My Life with my White Lighter Wife: An Open Letter to My Wife

New article, I had a dream the other day and during the dream this article was suggested to me for your blog. I only just remembered because I dreamed it on Friday night but  it’s just been  chaos! It’s all based on answers you have given me across the years and I was also given some answers in the dream too but they were just fleshing out detail on what you had told me. The geeks will enjoy the title, just check it and make sure it’s Ok.”42″With access to “spirit” you also have access to all the information in time and the universe. The only problem is interpreting this information from a human perspective as much of it involves ideas and concepts far beyond our limited understanding. We don’t even have the language to properly explain much of it but what really annoys me is that you can give someone the opportunity to ask any question in the universe and they always ask “will I be rich? or who will I marry?”.

So over the years I have tried to ask some really big questions some of which I have gotten really big answers for that I found incredibly interesting. The first is the biggest but please remember I am trying to explain this from an entirely human perspective so this will always taint the result as we can only conceptualize from a human  experience perspective. I will probably piss off some religious folk but they are already closed-minded and angry anyway so who cares, this is intended for those who want to ask big questions and contemplate really big answers. If you live in your own little bubble of self realization and righteous indignation this article is not for you. The answers are my interpretation as best I could.

1.”why does the universe exist and what is the point in it”
In the beginning there was what could be described as an infinite  super consciousness, not a physical being in our sense but a consciousness so vast to try to explain what “it” was is far beyond our comprehension.

I never discovered its motivations but at some point it decided it might be interesting to “think” a universe into existence and with that thought the universe was born. It then decided to populate this universe with independent consciousness with free will and let them do there thing. These consciousness were all still of the whole but separate enough to perform under their own steam. Why it done this was never explained to me but I assumed it enriched itself by each little experience or it could even just be a hobby 🙂
2. “what is the meaning of life?”
Each individual consciousness volunteers for its own enrichment through experience. It will choose a life with key experiences although there is still a certain amount of freewill. So you are free to make choices and have your life branch in different directions but the core lessons remain the same. Kind of like a video game where you have key quests you need to do to progress but you are also free to do other side quests or just explore the world. The point in life is to gain as much as you can from each experience to enrich yourself as a human being. The amazing thing about this is though that the most noble revered spirits choose lives of incredible challenge and hardship as these lives offer the most intense and rewarding experience and the “best” lessons. A good example of this might be a war zone. You can read every book about war, watch every movie, visit every museum but 5 minutes in a WWI trench under fire would teach you more about war and yourself than a lifetime of traditional “education”. Although events can seem terrible here on earth what you must always remember is these souls always return to place of warmth and love where they then reflect on the events. This is also intertwined with another question I had which was “If god is a being of infinite love why do terrible things happen”. But also each life we live leaves a legacy, and this legacy makes history. History is created through us living our lives as we have chosen to live it. Passing on our legacy to create history is one of the key meanings of life.3.” Why are some human beings such monsters? why is there such an enormous disparity in humans that one can kill and torture with impunity yet another would sacrifice everything in an act of selflessness?”
All of them are part of the whole “game”. You are free to make choices, a life of screwing people over could be the choice you make but these people don’t realize that they are still a apart of the whole and by their actions the others they affect are learning much more than they are. A life spend pursuing greed and power is an empty existence where you contribute nothing to your own development. Ultimately the only person they really damage is there own soul which shrinks into darkness. When they die they are sent back to class all over again  very bottom of the “spiritual” ladder.  You do need bad elements in order for the process to work. Overall the majority of people are good souls trying to do the right thing and as a general rule the human race is constantly growing spiritually. One of the best features of the human race is our compassion and selflessness in the face of overwhelming odds. The really bad people are needed in a sense but we are fast-moving toward a future where that kind of thinking is “obsolete”. Although it is never conveyed in the media the human race is growing spiritually at an exponential rate. People are starting to realize power structures be they government or religion are pointless and outdated. People are starting to question the nature of reality and think beyond what they are “told”. Another great feature of the human race is that there “spirit” can only be contained for so long as we are on the brink of it blossoming into something new.

