Every white lighter is assigned a protector before birth. I had initially assumed it was some sort of “physical security” role where I may have to bash over zealous religious zealots or deal with aggressive clients. While physical protection is important it is a tiny part of the role. A protector need not be a physical presence for pushing folk around, it could be a little old lady or a child. What is important is that persons personality traits in order to keep their white lighter grounded. They are an anchor in this reality to which the white lighter can always rely on in any circumstance. As I have seen through many experiences with my wife her gift is not something that she can fully control, sometimes events can be so overwhelming she can lose herself in her gifts and there have been occasions where I have had to bring her back to reality or introduce a degree of stability to which she can return. Without this a white lighter could easily put themselves in danger, this could be as simple as not seeing a bus when crossing the street as they are experiencing the street of two hundred years ago right through to a backup in some large-scale spiritual attack. Whatever happens my wife always knows I am there when the chips are down. I have some gifts but nothing along the lines of her which makes us the perfect match, our abilities compliment each other and enable her to fully let go always knowing I’ll be there to bring her back.
My first major encounter with this role was shortly after we met, She was in New Zealand and I was in the UK. It started with one night I was alone in my little flat, I awoke in the middle of the night to a presence in my house. Absolutely terrified I sat up in bed to see a number of tall dark robed figures enter my room and encircle my bed. I was to later discover this group is referred to as the council and are a highly evolved group of souls. As I mentioned in my previous article all souls undertake a growth through experience. As this progresses some souls enter “higher” in the hierarchy and I was told this “council” are some of the most highly evolved spiritual beings. This was my first introduction to them and while terrifying their role would become more apparent over the coming years. Just as the fear was about to overwhelm me I was brought back to reality by what I now refer to as my spiritual elder and two children who appeared and ended the encounter. The important thing I felt about this encounter was overcoming my fear of spirit, it is a major cultural shock to the psyche when you experience something like this and its important to learn what is fear of the unknown and when it is genuine terror of something dark. It was also an introduction too my spirit elder who is a guy maybe in his 60s, wiry grey hair swept back and barely controlled. He always wears an old green jumper and comfortable brown shoes. I always know when my life is about to take some form of dramatic turn as he will appear now and prepare me. As for the two children who initially appeared with them I now know those were my sons.
A short time after this event it was followed by a second event, each of these events challenged my understanding of reality and opened my perceptions to a universe far beyond my understanding. It was the middle of the night again and I couldn’t sleep. I had an anxious feeling of anticipation, I found myself outside my body and was immediately whisked to a place of pure light.In a spiritual form distance is no object so you often find yourself in another place as quickly as changing a tv channel, its jarring at first but you soon get used to it. I could feel myself as a physical being as real as I sit here now but I was no longer in this reality, I was in a large open space filled entirely with white light. I could see this same council had formed a circle of which I was on the outside, as I moved in I was curious as to what had their attention. What initially shocked me was just how big these beings were, I myself am no shrinking violet standing over 6’5 and near 18 stone I stand out like a fairytale giant however next to these beings I barely reached their waist. In the centre of the circle I found my wife lying unconscious and I got the sense they were taking her. I rushed in and pleaded with them eventually using my body as a physical barrier over hers to stop them “taking” her. I had no idea where they might be taking her I just knew it was important I held on. Eventually in my mind I heard them capitulate and at that point I noticed a small piece of celtic jewellery I had sent her on a necklace. It start to glow a blinding white light which started to beam out in thick rays of white until it had enveloped the whole scene upon which I immediately found myself back in my little flat, shocked and disoriented. I immediately contacted my wife only to discover she had taken an allergic reaction to medication and had been clinically dead for two minutes.
So started many years of deeply profound spiritual experiences which have grown in frequency. Sometimes my wife will be so involved in a crisis I have to be the one to bring her back. When you do this kind of work you don’t just turn up and do a bit of work, you become completely psychically engaged in the situation, feeling all parties emotional and spiritual states, living through them, being them. This can be particularly intense if people who are brought to her are on the edge of suicide or if she is helping investigate a murder. The most important role of a protector is to bring her down from all this, return her to earth and this reality. Due to the interconnectivity of everything the slightest trigger can set her off onto what may be an incredibly harrowing experience for her and every white lighter doing this work needs a protector they can rely on to bring them back down.
