I say this in my blog about Satanists and I will rant to you again. Having just had this article brought to my attention by my husband. What really pisses me off about all of this is people think Satanists are devil worshiping, blood letting, murdering sexual deviants. People need to learn the difference between a Satanist and a Devil Worshiper.
As it seems to confuse a lot of the people who claim to practice it themselves including my Spiritual nemesis Alistair Crowley. A Satanist believes he (Satan) was the 13th Angel who was thrown out of heaven because he loved himself more than God, he was vain and self-indulgent. Therefore a Satanist self indulges in all things that bring him or her pleasure. They are sexually driven and use Satanism (like witch craft) to get powers of position, fame, money etc…it is all me me me me me with a Satanist. The blood they let is their own. They give of themselves to get for themselves. They do not worship the devil, they live like him. Everybody knows any image of the Devil is that he is dark, broody, sexual, well-groomed, toned and he offers your rewards for believing in him. It doesn’t mean they kill and harm for this gain as the Devil himself knows it is better to get servants by being giving and indulgent, to have people or animals killed will mean guilt sets in and so does heaven which causes him too much of a headache. Satan in the biblical sense doesn’t want people to die for him, he wants people to worship him and live for him and by him intern making him a God. Then he hopes enough people will believe in him and he will be more powerful than God but even he knows at the point of death Spirit or Heaven step in and he loses another soul so it isn’t in his best interests to have people or animals killed. He wants you to want him to get you want you need. If that makes sense.
Now you could argue that Satan became The Devil when he was thrown out of heaven but the truth is Satan came to earth, he didn’t go to what we know as Hell. Hence the saying ‘Hell on Earth’ The Devil is a concoction of what the bible calls Satan, Baphomet, Beelzebub etc….are. But he isn’t real. He or the idea of him is made up to scare people into thinking if you go against the church will you go to hell. But lets face it, if you know anything about the history of mankind, we should have changed the name to Mancruel. There is nothing that can be done to us in hell that we haven’t been doing to each other for thousands of years and we don’t even stop at each other, we destroy animals and trees and our oceans too. We are selfish and greedy and hateful on this planet, and we the innocent, the kind, the loving are getting sacrificed to these demons. This is hell, on earth.
Now as someone who was raised a catholic I spent my entire childhood terrified at doing anything wrong for fear of going to hell but by the age of 12 I started to ask my priest too many questions about my faith ie ‘If Adam and Eve were the first man and woman on earth and they had Kain and Able, who took two wives where did the wives come from? Did they marry their own sisters’? Also ‘If living in sin was bad and they had a baby out-of-wedlock why does god call it the miracle of childbirth if the baby is born of sin’? I got told off and told I was too young to be asking such questions. It made me want to ask more. My Mum loved it because she loved to discuss religion and she never once made me feel bad for going away from the church. The deal in my family was and is in my own family now ‘You follow my faith until your 16 and if you decide it isn’t for you your free to find your own faith’ The last time I saw my Mum before she died I asked her if she ever got disappointed in me for leaving the church and she said ‘No, because ironically you’ve turned out the most Spiritual’ See my Mum had what was supposed to be terminal cervical cancer when she was pregnant with me. I wasn’t supposed to survive and neither was my Mum.
But she lived for 32 years and eventually died of Kidney Failure secondary to Ovarian Cancer. But while Mum was having chemo and stuff I was Christened and having 6 other kids I guess Mum and Dad just never had the time to give me CCD or Sunday School. It was always this thing that hung over me, I couldn’t accept the blood of Christ or His Body because I never had Communion but only because Mum was so ill in and out of hospital. The church later offered a special dispensation for Mum to let me have it when I was 14 but by that point I was so far out of the church they probably would have feared I burst into flames if I stepped inside one lol I hated as well how Mum had to get permission from Rome to go on the pill so she wouldn’t have another baby because of cancer etc….she had to ask permission to protect her own life. Anyway I digress,
People like Crowley, LaVey and Ramirez were Devil Worshippers. They called themselves Satanists but honestly…….you can be in a group called The Church of Satan if you like but it doesn’t make you one. They killed, raped, had sex with and mutilated animals and killed children to gain power. They believe they do these things because it makes The Devil happy.
