Depression: It’s our fault.

As you all know my marriage has come to an end and the Number One contributing factor in this happening is that dirty fuckin word Depression.
In the almost 4 years I’ve been writing this stuff out the number of people who come to me suffering from one form of depression or another has risen exponentially.
I’m talking it was one in 1000 before, but now it’s more like one in 3.

Depression is a pandemic sweeping across the world and we have no one to blame but ourselves.
Why? Because we now live in a world where emotions are bad and being lazy and no longer self motivated to do anything ourselves, we run to Doctors and Governments to do something about it.

No one allows themselves to cry any more, or be angry or hurt.
People, we were given emotions for a reason. They are our release valve. They dump all the toxins in our emotions and psyche and heal us.
But with Fluoride and Artificial Sweeteners, Sugar, Antibiotic filled meats and dairy, the low fat bullshit stripping our brains of the healthy fats we need to coat it and now the medications we take in bucket loads willingly, we have depression when the smallest thing happens.
I bet you no one will have depression when the Cleansing hits and we are all having to fight for tins in the Supermarket lol

Get off your asses and take your Blob Damn life back.
We have an entire Universe full of Conscious love and light out there desperate to teach us the ways of the Universe.
All our loved ones throughout the course of our Evolutionary creation are begging us to listen to what they have to say and what do we do?
We eat cake and watch the Fucking Kardashians.

Also this ‘Labels’ bull shit and the Moral Brigade, these pain in the ass ‘Black Lives matter’ trouble makers and ‘Feminists’ etc…the governments orchestrate these little pockets of sub division so we will run to them to fix it.
Well guess what people? You get the Government you deserve.

They’re coming, and they are bringing tanks and Thought Police. So now you can’t be angry that some cops are out of control because your a Terrorist and if you say anything bad your a Terrorist and threat to the nation you live in.
Even though freedom of speech and expression are in the front of all great nations Declarations or Constitutions.

Remember when we were kids, things were so much less complicated when shit happened.
They are allowed to cry and have tantrums but when your an adult you suddenly need to focus on working and going to University and pay taxes that aren’t even legal.
We hand ourselves over to the Matrix and then wonder why we are unhappy and our souls are crying out for us to be FREE!!!!

People, please, I beg you, STOP allowing yourself the right to have a fuckin emotion. Life is shit sometimes. Its supposed to teach you the lessons YOU asked for before you came here to be you.

We are incredible Vessels of love and light and only a few of us (Empaths) understand this needs to just cry or be worried or whatever.

We have ALL had to rise above shit that when it’s over we have unclenched our butts and breathed a sigh of relief. But life’s issues aren’t the hurdles we think they are. They are stepping stones not hurdles. We place each stone there ourselves.
WE are the masters of our destiny, no God or Deity. US, we are one consciousness. We are ALL one. We are symbiotic and connected by the light in the Universe. This is why we don’t know what is beyond the edge of space because we haven’t finished creating it yet. I’ve seen it. I know how t works. I can step outside all time and see the light and why and how it works because my brian (yes I know I said Brian, watch the animated movie Igor, I LOVE that movie, it is so sweet and I feel like I’m the monster) releases its own DMT it seems without the need for the drug. We all can but mine is just obvious lol

We are ALL supposed to be like me. The way I deal with stress, the way I understand the Universe, the way I leave all the big stuff to fate, my gift is nothing if we are all like it and if everyone was more like me in terms of this gift stuff depression wouldn’t exist.
Anyone can be like me if the want is there to put in the years of dedication and training.

This year should of been the worst of my life. So much has changed. My heart has been broken more times this year than any other in my life and you know how bad my life has been.
Yet I’m the happiest I have EVER been in my entirety of life here as Debbie.
Since I gave over to the fear and allowed myself to focus on following my compass, get it. What I am, what I need to be, what I need to do etc… be happy. I found pure light.

And boy am I getting happy. I see only light now. I’m surrounding by spirits hundreds deep, I have the most incredible job. Oh My Blob, my readings I actually enjoy them now because I’m helping those who want direction not answers. So it spreads positivity and hope. Where as before I was always worried I was letting people down. My fear of letting people down made me nervous.