Something to think about, if you had a large sum of cash you could buy a big flashy car and feed your ego by driving around in it but after a while it would become old, it would lose its shine and new car smell eventually ending up as spare parts or recycled into toasters. However if you took that large sum of cash  and spent it on people in need, took someone you knew on holiday, brought beautiful experiences to those who were struggling. That would enrich your soul and last with you forever.

A big mansion is often as empty as the soul who occupies it.Unfortunately our society seems obsessed with feeding the material ego at the moment but that’s for another article. Eventually people who live like that will seem crude and limited and as a species we will frown on those displays of weakness and pity those who engage in them.

4.”Is there life out there in the universe?” Yes, lots of it but what you must remember is that by definition just because a being walks and talks does not necessarily mean it is a form of life. There are also many types of consciousness, as humans we expect to meet other beings except maybe they have tentacles or one big eye but the super consciousness is in everything so for example a star, our sun, a planet even a rock are all a form of consciousness derived from the original and in a way still connected. Just because we cannot “talk” to our sun doesn’t mean is isn’t a consciousness being in of itself. It’s just a form of being we lack the means to communicate with. The whole universe is made of consciousness and connected to its original creator.5″Do any religions have it right?” Each of them have little bits of truth but end up mostly corrupted by those looking to gain wealth or power. Its part of the “learning” experience that you experience your life and work out what you know is right. Each person has an “in-built” guide, a kind of universal common law. Deep in their heart they know right from wrong it’s just some of them manage to lie themselves into a state whereby they can justify anything. Ultimately though the only person they really con are themselves and waste a lifetime of opportunity pursuing things which move them backwards spiritually.6.” do we reincarnate? can we come back as other life forms ie an animal?” Yes but only as many times as is needed for you to evolve spiritually and for the human race to grow. Each life is carefully chosen to suit the growth your soul may want to experience. When a soul has attained a certain level they may choose to return as an animal, some choose not to come back.  Eventually the human race will evolve to a point spiritually where the spiritual and physical realities are blended together, where you can “talk” to your dead family members as easily as you talk to your living family. Death will be irrelevant as will disease and suffering however some souls will still dip in and out of this reality in order to help those stuck in this existence who may need help.
Some souls have been here many times just like the phrase”that baby is an old soul” for others its their first time. You may know some of these people because they approach the world with a wide-eyed wonder.7.”How does time work in the spiritual realm?” Many make the mistake thinking that spiritual time runs parallel to physical time however “time” is only something we perceive in this reality. You may have heard the term ” how can there be an afterlife is there are more people alive today than were ever alive in history!”. This is limited thinking, in the spiritual realm all time exists simultaneously. As a spirit you can visit any time and any space with a thought. The concept that the universe was made and follows a “timeline” is only because we as humans have put a layer of our own perception upon it. To put it simply doesn’t a dog or a fly perceive time differently? The universe isn’t seconds or hours its all simultaneous for spirit. So when you leave the spiritual realm and come here for a long life when you return you haven’t been gone for any “length” of time. Its the same with how many believe the universe was created and followed a “time”. The being who thought it into existence exists out with time, its just our perception as a side effect of this reality. We also lack the mental faculties to conceptualize all time happening simultaneously so we say things like the universe was created in 7 days or in billions of years. We then argue this out in debates like creationism where both sides in their limited understanding argue about time because it is an entirely human perception of reality they projected onto a problem.

The universe was created in a thought and a thought is not constrained by time.

A few humans have thought beyond this concept though, a few thinkers usually physicists who could conceptualize time in a different way. Einstein was a good example.

These high level concepts of time are starting to be touched on by quantum physics where objects seem to exist out with our fixed linear time. Its an excellent example of something where we struggle to comprehend how it works because our perception of time is based on being human. Here is a quote from Physicist Niels Bohr
If quantum mechanics hasn’t profoundly shocked you, you haven’t understood it yet.

