those choices tomorrow. So make better choices for YOU not anyone else.
As I always say ‘Live your life for others, make them happy, live your life for you, make you happy’

If the people in your life truly care about you they will understand and give you time to do you.
If not, they aren’t friends and shouldn’t be in your life in the first place so maybe the universe is trying to tell you they are one of the negative things your soaking like a sponge.
whether it be your job, your school, your friends or family, your society or your street, if your an Empath your going to absorb it all.
The New Age movement should be ashamed of themselves for wrongly identifying themselves in such a manner and I will make sure now I have a Talk show on WRMN1410 that people know the truth.
They aren’t the ones picking up the pieces of what an Empath really is.
I am. And because of that once in a while I need to remove myself to a dark room and Just Look Up.
Until you carry the weight of the world on your shoulders don’t judge those of us who do.
Because one day it will be your weight we carry on our shoulders too and you won’t want us faltering and stumbling when we do it.

The truth about Ouija/Pendulums and Tarot (your gonna REALLY hate me after this)

Okay so here is the biggest misconception about Tarot cards and Ouija Boards.
People think they get to talk to the dead using these three tools and it just isn’t so.
I’m going to outline why below.

Tarot Cards: A tool used to tell ones future. It uses NO Spirits to conduct. This is the one that pisses me off the most because there are people out there calling themselves Psychic/Mediums because they use Tarot cards.
Spirit don’t need this stuff and it’s simply insulting to people out there who have spent their ENTIRE lives dedicating themselves to their gift and honing their skills such as myself.
Tarot readers take credit for the Reader (Client) using their own telepathic skill to chose the best card for the outcome and answer they need to help guide them.
It is the READER who conducts the reading not the person doing the spread.
Tarot cards are a set of predetermined answers, yet many take money and credit for this type of reading when in actual fact is the reader could just get a set of cards themselves and save themselves the money by doing the reading themselves.
My students are taught to read EVERYTHING BUT Tarot because I require my students in my society to have actual skill and ability.

Trust me when I say if your paying to have a reading from someone using Tarot who calls themselves anything other than a Tarot Reader your being conned.
If your a Psychic or a Medium you wouldn’t need Tarot at all.

Having a gift is a Privilege NOT a right and yet so many people take these titles without having any right and it pisses me off.
Having the privilege of guiding people using the dead to guide you requires hard work, dedication and a delicate balance of the mind, body and Spirit 99.9% of people out there who conduct readings just don’t have.
I’m sorry but it’s true. It’s called a GIFT, for some it should be called a Loan but for the rest it should be called a Fantasy.
Honestly, buy a pack and do your own readings. You’ll get exactly the same results as the person doing the reading and save yourself the money.
To test my word, go to a Tarot Reader who calls themselves anything other and ask them to conduct a reading without the cards. If they have been doing it for more than 5 minutes this shouldn’t be a problem.
A true Gifted, can read using many forms.
I myself do Clairvoyance, Psychometry, Medianship, Dream Interpretation, Tea Leaves, Palms, Bones, Nature (Natural Telepathy) I can read animals paws and feet as well, I can also read using normal playing cards. The kind you play Poker with. To me it plays out a move in my head of the persons life.
I can also read a persons vibration, or Aura and even read a person based on what colours they are wearing that day.
If you have a gift you don’t need Tarot.