I’m teaching thee most incredibly loyal, gifted, loving students. They all tell me how they followed their gut to find me. (They followed their compass) and of my senior students I can honestly say I have found my family.
Even when I’ve had to go Dark to teach certain lessons these last few days they ALL understand why it had to be done and never judged me and in fact by having their support and permission it illuminated many truths and brought certain people to the light who should never have found it in the first place.

My sons are so clever and funny. They are bat shit crazy like their parents but they are individuals and happy even with all this going on with Mr Ex.
But they embrace my crazy and now my 7 year old is in to Physics. Even has theories of his own we like to discuss.

Mr Ex and I? We are the best of friends and will continue to love and support each other through out all of time. All divorces should be like ours. I’m taking nothing but what is mine, and he will help me with the boys without lawyers getting involved. No drama, just healing.

Everything in life has an opposite, for balance. Without perfect balance nothing can evolve. Left/Right, Up/Down, Light/Dark, Yes/No, Good smells/Bad smells, Love/Hate, Day/Night, Sleep/Wake, Run/Walk, Laugh/Cry etc… name it, it will have an opposite. So you have to know that when your depressed because your marriage is over, the good times WILL come. It has to. It’s Universal law of balance. But what is happening with us on earth is there are so many of you suffering from some form of emotional or Spirit blockage that we are now tipping the balance the wrong way. We either go up the ladder to light which is evolution and all knowledge, all time, all creation, everything, or we tip it the other way to dark and de evoling or nothingness. Which everything in the Universe including the dark are trying to avoid.
Nothing wants to go down the wrong part of the Black Hole. I call it The Tornado Effect.

By us not doing anything about our situations we head further and further into the black hole (metaphoric black hole of life I mean this time not the actual black hole like I meant last time).

So how to beat depression?
Honestly? Grow up. Embrace the suck, admit your dramas, get off our medication, stop trying to pass the responsibility for your bad decisions onto other people, own your problems, take responsibility and get off processed garbage. Sugar and Fluoride, MSG, SLF, Sweeteners, all that shit is killing our brains, turn off your Blob Damn TVS and read a book, go for a walk, stop being fed the lies that your not good enough. Do what makes you happy and fuck every body else. You will give love and support where you earn it. Give respect where you get it, love with all of your heart, do what you love and love what you do. Stop working jobs you hate and follow your dream. It’s better to try and be happy than fail at being happy?
Know that you chose this life for the very lessons your running away from. So face them head on.
You ask for this life. The reason your so miserable is your Third self or Highest Self knows it is here to have the Human Experience and by you fighting your compass trying to point north your denying yourself the experience you sent yourself down here to learn.

If you are living a life where you wish you were doing something else then your pointing your dial away from North. Over time that wears heavy on the dial. Now imagine your intuition is the dial and the decisions you make the magnetic force pulling that dial to North. So like a magnets polarity pushing when your put two magnets against each other, your pushing your Soul away from where it was set to be all along.

So everything you do, every thought, every action, every decision, every plan has it’s opposite response. So if you make a positive decision, a positive plan, do something there is also the alternative to it out there. The potential of what could be if you make the wrong decision.
Your gut, your intuition is your compass and no one listens to it but me lol
I’m the only idiot brave enough to listen to every gut feeling and thought BUT I’ve lost 200lbs and found the love of loves because of it. I have an incredible career now and a book coming out and I’m fighting the fight to get to New England (well that area). I’m happier than I’ve ever been and at 43 I now have a 25yr old in love with me hahahahaha (I KNOOOOW RIIIIIGHT?) lol
Bless him the silly boy lol

But I did ALL the things my compass told me to do and my life has changed so dramatically I now welcome the bad shit that happens because the Universal law of Balance dictates that what turns to shit also turns to roses πŸ™‚
That’s why you enjoy the positives in life because it can change in an instant but it’s AAAALLLL based on what you do with what happens next that decides what happens next.

