Does Hell Exist? Nope and I should know, I’ve just been there -_-

I get asked a lot by the poor souls who are on the brink of suicide if they will go to a bad place when they die. If hell exists.

It just inspired me to write this piece because I think its important people know this subject matter from an honest perspective and you know I’ll always be nothing but honest.

So….Hell….does it exist? The short answer is No it doesn’t. Yes we have a opposite of the light which is the dark but no one stays in the dark for long. Not really.

You must look at it like this.

The better you are as a Spirit of Light and Love the faster you obtain the light, the opposite is true if your  dark, negative person.

But it doesn’t mean your trapped in hell with fire and brimstone and demons at your heels. If your a dark energy and your fighting to get to the light you will take on functions around the living to let those who are with hope for change make their way to the light on their own in life before they have to learn the hard way in death.

The dark side can ONLY come into your life with invitation. If you have something in your life that is dark it is because your allowing it.

So, these dark energies, made up of killers, dictators, the greedy, selfish, deplorable of society die and immediately get assessed by themselves and if bad enough the council who will show them where they went wrong if it isn’t immediately obvious which as a Spirit of all knowing  it is usually evident the second the bad soul dies.

The reason why the worst of the worst get a council involved is because these people usually are without Spirit Elders to guide them. Once someone reaches the point of no return for their goodness and light, their Elders leave. People who are without conscience have no Spirit Elder.

But make no mistake about this people, just because your a good person in this life doesn’t mean you’ll go to the light when you die.

I recently died, not 4 months ago. I found myself feeling like I was being sucked down with the full force of gravity into the floor into nothingness. It was a slow release of my Spirit too, as I still remember feeling myself slink down like a paper fan being closed and it was so strong this pull down, it was scary to say the least.

I found myself panicking as I realized I was going down not up.

I was pulling or trying to pull up or reach up as I was going and found myself in this really crap pitch black room that looked like it was about 20 feet below the ground but I could see the hole I fell down just above me.

As I was falling for what felt like hours but would of only been less than a second in reality I was saying ‘But…..I can’t go here, she’s not a bad person’ and Spirit in my voice said ‘She isn’t, but you are’ and I saw what I did.

I think in my past life I killed 4 women before I went to Vietnam. I think I was also shot in the back by my own side. I think I might have been a serial killer who was never caught.

It explains sooooo much of my life. So much. But I digress here.

This room I sat in was hilarious because it looked like someone had used materials and fabrics to simulate rocks and fire, like imagine you had a school panto or play where they had to simulate hell but only had curtains, fabrics, blankets and duvets and boxes to do it.

I felt like I had a blue screen around me and the image was going to be added in later but the fabrics etc….were there for effect for my benefit more than anything.

Then I knew I wasn’t in trouble, I knew I was being taught a lesson because they told me I needed to be more honest.

Not that I lie, I know now what they meant because I was about to enter a few situations in my career where lying could of destroyed my career and reputation.

We have all lied, we have all said porkies in our lives, no one is perfect. My lies growing up were always a protection thing. Making myself appear to be something I wasn’t but last year I went and told my truths to those I lied to in my past to clear up the air or ask for forgiveness which I have written about before.

I now live trying to be as honest as I can even when I know it hurts people.

But I have been faced with three CRUCIAL junctures in my career where lying would of made me a superstar, rich and famous and all I had to do was pretend to be something that I wasn’t for the sake of the public image and three times I turned it down because if I was any less of a person I would of gotten to America  a lot quicker with a lot more money than I have now.

I am broke as I spent every cent I own getting to the US to promote myself and my radio show, I’ve been dealing with a blood clot due to the 11 flights I’ve had to take in 2 months, I am supposed to marry the love of my life in December and arrange the marriage next month and have no clue how I can afford to get there and lying in those 3 situations would of made these instances not even happen.

But at what point am I prepared to deal with the consequences of my actions? Now in life or in the after life?

I don’t ever want to feel that feeling or shock again. Not going to the light was horrible because I was thinking as Debbie but consciously I was him. (him being the me I was before I was Debbie). I will never forget how shocked I was at being sent to panto hell hahaha

The point of this post is this.

Hel is whatever your perception of hell is going to be IF your destined to live past the experience.

Those of us who survive the experience all have different versions of what hell is depending on what we choose to learn from the experience.

Me being me it was all about me suddenly realizing I had an opportunity to observe what I was experiencing because I couldn’t wait to get back and tell everyone lol

But I knew that I was being shown HIS almost like school report card. It felt like it was HIM being assessed not me but he learns through guiding me if that makes sense?

Is this what Schizophrenia is? People who live with past lives directing their current lives? Because what happens is the past life one wasn’t a nice person? It could explain a lot about mental illness to be honest but I’m going off on a tangent again. Maybe an article for another time?

There is no hell, only self assessment and self correction. I vowed never to do what as easiest again.

it is better to be hurt by the truth than devastated by a lie.

I could of destroyed my career had I of taken the easy road when presented with them all those weeks ago and I’m so grateful I had that Panto Hell experience because it was the FIRST thing I thought about when I was faced with taking the easy route in my career. Needless to say the hard road is always the better one to take and I’m so glad I have been taught to function as conscious, physical and Spiritual me separate from each other because I wouldn’t be so observant otherwise.

I totally see the path of my training now with this time manipulation thing. I understand all the things I experienced last year, the blue/green visions and such. How they have done it is genius. Because now I get to teach it to my students.

I was actually talking to my seniors at the time I died and they are witness to the experience I had.

I just remember coming to, by suddenly being able to breath again. I just remember the air being filled into my body as I took a deep breathe not unlike when you blow up an inflatable bat from the fair.

Trust my hell to be a cheap crap comedy one lol

But I do know that what belief helps you see what you need to in regards to hell and in fact it’s only those who survive will see it that way for them.

Those who die, go to the light and take up the lessons from there.

Hell though I just not going to the light.

Something we all strive for regardless of where on the ladder you are.

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