Pendulums:
This uses the Science of Metaphysics, nothing more. No dead people use a pendulum to make contact.
A Pendulum uses magnetism and the fields of energy around you and the planet.
They can be used to ask yes no questions. How? because anything organic can be read and communicate in it’s own unique way. You as the conduit for the pendulum need to train yourself to connect to the planet first before anything else because your required to tune in to the vibration or fields of energy around you.
This is why the pendulum is best used to find things like water, lay lines, electrical lines, lost objects, treasure, oil, missing people, active spots, etc……
It’s insulting to think our beloved dead are sitting tapping and pushing on a glass ball or whatever you use to communicate.
If anyone says they are reading you using one they are fooling not only you but themselves.
The trouble with Pendulums though is how easy it is to manipulate the answer you want. Because you too are organic and everything in the Universe is also organic and the vibrations of each to be read have to be perfectly balanced if you don’t finely tune your connection to your Pendulum you can manipulate the answer you want.
When you don’t want a specific answer you get the correct hit. But if your wanting an answer you create the answer you want.
Again, tuning in to a Pendulum requires at least a year of dedication and commitment to it. My Pendulum went with me everywhere.
Also you must never buy your pendulum, it should be found, or offered up to you and it must be 100% organic and cleansed before use.
You don’t know what your piece of rock, stone, shell, bone etc….has been before it was your pendulum.
And as I have said before, if it is offered to you it doesn’t need cleansed. If you find it then it does.
The difference being, when your out and about an offered Pendulum jumps out at you, it is one of those things where you’ll see the stone your meant to have on a beach full of them because it jumps out at you and you can’t take your eyes off it.
One that you find is usually something you already have laying around the house already in which case it needs to be cleansed in salt water.
You can’t read the planet if your using plastic. So your pendulum MUST be 100% organic.
Once you have found your pendulum you must then going around your house and use it to test every other organic object in your home.
Having an object in your home that is negative for you is like putting a magnet next to a compass. It can pull and weigh it down and actually can be responsible for activity in your home, from Poltergeist to depression, relationship issues and erratic behaviour in your children and pets, not to mention in you.
If you can’t sleep it could be because that pretty rock you found on the beach you didn’t test saw a war when it was part of a mountain or even a ritualistic killing from 10,000 years ago. You just don’t know what your brining into your home. THIS is when your Pendulum is at it’s best. I don’t have so much as a twig in my house that hasn’t been tested.
People don’t understand why I take this stuff so seriously. Why I’m so fiercely protective of Spirit and my craft.
Because no one gets it. These new age people have taken an ancient skill and turned it into a fluffy joke.
The truth of the matter is, the pretty pieces of our planet (crystals, gems, jewels) aren’t any better to use for healing and power than the stones in your garden.
They all come from the one life source. But no one wants the fingernail, they all want the organs.
And that pisses me off.

Ouija Boards:
SIGH!!!! This is the one I deal with DAILY from people.
Ouija boards use NO dead people. The dead do NOT talk through them. YOU DO!!!
Those conducting the séance or board (it’s the exact same thing but using a different conduit) manipulate the board or session using Telekinesis. This is a Science using the power of ones mind to move objects.
The answers you get are telepathic in ability. This is the Science of placing thought or reading ones mind using your mind.
People say ‘But how did it know the name of my Grandmother, no one knows what her real name is’. The answer is ‘Because you do’.
Our brains are the most powerful computer/engine in the Universe. There is nothing like it nor will their ever be as long as we keep evolving.
People don’t understand this stuff yet so many people use these tools for entertainment and then fuck it up.
Then it’s me they run to in order to fix it. Everyone knows Ouija and Seance’s are counter productive to Spirit communication.
The dead don’t sit and push a piece of glass to talk, they don’t need it and requires WAAAAY too much energy to make happen.
Moving objects and showing themselves in a 3D visual require thee most amounts of energy needed and so they avoid it at all costs.
NOW!!! the thing with these types of entertainment (and it is for entertainment only because it’s not a real gift or ability, it’s just Science) is if one single person in that group is negative, depressed, angry, or easily manipulated it places negativity into the outcome and then you get the nasty stuff coming through.
Then because of the fear and hysteria it creates it then invites the actual bad stuff because they see you and think ‘Ahhhh here is one we can cause trouble for’ then BOOM!!! you get the growls and fear being generated.
The dead know how much trouble all of this can cause and want and play no part in any of it.
If you use these tools for readings, your producing the answer not the dead.
Your basically doing your own reading using your own abilities. That’s it.
So don’t be fooled.

I hope you learned something today and I hope I cost a few fakes some money because there are more of them out there than genuinely gifted people.
Having a genuine gift is the same as people and politics. Just because you have an interest in it doesn’t mean you can and should do it.
As I say time and time again ‘Just because everyone can have the gift doesn’t mean they should’.
I simply refuse to show ANYONE who asks how to open up to Spirit because not everyone should.
If your self absorbed, too caught up in your own life to take the time to help others, if you suffer from depression, addiction or any kind of mental anguish, if your a negative person, aggressive, scared of everything, too afraid to be what you are, easily manipulated or frightened or refuse to open and expand your mind or too lazy to do the work then this isn’t for you.
You don’t need to sit under copper triangles or meditate. If you sit and do the work you don’t need any of it at all because YOU become the biggest conduit there is.
Your Pineal Gland should be the only tool of your trade for ANY of it and if you don’t exercise that most then the rest of it is pointless.