Quantum theories offer an excellent insight into how the spirit realm works. This leads me onto my next question. In fact some of the latest theories do touch on the metaphysical although science is reluctant to admit this. We will make massive advances when science embraces this. Our science however struggles because we keep trying to apply human perceptions onto results. We try to explain results with theories such as multiple dimensions so much of quantum strangeness is attributed to other dimensions or other universes with different “rules” which are all from a human perspective. What science is yet to embrace are concepts without a human perception and the spiritual realm as explained to me is a good example of this. It is not in another universe, it does not have any of the rules of this universe such as time or dimension or distance. It cannot be measured or charted like a thought the spiritual realm simply ” exists” out with this reality. Like a thought you can travel anywhere at anytime instantly. In the spiritual realm you are infinite, you are everywhere and everything simultaneously, the only “real” rule is that you still retain your distinct personality that makes you who you are.

8.” is there a multi-verse? where decisions branch into multiple realities”
There are other “universes” but the one we occupy does not branch into a multiverse across space-time. Your soul can only live one existence at a time. This is because your “soul” would be spread to thinly across multiple experiences. This experience of life is so intense and visceral you need to be all here at this moment for your “education”. If your soul experienced multiple versions of reality all at once it couldn’t cope and nothing would be gained from the learning process of decision-making. So while you are here you are here in a sense but in the grand scheme of things you are still everywhere and everything. When we pass over we are stripped of all emotion from this life so we let go of hurt, suffering, anger, fear, and our illness or cause of death so we can return to Spirit without prejudice. It has to be done for the greater good. This is why you say ‘They stop loving you as a Mother or Husband but they love your more than a Mother or Husband’

This also touches onto something else I want to say too, all life is connected we are all one so when war is declared and someone drops bombs or hurts someone they hurt us all as a species, in all of us at a deep level we all feel it. Performing negative acts impacts all of us. One day when we evolve to a level where we understand this we will stop all this unnecessary suffering because to hurt one is to hurt all not just physically but spiritually. A time is coming where these realizations will be made and we will make a massive evolutionary jump as a species.

9.”Are the relatives in this life connected on the other side?” Yes and no, on the other side everyone is part of the whole and embraced by love so there is no physical separation as you have here. Spiritually you do often come in “working groups” whereby certain spirits relate to each other  during their life experiences, so in one life your mother in the next your son. It’s all about helping each other through the experience. Some spirits will of course come back and check on their kids or visit a place they felt an attachment but on the other side everyone is so interconnected and so embraced by love there is no concept of family. Some people feel hurt and abandoned when someone dies but the soul that left knows all, it knows you’re gonna be ok, it knows how everything pans out and has other things to do. If you could explore the universe through all time and space, if you could experience every thought and connect with every life form in the universe would you really bother coming back that often? sometimes folk might just come back to let you know they are ok but it’s so awesome over there, so beyond this dense painful life your returns will be limited even for a being existing without time. For example if you lived on a tropical paradise where everyday you could do what you wanted without a care or worry how often would you want to return here? I wouldn’t, the day I die you lot can have a party cause I’ll be riding a beam of light through the cosmos returning only occasionally to play practical jokes on paranormal investigators or to haunt someone who is being a dick!10″ what is it like to die?” Its like slipping into a warm bath, you feel light and are embraced by warmth and love. You are greeted by spirits you will recognize who will invite you over and help you come to terms with anything difficult in your life.In fact one of my favorite quotes in this was from someone who had just passed “I didn’t believe in any of this shit and now look at me!”

I have really struggled with this article, much of the material works in my mind but it’s almost impossible to explain without it coming over as clumsy ramblings. I have more questions answered so I will try to follow it up.

If you have any question in the universe please ask my ex wife Spirit Child, no stupid puerile stuff but big stuff, interesting stuff. Maybe you have a question you always wanted to know.

Any question in the universe!

