44 why do you drive me mad?

Could it be Obama? The 44th President?

Is it a Cleansing warning? Coz I’m 45 in 9 days so I’m thinking it can’t be my age as to why it’s haunting me like a crazy number stalker.

Obama is my next guess.

Or Obama 4th April? 4th April?

44 why do you haunt me so?

I’m seeing you over 50 times a day now. More and more I see you. And this isn’t a poem. I’m arguing with a number. Lol

Scandals Will Hit (update)

Ok so let’s recap.

The Clinton’s will get arrested. Obama too but I’ve never seen him stand trial. He could be the next target. A JFK style target. Maybe a distraction but this is conjecture at this point. I just know what I see and from my original visions as a teenager.

Nicole Kidman, Hanks, Tom Cruise, Streep, Travolta, possibly De Nero, Eastwood, Kevin James, Sandler, Spader, that circle, Oscar winners, GaGa, Grammy winners, and the other plebs, sports people too. Wal Mart ppl, Gates, etc….also charities. Some of the largest charities in the world will be hit by scandal and also one that shuts the church down. These are just some of the people I saw. There are more trust me. But the faster you see people distance themselves from each other the more they get themselves trouble.

Remember I said The Geek Shall Inherit the Earth.

I see Detroit having new life breathed into it and Motown will be celebrated for what it deserves to be and it will become a thing again.

I see factories open and cars coming out of them.

These dead and dying towns and cities will get new life breathed into them too and America will resemble the 1950s again but better because there will be no social stigma like their was back then.

Kids getting after-school jobs and helping neighbours, Mums and Dad’s home more because they can survive without worry and stress of bills and taxes.

The promotion of happy family units whoever the parents and children are.

Keeping families together will be key.

Stores opening up and revitalising their communities.

But first there will be a massive take down. The dog needs dear fleaed first.

People are about to gasp and clutch their pearls at what comes out next.

I wonder how many will choose the death route rather than face the music?

Heart attack or cancer are the injection of choice. Those who can benefit the cause get a helping hand with their suicide.

It’s nearly over guys. 2018 brings a new dawn.

While I was getting breakfast I was shown Detroit again.

I know this sounds nuts but is there plans on doing a Motown style theme park or attraction? Like where the whole town dress up for tourists? Like Graceland but not a house, an actual town like Disney or Movie World in Queensland, Australia.

Georgia and New Orleans also will be celebrated this way.

I also have to say I feel like President Trump kind of just goes away. Fades into the background.

Oh and the JFK thing is a red herring and The Black Dahlia was an Illuminati sacrifice. He worked for them. He wanted to be one of them. He was one of them as was Bundy and Charles Manson.

Elvis was silenced as was Monroe and Mansfield and Dean were sacrificed.

Are the mentally ill classified just Super Psychics?

This is a theory I’ve been working on now for a while.

Who defines what is a mental illness.

Anything other than Happiness is classed as a mental illness. Or is it a way to subdue the most powerfully gifted people in the planet?

The medications they have us in would indicate yes.

How can a drug that helps you be less depressed but makes you want to kill yourself or others be a help to our society?

If we treat people like pariah’s then they’re going to act like ones. 

They say if it walks like a duck and talks like a duck then it’s a duck…..well maybe it’s a mallard. Why does a Mallard have to be classed as a duck?

I love being eccentric. I’d be classed as Bi Polar, Autistic, Manic Depressive and Schizophrenic. But who am I hurting? What does any of what I am to the outside world matter? I don’t force myself in people. I don’t cause loss or harm to the world at least I try not to. 

But I was raised to be allowed to be what I was. My gifts were supported by my family because we all had them. 

Yes I was the black sheep but without my family I wouldn’t be here today. Good or bad your true path gets revealed when your born. Your family take you so far before it’s all over to you to start figuring you out. That’s around the age of 8/9yes old. 

As someone who works with the depressed and mentally or intellectual disadvantaged for many many years now I’ve started to identify certain behaviours in suicidal people, manic depressives, bi polar, ADHD, Autism and even Schizophrenics.

Please hear me out before passing judgement.

Autism when I was growing up was called Gifted, Child Prodigy or Genius.

We shouldn’t be forced these socially awkward kids to fit into our world. We should be fitting into our world.

They are often brand new souls or the wisest depending on the type they have.

But if we just let them do their thing, we all have a thing. For me it’s baking or Massages. I love massaging people. I find it soothing to my soul. Baking just takes me away to a whole nother place. I love measuring and meticulously infusing ingredients. But if we just let them do their thing and taught them around what they chose to learn you’d see different kids.

Bi polar and Manic Depressives are Empathic as the day is long. However Bi Polar folk tend to have trouble expressing it more than Manic Depressives who are your artists and song writers etc…your creative inspirers.

But both are forms of Empathic ability which I have said before is I believe a true classification of a psychological affliction.

We are the fragile gifted.

Schizophrenics I believe are Medians or Mediums as you’d know it in the highest order who just haven’t learned to tell the voices apart. I truly believe they just have been trained from youth to think it’s bad to hear voices and who haven’t been taught to tell the good ones from the bad.

If they were taught this I believe you would see different people.

How we treat mental illness is exactly how the mentally ill will act.

They lack being able to articulate and express their emotions from their thoughts and feelings because it all comes in at once and as someone who’s students have all been suicidal including myself I’m convinced now that no greater person can be trained to be like me.


Because no-one else seeks out death while still alive.

They live on the edge of life and death, good and bad, positive and negative. They walk the line. The very very fine line between this life and the after life.

Those who don’t go through with it are considered the bravest. This is why when taught by someone like me I give them the tools they need to cope with their depression because they’re finding the answers they sought when they were so unhappy but couldn’t hear through the sound of their own fears.

My students, the ones who have walked that line have advanced quicker than I ever did but in my defense I’ve been living so I could figure this all out for them so they wouldn’t have to lol

If I can have my school, I want to take people affected with these social stigmas and teach them to become part of the light they seek.

Get them off the medication, onto natural alternatives, get them doing their thing.

Then they will be strong and they can spread their own light.

Then the darkness shall turn to light.

Be whoever you were born to be and those people and paths that are meant for you will never pass you by.

Goodbye Hollywood: A Dedication to all the children.

Justice is being served. May you all rest in peace.

Your voices have been heard and I hear it getting louder.

Soon you will have names too.

We will ALL stand together around the globe to protect you.

I’m so sorry this took so long.

Never will it happen again.

We shall remember as it will be stamped for all time.

You can come down from the hills now.

We’ve got you.


So the light spreads