It is a Privilege not a right, it’s dealing with actual dead people who often have tragic stories to tell to distraught and frantically hopeful loved ones. If your too busy getting laid, stoned, or lazy to take the years required to perfect your craft then this really isn’t for you.

Tarot readers have the easiest job in the world in this industry. They don’t even need to ask for protection because all they are doing is playing poker dealer in someone’s life. All the work is done for them.
The reader shuffles, the reader picks the cards, the reader uses their own ability to pick the cards they need to help them and the conduit is the cards, and the person taking your money for it gets all the credit using no ability or skill yet they get all the reward.
How is that fair or just?

When I hit the mainstream media I’m going to be getting hated on by millions and millions of people around the world because I’m gonna shut as many of them down as they can.
Thousands upon thousands of years of stud, honing ones Science and gift has gone into my society and these people just all think they can just come play at being one of us without any training or ability.
Having an interest in the Paranormal Sciences don’t mean you can ever understand the intensity of the training. There are steps taken that often start from birth.
A Pathwalker starts their path from birth then when it is nearing time to move up to White Lighter they are sent a teacher.
Yet so many people are told and believe they are one. So many people are getting readings and being told they are a White Lighter. But you can’t be one without being a Pathwalker and as I said a true Pathwalker starts from birth.
A Pathwalkers life is not an easy one and the gifts are established from birth.

A Pathwalkers life is a difficult one, often dealing with serious mental and emotional issues like bullying, abuse of all forms, poverty, adversity and social bias ALL while dealing with their gift.
A Pathwalker is born with a gift, and a White Lighter then uses these gifts to help the masses. The dedication and loyalty required would put a Special Forces trainee to shame.

Often those who can’t balance their empathic gift with the path with which they walk often end up committing suicide or want to.
To quote The Highlander ‘B A L A N C E’
If you don’t find the balance in all of it you might as well take up a sport or hobby because the rest of it is pointless.

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Spirits/The Dead/The Devil/Demons dream meanings:

I think it’s best I write a post about it instead of answering individual emails and comments.
So here it is in a nut shell.

To see a Spirit in a dream:
is a warning of deception. You must look to the dream to know in which area of your life deceit lay in.
A house, childhood home would obviously be in your family life, family members, someone from childhood.
Office buildings and schools would be work and friends etc…

You must determine if its a Spirit in an interpretation point of view.
If you didn’t know this Spirit in life then it is a warning of deceit.

If it was a Spirit of a loved one or someone you knew then you must interpret that also.

If your dreamed of being dead yourself it means an immediate release to your problems.

If you spoke to someone who was dead it means good news is coming your way.
Aunts and Uncles
is help coming with money matters.

Other relatives:
is help from an unexpected source.

In laws are good fortune from strangers.

Unknown Females: You will hear sudden surprising news.

Mothers represent love and home,

Fathers are authority and finances.
So to dream of a dead parent is expect sudden news in that area.

To dream of hearing of a death is news of a birth.

To dream of someone you don’t recognize it means an inheritance or significant financial gain.

By Spirit I mean the resident types, not the imprinted images.

However, if you have a conversation with a deceased person in a dream that seems more like a visit than a dream, it was a visit.

To dream of the Devil or Demon:

To dream of the devil in his full comedy red cape, horns and hooves is a warning you hiding a secret and need to come clean.

If you did battle with the Devil you will outwit your enemies.

If The Devil spoke to you it means your going to have to fight temptation.

To dream of being his friend it is a health warning.

Demons/Poltergeist activity is a warning to pay attention to your mental or emotional state.

But you must interpret the entire dream because to dream of death and the dark side in my culture can also be a very VERY good omen.
It just depends on if you were afraid, fought it, ran away etc…

But to dream of being afraid or have fear in a dream means this:
If you fought the fear or overcame it, you will forecasts a solution to your problems.

If you couldn’t shake the fear and you overcame it you are being warned about the deceit of a close friend or ally.

To dream of helping someone overcome their fear it means a solving of a misunderstanding or the removal of a threat in your life.

Ghosts in dreams (I hate this word) but I mean imprinted images and those who linger in dreams.

if it scared you is a warning of peer pressure or pressure being placed upon you is coming.

If it simply appeared it is good luck in business or in love.

If the Ghost was familiar to you it is again a warning of deceit from a close friend.