This is me, Spirit Child talking now. A lot of this stuff I don’t remember saying although I know these answers. My husbands giving a prime example of what I mean when I say ‘Talk to Spirit about things that matter, not just silly benign things like ‘Were you murdered’ or ‘Can you knock three times’ They are a wealth of knowledge and I have been asking them questions my entire life. So until you look at Spirit what they are and not what they appear to be due to the misrepresentations we see in the media, your never truly going to understand how great this Universe is. It is so selfish for someone to sit and meditate and call on your so-called Spirit Guides (who aren’t the masters of your Soul Spirit Guides, they are just Spirit as you’re not allowed to communicate with your Elders unless it is a matter of life and death) to bring you happiness, and bring you wealth and health and blah blah blah when they have all the answers to every question that matters. To sit and call on Spirit for your own gains be it for comfort or need is selfish. It serves nothing or no purpose but serving YOU!!! If you truly can communicate with Spirit you should only be using your gift to help others not to help yourself. Spirit just tell me stuff anyway when it’s to do with me so I never feel the need once ever to ask for anything. When you have the type of relationship I have with Spirit, you want and ask for nothing because you have faith that they will always have your back, your best interests at heart. One of the number one rules with having a gift is ‘Put others before your self’ when you buy things for you to communicate with Spirit, when you do spells and meditation for anything other than for healing, you’re using Spirit for your own gain. When you’re doing Spirits work, or being a White Lighter, you trust that everything you need to be, is taken care of. You do what Spirit need you to do, when and how and in return they take care of you. I see these people charging hundreds for a reading, wearing designer clothes, driving BMWs and wearing gold jewellery and it makes me ill. They run around with Crystals, Angels, Native artifacts and giant Buddhas, and other ethnic tokens of Spirit responsibility they cannot say they are Whitelighters, they don’t have the right. Because I have in the past been asked to give almost every possession I have away in order to go do what I was told to do by Spirit. My home, my family, my business, my friends , was all given away because I was told to do it. I can’t say the same for the people I see claiming to be WhiteLighters. I had a Facebook page that I had to delete because it made me so angry at the false representatives of Spirit. With the namaste and disingenuous Luvies and band wagon jumping that went on. When you know what Spirit really are, and you ‘get it’ suddenly you see the world through clear eyes like never before and you can instantly see the ‘truth’ in every one. No one can ever lie to me because I know it before they do. False people come across in my psychic as grey energy, they don’t have to be Spiritual people, I mean people in general and it has been a long time since I’ve seen straight colour all the way through my day because of all the grey and in the entire of my having a Facebook page, I saw only one person who had colour to their energy every one else was too busy trying to out ‘Whitelighter’ every one else. All that flakiness irked me to the point of having to leave. The condescending attitudes and blatant ignorance towards actual Spirit just got too much for me. No one talked about any gifts they had (probably because they had none and just decided to read some books and rip Spirit off) they all just sat out ‘Namasteing’ each other and trying to appear the more Spiritual than the next and yet not one could answer any of my questions or join in on the conversations I was trying to start. So please, if you want to be Spiritual, know yourself and know Spirit because they are NOTHING like what you see in the media or online. Knowledge is power remember? And Spirit are the meaning of Knowledge.

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Why I rant.

I know a lot of you know I’m passionate about what I am. But maybe I haven’t explained why I am so defensive of the truth and why I feel this needs to educate people on what Spirit really are.

Now I know I can only speak from my own perspective as I was born with this gift and was blessed to have parents who encouraged out gifts but I also know as with my ex husband who had no inclination before, now in his learning and being with me it has opened his own gifts up and he too now lives the same why I do. Not because I got him to, but because he learned himself by watching me. You can too. We all have gifts and you know I say that but you also know I say it doesn’t mean everyone should be allowed to use them. Only the truly dedicated to this way of life will want to learn what I am, will want to learn what Spirit are.

I’m talking to you. My faithful readers, who maybe are going through a hard time at the moment, or feel your needing more answers than you’re getting off the universe. If I explain to you why I am so passionate about Spirit, maybe you’ll want to reach out to Spirit and have a better life also.

You don’t need a Guru or Mystic or Healer to show you how to do this. It’s within you and it’s free. As I keep saying. I only charge for readings.

Okay…..so have you ever had a best friend who no matter what, tells it like it is? If your acting a fool or being inappropriate they pull you up and say ‘Oi snap out of it’? That’s Spirit with me. Have you ever had a best friend who when you’re at your lowest ebb and your sad and heart-broken they do everything they can to make your day a little less sad? That is Spirit.

