Douche: I’m sorry

I’m currently going through my blog to update it for the release of my book which should be for sale at the end of this month.

Man what a douche bag I am in some of these posts. So fucking arrogant and so far up my own bum I’m surprised I’m not inverted by now.

I’m so sorry. This experience of going through my posts has been an incredible journey for me. I can see my evolution through them and being Of Light I’m forever now self correcting. It is expected and it is so refreshing. It’s like a do over in your behavior and requires great honesty and refection. So many issues from my past have no come full circle to completion and I can now let go and move forward.

And in some of my posts I’m like a cocky, entitled Princess strutting my stuff and it is unacceptable. I still can’t stand the Fucking Kardashians and I’m still a foul mouth  but I can not apologize enough for my behavior. It is unacceptable and I apologize.

I’ve been going through a huge change in every aspect of my life an gift so I’m now on the self correcting/self governing stage of my evolution and it’s been nothing short of brutal but it has to be done. There are I’m told 1000 steps to get to the light and I’m  on the last step about to get the view from the top.

I can’t promise I won’t still rant but I promise to correct myself if I’m a dickhead about it.

I might not be under the care of The Council now but they have handed me over to myself which is the ultimate prize for someone like me and they will always watch me, guide me when I need it. But they never leave my side now so I have them breathing down my neck to do this right and I won’t let you down. I promise.

Still………………don’t expect me not to swear. Swearing lowers your blood pressure, sugar levels and it is proven that people who swear a lot have high IQs (fact). So ya see I do it for my health lol

I’m sorry. Please forgive me. I’m a graduated Soul who is at a self correcting stage of my journey. I WILL fix my wrongs. Just bear with me.

I love what I do so much. I just want to help people not fear death anymore. I know it better than anyone ever has or will. I’m all up in deaths face every second of every day. I just want everyone else to be all up in deaths grill too. Then you won’t fear it.

‘The fear of the unknown is always worse than the reality of it’

I love you


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2 thoughts on “Douche: I’m sorry

  1. Hi Debbie,
    I just read this blog and had to respond. The words of one of my spirit children , Stefan (whom you may recall), apparently had given this same advice to a friend in these words- “Never be scared of anything, because the worst it can do is kill you.” She wrote to me a few months after he passed saying it still echos in her mind and she will never forget it. Thank you for posting this and reminding me of his words. And thank you for all you do to help the rest of us who are trying to “get it”.