To dream of Heaven is a warning that change is coming you won’t like one bit.
To dream of Hell means an increase in income. However this success will evoke jealousy from those around you.

To dream of returning from hell is a warning of temptation that you won’t be proud of yourself for giving into.

To Dream of the Occult in any kind of way means a beneficial gain through new insights and unforeseen avenues.

Funerals: If you saw or attend a funeral means news of a birth/engagement/pregnancy/promotion.
To dream of your own funeral forecasts a solution to your problems to all present anxieties.

I hope this helps you now 🙂
Love and Light
Debbie
xoxox

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All That is Wrong with Religious Prophets Predicting The Cleansing.

So one of my lovely, loyal followers Jamie came to me with this poem she found on the internet when searching for other information about The Cleansing and it pissed me off so much I had to say something.
Now……I’m not here to say ‘This poet is wrong saying this poem came from God’ whatever makes him happy is all that matters. But I have to just say, this kind of bullshit is why people are so terrified.
Being FED THE FEAR!!!
This poem is the total opposite of what GOD would be about if God actually existed.
So you mean to tell me he is just gonna obliterate us just like that? even though 90% of us are good people?
Firstly, most of his prophecy is wrong, never came true.
Secondly, why does everything always end with the end of days with religious people?
What happened to faith?
I was the first one to talk about the Cleansing online. I was the first one to call it The Cleansing. It’s called The Cleansing for a reason people. Because The UNIVERSE is going to CLEAN the Planet. We get Cleansed of the evil not destroyed by it.
People thought I was nuts now everyone is predicting it.
I’m also the only one who predicts The New Renaissance at the end of it. At the end of this article I’ll tell you exactly what I see after our house is cleaned good. Read the poem and tell me why I shouldn’t be pissed off that Religion has NO place in Science. I’m so tired of this shit. I can’t wait for religion to just fuck off and be replaced with Faith instead.
Faith is between YOU and your whoever. It’s not dictated to by anyone but yourself. It will be whatever makes you happy.
No more churches, no more having to give money you can’t afford to billionaire fools who sit on thrones of gold and silk telling you your a sinner because your not imperfect like them. Religion is a Satanic Cult in the form of Light and I for one know it is going to be one of the first things to go in the New World.
Prove to me God exists. I want proof. If you can prove to me Blob exists then I will be the best Christian alive. (Or I’ll get killed once this article hits the mainstream lol) All joking aside if anything happens to me, you know I was right lol
My people have been slaughtered for centuries by these bullies and I can’t take it anymore. Id rather die for the light of the Universe that is fact than a belief that doesn’t exist in fact.
I am healthy, not suicidal, happy and in love. Should anything happen to me or my planes, buses, cars, crash soon you’ll know I was silenced. But I can’t shut up anymore. I see the fear this shit feeds people and I’m angry.
I’ve just had a check up and I’m in perfect health. Nor will I ever be suicidal. If anything happens to my family, students or loved ones in any way look to this article.
Here is the Poem. I’ve published it because it is plastered all over the internet which makes it public property.
It starts:

God doesn’t speak with me through dreams or visions, like He does others. He just speaks to me directly. My father, who is also my pastor, has this same gift. I’m not looking for fame, money, or materialistic things. I just want to make God happy. I’m just a truth teller.

On December 23 2015, He showed me what is coming to America in 2016 and beyond. Then He led me to put it in the form of a poem.

At the very end of 2015,
And the year of ten plus six,
That wicked old Satan,
Will be up to evil tricks.

December through February,
Winter finds itself here,
A sudden event will strike,
And many will be in fear.

Know then My judgment,
Has come upon this land,
God reigns supreme,
And deals with a heavy hand.

From March until June,
The spring season shall arrive,
There will be many people,
Found not to be alive.

During this same season,
Another checkpoint will originate,
Then another crushing blow,
Will seal this nation’s fate.

During these two seasons,
The economy will decline,
Look to Me My people,
I say, ‘Your souls are mine.’

For war will be inevitable,
It will not go away,
I implore My holy people,
Stay on your knees and pray.

The dog days of summer,
Will follow and draw nigh,
Protests will fill the streets,
With a far more violent cry.

At the end of the summer,
As the season reaches a climax,
JADE HELM will come to life again,
Surely it will be brought back.

The fall season will bring,
another election year,
But by this time our nation,
Will be firmly gripped in fear.