Another important aspect of being a protector is being “open-minded” that’s not about accepting a gay cousin or that uncle phil wants to be a woman its about being open to all possibilities and potential situations. My wife may get a psychic call like an emergency service i.e. this person is about to do something stupid and she has to drop everything to run to the situation. I have to ensure she gets there and gets the job done then bring her back out of it, its like being on 24hr call as an emergency service. I also must be prepared for situational events, such as we may be in a place and she will be told we have to leave immediately after having taken a good while to get there. It can be very inconvenient but at the same time I have to act with trust and remove us from the situation. A protector must be understanding and ready to act at a moments notice. I must be open at all times to new things, its every easy to build a safe world of ideas around yourself but an event can happen without notice which shatters your perception of reality. I have had to learn to live without pre conceived ideas or notions any more. I just have to act on faith, as I am told what to do, if that involves driving three hundred miles in the middle of the night, or chucking my job at a moments notice. I just have to get on with it.
Unknown to many behind the scenes of our world there is an eternal struggle of light versus dark. The surface veneer belies a struggle of wills for the human psyche of which I have been dragged into this battle as an initially unsuspecting participant. The war is waged between two groups the ego driven darkside of human nature and the light. The workers on the light are very few in number compared to the dark but a balance is maintained while the human species undertakes its spiritual growth. Everything in this universe is about duality, positive/ negative, love / hate, light/ dark, matter/antimatter. As the human species grows, this eternal struggle between these dualities swings between the positive and the negative. If this world was perfect and our lives had no suffering and hardship we would never grow as a species so the darkside of human nature is important in that they bring out the best of us in the face of adversity. To that effect, I am sure many of you have suspected or have read that a tiny dark element influences humanity.
Despite the propagandizing many people do know that human beings are inherently good. They behave in selfless caring ways which are never mentioned and we all know if we were caught in a situation where someone was in desperate need of help the true nature of humanity shines through irrespective of any of the “differences”. We are regularly told that matter. To that effect a small group of extremely powerful people have been influencing humanity in a negative way for at least two thousand years. In the past 100 years though they have increased the intensity of their influence employing powerful tools of psychological manipulation and the technology of mass media in an attempt to crush the human spirit. They have increased this intensely due to the fact that these people employ the same psychic techniques as the light. They can see what is coming and it terrifies them. A renaissance of consciousness whereby old paradigms are swept away, the concept of power, elitism, control, no longer matter. A singular human race intent on doing good and expanding itself to ever higher levels. To this effect these dark groups have really upped the game with an intent of promoting fear and separation with which they can maintain order. The engineered financial collapse, the every growing police state, the forced medication all of it creating a climate of depression, loss and a deeply conflicted species. Now one of the main forces preventing this elites final seizure of the human race is people like my wife. In the truest sense of spirit they do not build a large army for a traditional “war” they select a small handful of key people they know will ultimately fulfill the agenda and help the human race achieve its potential. To that effect, these white lighters are also the most “dangerous” people on the planet. The elites cannot overtly attack these people but have and will in the past organise a “suicide” or an accident”. What they don’t realise however is that any death or mayhem they cause is done by design to increase the good in the world. The white lighters are not a traditional fighting force either comprised of all sorts of backgrounds they are ordinary humble people tasked with something extraordinary and each of these is assigned a protector in order to help them achieve their tasks. As a protector I have not only been told there may come a time where I have to put myself in harm’s way but I have also come under repeated psychic attack of ever increasing intensity. The elites must be cautious though and always try to operate behind a veil. Due to the interconnectivity of everything if they made there intentions obvious it would become very easy to “link” in with them and reveal all their secrets. Spirit have no secrets they are about truth, honesty and love. My wife has never had an attack she wasn’t prepared for.
