You know how I talk about m thought process being like files in my head and I contemplate those files once in a while and follow a train of thought for a bit then either bring the file to a conclusion and that’s how I learn a fact or progress in my knowledge of Spirit and the Paranormal etc….
Then I teach it to you?
Being Empathic and my need to understand what I was has made me finally figure it out. What one is and how you deal with being one.
I will know INSTANTLY if someone says they are empathic because of this synopsis.
I finally understand what thee Spirits who killed themselves have been teaching me.
So here it goes.
If your an artist, musician, writer, scientist, creator, inventor, mathematician, (and all the categories that fall under these skills, if you weren’t a happy child, if you don’t like being around people, if you find being around people painful, if you were picked on, bullied, talked about, hated, misunderstood by those who claim to know you, if you never fit in, felt like a round peg in a square hole, if you felt like you never belonged in your own family, if you work in a field of the above mentioned, medical field, psychic sciences, etc…because you genuinely love to help people, if your constantly trying to understand yourself, but never find the right help to give you the answers you need, if your constantly working on your image, have a sport or exercise you love to indulge in because it helps you think and makes you feel good, if organic drugs bring you clarity, if people hurt you beyond repair, if your suffering has been since childhood and your gift is the only thing that brings you balance, if you have spent your entire life pleasing other people, if the love and protection of the animals and planets under our feet and around us is paramount, if you have an above average IQ and your gift completes you, if you feel the need to hibernate from the world when your hurting, or don’t socialize unless unavoidable, work from home and shop mostly on online unless unavoidable, if you have a love of art, music, cooking, science, maths, style, good food (as in organic and better quality as opposed to expensive or cheap, if money has been an issue for you at some point, or you have no trouble making it but don’t always get to keep it for long, if when your down to your last dollar something comes along to see you right, you’ve gotten through another day, if you know loss, and feel it more, if your children are the air you breath (if you have them) or your pets, if you do your gift for money in a way that makes you miserable ie prostituting yourself out to pay bills and not following your passion using your gift doing what you love and loving what you do, then your an Empath.
An Emapth is a Pathwalker and if they follow their compass like I did, they will find peace. If they don’t they kill themselves or struggle with life long depression.
We are Spirits under these skins of ours and an Empath chooses a skin that see’s only darkness and absorbs it into the core of their being because it’s a much purer Spirit than most.
AN Empath is essential a Spirit in a skin.
And if your gift is of the Psychic Sciences instead of the Medical Science or Mathematical Science or Artistic Sciences etc….it will be what your better at than anyone else.
Your born trying to figure stuff out. Some of us like myself have a stronger compass because of when I chose to be born.
The Scorpio month. When the stars aligned just right, and the balance of the universe was perfect I was born on the 9th of November 1972.
Being a Scorpio I am driven at seeking the truth. I need to get to the bottom of things.
I think constantly about my gift and people and life because all of my experiences have led me to figure this Psychic Science stuff out.
But see my ex husband is a Libra, he is the ruler of balance but his compass was set wrong.
So he’s trying to be a balanced soul with a broken magnet.
He fights depression and suicidal thoughts every single day he’s alive.
But he trusts me to help him figure this out and I think I just have.
His ability to do art in such a phenomenal way is his gift.
Being Empathic his gift is art, mine just happens to be psychic.
BUT we both have identical lives, life journeys and interests of varying degrees and I want you to think of a Pie Chart now when I explain it to you.
My pie has a large chunk of Psychic Science, and you must look at everything as a Science.
Sex is biology, genetics, microbiology etc….ie Science. Cooking is chemistry, nutritional science, horticultural science, agricultural science for example.
But while I can’t draw or paint like my ex I can write not shit stuff and I’m just as good as him in expressing myself through my gift of writing, he just does it through the medium of art.
I do readings to teach and guide, and heal and he does it through his art, be it traditional or in his games and apps.
He makes games people care about. They give people an incredible experience.
He can also write, both appreciate poetry, both like to red, both need music in our lives, both appreciate nature, love our children beyond all reason, both like to cook, both appreciate good food for the flavours and tastes, both want to protect the earth, honesty the list above of boxes to tick we have in common.
But our experiences and appreciation of which are on varying levels.
So he is REALLY good at maths and science. He just knows so much and he helps me understand it because I’m shit at maths and have a basic understanding of science at best.
Yet my gift has given me the life and career where I do theoretical physics on a level that he doesn’t understand but I understand perfectly because Spirit taught me through my life with my gifts.