Barack Hussein Obama,
Will stay seated in his chair,
No Democrat nor Republican,
will find themselves his heir.

Martial law is coming,
It will soon grip our land,
I plead with all the saints of God,
To take a righteous stand.

2017 will follow next,
When it comes rolling around,
The changes will be different,
They will surely be profound.

America will have seen,
Destruction and devastation,
I will hold nothing back,
I will show no hesitation.

Disease and pestilence,
Will surely grip this land,
But My people do not worry,
It’s all part of My plan.

Watch the hand of Islam,
They will shout a battle cry,
A day of terror is coming,
And many will surely die.

Now look upon the map,
And look upon it well,
You will see trouble landed,
Where American cities fell.

Now woe unto you cities,
And you states shown below,
You have angered God in Heaven,
And made yourself His foe.

Woe unto the city,
Of the Bears, Cubs, and Bulls.
Woe to San Fransisco,
You dare mock me, you fools!

I will destroy both of you,
In the hour of My fury,
You have been found guilty,
Yes, by my Heavenly Jury.

Woe unto Las Vegas,
Seattle, and the Big D,
Plagues, famine, and destruction
Are coming soon, you’ll see.

Woe unto New Orleans,
And even Florida too,
When I shoot arrows of destruction,
You shall surely be through.

Woe unto the city,
Known for the Liberty Bell,
I will take away your freedoms,
And you will see much hell.

Woe unto Baltimore,
Woe to Washington DC,
Woe to you wicked leaders,
For you must answer to Me.

I will destroy these cities,
With one single attack,
I will shoot arrows of destruction,
And I will hold nothing back.

Woe unto Boston, New York City,
And even California too,
You do not worship Me,
You say, “I answer to who?”

You say you only answer,
To gold, silver, and sex,
But I will put something on you,
Far worse than any vex.

Half of California,
Shall be thrown into the sea,
And New York City,
The same fate it will be.

Oh Boston, Oh Boston,
Your arrogance will be no more,
I shall wipe you off the map,
You big arrogant whore.

Get prepared for slavery,
It is coming to this nation,
Like Egypt in the days of Moses,
It will not be a good sensation.

An asteroid will strike,
In the Caribbean sea,
All around the world,
Tsunamis must be.

Earthquakes will come,
And will divide this land,
That we might not forget,
God deals with a heavy hand.

You shall look to the east,
And see Russians coming here,
You shall look to the west,
And see China causing fear.

They shall invade this land,
And take over this place,
America once a golden cup,
Has become an utter disgrace.

Many think they can still sin,
And waltz right into Heaven,
But that’s like foolishly believing,
Two plus three equals seven.

There are many who come to Me,
On spiritual section eight,
They are in moral poverty,
And will not enter My pearly gate.

Moral bankruptcy,
They have truly filed,
They do not know Me,
For they are not My child.

You who refuse to teach,
My people the ways of the Lord,
Soon you will find,
You can not escape my sword.

Promising My people,
Nothing but houses and cars,
But these will not get you,
Not get you very far.

Tell the people to stop,
To halt all of their sins,
Tell them to live holy,
So they can enter in.

It is time for the saints,
To be truly tried,
Stand firm upon My word,
And in Me truly abide.

If you deny my son Jesus,
In front of any man,
You will sink faster,
Than standing in quick sand.

So know these things,
They surely will take place,
Come live your life for Jesus,
And receive My mercy and grace.