People seem to think Spirit are these dead wandering lost souls who haunt buildings and frighten us in our houses but in fact they really are JUST US ONLY DEAD. They have more empathy than a trillion Empaths combined. They love us more than a mother loves her children. They have the most amazing sense of humours, they are charming and caring and kind. They are all the best things about being and none of the bad stuff. Our perception of them is so wrong and I think this is why I’ve always stood out from other people and why my society suits me so well. Because we educate ourselves to understand it. Most of the people in my society are of the Science or Educational background anyway but then I came along and met my teacher turned my world upside down. The story of how we met is true but fantastical at the same time.

I was on holiday with my so-called best friend who had gotten drunk one night and attacked me. I had to fly home, I wasn’t going to continue the friendship and was sitting by the pool waiting on the bus to come and take me to the Airport when this little tiny Australian woman poked her head over the fence and asked me if I would like a cup of tea. We were in a Queensland holiday apartment and I must admit I was glad to get out of the sun.

I sat down inside her apartment in the air conditioning and the first thing to come out of her mouth was ‘You and I were brought together for a reason and I know this because an Arab man told me he was bringing you to me’ I was stunned, I wasn’t sure if I had walked into the apartment of a fruit loop or raging Christian fanatic lol But she said to me ‘Who’s the Arab?’ and I said ‘My Dad’ and then she explained who she was. Pauline Braddon world-renowned Psychic. I didn’t know who she was right away but I do now after seeing all the news clippings of her work in the US and UK and Australia.

Anyway to cut a long story short, we exchanged contact details and a year later she literally turned up on my doorstep in New Zealand. She stayed with me for 4 months and that’s why my life changed. She had been instructed by The Council and her society to find me. She answered all my questions about Spirit and my gift, everything made sense, finally someone who thought the same way I did.

She asked me a trillion questions and spent every single day testing my gift. From guessing heads or tails on coins I couldn’t see (Which I later turned into a drinking game lol hahahaha) to doing on the spot readings for the highest members of the Society over the phone. She was 74 and about 2 feet tall (okay she was about 5’5) and she was a hard task master. We would get up early and eat then away we would go with the lessons.

I was like the Psychic Karate Kid or something but then it actually became a big deal. I then got asked to join the society after my elders questioned me and she gave me the name of Spirit Child and they do treat me like a baby and I’m nearly 43 lol

She then woke up one day and took a taxi to the airport and I never saw or heard from her again. I don’t even know if she’s alive now. I have a signed letter from her saying I was successfully trained in the areas of this and this. I would hope if she had passed away she would have come to see me. She had an amazing life as an Intuitive Clairvoyant and I witnessed so much of it myself when I took her for interviews on the radio and such.

Pauline made me know for sure it was okay to have an intimate relationship with Spirit. After she left my whole world was opened right up. I always had an intimate relationship with Spirit but being raised catholic it had been drummed into me that Spirit were bad and talking to them was Satanic and while my parents made it not scary there was always a part of my catholic faith that made me think ‘If I’m wrong I’m going to hell’.

Pauline made me see that this wasn’t the case at all. Even if she believed in God and I don’t she still set me on the course for my incredible path.

Because this being loved us unconditionally. This is when I started changing the whole dynamic of my relationship with The Dead and it in turn changed my life. It become the most exciting times of my life. Like falling in love with someone all over again. Seeing them in a new way for the first time.

I had a direct link with these all-knowing beings and I wasn’t going to pass on asking them questions. About the Bible, Religion, Humanity, Our Planet, The Universe and my life and the answers they gave are the ones I pass on to you guys.

Secondhand knowledge is never as correct as first hand knowledge is the point I’m trying to make. Am I wrong? Are Mystics and New Age people right? Well Spirit say ‘It doesn’t matter what you believe in, just that you believe and as long as you don’t hurt anyone or take profit from your faith then you believe in whatever you want to’ If you want to worship God by dancing naked and singing nursery rhymes as long as you’re not taking money for it and you’re not hurting anyone then so be it. If it makes you happy then practice away. It’s not how you practice your faith, it’s just that you do it at all. That’s why I say I don’t have a religion, I have a  faith and my faith is stronger by a country mile than any religion I ever had.

But in gaining this personal insight and thus gaining a best friend in the dead, I have been given so much more than I could ever possible give anyone in this life time even though I try.