See life as you standing on a pair of skis. One ski is Light, Positive, Evolution of your Spiritual Self, the Other Ski Dark, Negative and De Evolving on a Spiritual level.
Our job while having the human experience is to balance just right on those skis, not too dark, not too light just going at the right speed to have our journey. But soon enough you get the balance just right so your skis go so fast that before you know it your traveling at the speed of what??????? Anyone?………LIGHT!!!
Good Students. I know the 4 that had their hands up immediately already from here lol (see…..Time Traveller lol)
Get it now?
Sort your shit out and watch how fast you get to the light and evolve?
My light is blinding now I’m going so fast.
Many of my students have just gotten on the slopes so I can’t wait till they catch up and they will because my experiences mean I can show them how to avoid the hard stuff. I have the cheats to life lol no having to go through the shit I went through to know what I know.
Some still have the fear but honestly if your that miserable in your life, surely trying to be happy is worth giving it a go because if it doesn’t work you haven’t lost anything and you can say ‘See I told me so’ lol
Nothing found nothing lost right?

You owe this to yourself and your Ancestors to try. Otherwise you’ll be back down for sure.
We are those kinds of nerdy Spirits lol it’s ALL about the Lesson of the Human experience.
That’s why we do it. But we control what happens, when and how. Fight or Flee.
I used to think everything was predestined but it isn’t. We choose it all. Everything, even when we die.

I chose to fight and I’ve been fighting like a bastard these last 12 months Oh My Blob.

Oh and the reason I am anti Black Lives Matter is because I think ALL lives matter. I’d like to see the people protest the Asian Slaves in the textile and sex industry etc….the African Diamond slaves, The Eastern European Orphans, (All Orphans tbh), First Nations, Aboriginals, LGBT, Men, Hispanics, Muslims,Palestinians, Homeless, Gypsies Animals, Women, The Elderly, Black people, Irish, Gingers, Nerds, Handicap, Mentally challenged, even ugly Spiders the Devils Minions, ALL lives matter, I could be here all day,trees, plants, even dark side, all victims in some way, and we allow it to not matter. We all have good and bad versions. Your going to get good Priets and bad ones, Good Teachers and Bad ones, Good Judges and DAs and bad ones, good black/White/Hispanic/Catholic/Muslim/Gay/Straight/Handicapped you get my drift, I could go on and on. But you know what I mean. If you don’t agree that ALL lives matter then your to blame for the state of all of this in this world. Your either a part of the solution or a part of the problem because that’s the balance lol See how it works? lol
See….I told you I wasn’t crazy lol The dead people in my head taught this stuff. Lol
Wait till I do my book called The Science of the Paranormal.

So we are all to blame for this shit. We got what we deserved.
We are living our collective Spiritual Karma.

A handful of people tell us who to hate and we obey. Even though deep down we know it’s wrong.
Immigration…….we ALL come from Immigrants. We ALL came from somewhere. No one will be 100% pure anything.

The trouble isn’t letting someone in from a different country but letting everyone in without checking the moral fibre of the person you let in.
If your there to work and make a life for yourself then come on in. Your going to stimulate the economy, and build infrastructure. If your there for benefits and have nowhere to go then maybe you don’t come in, especially if you can’t read or write.
BUT…..what we should be doing is helping these countries so these poor souls aren’t having to leave in the first place. And we do that by getting rid of Bankers, Government, Sovereignty, Big Business, Pointless Celebrity, Military, Pharmaceutical companies etc….
If we all lived the same way there wouldn’t be any of this shit.

I’d of worked in every country but now if it wasn’t for immigration.
Bastards. Who are we to say no you can’t come my soil? It’s not even OUR soil, it’s Earths and she belongs to ALL of us in the Universe.

We are ALL responsible for each other, when we have the SJWs and Politically Correct, and Moral Brigade getting offended by every little thing we de evolve ourselves faster than war.
War is tragic and brutal and over with eventually. Take your emotions and freedoms and rights of expression away etc…and it poisons us slowly over centuries.

This is why we are on the dark side of the Black Hole and Brethren aren’t.
We are heading towards that black holes corner pocket faster than we can maintain the balance and we all know what happens when a house gets sucked into the wrong part of the Tornado.

So you choose. Life is choice. Be the change you want to see because know one can fix what is wrong in you because only your compass knows where it’s north is.
Deny it and you deny yourself.
So don’t blame anyone else if you don’t listen to yourself. The answer is in you and has been all along.

The question is how much do you want to be happy and live the life your soul asked for?