So: Wrong, Wrong, Wrong.
Firstly the riots started last year. Tsunamis are inevitable at some point on this planet.
Blob created kittens, and flowers and love and compassion and majestic beasts littered throughout this planet, and music, and art and charity (charity not charities) and medicine and engineering and inspiration etc…and nature and he’s going to obliterate it ALL because it’s evil and sins?
Babies and kittens sin? Trees sin? Bears and Whales sin? So it all gets destroyed because a handful of elite fucks masterminded the art of manipulation of the masses?
So the opposite of what Churchill said then?
The needs of the many far outweigh the needs of the few?
So the sins of the few outweigh the good deeds of the many?
Really? If this is true then why the fuck would I want to believe in a God that vengeful and destructive?
A parents love gets ignored because some fuckin dude on a cloud has decided that it doesn’t matter as much as vengeance coz some inbred rich arseholes did some evil shit?
And while we are on the subject. Why is he a Prophet of God coz a non proven God spoke to him directly but I’m evil because my ancestors who are proven to have existed do?
How is that fair? lol Why do they love to fed us fear?
Because fear controls. Fear keeps us submissive.
I’m not knocking anyone who follows a religion. I’m knocking the leaders and prophets. If Blob makes you happy and it makes you a happier person and a good person and nothing gets hurt then more power to you but if your going to call yourself the Voice of God or a Prophet take some fuckin responsibility for what your preaching for fucks sake.
When is faith about fear. It’s the antithesis of what faith is.
Faith is beautiful. Faith is light where there is pain, faith is light where there is doubt, faith keeps you strong when your afraid,faith is no matter what, tomorrow is a better day. Faith is love on a level immeasurable by even Science. Faith is wisdom, and patience and honesty.
Faith is absolute and can not be swayed. Faith is air, water, and food to those who have it. Second skin, second nature, without a second thought or shadow of a doubt. Faith is hope. Hope springs eternal.
Faith is personal, forged between you and whatever makes you have it. Faith is without question yet answers them all.
And this is what I see for after the darkness dies down.
First it starts in America, after the shock has died down and the cities are clean, we begin what I call the New Renaissance.
We will see an end of religions, governments, pointless celebrities (Goodbye fuckin Kardashians and The Only Essex is Chelsea on the Jersey fuckin Shore folk). Good bye to Royals and Military’s and Federal Prison System and Justice System.
I believe Charles will never be King and William bless him with dissolve the Monarchy to live a normal life.
Sex will stop being fed to our kids like sugar.
Parents will be able to raise their kids as they see fit and because we won’t have taxes and we won’t be debt slaves believing the only way to live is to rack up debt and buy houses your never going to own until you pay 3 times what it is worth OFF to banker crooks, parents will choose to stay home and raise their kids the way mammals should. Teach and lead by example.
Watch how every other Mammal raises their young. See any YouTube or people with their tits out on day time TV? See any sugar or school work?
Your telling me Kim Kardashian is smarter than an Elephant?
TV’s will go anyway, we will just download and stream what we want on our TVs and Laptops etc…
We will turn our backs.
Music will be written by those who can actually write it and sung by those with talent not the right body image or appeal.
Want will be replaced by Need.
Diseases will be cured with the cures they have had hidden for decades. They created these cancers and ADHD and Autism, Parkinsons etc.. for the Pharmaceutical industry to make money on, they have the cures, trust me.
Why do you never see the Royals with cancer? Why do they ALL live to 1000? These Elite? If one in 7 kids will be autistic why aren’t the royal children getting it? Coz they don’t vaccinate. Coz they know it kills the brain cells.
If your over 35 how many kids did you know growing up who had cancer? or Autism? How many old people did you know have Parkinsons?
We will end famine, wars, diseases, we will embrace Science and literature and the arts and our heroes will be people who actually do things to deserve the accolade. We will take personal responsibility for our own actions.
We will live by our Amendments and Declarations.We will have honour and pride in who we are and what we do.
We will embrace Spirit, and see the worlds beyond the light. We will love who we want, how we want without fear of judgement from others.
We will do what we love and love what we do.
We will end Corporate rule, we will end commercialism, we will end hate. Racism, feminism, any ism going.
We will decide as one nation what happens to those in it.
No one will ever decide our fate for us again. EVER.
We will actually evolve and join the space race. We will help each other regardless of where we come from, colour of our skin or sexual orientation because if we don’t we won’t be allowed to evolve.
We either evolve as one or die out as well as history has proven.
Get with the program or be removed and then the other mammals get to have a go instead.
But it’s not going to be like this.
The Cleansing is going to be a few weeks of anger, a couple of months of cleaning up and then the real good stuff begins.
It is NOT The End of Days. It is the end of darkness and the only reason why people like this person see only darkness is because they come from it. They live on the fear. If your gift comes from the light you can see beyond the darkness into the light.
In this Universe there is always light. The Cosmological Constant is all about chasing the light basically lol Evolving and expanding to get to the light, seeing what is beyond, on an infinite level.
God isn’t responsible for us. WE are.
Hope is a far better thing to have than fear. Hope makes you smile. Fear makes you frown and I for one will NOT be getting wrinkles. lol
I haven’t got one yet and I’m 44 on the 9th of Nov.
We will live to our hundreds too. The Blind will see, the deaf hear, the crippled walk.
All this is our life time. Suicide will basically not exist because we wont have reason to be depressed.
We just won’t give a shit anymore what people think. If your a man and you want to wear a dress and wank to My Little Pony while wearing a nappy as long as your not hurting anyone, more power to you.
We will live by the one common law. It will be Universal Law.
I shall not by my own actions cause loss or harm to another living being.
That’s it. After that it’s about personal responsibility.
Please my babies, don’t be afraid. Just keep your heads down and wait a little longer.
It’s almost over.
I wouldn’t be working so hard to build up my career in America and bringing my children over to settle on the East Coast if I thought for one second America was doomed.
In fact I honestly feel I have to be there to help clean up the mess of a few hundred years of tyranny lol
Just remember ‘The Fear of the Unknown is always worse than the Reality of it’.
Fear is speculation without evidence.
Faith is evidence without speculation.
I’m here to hold your hands every step of the way on this journey.
I’ve got your back.