While Mystics and New Age believers talk about having Balance with the Universe and using the earth to heal etc…it’s a very expensive thing to be practicing and that just isn’t what Spirit are about. They don’t begrudge anyone making money or being rich but it’s how you make the money and what you do with it that bothers them.

Ripping them off for profit is a No No and unfortunately this New Age Mystic stuff is expensive and multi billion pound industry. Besides when your wealthy you’re in a better position to do good with it and I’ve always said if I won the lottery apart from sorting my family in NZ out I would travel the world in a camper van looking for charitable causes Spirit drew me to in order to help them.

But I don’t use Spirit to bring me calm and to float away with the stars when I meditate.

I can do that any time I like I don’t need to meditate as I am always in a state of calm (because of Spirit) and yes I get angry and stuff but I’m only human and who wouldn’t get upset when you’ve taken this long hard road to get somewhere and some fool who read a book thinks they can do it better because they meditate themselves into a state of arrogance?

It’s like my ex husband who is an artist, spends years on a painting and someone comes along and clicks some buttons on a camera and thinks they should open a gallery. Being good at taking photos doesn’t make you an artist.

Going to the most prestigious art college Daddy could afford doesn’t make you an artist and I can’t stand seeing these people try to fake their wacky artist persona. If you know an artist you’ll know what I mean by this.

Lady Ga Ga is the prime example of someone who’s ‘wacky weirdness’ is staged. Artists in their truest form are weird, passionate, eccentric and kind of social misfits (it’s why me and my Mr Ex get on with each other so well lol) Artists never did well at school, were social outcasts, never had many friends worth keeping and are super intelligent and slightly anarchistic. If you have to be controversial to sell your art albeit music or portraits, then you have no talent. And it’s the same with my line of business. You don’t have to meditate and drink wheat germ and act condescending to people as you carry crystals in order to know what you’re talking about. What you have doesn’t make you a White Lighter, what you are does.

I’ve walked down a long hard road to get where I am and I can’t stand that for £160 you too can be like me in just 3 short months.

But this road I have been down with my pals hasn’t been without its bumps. I’ve had fights with them, yes I actually yell at dead people lol they tell me I’m stubborn, I tell them it’s their fault because they made me this way. I will try to ignore them in a big girlie puff and they will do something to make me laugh and all is forgiven.

It sounds crazy but this is how it is. But it’s more than this.

They have not only alerted me from a dead sleep to someone entering my house through a window, they have told me to prepare for moves, then to help things go as smoothly as possible will tell me what to look for in the house I’m going to live in so I’m not trawling houses for days.

They said of my new house I was to look for Purple inside and red on the outside. When we pulled up the conservatory is red and our bedroom is painted with big purple wall paper. If I’ve been feeling poorly and can’t figure out why they will tell me and then tell me how to fix it.

That has happened quite a few times. I have been having trouble with high blood pressure and not been able to figure out why. I thought it was medications but they said it was an infection and even showed me what will cure my problem (but it was blurry and I couldn’t read it so I just have to accept I’m not meant to know yet and it will come when it’s meant to). They have told me the second I met someone if they are going to hurt us, me, my husband whatever so I can prepare for it.

They have never done anything in my life no matter how bad that I haven’t been able to cope with and hasn’t had a positive outcome in the end. I have had things happen in the last 6 years that no person should ever have to cope with but we have and Spirit were there the whole time for me and never let me down.

If they said something was going to happen a certain way, it did and being prepared for it made the actual happening of it less of a shock. Any normal person probably would have snapped or had a break down but being prepared for these things made it easier to handle. When you realize you have no control of your life and everything happens because it is meant to, it changes the way you deal with stress. I just don’t get stressed out because what’s the point? When shit happens I sit back and ride it out. But ALL my sacrifices have come with rewards. When I’ve been tested in my life, I have been rewarded 10 fold because of it. I don’t just mean financially, but I mean in other things too ie my husband losing a low paid job and thinking we were going to be homeless and bankrupt then he gets offered a job Spirit said would come that changes everything and gives us a better life’.

Spirit take us on amazing adventures as a family. I have been my own guided tour to places I have never been to before. I can go around places like The Colosseum in Italy and say what happened there in history.