I in turn teach it back to him……see how it works?
He and I might not have worked as husband and wife but no one gets the other and no one ever will if they aren’t like us.
So I have a small chunk of pie on my chart for art and maths and science as he has but I can play musical instruments and hold a tune, he can’t but his appreciation of music has taught me a thing or two and he has introduced me to SO much I never liked before or appreciated.
We both have varying abilities and appreciations and experiences that add a different sized piece of pie to our chart but it’s all the same.
He was bullied as a kid at school, I defended those picked on by bullies, but I was picked on by members of my family where as his family while never understood him, tried. His Dad who is a Libra Tiger like my ex, is the one who understands him most. He is the one still in his life.
I don’t have anyone but I’m at a different level to him. My journey is different.
We don’t have any interest in breaking any laws that hurt anyone or anything, we are rebellious and anarchistic, and don’t like being told what to do but we have no interesting in causing bother for anyone.
The difference is, I was born Scorpio. was born to figure it out. It was gonna happen whether people liked it or not with me.
I am hurt constantly, people constantly read me wrong and get me wrong, and assume the wrong thing and hurt me but being Scorpio means loyalty is my everything and if you aren’t loyal to me, I have no trouble walking away.
It might hurt like fuck but I will walk.
Where as a Libra will stick it out and knock themselves in trying to find balance in the situation or relationship until they figure out that loyalty is also key.
The best way I describe loyalty is it’s a form of magnetic energy.
And the second someone isn’t loyal to me, the minute I realize they broke one or many of the codes that fall under loyalty, you become demagnetized from me and I can then walk away.
Loyalty is like love and attraction, it’s a form of magnetism. It’s physics.
The law of attraction.
It’s why I call it Quantum Magnetics, Paranormal Science, and Psychic Sciences and it covers all forms of science.
So my pie might not be big in knowledge but the knowledge I have will be larger than my exes.
Now…..the trouble is, my ex holds on to the pain longer than I do. He still holds it in, I let it out. I cry, scream, rant, write, work out, I shut down for a few days and disassociate myself from the planet until I heal my Soul from that particular human experience and then I emerge having learned from the experience and become grateful for the experience.
Where as my ex doesn’t let it out. He bottles it up until some small thing will trigger either a shut down or melt down and he gets violent and aggressive for a little bit then he is calm again.
This goes back to what I said in one of my many articles before, our emotions are a release valve.
Ya’ll need to watch Inside Out. It’ true. If you don’t release your emotions when you have them it leads to emotional, mental and physical shut down. We become unbalanced and ill of all three states of being.
The Higher self is emotional, the Conscious Self is the mental and the Physical self is the body if you want to look at it this way.
And we are Spirits under these suits. We are Spirit when we sleep, die and connect to Spirit, that’s it.
But an Empath is the highest tuned in Spirit in physical form.
And living the human experience for an Empathic sponge is hardest of all.
Unlike my ex my compass was set always striving to find North so I find it quicker because I’m tuned in more to my Spirit and Spirit.
His art helps him face North, his gift is his magnet. Mine is my gift.
But it’s all set of varying strengths based on when we were born.
Because that decides who likely and quick you are to find it.
An Empath will hold their hands up to a wrong doing and if they are right they will not budge.
They can support other Empaths in a way that others can’t handle because they don’t understand them like another empathy.
They seek to self improve. To hurt anyone they love kills them, but WILL fix it eventually because they can’t let it go.
They trust very few people. They can take feedback from the empathy but it’s criticism from anyone else and that hurts.
Because it’s all about the approach. An Empath understands that.
They never ask anyone to change but will strive to help someone improve because they care enough to want to help.
Even suicidal souls help those they love and will have touched the lives of people, having left a legacy of some sort in the eyes of the ones they loved.
It’s just in us to be selfless.
My ex will never be the gifted I am but ‘ll never be the gift he is.
But we balance each other. We get each other, we help each other evolve.
It’s why I want to do well in my career and become White Oprah to the Paranormal World.
Then I can retire him so he can paint. I need to help him the way he has helped me.
He struggles with mental illness, for me it was a physical illness. But we have the same journey of the soul. I’m lucky that I healed faster than he did, but now he works on his body while I work on my mind.
He’s helping me work on my body by taking me hiking, buying the foods I need to eat, buying me rowing machines and I’m helping him understand why he is the ay he is, because then when he realizes what he is, he can embrace it and let go of the fear, where as I fear nothing.
I’m not afraid of outcomes in my life. Good or bad it’s the journey and what I learn form it that matters.