I was taught this by the dead. I share it with you to show you that the dead are NOTHING to fear. Nor the Dark Side as just these very last days I had to work WITH the Dark Side to resolve a problem surrounding a Student of mine.

You HAVE to know the Dark to know the Light. It is the balance of life.
Don’t be afraid. I’m trying to show you how, if you just listen and trust your instincts your compass finds it’s way to where it is meant to be every time.

The bad stuff happens because it is meant to, but with bad comes good. With good comes bad. You just have to find the balance.
But as I say The Fear of the Paranormal is never as bad as the reality of it and I’m living proof.
Now I just have to be heard a little louder which is why I need to get to America. I know the course of my true destiny lies there.
My compass is set and I can’t fight the magnets pulling me in and to be honest I don’t want to stop it.
Knowing this path is taking me faster to the light and the happier I become the closer I get to it.
So I won’t jump off any time soon.
Light is soooo right. I can’t even begin to tell you.
But I’m gonna try.
I’ve been crossing over so many Spirits I think maybe it might be my thing lol My main purpose, my true gift. I just can relate to them. They trust me to do the right thing.
But more about that later.

We are deigned to self govern
So when we bottle stuff like shaking a bottle of coke eventually it’s going to explode and erupt. It’s the same with emotion.
I admire people that withdraw and mope
or like me I go off and cry
crying is my release
it’s just in how you choose to deal with it comes the hard part
finding the balance
so get angry and punch a pillow but don’t go out and punch a cow or small child

Listen to music that you know can change your vibration, go for a walk, hug a tree, bake a cake, play golf, paint, fish (catch and release or for dinner not for sport or the blood lust), whatever it is you have to do to bring calm to your light. Stop stopping yourself from feeling. Put your anger towards something that gets that kenetic energy out of you. Just put it into the right action. Make good choices when wanting to be angry not bad ones. YOU set the balance. YOU. No one else knows your balance but you. No one IS you but you so no one can understand what YOUR balance is.
And this is what I’m teaching you all, this is what my students are doing. Skiing lessons πŸ™‚
And I’m the Ski Instructor called Sven, but it’s a Military grade Ski Slope so I’m the Drill Instructor as well and I’m sorry but my Teacher was right and I apologize to you now Pauline, can you hear me up there? lol I’m so sorry lol You were right you little tiny person. I am tougher than you. You said I’d be a tough teacher and I laughed at you. I told you I’d bake cakes and tuck them in at night lol
I’m hard Mama, Oh My Blob, I’m like Satan with big tits lol
I’m the Satan of the Paranormal Sciences hahaha bloody typical lol
My poor students lol they are tough man, I’ve not had to drop a student in months and boy have I thrown some shit at them lol
It’s an honor to serve with these men’s and women. We are going to war together to change history forever and I couldn’t ask for a better regiment to serve with.
Our galactic brethren are with us, fighting the good fight and the light is starting to shine.
Soon enough if I can do this right, before I die there will be a few hundred thousand less people afraid of death and what happens after and then we can see death as a celebration because they get to go back to the light if they lived the right life while here.
So get it right. Please listen to what I’m saying in these posts. What I want you all to do is try it. Try the way I’m saying to be. Just for a month or a year listen to what I’m saying. It works. I promise you. You wait till you see my weight loss. Once I’m down to my goal weight you wait till you see the change it made all because I listened to the voices in my head lol The dead.
If I’m wrong……well then I just won’t play anymore lol Your on our own. I’m done lol I quit lol

Love and Light

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11 thoughts on “Depression: It’s our fault.

  1. Ride that compass like a surf board….leave the wave of life hit you….you will only learn how to get up faster and how to keep you balance better for the next time….cause life without experience is nothing

  2. Sadly, some of us are depressed because we have been faced with autoimmune illnesses, like lupus; it can make working hard so money and food to eat is scarce.
    I do agree on the our lost souls and all is balance! πŸ™‚

    • Yes but there are many many people out there with far worse afflictions who don’t suffer from depression. There are homeless people I’ve spoken to who are happier than most rich people. Happiness is a state of mind. I sat blaming my unhappy life on my Fibro Myalgia and mesh rejection issues etc….in the end I had enough and just cured myself of them. We can live with I ur illness or let our illness live us. It’s that simple.