I know when to tell people at their lowest to take a lottery ticket and have them win. I know when someone is going to die (not always know who as you know) but I know when someone is going to live too. I don’t lie, I just don’t say anything at all. My clients know I don’t predict death, but Spirit will tell me, I just don’t tell the person. They let me know when an unexpected bill is coming, when an unexpected call is coming and I swear to blob and you can ask my ex husband I ALWAYS knew when it’s the dreaded Mother in law. As soon as it rings I get chills down my spine and my hair stands on end and I would say ‘You get it, it’s your Mum’ and sure enough lol luck for us Madame Medusa is no longer in our life.

I get told off if I have a slip of my position and say or do something wrong, but it’s always mostly unintentional and or a misunderstanding. As a rule I’m not the confrontational type and always end up being a push over it anything. So I don’t make a habit of causing bother. But because of what I am I don’t let Mr do and act a certain way either. Spirit might let him get away with some stuff but he knows there are some things he won’t be allowed to do because as my protector it all has a consequence on me.

Spirit know me better than anyone. I drink  (okay I haven’t had a proper drink in over 5 years but when I do get the chance to let my hair down you better believe it’s going to be good lol)

They made me odd, they made me passionate and they made me what I am today. I love them for so many reasons but because they made me a curious Scorpio/Rat I sat and asked questions and paid attention to them and my world I live in.

They protect me, guide me, encourage me and defend me. They are the best friend you could ever ask for and they just happen to be dead. Is that weird? Not if you were me. And you can be if you want to be. This is why I keep saying to people ‘Find your own faith’ Find what is right for you. Ask your own questions, pay attention to what they are saying and your surroundings. eventually you’ll hear what I do and then if enough of us are like it, the world would change for the better. None of us would want for anything, ask for nothing, get everything we ever wanted from life, because I do and I’m not just talking about money.

How could you not be friends with someone like the dead after all of that?

What is Deja Vu?

For years it has bothered me what it was. You hear it in conversation all the time. And when I was 20 years old and started asking more in-depth questions I got the answer.

Deja Vu is not when your past life meets this life, (it isn’t scientifically possible for it to be past life meets present life because how would you explain if your Deja Vu was you driving a modern car on a street that neither existed at the time of your past life?) it is neither a Parallel Universe thing either. Spirit have told me emphatically it isn’t possible for us to live Multiple lives at once because we only have One Soul. That One Soul can’t live multiple lives at any one time. I

So what is Deja Vu? It is when you’re in your dream state and you have premonitions. We have all had dreams where ‘you know you dreamed something but can’t remember what it was’

We have them regularly and we have them because when we are in dream state we are in Spirit state and Spirit know everything. They know the past, present and future. And when we are in Dream State and our soul is Astral Traveling we are seeing our futures, sometimes immediate future, sometimes distant future. But all Dreams are precognitive anyway.

All dreams MEAN something but it is only when we are in a dream state we know what they mean. When we wake up we have no idea. Well…..some of us don’t. Most of us don’t.

So why is it only the silly things we remember when we are awake? Why are we remembering sitting in the car at lights with a certain song on the radio with the same conversation taking place? And not great moments of our life time? It’s simple.

In the Spirit Realm there is no time. Time is no concept in the realms of the dead so we are shown every single thing in an 20 minute instant while we are in Spirit State, the things we remember are the ones we have Deja Vu about.

We only every have deep sleep for about 20 minutes at any one time. We always wake up after a dream and only remember the dreams in colour. Colour dreams are rare, hence why we remember them. Because we might be shown an entire life time in that 20 minutes, it is the boring, inconsequential things we remember in our awake state. But it is because we aren’t meant to remember the important stuff because the big things in life are the ones we are to learn our biggest lessons from.

So there you go. That is Deja Vu. And while most people like me were running around trying to make money and get recognition for their gifts, I was being a nerd, girly swat (nerd) and asking those sorts of questions lol It seems such a shame that people with gifts don’t stop to ask questions to Spirit because they are an eternal source of knowledge and it’s why I get so offended when I see people doing the ‘put your hand here, it’s a cold spot, that’s a spirit’ nonsense. As if Spirits are going to let you stand like a fool putting your hands through their energy lol Would you do that to someone who was living? You’d probably get a punch.