But I have learned to control the experiences because I don’t head into anything with blindfolds on. I prepare for all eventualities in my head, trust me lol and anything else I have the dead to tell me.
There is always some heads up now or I ask for it to happen.
I will say to Spirit ‘Okay……show me who needs to go’ and BOOM!!! they’re gone.
I can demagnetise from people who bring my compass needle down. It might not happen right away but if it’s bad it can be as little as 2 hours to work.
It seems harsh but I’m heading North fast and I can’t carry dead weight anymore. I’m trying to evolve and my evolving helps people.
People want to understand and then change me.
I reject anyone who doesn’t embrace me and my emotional self, my physical self, or my mental self.
There are people in my life who don’t care what I look like, how I conduct myself or what I say because they know it comes from a good place.
I might be crazy but I’m not insane. Those who now me know my heart and know I’m on to something that helps others and them evolve in a good way.
When my ex gets to this point, when Empaths get to this level, everything changes.
They embrace life and death in equal measure and it all just becomes a journey of discovery they’re happy to take.
Because they embrace their Spirit and become the Spirit they set the clock to be on the day and second they chose to be born.
This is why I get so angry at people who use the word Empath without knowing what it means.
It is as offensive to me as the N word. Many people have died because of being born to both types of lives and people use those words like it’s jewellery, a piece around their neck.
They aren’t badges of honour, they are words that have suffering and death behind them.
So there you have it. An Empath is a pie chart and the size of the gift determines the strength of the pull north.
They rely on symbiosis just like everything else organic. Symbiosis is also a form of magnetism.
It’s about need over want without knowing why, just trusting that it is and no matter what, your there together doing what needs to be done because your both smart enough to realize you can both learn something from each other in order to grow and evolve.
Be is bird and tree, soil and clouds, bugs and spiders, cows and humans, etc…symbiosis is key to evolving and an Empath is the most evolved of them all.
They just need to find North then everything else gets draw into them like it’s own little milky way and black hole.
Drawing in the good and getting rid of the bad, recycling, evolving, growing, expanding, learning, existing, dying, starting all over again until it’s the right amount of light. Getting the balance just right.
In conclusion artists, musicians, writers, etc….is just another form of psychic ability for lack of a better word, just of varying ability but all having the exact same pie, with the exact same experiences and gifts all just with differing sizes in various slices of pie, each piece being a different flavour.
Think of Trivial Pursuit an the pie pieces being a different subject. Each piece of pie has subcategories all of varying sizes also, depending on the experience and where the compass was lead on that Spirits (Empaths) journey.
When an empathy makes a mistake against another empathy it’s brutal. Because it puts everything off balance.
Nothing will get fixed until they put the wrong right.
It took me years to wrong my rights. I might not of gotten the relationship back in all cases but was forgiven every time and it brought me peace of mind and balanced my psyche out.
I then learned from the experience and found happiness because of it.
When an empathy is born with the compass set wrong and they don’t know how to follow their compass north because they aren’t around the right people, who can help them figure this out, they kill themselves, to try and reset their clock.
I just recently let go of a TON of people in my life. I reset my clock. In a different way.
The wrong people and situations and choices weigh your chart down, it pulls everything down like a magnetic.
Every thing has a balance, so you have a good magnetism and a negative one. Good magnets attract the right people and choices, and situations and the wrong ones pull down. If someone in your life is starting to pull on you and wear you down it’s because the pendulum of life has finally calibrated and said NO to ‘Is this person positive or negative for me’.
You can pull away from someone for the right reasons but still have made a bad choice in letting the go.
You could dislike someone immensely but be drawn to them for the right reasons.
You could suddenly see someone in a whole me light. Whatever it is, if your meant to be your magnets will always pull you together, otherwise you can cut it off and walk away never to look back.
Either way it’s helping you evolve.
I have VERY few people left in my life now and I’m going to keep it that way.
But these people have proven loyalty to me in the highest order even at loss to them.
Because for some reason, their compass faces the same way as mine.
We’re like sperm all chasing the light to the golden egg knowing something huge is being conceived by us just being together.
I love how the dead explain this stuff to me.
So…….if you can’t identify with every thing I said your not Empathic and you will never be one.
Your not made an Empath, your created an Empath. We are nuts to everyone else but magnetic to others.
And thy can never walk away from each other. All roads lead them back to each other once they have one in their life. In some form or another.
Because light attracts light.
Light is magnetic and it’s the law of attraction.