Love and Light
Mama
xoxox

Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc…..to be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc…..you name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses 🙂
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child
hahaha

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons 🙂
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light
Mama
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Breaking the Rules To Cross Over 700+ Spirits

Well today is the 07/07/16 and today I broke one of the biggest laws of Paranormal History, certainly in my Society and I feel fantastic.

So let me start from the beginning.

As a lot of you know my marriage has come to an end with My Husband. We are still the best of friends, still looking after our boys and very happy. He will always be my Protector, nothing changes but his depression got the better of him and he and I feel it is better he goes off to paint and heal than stress out over me. But any way this isn’t about that.

While we were talking I kept seeing a young boy standing in my bedroom door way but he wouldn’t come in. He looked from the Tudor days and a little odd looking but I eventually went to sleep without any trouble.

Today I woke up emotional and asked Mr if he could stay home. He said No, but then our son got up and asked the same thing. He booked the day off.

We decided to get out of the house and go to Hardwick Hall in Durham for a nice day out.

As I was getting ready I had a flash of white light. I immediately informed my students as they know I’ll document what I can as it is happening and off we went.

So we walked around the ornate hall and took in all the gazzillions of tapestries that dripped from the walls and the closer I got to the top floor the more I could feel myself going.

I excused myself and went and sat down in the hallway and that is where I meet Lady Arbella Stuart. She stood about 5’4-5’5 with dirty brown hair, it looked greasy and I’ll be honest, she didn’t smell great. Her teeth were killing me.

She came flying up those stairs and was in such a panic. She rushed me and took my breathe away.

She was asking me to get her out. ‘They won’t let me out’ she kept saying. ‘I need to get out of here’. I waited for Mr to come out but he and the boys went the other way out I didn’t see because I never went to the part they went to as I was trying not to fall into Blue lol

I had to leave or I was going to pass out. Her fear was intense. She said they were going to kill her. Her family were going to kill her. They wouldn’t let her leave.

She followed me out. She actually took me to the ex and my boys. Then followed me through the grounds. I was trying to cross her over but the boys were distracting me.

I knew I had to help her though and she was so desperate to get out I had to do something. That’s when I heard Spirit say ‘Tell her to follow you and cross her over away from the house’. It didn’t feel wrong.

Now………….if you know me, you’ll know this is pretty much THEE law of the Universe. You NEVER!!! invite a Spirit in, or ask it to follow you. NEVER!!!!! EVER!!!! I cannot express enough the NEVER EVER part enough.

But it didn’t feel wrong. So began an A Team like operation to help a dead person no one could see escape the grounds of her prison so she could go to the light. If I’m on camera, I’ll end up certified insane lol

I’m clearly seen talking to nothing and moving in a way that looked like I was trying to be inconspicuous lol OMB (Oh my Blob) lol Thank FUCK my boys embrace my crazy.

I felt like my heart was going to jump through my chest. I felt like I was going to pass out from fear.

I left the boys to go to the Play Ground while I took her to the car and there began the tale of 700 hundred Spirits and why I’m about to sleep for a week.

After I had a drink and sat down I began the process of talking her over. She was afraid if she crossed over she would go to her family and she was terrified of them. I told her that anything they did to cause her that amount of fear was a guarantee they won’t be in the same realm of existence as her and  that she only had to look at my light to know I was telling her the truth or why else would she have found me the way she did?