However I know for a fact that when these people start to die, they ask and beg for forgiveness because suddenly the game they were playing is over and if they were wrong and there is a heaven and hell they are in VERY big trouble so they do a deal with Spirit. I know one of the men who killed Kennedy did, also people like Idi Armin, Pol Pot, Ted Bundy all asked to be blessed by Spirit before they died. Because they were terrified of their actions in life coming to get them in the after life. I don’t imagine any of them have been reborn yet. You can play as many games as you like when your alive but at some point when your taking your last few breaths on earth we all start to think about what happens to us when we die. My husband said my article reminded him of the saying ‘There are no atheists in the trenches’ Which is absolutely true.
I have also gotten this from people who are actually dying in front of me too and sadly I’ve had too many conversations with dying people. One lady who was the sister of a client of mine was terrified of what was waiting for her because she had believed she had been living a lie all her working life and was scared of what would happen to her when she died. She was terminal and only had days left. I had to talk her through her own death to reassure her she wasn’t going to a bad place. Her lie had the best of intentions
But what drives me mad is that people always confuse the two, even those who practice is. I’m tired of people thinking it is fashionable, like Jay-Z and Peaches Geldof, Jane Mansfield, etc….they think it’s fun and sexy and while it does give you fame and power and money isn’t it better you get rich and famous off your own talents than to borrow it? Although it does prove my belief in if you want something bad enough you can manifest your own reality.
They just go about it the hard way. Besides which most Satanists or Illuminati or Devil Worshipers don’t usually die a peaceful death. Their deaths are usually tragic or lonely. In my opinion the two worst ways to die. Especially coming from my culture where a dying Maori spends their last days surrounded by loved ones right through till they are laid to rest, they are NEVER left alone, someone always stays with them while the others feed and shower etc…. Alistair Crowely (ya know I spoke about doing battle with him at Boleskin Cemetery) had all this power and control over some very famous people and he did it all because he was so angry at God for taking his precious and beloved Father. He would have died and seen his precious father for a fleeting minute before he was taken to the lowest step on the ladder. He could have had an eternity with his father but instead he got separated from him and everything he did in life haunted him in death.
People get involved in this stuff but do they truly understand what they are doing? Because if they knew what was waiting them on the other side, they might think twice. Even Devil Worshipers believe in an after life. What you do in this realm follows you to the next. Everything has a positive and negative in this life. I am a White Lighter and my antithesis is a Satanist. Where there is light there is dark. We need both to even things out. Even the Sun has the Moon.
But I really do wish people would educate themselves before following such things. They mean different things to different people. Like when I think of Goths I think of The Race of Germans who invented modern agriculture and were the only people ever to conquer the Romans. They became known then as Visigoths lol The Gothic Women would set up camp by their men’s battle field so they could tend to the wounded and feed them and care for them. Where as most women were left at home. They often followed the men into battle too. They would dress as men, much like the Scottish Women and go and fight if their husbands were too wounded to fight themselves. They had the most amazing philosophies. And even though they were beaten to victory by the Hun, The Hun were so impressed by their fighting skills they asked them to join them, they became Ostrogoths.
But what do you think of when you see the word Goth written down? Black trench coats, black vampire style clothing, moody dark make up and angst. That’s another thing that pisses me off, why do they wear black all the time? Black wasn’t even used in clothing until the Victorian era.
I am in no way putting anyone down for their beliefs. You are free to choose to be what you want to be. All I ask is you do the research before you be it. Know what it is your being before your being it. Don’t just follow what others are doing. maybe even start your own trend. Although I don’t recommend being a Devil Worshiper. Killing in the name of religion or faith is wrong on any level and the sins of this world always follow you to the next so death isn’t even the end of your punishment.