      • Very true, but I also think it’s a chemical imbalance with some people.

      • Yes but the chemical imbalance is because of the fkuoride and sweetners etc. …they’re neurotoxins design to kill the brain cells off on purpose. Same with this lie that fat is bad for you. It coats your brain with what it needs to be strong and fit. Without it we get Parkinsons,
        Altzheimers etc… (sp). This stuff wasn’t around when we were hunter gathers or having to tend to our crops ourselves. Noone asks why that is lol

      • Agreed, that fucking poison is horrid. The philosopher ,Swedenborg said, “it’s demons that causes diseases and depression” I scratch my head at this lol.

  3. Hi, my name is Ryan. I’m only assuming your name is Debbie from the web address.

    First of all I’d like to say something before I comment on your post. I DON’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT SAGE N SPIRITS!

    That said, I have seen people do a cleanse in person. So, I’m not exactly ignorant about it either.

    I’ll get to the point…. I don’t have any preconceived notions that you will even answer me, but I just want to say that DEMONS ARE NOT DEAD HUMANS! People go to a special place after death, and await the end of days when JESUS WILL return to judge and save those who BELEIVE IN HIM! I’m sorry if I sound like a know it all, I’m really not. But ALL the answers that you could ever need to know are already written down for all of us to read. The Bible IS the WORD of He who made us. And it’s true, every word. You don’t have to believe in God for him to exist. Just like gravity, taxes and death. We’ll all have to explain to Him why HE should believe in us.

    Now. I must be honest, a lot of this I agree with. Reply and I’d love to talk about this subject. God bless you, and all who read this.
    A future friend