Here is an example of a psychic attack I was involved in.
They initially started on my wife but I was of course drawn in, it starts as night terrors as they prey and probe for fears as this a good area to exploit as a “route in” Entering through dreams they started to probe her limits, terrible dreams would attempt to deprive her of sleep and cloud her judgement in an attempt to reveal information. As they scouted her perimeter I started being drawn in too, horrific lucid night terrors as they explored my fears, repeatedly night after night in an attempt to grind you down. Lack of sleep starts to cloud your judgement and you become a shell as night/day/asleep/awake all blend into one. Negative energy starts to cloud your life, everything starts to conspire against you from the utility companies to people start to make all of life as difficult and unbearable as possible. You come under relentless attack, not just from a person but from a combined effort from a “group” working together to grind you down. They have to play a careful game though, in constant disguise because should the truth be revealed they lose all power and the attack becomes ineffective. There was information my wife had that they wanted desperately and she was successfully fending them off. However the battle can become so intense I had to keep her grounded, linked to reality especially when lack of sleep and exhaustion take their toll. When they started to attack me I was prepared to a certain extent having engaged with some attacks before but this was a concerted effort of intensity at a time in my life I was particularly run down. Night terrors became increasingly intense and when awake I could feel someone in my mind search through my thoughts like someone would browse a filing cabinet. Then one night it came to a head, I was starting to lose control and felt like I was failing. In desperation I called out for help in my mind and immediately a spiritual friend I had recently made contact with appeared in my mind with what I can only describe as a warm tidal wave of love washing over me. Immediately my friend blocked the attack and all the negativity around me dissipated. It was shortly after this my wife immediately got the upper hand, we suspect with the help of our spiritual friend. The tables were turned the first thing to come apart was my wife dismantled there veil, immediately the connection was made and she had access to every thought and life experience of the person attacking her. His name, his Real name, his home address, his family, his history, his entire being was laid bare. I immediately wrote all of this information down, took this persons life apart piece by piece, even noted down all the secret information. The most powerful weapon is always information. In an attempt to block her, the attacker immediately tried to intoxicate himself, one of the only ways to prevent a complete download once the connection is made is to intoxicate yourself with alcohol and drugs. He tried this for a few days but it isn’t sustainable if you want to maintain a life as a human being. As the clouds parted on his consciousness she started pummeling him with truth and love, shattering all he knew, all his paradigms. As a person of gifts he had simply been lied to and coerced into performing this work and a he realised the scale of his lie his life fell apart and he had would and could only be construed as a breakdown. My wife done what she could to send him love, healing and explained the true nature of things. A few weeks later I received an email from him apologizing profusely and offering financial recompense I ignored then deleted the email.
Note (from me Spiritchild) I should point out, we have never met this man. He lives in the United States, we live in the United Kingdom. Our connection to him was purely psychic. I know his family had been told he was either MIA or KIA in Vietnam but was in fact then used to ‘Special operations’ and his identity was changed. The fact he contacted Mr, means he had our contact details, knew all about us and all the while we knew nothing until I picked up on him with my gift and figured it all out. I haven’t been able to pick up on him since about 6 months after it happened. Last I saw him he was laying on a sofa in his billet in Texas, having not shaved for days and looked like he hadn’t slept in days also. My heart went out to him. End Note.
As a protector it’s often not about me doing battle but more importantly it’s about me supporting my wife in her battles, if I am the wall behind her she can keep pushing forward in the face of extreme attack and adversity till we can finally push through. Psychic attacks do continue but there are losing their effectiveness and I feel now they just test the perimeter occasionally on the off-chance, too scared to launch an attack because if they fail they will inadvertently reveal more about themselves than they ever hoped.
In the next part I will explain how being around my wife has opened up my gifts including some of my profound experiences. I will also discuss my new pastime of communicating through my wife in new ways which has led to some frankly astonishing conversations well beyond both our areas of knowledge or expertise.
Here is Scientific proof Telepathy exists. If you don’t believe or question what my wife and I are saying.