Then shit got real. As I was seeing the white light behind her slowly they came out of the fields and bushes. Men, women and children of all eras. Georgian, Elizabethan, WW1, WW2, Middle Ages etc….men dressed in Dark Blue Air Force uniforms but they weren’t British. Planes, I saw planes, women dressed in overalls coming from the fields, kids in sack cloth, stable boys with horses, men in Powdered wigs, Fops, Dandies, etc……..there must of been at least 700. I couldn’t see the field for people. And I’m getting emotional now because the emotions were high as they were expecting Hope. Hoping for Peace. They were mesmerized by where I was sitting.

I said to Lady Arbella ‘You have a moral duty to help your people cross over with you.’ She said ‘But I never wanted to be Queen’. I said ‘They are your people, you share the same Universe, you breath the same air and you lived on the same planet. We belong to each other’ and she kind of looked like ‘Oh My Blob, I get it….nice one.’ I said to her When your ready, take my hand and go to the light’ and this is where I’m gonna ball my eyes out.

She immediately took my hand without hesitation and went to the light, but she stopped and she looked over. But with that I felt hundreds of taps on my hand. Male, female, child, infant, rough, soft, wet, hot, cold as they all one by one crossed over. It became a constant stream of touches. I couldn’t tell where one hand stopped and another began. It felt incredible.

As I was closing the light Lady Arbella curtsied to me and the Servicemen Saluted as they turned and walked into the closing light. Then I realized why she looked odd. She was the boy standing in the door from last night.

I think she was the reason my son and I felt like Mr had to stay home. So we could help her cross over those people.

I have to add though it wasn’t all Love and Light.

After the Light closed I saw a little boy standing alone. He started growling at me. He was NOT a little boy and he was pissed off. He said he was ‘placed there’ to watch over those grounds and I was in big trouble. So I smoked some weed, had a cup of coffee and told him to kiss my ass. I told him I was more afraid of toothpaste than him and he had no power me as the boys came back to the car and we drove off.

It didn’t quite know what to do.

I then immediately started to struggle with energy. I put some Alison Moyet on and within 20 minutes I was feeling fantastic. We had dinner and I immediately had to sit and document this experience. Had we of caught it on tape I would of posted it. I’m doing it from now on. I promise you.

As we got to the end of the Halls entrance drive she was there, in Spirit. She made it to the other side and she was telling me I was right and Thank You. She said just before she left for good ‘I will NEVER come back to this wicked place again’. I smelt roses after that.

I will never forget her. What a classy dame she is.

Meet my Homegirl Lady Arebella

P.S What a WICKED family indeed. Illuminati much?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lady_Arbella_Stuart

P.P.S It goes without saying that you do NOT ask Spirits to follow you. I am trained. I’m qualified. I know what to do in the most extreme cases but even I’m counting my blessings she was what she said she was or I could of been in trouble.

Only my faith in Spirit made me do it without hesitation. But we’ve been working together for 43 years.

Be Wise please
I’ve woken up this morning (the 8th) feeling shell shocked like ‘Huh? Did that really happen?’.

Killer headache too

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READINGS

Over the past few months I have been learning, studying and developing a variety of new techniques which I have begun encompassing into a new form of reading.
The main aspect of this new technique is giving the client guidance on how they can achieve their goals and find balance unlike a traditional reading which is just predictive.
This will offer guidance from Spirit in regards to things like career, love, money, mental health etc….
I believe I am the first to offer this kind of reading.

In the course of doing so Spirit will show you the future and you can have with the predictions being far more accurate than me trying to pull them out of the ether.
You will learn more about your journey this way as there will be no fear on my part of getting the connection with Spirit wrong.

The sooner people realize Spirit are conscious energy and not physical beings to describe in detail the better the connection will be.
You will be able to learn so much from them if you just listen to the messages rather than look for evidence they are there.

If your having life issues, depression, worried about anything or just want to connect to Spirit and the Universe please come book a reading and let me show you how to follow your compass to perfect balance and peace in your life.

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You will NOT be disappointed. I will work my ass off helping guide you with all the knowledge of the Universe behind me.

My students and I are on an incredible journey together and one day soon I’ll have more of me to go around but I want to spread Spirits hot sticky love all over the globe and show people how a reading should be done.
Spirit can change your life. You never need to be unhappy, lost or disconnected again if you listen to Spirit.

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I look forward to walking your journey with you.

Love and Light
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