    • I’m sorry but this is all based on what evidence? There is no proof Jesus or God ever did or currently do exist. There for the Devil and Demons don’t exist either. If you have fake light you must have fake dark also.
      Your faith is your own and your entitled to it but it is embarrassing for me to hear people talk like this when they are so blinded by faith they refuse to see the Science.
      If we know the diets of dinosaurs and cavemen, if we know the climate on Saturn, and the phases of the moon for over a millennia, why have we got no proof this man who turned water into wine and walked on water existed?
      Prove it to me the Bible is the word of God. Show me proof and I will repent and become the best Christian the planet has ever seen.
      Religion is refutable I’m afraid. Science isn’t. The Science your God will of created.
      Your free to believe in whatever you choose but there is no room for religion in the Paranormal I’m afraid in fact it fucks it up ad makes it worse and is 99.9% of the reason why people mistakenly fear it.
      Your missing an entire Universe of love and beauty and the evolution of souls all because you believe a guy with a beard sits on a cloud and gives us orders like ‘Love thy neighbor’ then allows children to be blown to bits by bombs these elites build with our savings, pensions and taxes.
      I absolutely refuse to believe that a God if they ever existed would allow a family in deep despair to starve and lose their homes while the men he chooses to represent him (Popes, Priests, Cardinals, Archbishops etc…) sit in their hand made gold threaded robes, hand stitched Italian leather shoes eating imported food, flying first/business class with priceless art on the walls, telling people ‘God said have more babies and have faith you won’t end up bankrupt and suicidal from the stress’.
      If you look at the very nature of your Jesus who is actually made up of about 300 men and women (but the bible is pretty much mostly based on Greek mythology and it’s undeniable if you lay the books side by side and compare notes) who existed at the time.
      In fact they are pretty much convinced now that Jesus was Mary. They know she existed. There is documented evidence. But the Catholic church didn’t want a woman in charge so they made Mary a hooker instead to begin the process of destroying women in the eyes of the church. We ate the apple and used our body to force Adam to eat the apple etc…..
      But the Bible is made up of inaccuracies and fable. For example (and I asked this of my Priest when I was growing up Catholic) ‘If Adam and Eve were the first man and woman on earth and they have 2 sons Cain and Able and Cain and Able both took two wives, where did the wives come from? Incest?
      How did they live for a relatively long life for the day, populating the earth with the first humans yet never suffer from inbreeding?
      It would mean genetically we are ALL related and we are ALL sharing the same exact DNA as Adam and Eve.
      Also why do you all overlook the fact that no one before or after has ever turned into a pillar of salt? How do you all overlook the fact the Dead Sea does part every now and then without a Moses? How is Jesus recognized as being Psychic and Telepathic, who also rises from the dead as a Ghost yet talking to the dead and Spirits are considered a sin? Soooo? Jesus was a sinner then?
      Nah sorry mate but I think maybe your just trying to cause trouble in here and Ill let this comment slide because it opens up a topic for discussion but people like you can’t engage in any kind of intelligent conversation because your too busy blinding yourself with your own rhetoric.
      Your comments are based on ignorance I’m afraid. You know nothing about the afterlife. The fact you think your Cheeses and Blob have nothing better to do than go over ever sin and inaccuracy of everyone who has ever died is a little embarrassing. But that is your opinion my Love and your entitled to it. But we in here believe in the Science of the Paranormal. We believe our faith is for us to create and forge with whatever deity or designer handbag we choose. We don’t ever feel the need to stomp around saying ‘Your wrong blah blah blah, sinner sin blah blah blah’. Probably because we know that ‘He who stands on the street corner shouting the name of the lord doesn’t not make him a true Belieber’
      If I were you I’d worry about my own judgement day before I go interfering with other peoples. Because your in for one hell of a shock in
      a few weeks time when the God you believe in instigates a world wide revolution against the living Demons of the world and he doesn’t turn up for the fight. I hope your faith brings you joy and peace and genuine connection. But if your so convinced what I say is such bullshit why is someone like you even trawling the internet for Paranormal websites and blogs if your not out to instigate trouble?
      Who is the sinner here? The one who came into my house trying to start ‘something’ or those of us in here helping parents protect their children from their own gifts, helping the heart broken and grieving deal with the tragedy of suicide or murder?
      And when I die I won’t be explaining myself to anyone. I visit the after life quite frequently actually including my own death a couple of times and it’s all very boring to be honest. Once you do your meet and greet it’s all very scholarly and self correcting before you go over your life and decide then and there whether you need to come back down to finish the lessons you were sent there to learn.
      I’ve seen Souls turn up newly dead, say Hi to their loved ones with a wave and a kiss blown before they turn around and jump back down again to start again. No God with a clip board and no Jesus with a tablet (as it would be nowadays) stands around judging you.
      You love your God and I hope it makes you happier than a pig in mud to believe in him. That is your right and your entitled. But this is my house, you came to me. So I’m expressing my opinion too which I have a right to do in my own home.
      Now if you’ll excuse me I’m off to sin because I know when I die I will only care about the things that can de evolve our Spirits journey and everything else is just fun or requiring a little self correction.
      But if what your saying is true your God won’t mind the vulgarity and drugs I get involved in because it’s with my very hot 25yr old Fiance in a consensual monogamous relationship he created and using drugs that came from the earth he created. So if he created it, it must be good for you right? lol
      I certainly wouldn’t want to argue with him if he created it and I didn’t take advantage. That would just be rude of me lol
      And for the record, not all dark souls lived. Some are manifestations of ones own pent up psychosis or depression. In the same way we can use what I can the Quantum Effect to manifest our own reality we too can manifest our own anger and fear into dark energy. That’s what a Poltergeist is and that’s a Scientific fact.
      I wish you love and light but if you or anyone causes any trouble in here, you’ll get trouble in return working on the Scientific principal that what you send out comes back 10 fold. Or maybe it’s God telling you off for judging. lol
      Of course I say all this with a lighthearted cheek but never to cause offense. I am a firm believer in following your compass to whatever faith makes you the best version of yourself you can possibly be.
      I hope that’s you found yours as I have mine. Your welcome to discuss, just remember if you act like dick Ill show you an arsehole lol

  4. I’m not depressed though I guess if I allow myself to self indulge I could be. What I am is angry not just at myself but at the multitudes of people who perpetuate hate,bigotry, and complete unwillingness to at least listen and give thought to others opinions and beliefs. I could go on with many issues but I choose not to. Am I happy no Am i I sick, hurt, diabled yes does any or all of these stop me from being me no there simple road blocks I myself must overcome I no longer ask help from any one. I’ll sink or swim on my own and trust this I may go under a few times but I refuse to drown! You do great works Deb let no one or thing sway you from your path